Chapter 167 – 167. Reversal (6)
We cleared the table without saying a word to each other.
Drink all the remaining beer and throw it away, and put the remaining snacks in the refrigerator.
After making it look clean, we took turns washing it in silence and went to bed separately.
Even though we were lying in different beds in the same room, the atmosphere of not paying attention to each other at all was more comfortable than awkward.
… If I fall asleep first, he’ll go downstairs anyway.
I took a deep breath and tried to forget everything and go to sleep.
Because I’ve never thought or planned something with a hot head and it hasn’t worked out.
However, perhaps because I fell asleep in the car for too long, I couldn’t fall asleep easily.
It’s just that my head gradually gets colder.
I should have said this earlier, I should have responded like that.
Words that only come to mind now keep coming back to me, and I drift further and further from the surface.
Of course, even if I countered logically with whatever comes to mind, nothing would change.
Just… , Nothing will change except that it will feel a little cooler.
Hinami and her sister like him too.
That’s why I hate him.
He also hates me.
Anything.
I turn my body toward the wall, lie down on my side, and open my phone in a dark room where I can’t sleep.
The cell phone has already changed to sleep mode.
So I didn’t notice it, but there was a notification on that phone.
Just like when you called me out of the house, I just told you to come down to my DM.
Should I pretend not to see it and ignore it? Wouldn’t I do it even if I didn’t know?
I was thinking about that in a daze.
Feeling suspicious that this man was calling me at this hour, I straightened up and sat down on the bed.
… Shouldn’t you call me?
I’m sure Hinami will come down after a while, and we’ll spend the night together.
I have no idea what this means, so I turn my head and look at the bed on the other side, who is just breathing lightly.
“…”
It’s dark so I can’t see it clearly.
Sleeping, or at least pretending to sleep.
First of all, Hinami does not show that she is awake.
I leave that scene behind me, sneak out of the room, and go downstairs.
Normally I would definitely ignore it, but it’s okay at this pension.
There is no reason for Kang Joo-hyuk to attack me.
Even if you try to attack, Hinami will come down if you scream.
Oh, of course, I don’t have the slightest hope that he will stop Kang Joo-hyuk or take my side his.
If Kang Joo-hyuk leaves him alone and shows him touching me, it’s obvious that even Hinami will be ‘disappointed’.
I believe that Kang Joo-hyuk, who cares for her so much, will not take on such a risk.
… And honestly.
I hope you are disappointed.
It’s time to realize that the guy you like isn’t that great.
Keeping your composition as much as possible, go down the stairs, find a door with light leaking in, and knock twice.
Then, there was a rustling sound inside, and the door his hand was leaning on slowly opened.
As light trickles through the dark hallway, I can see his figure inside.
Nudity… It’s not too bad, but he looks like he’s topless.
It’s not particularly surprising.
It’s not like I don’t know his body, and it’s not like he took off his pants.
“Come in.”
“…”
Following his gesture toward the back of the room, I hide myself in the bright light.
A bedroom with two beds, just like the upstairs.
The place where the blanket is disheveled is probably where Kang Joo-hyuk was lying, so I sit on the other bed and quietly look at him.
“… “What did you say, you guys?”
“Well.”
“Why are we fighting, friends?”
As I stared at him silently, Kang Joo-hyuk sat down on the other side of the bed facing me and spoke in a reprimanding tone.
I was appalled at being lectured to by this man, so I answered him bluntly, but now he changed his voice to a more soothing tone, which made me even more upset.
… You shouldn’t be annoyed by something like this.
It’s a common tactic.
“Well, you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to. … “Don’t fight among yourselves because of me.”
“Under…” .”
But I couldn’t get over hearing these words.
It’s not like me and Hinami are having a heated fight.
A reflexive laugh came out and I tried to swallow it, but fortunately, he continued talking without thinking even after hearing my reaction.
“I don’t really have any ill feelings toward you or anything. Oh, honestly, there is. … “If you don’t give a shit, I don’t have any intention of touching you.”
“You’re kidding, right?”
“You have to be kidding. … Why do I have to touch you? What you already have is enough. “I don’t even need you.”
“… “If you just hear me say that, you’ll think I’m clinging to that person.”
“It’s not wrong. Because you hate me more than I hate you.”
Sleeping in someone else’s mouth… To the pervert who left everything to me, called me out of the blue, made me drink, and even sexually harassed me.
Now that he was talking like he knew everything, I couldn’t help being sarcastic because it was so absurd.
He must have realized that what he was saying was funny, so instead of getting angry when I said it in an openly sarcastic tone, he just laughed and said what he wanted to say.
“So why did you call me out? “I probably didn’t call you because I wanted to say something like that.”
“Just. I don’t care if you hate me or not, but it does matter if you hate Hinami. “I want her to work without incident until her contract ends.”
“A person who wants that would do something like that… ” .”
“Why. You can do it. Is it okay for an idol to meet a man? Among the idols around you, isn’t it rarer to have a lover?”
In fact, other than me, all of our group members had lovers.
In our agency, there are very few people who don’t have a lover, except for rookie-level kids or people who recently broke up.
However, I couldn’t nod her head because the person making the noise was a scumbag who was taking all kinds of dirty pictures with Hinami.
… In any case, you are not a fan of Hinami and simply have a fetish for the ‘idol’ job.
