Chapter 35 – Confession (2)
Can love be forgotten with love?
That is heard occasionally.
In fact, if you look closely, it can be seen as meaning that you will receive the love you did not receive from someone else.
The number has already been placed.
Of course, there were several options to choose from.
Accept or
Refuse or
Or not
Run away or
However, the option to run away was already removed.
There was still a light to repay, so in the end there were two options left for me.
I couldn’t give an easy answer.
That’s not to say she doesn’t have her charms.
I just couldn’t give an answer.
I didn’t know what was on my mind.
Suddenly, a thought occurred to me.
If you really accept that heart, is there any law that the incident won’t repeat?
The thought that something similar could happen again was turning the option towards rejection.
A conclusion was not reached in the end.
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Will there be a person in the world who doesn’t mind even after confessing?
It was never easy to reveal one’s heart to others.
And that fact was in the process of being applied to Seria as well.
Maybe the relationship with him could be completely broken.
Having thrown the gamble of her lifetime, she wondered if she was the same person as the person who set her board at that time.
I was under tension.
She was trying to calm her mind somehow with an excuse that wasn’t an excuse that she should have said someday.
‘Teacher…’
But her heart, once freed, was her heart beating at its own pace, not following her control, as if it couldn’t be helped.
Thump
It was a quiet room where no such sound could actually be heard, but it was clear to her ears.
‘Teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher’
If anyone had been able to look into her head, she would have been in a state where it wouldn’t be strange to think of her as having two personalities.
Perhaps if you have to differentiate
A person who judges normally and thinks rationally.
And a runaway personality who only thinks about him.
So far, it could be said that the first personality dominates, but
When he was kidnapped and locked up in her room for a week, she was really on the verge of a runaway.
She decided to retrace her memories.
When she first saw him, she actually didn’t think much of it at first.
But after hearing him, she changed.
He who was the first to affirm her, whom everyone ignored.
His words were so sweet.
Even if it was only sweet, even that was good
He wasn’t done with it.
He was really true to himself.
He worked hard
I worked hard so that he would not leave me disappointed.
Time passed just like that.
Her feelings were now those of love.
But until then, I wasn’t sure.
No, you probably knew. I just couldn’t admit it.
But I saw something I shouldn’t have seen that day.
It was like he was making a confession.
In fact, there was no reason to feel bad about that appearance, so why was he in a bad mood?
That day she had definitely come to realize her own feelings.
It was love.
I hated seeing him with another woman.
It was painful.
Holding hands with another woman
Kissing another girl
Hooking up with another girl
His chest tightened at the thought of what he would be.
He could do it himself, so why didn’t he come to him?
Oh I didn’t try
That woman spoke her own mind.
So she tried to shorten the distance from him.
She asked me to call her by name and she said.
I tried to do something with her hands, but it seemed that she was holding back.
So she decided to crack.
Since there is no space for her, if I open up a space for her, I wonder if she will find a place for herself to some extent.
And she made a decision on the last day.
She didn’t really do anything, but the woman didn’t seem to think so.
And he disappeared somewhere.
He was kidnapped
It was very sad to think of him being imprisoned.
So she came over there.
The woman seemed already insane.
A knife was pointed at me.
Her head was a bit stiff at the unexpected variable, but she decided to accept the reality that was already in front of her eyes.
However…
He gave me a knife instead.
He fell unconscious.
In an unacceptable reality, the woman and I were both staring blankly at him without thinking.
I had to catch her spirit.
If this continues, the only future left is for him to die.
But still her initiative was with her.
So she made an offer.
“If we continue like this, he will die. What are you going to do?”
A future where everyone would die could come, but there was an unknown certainty.
The woman knows she won’t let him die.
It was the right decision.
She picked him up and took him to the hospital.
The woman watched him for two days and then she disappeared somewhere.
For now, I decided to watch him.
I decided to pay the hospital bills at home.
I thought it might buy me a little more time.
He must have been shocked, and his memory seemed to be in trouble.
