Chapter 85 – Chapter 85
Her expression began to brighten at her words.
“Isn’t it also true?”
“Yes…”
Then, with the most lively expression she had ever seen, she continued her words with a continuous laugh.
“Right, actually, fun can be guaranteed as long as you watch it!”
It was twisted fun.
“I think what will happen if we just solve the influx problem… Is it burdensome because there are too many rounds?”
For a more fundamental reason.
“If there is something like a review for this, I think it will be able to pop up as an influx…”
He said that while staring at me.
Unspoken pressure pressed Do-gyun’s shoulders down strongly.
I didn’t have the courage to meet my eyes. That wicked seed of evil was desperately trying to bring me down to the abyss.
No word of refusal came to mind. I was so afraid of that deep madness that seemed like it would never listen to me no matter what I said and would cling to it tenaciously.
I had to give up. Lost myself
As Do-kyun nodded at her, tears of blood flowing from her inside, her expression brightened even more.
“Thank you, Iggy!”
My stomach twists.
Do-gyun, who continued to give soulless answers with a worn-out empty smile, spoke out with a sorrowful heart right after.
“But how long has it been this time? Shouldn’t we go in soon…?”
It’s only been two days, but Do-gyun, who didn’t have the energy left to continue the conversation with her, spoke to her, and she answered her with a cool smile.
“It’s still okay, win!”
“Yeah, that’s right…”
What the hell is Eun-seol doing? Why are you doing this to me Could it be that I have done something wrong?
Planting gets complicated. Many thoughts bloomed in my mind and stirred up my emotions. In addition, the contents of the novel I read just before became a sad blade and began to tear my heart apart.
A tidal wave of negative emotions.
Do-gyun’s heart began to sway here and there like a sailboat encountering a sudden storm while sailing. The sailboat bouncing close to the edge had a resemblance to the 5th stage of death I had heard about sometime.
Deny first.
Yes, he must have offended her without even knowing it. A human being who knows better than anyone else that her high blood pressure will grab her back if I get involved with that guy of hers wouldn’t have made her appear for no reason.
In other words, the rationalization phase was followed by the anger phase.
No, no matter how much it is, does it make sense to fuck people like this without saying anything? To be honest, I was a little kidding. There was a time when I said things like ‘Now that I’m wearing a cast, I must have grown 5 cm.’ But was that going to fuck me up like this?
Anger erupted, and what came next was fear.
Have you lost control? Did Ko Eun-chae start to take the lead? In fact, isn’t this all Go Eun-chae’s conspiracy?
I started to get scared, and then entered the bargaining phase.
No, it won’t be If so, Ko Eun-chae would have come out and done something. Eun-seol, who just didn’t like something, must have fucked herself up. However, because she teased herself so much, this treatment was too much. When she returns, this will be well worth the price.
What can I accept As she continued to think, her whole body felt weak and her head fell all the way down.
The name of the emotion that emerged was resignation.
She herself knew Eun-sam was one of Eun-ah’s replacement personalities who had to come out someday, and that day was just today. He was deeply traumatized by the novel he read just before, and his emotions were boiling over. He had to accept That today’s events just happened because they deserved to happen. The one who said he saw that novel was himself after all.
Do-gyun, who had come up with his thoughts up to that point, felt deep remorse and despair, and soon took control of his heart by retrieving the emotions that had been tearing his heart apart.
Yes, it was something I would never have seen in my life. As long as she was one of Eun-ah’s alternate personalities, he needed to know about her.
Last christmas. Eun-seol told me that each and every personality of Eun-a had a reason.
He had to know why. He had to know him so he could pull Eun-ah out of the delusion completely. I had to integrate those personalities and put in their place the fragments of the past that had fallen off with the personalities.
It would be the right thing to do to find out while she is out.
Do-gyun, feeling that his heart was filled with tears for a while, vomited him out inwardly.
‘But why did he come here?’
Do-gyun’s eyes turned to Eun-sam again. The figure holding up his thumb and smiling brightly.
Do-gyun, who looked at the bright appearance without worrying about the world, felt confusion welling up in his heart again.
In a way, it was natural.
Substitute personality is a kind of defense mechanism. It means a personality created to avoid something. I couldn’t figure out what the hell the monster was running from, and I didn’t want to know.
With that kind of heart in her heart, let’s look at her for a moment, then she moved her hips and came closer to me and spoke to her cautiously.
“But he’s gay.”
“Oh, huh?”
When Do-gyun, filled with fear again, answered with a trembling voice at Eun-sam’s eyes wide open and looking at his smartphone, Eun-sam moved closer to Do-gyun and continued.
“That… Gay, where will you give the ‘life piece’?”
Life work.
As one of the features that exist on the platform, it was like a recommendation function for the novels that impressed you the most among the novels you read.
In line with the word life work, the chance is only once per account, and once given, it cannot be taken back, so it is a function that requires careful consideration.
Because of this, Do-gyun had never used him.
To Do-kyun, the work of his life was something like the so-called chastity he kept with determination to dedicate when a novel on which he could risk everything in his life came out.
However, when it was mentioned in her mouth, anxiety began to build up.
“Ah, I’m still thinking about it…”
Please. I hoped it wasn’t, and gave the answer while avoiding his gaze.
“Hmm…”
The gaze touching the skin was so stinging. The silence coming out of that mouth felt like choking me. My palms started to become wet with sweat.
A standoff that lasted for a while.
Immediately after, her mouth opened.
“Then, how about my novel?”
“Ah…”
Do-gyun’s eyes were tightly closed. I clench my fists for a moment because I resent her for spitting out such cruel words in her gears.
“I-I want to think about it some more…”
Do-gyun, who expressed such a mild refusal, opened his eyes slightly and examined her complexion.