On the topic of perverts who get pleasure from having sex with idols while mocking their fans…
“Of course, if I tell you this, you won’t believe me. I know you’re probably thinking that I’m just saying this because Hinami is worse if she’s an idol. Well, honestly, it’s not like I don’t have that feeling at all. “I won’t really refute it.”
“…”
“… Still, are you really hoping that she stays fine? I don’t like scandals. I don’t want you to have to work hard due to rumors of discord. You may not believe it, but I’m a fan.”
“That’s funny. “Someone I didn’t even know very well was a fan.”
“Why. You might become a fan after meeting them. “If I had met you, I might have become your fan, right?”
However, he saw right through my thoughts, continued the story calmly, and at the end, he said something horrifying, which made my heart feel frustrated.
… I hate thinking about that guy being my fan.
At a fan meeting, a burly man with a height of 190 came to the fan meeting with an album and shyly asked for an autograph…
It’s much more unsuitable than sweating pigs.
It might smell less.
“Anyway, I know you’re in trouble because of me. Don’t fight with Hinami over something like that. To begin with, you and him are the most popular. If you fight among yourselves, wouldn’t the group explode?”
“… I agree. “This is not what I want to hear from you.”
“I don’t want to say this to you either. But, there’s no one else to talk to but me.”
“You can tell Hinami directly. Why are you talking to me, someone you hate so much?”
“Do you think he’ll listen to me if I tell him?”
“Then do you think I will listen to you?”
“You listen. … “You came this far because you listened carefully.”
However, Hinami Sasaeng’s fan, who was tall and bulky and didn’t smell, but whose personality was stuck in the gutter, touched her left shoulder and made a rude expression, then stood up and looked down at me.
At that moment, a memory came back to me, and I stood up and tried to look down at him.
Instinctively realizing that he was much taller than me, she sat down again and quietly looked up at him.
… Because it doesn’t seem like he’s trying to threaten me.
It’s still okay.
“You may not know it. He doesn’t listen to me. I like it because I don’t listen to it. Because he’s like a brat. “It’s refreshing not knowing where things will go.”
“…”
“Even though it’s dangerous to come every weekend, they keep coming. If there is a schedule, ask if you can’t make it. I’ll let you into the waiting room secretly, so I ask you to eat it. Do you think I would have hated that? I didn’t do it because I didn’t want to see the news about him blow up. If my dislike for you was greater than my liking for Hinami, I would have just followed along. If a scandal breaks out, you too will be ruined. “You have nothing to lose, right?”
“… “What do you want to say?”
“Do you know why I only focus on your weaknesses and don’t use them when you helped me crush my shoulder? … It’s all because of Haeun and Hinami. If they hadn’t had anything to do with you, you could have ruined it a long time ago. But since you are Ha-eun’s younger sister and Hinami’s friend, I just overlooked it.”
Not a threat.
Because you’re warning me.
… Probably okay.
It’ll be okay.
“… But if you hate Hinami and your sister hates her too, there’s no reason for her to get over it. Why do I always have to be polite to the bitch who ruined my life?”
“… Well. The fear of being reported is scary. “You too.”
“Am I more scared of being reported, or should I be more scared of you reporting it? … No matter how much I think about it, I think you’re more scared?”
“…”
… Anytime.
Until now, I’ve endured it because of other people.
Whenever I want.
A man like this should be in prison…
“… Why did I fall like this again? “Is it cold?”
“Don’t come… ” ! Do not touch…”
“I didn’t even go near it. … Maybe it’s because I’m young, but I’m really scared.”
I can throw you in jail.
… Even if you don’t make it, you’ll probably survive for at least 5 years.
By then, I can finish my idol life and live safely in a safe place.
Unlike other men like this, I can meet a reliable and kind man and ask him to protect me.
What if this person somehow gets released and tries to take revenge on me…
Definitely something to protect me…
“… “I told you not to be so nervous.”
“Hehe…”
… I can protect you.
Is there one?
No matter what kind of man I meet.
When Kang Joo-hyuk persistently took advantage of my gaps, we were left alone.
Can I really be safe?
No matter how good a man I meet.
Can that person win?
This… If your ugly body is filled with venom.
… Can I endure it?
“Ah… What. “You.”
“… Come in. I also have something to say to Hinami. Oh, if you want to see it, you can watch it from the side.”
I made my only friend my own.
Likewise, her only older sister was turned to a strange man who made her his slave.
… Can you really escape?
“Jia. … “Why are you here?”
“… By calling. “That person.”
“Oh yeah? Then there is nothing we can do. “I came because my brother called me.”
… Of course.
They’ll be angry at me.
Even Hinami, who thought she would be disappointed by Kang Joo-hyuk.
“… Unlike my sister, I’m not jealous of you. If you say you want to reconcile, you won’t even say no. … “If you just say sorry.”
“… “I’m sorry.”
“Why are you doing that to me? You didn’t do anything wrong to me. … It was just a little fight, whatever. I’m sorry too. “I got angry earlier.”
I ruined her common sense enough to say things like this.
… If I start a family in the future.
I will destroy that family.
If I live leisurely alone.
Wouldn’t it be much easier to just destroy me?
“Go in. “Please talk to Hinami.”
“…”
“… If you don’t want to go in, just sit there. “If it’s cold, I cover myself with a blanket.”
… How will you break me?
Alternative.
How did they destroy it?
“…”
My friend.
While making that kind of expression.
Twisting my whole body.
… Should I sit on his bed?
I wasn’t curious, but her feet didn’t fall.
At least better than my terrible imagination,
Because I didn’t want it to be harsh.
