Chapter 28 – End (3)
Crushed by self-inflicted disaster
A sigh covers the sky
This place where the fear of destruction reigns
Has hope already folded its wings?
〈Some excerpts from the lyrics of a folk song sung in the area where the great famine occurred〉
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Hey I couldn’t believe it even though I saw what happened right in front of her eyes.
It would have been more appropriate to say that she didn’t want to believe it.
She stabbed the man she loved with her own hand.
She couldn’t do this or that, she just stood there blankly.
Looking back on why this happened, she suddenly saw the root of all the problems standing in front of her, and her anger surged up again.
“Because of you…”
If you kill this hateful fox here, her feelings for her boss will be resolved.
However, there was no way the opponent wouldn’t resist, and it took time to finish it off with certainty.
Then Ed dies.
On the other hand, if she takes Ed to the hospital, she will report herself, as if this fox, who has seen everything, deserves it.
That snake will never miss this opportunity and will take him away somehow.
Instead, Ed will live.
It was a truly wicked choice.
It was a choice that could be forced on those with bad taste or those who didn’t know anything.
“Are you going to stay that stupid?”
A clear but urgent voice broke through Heina’s thoughts.
“If you do, the teacher will die.”
Her words were legitimate in terms of content, but it was Heina that made her teeth gnash when she thought of who the words came from.
When you think about who they are doing this for and who he is bleeding for
She was Heina, who thought she was a really shameless bitch.
However, his death was only a matter of time.
Whoever came to this place would not have easily come to a conclusion.
If the conclusion is easily drawn, the person is probably lacking in emotion.
Time is running out.
And her reality forced her to make her cruel choices.
Between accepting his death and the possibility that she might never see him, she was weighing the scales.
The time to choose has come.
She closed her eyes and made up her mind.
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At that time, I was crazy.
It was only after seeing his blood that I realized that.
He was already giving me enough love, but at some point it seemed like it was leaking through a hole in my anxiety.
She was wrapped up in anxiety, but in reality, she was just a crazy bitch who committed a crime while feeling anxious about herself.
When did this feeling that grew quietly in a corner of my heart and eventually consumed me come about?
Perhaps it was then.
On the day when the flowers of emotion were in full bloom, he wanted his child.
If it’s family, he’ll probably never give up.
I made preparations.
Drugs obtained on the black market, tools obtained in ordinary ways.
A place for the two of them to live was obtained by using the name of Torlern, which he wanted to throw away so much.
After everything was ready, I called him to his room.
He couldn’t have even imagined that something like this would happen in the first place.
The drug mixed with water worked well.
He seemed a little tired, then fell asleep.
And waited until night. If you move him during the day, you’ll be able to see it strangely.
Pretending to support her drunk lover, she moved him to the spot.
The difference in physique is not that big, but the essential difference between the sexes couldn’t be helped.
He was put on the bed and his limbs were tied with ropes.
It was halfway between necrosis and loosening. If that’s the case, he thought it would be all right.
All preparations are complete.
Now I just had to spend happy times with him.
He actually had a happy time too.
Eat the rice I made and mix your body with me
Sleeping in the same bed together was truly ecstatic.
How was the bathroom?
For about a week, I made food without water as much as possible so that I could not go to the bathroom.
There was only one possible position, but even that was good.
To connect with him, to have a family with him, was to make one think of no position.
There was no particular reason why it was decided to be a week.
I just thought that since the cycle came around this time last month, it would come around this time this time too.
But he didn’t know what time of the week it was, so I just thought I’d be with him all week.
It was fun.
Sometimes it seemed like he looked difficult, but I decided to think of this as an ordeal for us as well.
He didn’t accept it at first, but after a few days, he seemed to accept it.
I was happy.
I think he finally understands himself.
I felt like I could tell him what I thought.
So he told From the marriage registration to his original plans of his own.
Would he hate it? Couldn’t he hate me?
We love each other, and it was clear that we would understand that much.
It was very sad to see him making excuses.
Why are you making excuses? It didn’t make any sense.
I’ve seen him for as long as he’s seen me.
Almost a week passed without incident.
On the last day, depending on his reaction, I felt like we could release him and go out together again.
What if you run away?
He will never run away
Even if I reported it, I was able to tell him about the child in my belly within a month.
Because while under investigation he won’t get anywhere.
And it was clear that Ed would never abandon me once he found out.
It was the last day like that.
I went out for a while, bought the things I needed, and came back to tidy up.
I looked at it after tidying up, and the door was…Open.
I wouldn’t have opened it, so Ed must have opened it.
But how? Did you loosen the line?
With those thoughts in mind, he moved his feet towards the door leading out.
My head started spinning.
I thought about all the possibilities and thought about how to deal with it, but
Fortunately, Ed was still standing at the door.
It seemed that his body had not yet returned to normal.
If it was normal, it would have been a long time ago.
Whatever method was used, he had to be stopped.
So I hit him on the back of the head.
It hurt so much, but I couldn’t help it.
And I felt betrayed.
That you tried to leave me even after all this.
So the relationship that day was more intense than usual.
I deliberately didn’t listen to him.
It was because I thought that if I listened to everything too much, I would develop a bad habit.
And he declared to him
I gave up everything and only want to see you.
At the climax, we kissed.
It was really romantic.
After the relationship, he thought he needed to rest, so I put him on the bed.
It is no longer tied together.
Knowing he won’t run away now.
Felt good.
It was nice to have a part of him come alive in my body.
I was happy that there was not only a part of him, but maybe even a part of me mixed with it.
I was feeling like the happiest woman in the world, but something was strange.
The door to the outside was open.
I have no idea who the hell got in here or how.
Soon after, the identity of the intruder was discovered.
The identity of the intruder was that year.
The phrase “How did you come in” Was a ritual and at the same time a genuine expression of curiosity.
The answer was even better.
He himself is said to be involved in this matter.
I was full of spirits.
No matter what, it was necessary to catch that bitch.
As soon as I ran away, it was clear that all of this would end.
I was rolling around.
I pushed my body and opened the distance.
Nothing came to mind.
I just had the thought of killing this bitch.
He took her knife and walked towards her.
Prick me if you hate me?
I hated it so much that I could stab it right away.
Take care of it?
What do you mean when you go to a prestigious school?
All dead are equal.
He pulled her arm back and gave her strength.
Threw it out
After this move, everything seemed to work out.
But the door he was supposed to be in opened and he pushed her away.
His arm, once raised, did not stop.
The knife dug into his stomach as if it were natural.
At first I was angry.
Why are you covering that bitch?
But I followed his gaze.
His belly, the knife, my arm holding the knife, and my face.
The reality I didn’t want to see came.
I couldn’t look away.
It’s because reality fixed its gaze with a tight grip on the scruff of my neck.
My hair went white.
I knew what I had done, but I didn’t want to admit it.
A drop of tear flowed down.
What kind of tears were these?
Regret? Despair?
But there wasn’t even time for that.
Because reality came to pay for what I had done.
And that reality forced me to choose.
Me and him, one of them has to pay the price.
It hurt so much, but I couldn’t help it.
And I felt betrayed.
That you tried to leave me even after all this.