The way she narrows her eyes as she frowns the back of her nose.
It was showing the discomfort of planting as it is.
It was a difficult and frightening situation.
As for what was difficult, it was difficult to pressure me while giving notice in front of my eyes.
It was easy to decide not to do it and just look away. However, it was hard to ignore when someone pointed out why I wasn’t doing something I wasn’t doing.
If I had to compare it, it was like health. If you just register and go, your body will feel comfortable. The debt in the heart was something that could be shaken off. However, it is different from not doing gym after having a face-to-face with a trainer. There was a side to the subtly felt frown and pressure that naturally made people shrink.
I had already read the novel and said it was fun, but now I was too short of words to make excuses.
Next, the fear is that the chastity he has kept so well will be tarnished by that novel.
The novel that smells like a broom that I haven’t washed for three days spoils my chastity. Next to my profile, [Life’s Work – The Legend of the Seven Jujis] Will appear.
When I remembered it, goose bumps ran through my body. I was so afraid of that title that would be engraved like a scarlet letter on my profile. That stigma that will be engraved on me will be an obstacle to all the reviews I will write in the future.
“Yeah…”
I had to refuse somehow. It couldn’t have been this dirty. When I looked at her, remembering her thoughts, I saw her smiling mischievously and placing her hand on her thigh.
“How are you? I’ll treat you well, Iggy…”
He raised his right eyebrow and was afraid to say that.
I didn’t even know if I would really become ‘garbage corruption’ if I continued like this.
Do-gyun’s head began to spin tightly. It was a turn so fast that if you accelerated even a little more, the accident would end.
For a while, I hope the accident starts looking for an excuse, and the creepy sensation that lands on my thighs continues like that.
“Ah!”
A suitable excuse came to mind.
Her do-gyun, who moved her gaze to her, quickly spat out her words at her, who was looking at her with an expression that looked like her middle-aged uncle or her in her pornography.
“When it’s over! I’ll do it then…!”
An excuse I just came up with.
“Because the novel isn’t over yet… Wow, when it’s finished, can’t I press it while feeling the lingering aftertaste…?”
Do-gyun, who continued her words, blurted out her words as she watched her make her laugh lighten.
“Hmm…”
A face that starts to worry.
Do-gyun’s fists were clenched again.
‘Please save me.’
I didn’t want to get dirty in this way.
Looking at her with all her earnestness, she pondered for a long time before nodding her head and answering.
“Okay, Iggy.”
An affirmative answer. At that, Do-gyun’s expression began to show a bright expression.
“Thank you!”
“Yes?”
“Ah, talking to yourself!”
I was so happy that I almost slipped my tongue.
Surprised, Do-gyun hurriedly picked up his words and smiled at her Eun-sam, and she nodded at him and continued her words.
“There are roughly 30 episodes left until the end… It will be done within this year, Iggy!”
The day of his execution that he conveys lively.
Until then, I had to find a new excuse. She’s not always out there, so it will take her some time to write the 30th episode.
While thinking about that, Eun-sam opened her mouth again.
“No, no.”
“Yes?”
“Because I have to pay extravaganza too… I only have 40 episodes left.”
Good news to hear. Period has been extended
“Ah, that’s a side story! Originally, the longer a novel is, the more essential it is to have an anecdotal story!”
When Do-gyun raised his voice at the truly happy news, Eun-sam looked at him and opened his mouth with a small smile.
“I’m gay… I guess my novel was a lot of fun?”
“Yes? Ah… Yes!”
His hands were sweaty. Do-gyun, who managed to answer with her awkward smile, made a natural smile as much as possible before staring at her.
Her cheeks are blushing slightly, and her shy appearance is imprinted in her eyes.
A sense of guilt crept up in him, but it wasn’t anything.
I felt sorry for Eun-sam, but it seemed that he would not be able to forgive himself if he put his life’s work into that novel.
He did not want to say that the writing in which men wield juji like swords and compete for supremacy was the best work of his life.
Then, Do-kyun, who thought that if he continued this topic, he would lose his mentality, hurriedly shook his head and came up with another topic of conversation.
“I-I see…”
“Yes?”
“Who is the one who hasn’t come out yet?”
He said it because he thought he had to somehow draw people to another place, but after he said it, Do-kyun started to pay attention to it too.
I dare to predict that it is more than Ko Eun-sam’s troublemaker.
Thanos of the bank account causing financial loss.
And, it is a personality that I will have to face someday. He said he wouldn’t come out in the winter, so he’s a personality you’ll see in about two months or so.
When Do-gyun, filled with anxiety in a different sense from the previous moment, reminiscent of him, slightly hardened his expression, Eun-sam took on the appearance of worrying and gave the answer.
“Um… Isn’t it fun?”
Fun.
When Do-gyun looked at her at her words, she continued her words with a cool smile on her lips.
“It’s fun. I think gay people would like it too.”
After her words, Do-kyun saw her make her laugh thicker.
‘It’s fun…’
He felt more and more uneasy.
Is the pleasantness that Ko Eun-sam says is also pleasant for me? Maybe it’s just fun for them.
As I looked at her with that thought in mind, she nodded her head again and added her words.
“Iggy is my community mentor!”
Do-gyun, who did not understand her words, made a blank face for a moment, but belatedly understood the meaning and opened her mouth.
“I met the teacher and realized the real life…”
“Her.”
Laughter that I do not know. Then, at some point, his hand came up and covered his face.
A feeling of sadness and hopelessness ran through his body.
A monster was sleeping inside.
The culprit of Dark Evolution Ko Eun-sam was there.
The person who taught me about a community where even a normal person becomes an asshole in three days.
‘…It must have been you.’
It was the last personality yet to appear.
