Chapter 34 – Chapter 34
Three days have passed.
There were no major changes in my life. As before, when I open my eyes, I eat, wash, spend time in the living room, eat again, and go to sleep.
The daily routine continued without breaking away from that routine. However, if nothing had changed at all, that wasn’t it either.
Do-gyun lowered his head and looked at Eun-ah in his arms.
Tadak. Widely. Tadak.
The back of the head writing with the notebook on the thigh. Since yesterday, she started writing her manuscript again.
Without saying a word and continuing to concentrate, she was clearly different from before.
‘That’s interesting.’
Do-gyun lived as a reader and always saw only the finished product, so the process of making a novel like this came to me very strangely.
The process of combining letters to make words, words to sentences, and sentences to paragraphs continued.
She tapped her keyboard as if her slender fingers were dancing, then paused to erase the previous sentence and put a new one over it.
Black letters quickly lined up on the white paper.
Typing was very fast. I don’t know if all writers are like that, but Do-gyun thought she tended to write hers very quickly.
I understand that the number of pages turned over is now roughly 12 pages.
I don’t know if it was because she was concentrating on her writing process, or if it was because she was really writing fast, but it was so fast that she thought, ‘Already?’
Suddenly, I wondered what was going on in this woman’s head.
One day, I remember hearing that writing a novel is about translating the scenery in your head into sentences.
I wondered about what kind of scenery she had in her head, what kind of scenery was so specific that she could write it down without hesitation.
‘No, is it a real talent?’
She thought it was plausible enough. Her writing had a strong feeling that it was completed from the beginning.
In addition, the diary she saw in her study added credence to her hypothesis from her childhood.
Do-gyun reviewed the contents of the diary.
[Today, classical humanities…]
[Today’s philosophy book…]
I don’t know what her mother’s important factors in educating her were.
However, Do-kyun thought that her mother’s education for her made the writing she is writing now.
While the thoughts continued. Before she knew it, she finished her manuscript and she turned to him.
“Turn it off, it’s over…!”
The face he looked up at was clear. Do-kyun looked at the eyes staring at me with full of expectations, and felt a suffocating laugh escape as he stroked the round crown of his head.
“Thanks for your work.”
“Lol…”
It was something she would hate to hear, but the smiling face leaning her head against her chest was that of a child.
Even though he seems to be quite smart, his actions seemed so young that I felt a sense of estrangement.
‘Come to think of it…’
What she noticed while observing her was that she was taking her medication. Twice after meals, morning and evening, she swallows a few of her pills with water.
She didn’t know what kind of drug it was, but I was guessing it was a psychiatric drug.
‘What kind of disease is it…’
She hadn’t thought much about it all this time, but it seemed certain she had a mental illness. However, she does not have deep knowledge in that area, so it is difficult to know for sure what disease she is suffering from through her actions.
Judging by the words and actions seen once, it was a kind of disorder such as impulse disorder or delusional disorder, but I couldn’t say for sure.
While the thoughts were going on. Rubbing her head against her chest, she removed her laptop from her thigh and turned her body into his arms.
“Do it again, please…”
It seemed that he wanted more praise.
Do-gyun patted him on the back with one hand at the sound of his voice, and continued stroking his head with the other hand.
“Well done. It was really cool to see him focus, probably because he’s a writer.”
Hehe…”
Her face lit up brightly as she smiled and expressed joy. Her eyes folded finely, and a light shone in them.
It was that smile. A transparent smile that blows away all my previous thoughts and penetrates my insides.
Kwok-.
It’s a start again. A feeling of heart palpitations. A strange shimmer that tightens the stomach.
When I look at that face, my body gets out of my control like this and I start to rampage by myself.
Do-gyun had a hard time looking at her face any more, so he locked a smile towards me in his arms.
“Aww…”
The sound of her face being crushed against her chest was heard.
There was a faint warmth that was definitely cooler than mine. An addictive weak scent stings the nose.
A faint heartbeat like a child beats on my chest. Even if I tried not to care as much as possible, once I started to be conscious, everything about her started to become conscious.
In the meantime. I felt a hand tickling my back. I lowered her head to look at her, and I saw her face tickling me with the corners of her mouth twitching.
There’s nothing wrong with not responding, so let’s gently scratch the waist in our arms with our index finger.
“Puhing!”
Her body twitched and a funny laugh erupted.
Last night, when I tickled this woman’s waist, I twisted her whole body in agony, and her mischief drifted over me, and I tickled her until she burst into tears as she was.
