Chapter 75 – Chapter 75
The next day, when I woke up in the morning, the first thing I saw was Eun-ah, who was riding on top of me and rubbing her face against my chest.
For a moment, Do-kyun stretched out her hand and stroked her hair to say hello.
“Good morning.”
Her words were heard, and only then did Eun-ah raise her head, who had been asking her chest, and answered with a smile on her face.
“Joe, good morning…!”
As she said that, she pulled her head out.
Following.
Side.
Their lips touched briefly, then they fell again.
As soon as she opened her eyes, Do-gyun, who had tickled her insides at the sight of her showing affection for her, laughed at her and hugged her.
“Uhhhhh…”
It had been three days at most, but Do-kyun, who was delighted with the feeling of meeting him after a very long time, kissed him again.
Side.
Lips that briefly touch and fall again.
Immediately after, Do-kyun stood up while holding Eun-ah in his arms, patted Eun-ah on the back, and continued talking softly.
“Should I wake up now?”
“Yes…”
A small whining noise.
At that, Do-gyun smiled again and continued.
“I need to eat.”
“Yes…”
Then, a nod of the head.
Right after that, she untied her arms that were wrapped around Do-gyun’s waist, and then she stretched her body and raised her body.
“Joe, wait a minute…!”
After saying that, Do-gyun watched her leave first, then straightened her body and left her room.
*
Afternoon all along.
Do-gyun sat on the sofa in the living room and saw Eun-ah, who was working on the manuscript.
‘Come to think of it…’
I don’t think I’ve seen you write a manuscript for a while. Is the serialization cycle okay?
Even if you say it’s okay because you’re a pure lover who waits forever as long as the novel doesn’t die, there were some readers who would drop the novel even if the serial cycle became unstable.
When Do-gyun, filled with curiosity, asked Eun-ah her question, she sighed deeply and pursed her lips as she answered.
“Rain, because there was a stockpile…”
“Ah.”
Remembered
The manuscript she showed me when she was first imprisoned here.
‘I think that was almost 30 episodes long.’
If you take one a day, you can play for almost a month.
While nodding his head at him, Do-gyun thought about why he was hoarding so many reserves, and soon he was able to come up with an answer.
‘A defense mechanism to avoid recognizing other personalities.’
It will be one of those types.
It was thought that she was unconsciously creating a stockpile in order to be as oblivious to the passage of her time as possible.
A glimpse of the life she has lived in every corner of her life makes her feel a little tingly. She opened her mouth again.
“Ears, it’s annoying…”
Do-kyun looked at her expression as she said that.
Why is it that the drooping, pouting lips and crying face look so cute?
Do-gyun let out a laugh at her rising appreciation and hugged her a little tighter in her arms.
Then he whines from her.
“Ugh…”
As she rubbed her body against the feeling of her hugging me, she looked cute somewhere in her, and her Do-gyun, who laughed at her, then comforted her and tried to continue her manuscript.
“Readers are waiting, so you have to work hard.”
“I-I only need bee-sama…”
It was inevitable that he would feel better when she glanced at me and said that, but Do-kyun, who didn’t want to see her stop the series like this, hugged her again and continued her words.
“I am a reader too. I’m waiting for the writer’s novel… Won’t you write it?”
“Ah…!”
A word he said with a little tear.
In response, she shook her body slightly and let out her voice, then answered Do-gyun’s question by shaking her head.
“I’ll write, I’ll write…!”
After saying that, he turned his gaze back to the manuscript.
She felt sorry for her because she seemed to be pressing for her manuscript, but she had no choice but to do so because she wished she had left a little ties with the world.
Without this novel, she would really live a life cut off from society.
Also.
‘It’s fun, but it’s a waste.’
After all, her talent was too precious.
Because she writes really well.
It wasn’t just a story about how beautiful the sentence was. She had a gift as a storyteller.
She had the power to attract people the moment she read her writings.
That was the reason she invested a month-long time, even breaking savings, and that was also the reason her novel was successful.
The reason she succeeded despite writing a minor genre that was far removed from the mainstream of her market was because her story was so interesting.
She has a strange eccentricity, and she brushes off novels that have already been published without exception. Even she had thoughts of revisiting this novel after it was finished, and that alone proved how outstanding her talent was.
Do-kyun stared at her as she continued to write her manuscript.
What kind of thoughts went through this small head, so that I could write such an article without hindrance?
She was filled with curiosity, and she looked at her curiously for a long time. After finishing her manuscript before she knew it, she stretched her body.
“Keep it off…!”
“Thanks for your work.”
When I said that, putting her laptop down on the table, Eun-ah finally turned around and hugged me, continuing her words.
“Everything is done, so praise…!”
Saying that, Do-gyun, who confirmed that her eyes looking up at her were sparkling with anticipation, smiled gigglingly and stroked her hair.
“Good job. I think Eun-ah is the most handsome in the world.”
“Uh hee hee…”
The sound of laughter that comes out like a joke that comes out of the words that were delivered.
She smiled and hugged me, and while she was hugging me, she suddenly made a puzzled expression and nodded her head as she tilted her head.
“Ugh…?”
“What’s wrong?”
When Do-gyun asked a question, she looked up at him again and then dropped her gaze, then raised her hand and poked Do-kyun’s stomach with her finger.
Eun-ah’s belly fat pushed in according to her pressing force.
At that, Eun-ah burst into laughter as if she finally realized something about her and spat out her words.