I shouldn’t have done that, but I couldn’t help but laugh.
Because he was able to remain a good and clean child.
So I had to start all over again.
And yesterday I told him my heart.
Let’s start with everything.
What happened this time was to release all those emotions once.
He didn’t tell all the facts. Because I haven’t had to do that yet.
Anyway, that year is already gone.
You probably won’t even get a chance to see him in your lifetime.
All that was left was to slowly go through the process.
If possible, I would like the process to pass normally, but there is also the possibility that I will inevitably use an unusual method.
Because an unusual situation requires an unusual method.
But what she was struggling with these days was the appearance of a new being.
Seeing the bitch, who didn’t even know where she came from, grow up beside him, it made me feel sick to my stomach.
Not yet
It was still in the so-called stage of interest.
However
She was the one who swore that if she ever crossed her line, she would always pay the price.
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After that day, I decided to take a break from tutoring for a while.
The reason was that he was ill.
Actually, it was big that I didn’t want to go.
I didn’t even know what kind of face to face her with.
So what is she doing now.
She was eating
“Can I ask you something?”
“What?”
The person in front of me was Eurelia.
As for why this person is here, there’s really no particular reason.
It’s just that she ran into her a few times after I saw her, and it was comfortable to talk to her.
We met like this from time to time because we were in a relationship where we could provide each other with what we needed.
She needed advice from me on her subjects and I needed her to go back to her school.
“What should I say? Business relationship? Anyway, there’s a guy like that, and his daughter said he likes me.
What should I do?”
Just conveyed the facts.
She was looking at me with a puzzled expression.
“It really wakes me up when someone who I don’t think would say such a thing.”
What do you mean by a person who doesn’t seem like that?
“No, that’s what rumors about seniors are like. A person that I don’t think there will ever be such rumors.”
So it was a bonus to say that the news earlier this year became a hot topic.
“I don’t know what kind of business it is, but wouldn’t it be fine if we liked each other?”
“No, that’s right. It’s okay if we like each other, do you need something different?”
It’s a theory, but…
Doesn’t fragmentary information only come out as a conclusion?
“I said it was a business partner, but in fact, a student I was tutoring said that.”
She looked at me with a mysterious expression for a moment and then raised the corner of her mouth.
“There are endless stories about people who don’t seem real.”
What the hell is my assessment?
“Academy for extracurricular activities?”
He nodded.
“Some things don’t seem to fit, but they also seem to fit well.”
“What do you mean?”
“No, the senior went alone and did that, right?
“So I don’t think I’m the kind of person who would just teach someone, but when I look at my grades again, I think I’ll be able to teach them well.”
The story seemed too leaky.
“Anyway, that happened and I don’t know what to do.”
“Hmm… He’s really talented.”
If you hear that you are talented, someone will misunderstand you.
“I thought it would be good if we liked each other.”
“If you’re looking for private tutoring, that means your family lives well, right?”
“Then it can be burdensome.”
“Has that kind of love that transcends social status gone too far?”
She cracked a little joke.
But soon she asked the most important question.
“So what do you want to do, senior?”
Do you have a heart for that student?
Have you forgotten all about him?
The last question was really sharp.
It wasn’t a very good feeling that someone else was seeing the core of the emotions that were filling my heart.
In the end, it was a matter for me to decide and a matter for me to solve.
The story decided to end here.
“I’m sorry, I think I made the atmosphere heavy for no reason.”
“No. Seniors also helped a lot.”
“Go in carefully.”
“Yes.”
It was a very difficult problem.
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Eurelia was watching the back of Edward Weiss, who turned her steps and left.
She let out a sigh
It was fun talking to him, but that Edward Weiss was a love story.
She was still amazed at the reality that did not match the rumors she had heard.
Normally, she just wanted to go like that, but today something felt strange.
Why is that?
Something strange about this feeling.
One thing was just listening to his troubles, so why is he doing this?
She chose not to mind.
She too began to move her steps into her own room.