She shed tears like chicken droppings and tried to comfort me somehow because I was embarrassed to cry, but since then, she has been trying to tickle me whenever she has a chance.
She didn’t say it was funny, but she didn’t like being tickled by her, so it wasn’t going to turn out the way she wanted.
As I lowered my vision to look at her, I saw her face pouting her lips in her sulky face.
Cock.
Narrowing her eyes, she stabbed her back again, but she didn’t feel anything.
Do-gyun saw her pouting her lips, made up her smiling face, then spat out her words.
“Didn’t you do it first this time?”
“Eww…”
Eyebrows began to gather between the eyebrows. The force of her fingers poking at her waist increased, but it still didn’t feel anything.
Width. I began to express my anger as I pounded her chest with her head.
I felt like I should stop torturing and appeasing him. The more I teased him, the more difficult it seemed to be.
He lowered her head and kissed her on the forehead.
Side.
“Hey…”
Flinch.
I felt my body stop. The expression from before had disappeared without a trace, and shame was overlaid on top of it.
Although I think many times.
‘It’s really easy.’
In the line of not touching the trigger, she was a really easy woman.
According to what Do-gyun has observed so far, if she recognizes herself as a prank or if her own behavior moves within the permissible range, she recovers her emotions that easily.
There was no incomprehensible grip force that tore my hand, and no emotional line that suddenly plunged me to the floor.
That made the assumption of ‘maybe’ continue to bloom in Do-gyun’s head.
The teeth were clenched.
‘What the fuck…’
It doesn’t even sound like words. I thought so, but it wasn’t always easy. The pure smile directed only at me was so powerful.
While the thoughts were going on. I felt a hand on my waist slide down.
Hands towards hips.
Do-gyun moved his hand that had been patting her back to stop him and opened her mouth.
“No.”
“Keep it off…”
It was a voice of resentment, but there was no hint. I made her promise that day and succeeded in restraining her somehow, but like this, whenever I met her, I was aiming for her own body.
Do-gyun made eye contact with Eun-ah, put on a stern expression, and then spat out a warning again.
“You promised?”
“Ooh…!”
“Answer?”
“Yes…”
The lips pout again.
Her protruding lips were disgusting, and when she poked her finger over it, she saw him and bit her finger.
“Ah.”
She looked up at me, biting her index finger with her front teeth. After her eyes slightly folded, and a playfulness bloomed on her face.
Lick.
I could feel the flesh passing through the tip of my index finger.
Pak-!
As I hurriedly removed her finger and glared at her at the wet sensation of her index finger, I saw her face with a mean grin on one side of her mouth with only the corners of her mouth raised.
Do you think I won? I don’t like the elated face, so let’s gently put a chestnut on her head.
“Kkeke!”
She closed her eyes tightly and let out a strange moan.
“It’s tough.”
I hit it lightly enough to knock it off. As if that was resentment, her words made her face look pouty, and she opened her mouth by tapping her own forehead.
“Swarm, tteok…!”
Perhaps she wanted to make a stern-looking expression on her own, but she slightly hardened her face, but the slightly hot flush and twitching corners of her lips were so loose that they didn’t look stern at all.
‘What’s that?’
Even thinking about it, I couldn’t stop laughing.
“Puff…”
As she looked at me, she didn’t get the reaction she expected, so her face turned bruised, perhaps because she was angry.
Her face was funny, so I thought I’d watch her more, but then I gave up on her heart, hugged her waist, and patted her.
“Hey…”
Oh, I’m really going crazy.
‘I have to act…’
My heart keeps getting mixed up little by little. Heart beat again He seemed to have an arrhythmia.
Yes, it is arrhythmia. The last time I had a health checkup was three years ago, so it must have happened during that time.
It must have been caused by smoking too much. It must have been caused by drinking coffee every day, living alone and drinking more.
It would not be the warmth of a small hug in her arms, but the throbbing sensation caused by abnormalities in her body.
“Hey, honey bee…”
Our eyes met. The eyes looking up at me were so clear that I could see myself reflected in them.
“Yeah.”
“Hey, eat now…”
Oh
It felt like my mind was about to break.
“Ah, yes. Meal.”
“Ugh… Now go, go…”
Her arm gave way. She felt her stomach empty as she slipped out of her loose arms.
It wasn’t because he was hungry, it was an emptiness caused by the loss of warmth.
The opposite sex is wriggling little by little.
…Just wriggling.
The warmth that had flowed over me a while ago was like a dream, and I felt drowsy and comfortable, so I guess I didn’t want to wake up.