“Kuu, Bee-nim, you’ve gained weight…!”
The way you laugh and say that.
Flinch.
Her body trembled
‘Have you gained weight? No, yes. It’s strange that it’s not steamed.’
To be honest, I ate too well these days.
In addition to the fact that I ate so well that I wondered if I had ever eaten so well in my life, the fact that I didn’t have much to move around in this place, so the amount of activity might have had an impact.
“Is that so…?”
“Yes…! Hey, honey bee is fluffy…!”
The words that were handed over again stuck in my heart.
Oh, you noticed that the cushion feel has changed.
“Haha…”
I tried to laugh, pretending to be happy, but the laughter that came out was very dry.
Perhaps not knowing how Do-gyun felt, this time with her hands outstretched, she began to rub Do-gyun’s belly with both of her hands, opening her mouth again and driving a dagger into Do-gyun’s chest.
“Meh, it looks like a wild boar…!”
It was a blow of bitterness.
My stomach hurts so much. Depression rises.
Do-gyun felt the moisture around his eyes fill up and asked Eun-ah a question.
“Why, why is it a wild boar…?”
Flower Pig, Honey Pig, Baby Pig.
There are many cute and good things, but why is it a wild boar?
When I asked her question with that thought in mind, Eun-a spat out the answer while rubbing her belly with a bright smile.
“Yes…! Kwu, Bee-sama looks big and scary, so meh, a wild boar…!”
The most feared evil is innocence. It was just right.
The words I handed over without any malice turned into a cold dagger and pierced me deeply.
My heart hurts and the medicine rises. I also felt miserable somewhere in her, and I stared at her, trying to get her words back.
“Hi-Hi…”
There was no point in criticizing her appearance.
My skinny body gained weight beautifully while eating meals with me, and my skin, which I thought was pale, was full of vitality and became immaculate without any blemishes.
In addition, her messy hair was neatly tidied up because I brushed it every day, adding an elegant touch to her atmosphere.
A huge improvement compared to a month ago. Now there was no room for me to grumble.
‘Fuck…’
This is why plausibility is a problem.
It was embarrassing and embarrassing.
I resented her parents a little, as I once did, but tears flowed as I wondered what good it was all about.
“Oh, thank you…”
I just spit out words of gratitude with a poignant heart.
“Hehe… Joe, good…!”
After saying that, I felt very disgusted with the way she was being hugged again, but my stomach still tickled and the sadness subtly disappeared.
‘Yes…’
Wouldn’t it be enough if the viewer is good?
Thinking about that, I started to rationalize myself, and I felt like I felt a little more at ease.
Do-gyun, who calmed down his drowsy mind a little, patted the back of Eun-ah, who was holding him tightly, and then spat out her words.
“If you like Eun-ah, I like you too.”
“Yes…!”
The movement of rubbing his head against his chest tickles his chest.
‘Still…’
Because it’s nasty.
Do-gyun, who came up with that idea, gently tickles her waist with a playful movement.
“Pheeng!”
A strange laugh broke out.
Then, Do-kyun pouting her lips and watching her glaring at me with her sullen eyes, she hugged her with a smile on her face.
As I hugged her tightly, I felt her hands patting my waist, and I burst out laughing again.
“I’m bad…!”
“Sorry.”
When I said that while laughing at her whining, I felt the movement of her gently stretching out her hand and hugging me again.
Afterwards, as they hugged each other for a long time, they felt that the space was filled with the sound of them and her breathing.
It was so peaceful. The atmosphere inside the house, which was warm enough to not feel the cold wind of winter, and the faint warmth of her added to it, made this atmosphere infinitely warmer.
Her languorous aura began to permeate her body, and then little by little the aura of her sleep began to permeate her body, and when I checked her, I saw her asleep, exhaling her thin breath.
It was a very tired face.
‘But.’
Eun-ji and Eun-seol went out for the past few days, and Eun-seol took care of the work with her body, so the accumulated fatigue in her body would not have fully resolved.
‘…’
When this thought comes to her mind, even though she looks so different and feels like meeting someone else, in the end, she realizes that it’s all Eun-ah, which gives her a strange feeling.
You get to feel that the people you’ve been living with are substitute personalities, and it gets complicated in your head.
What should we see them as, and how should we define them? How should I treat them?
Questions about him keep popping up.
They share the same body, and are personalities from the same person.
However, each had their own thoughts and characteristics, and there was definitely a time in which they lived.
Nevertheless, since they are personalities that should disappear, should we get rid of them because they are eventually defined as ‘diseases’?
Should I make such a judgment thinking that it is Eun-ah’s confusion?
Thoughts go on
It reminds me of Eun-seol’s attitude when he refers to himself as an alternate personality.
It reminds me of Eunji squatting in a corner of an amusement park and letting out tears.
It reminds me of Eun-sam, who was talking nonsense and saying hello to the men at the food stall.
Should we define that time and their lives as something that we should disappear?
It felt like my stomach was bloated.
He was not the kind of person who could do such a thing.
Since they were all objects of their own accord, they could not be dismissed as something that should disappear.
‘No, stop.’
Continuing his thoughts, Do-kyun closed his eyes and intentionally erased him.
It wasn’t something to think about right away.
What I had to think about now was Go Eun-chae.
A time bomb that never knows when it will explode. A monster trying to devour Eun-ah.
I had to take care of him first.
Changed my mind
‘Tomorrow.’
He had to follow her and talk to her doctor alone.
It was right to start with what he could do right away.