Chapter 116 – Chapter 116
A tickling and wet sensation is transmitted to the tip of the nose. Moist air dug into his nostrils, followed by something soft on the tip of his nose.
Do-gyun, who opened his eyes at the constant tickling sensation, saw Eun-chae licking his nose right in front of him.
“Oh, oh oh oh!!!”
Quadang. Do-gyun’s body jumped up and fell under the bed, making a heavy noise. Do-gyun felt his heart race and looked at Eun-chae, who tilted his head.
“Are you sick bee?”
Question being handed over. To that, Do-gyun spat out a reflexive answer.
“It doesn’t hurt!”
I thought my heart was falling
As soon as I opened my eyes, a person’s face filled my field of view, so I screamed involuntarily.
Do-gyun took a deep breath to calm his heart, then slowly got up.
‘No, how did you move?’
It was obviously tied so tightly that it was impossible to move, but Eun-chae, who came into sight, had changed its position to the very center of the bed.
‘Has it loosened up?’
At that thought, a sense of crisis soared and I checked his strings one by one, but there was no loose part.
Do-gyun looked at Eun-chae with suspicious eyes. A face looking at me blankly.
He wondered if he had untied it and tied it up again, and for a moment, Do-kyun thought that if he had done that, he would have tied himself up. Do-kyun shook his head and said hello.
“… Good morning.”
“Morning.”
Do-gyun tilted his head when he saw Eun-chae, who looked somewhat different from usual and followed his words.
“Yes morning.”
“Yes, morning.”
Suddenly, Eunchae’s head shook up and down. Do-gyun looked at him and narrowed his eyes, then sighed again and stood up.
When I woke up, I had to eat something.
Concern about what to feed deepens. This is because there was no suitable food to feed comfortably while tied up.
‘I’m sorry to feed you porridge one more time…’
While the sound of sighing flowed out of his mouth, Do-gyun saw Eun-chae blankly staring at him and began to think about something else.
‘Shall I just release him from the bed?’
For now, I think I’m calm, but I thought it would be okay to leave the handcuffs on my hands and feet and just untie the bed straps.
Aside from everything else, since I have handcuffs on my ankles, my walking is restricted.
After thinking about it, Do-gyun glared at Eun-chae and spoke in a threatening tone.
“I’m going to untie the bed straps from now on.”
“Resolve?”
“No matter what you say, don’t think about doing anything stupid.”
“Yeah.”
The answer was one thousand and one days.
After Do-gyun exhaled, ‘Hoo-wook’, he loosened the strings connected to the bed, one by one from above, while maintaining tension in his entire body.
From the straps around his shoulders to the straps around his waist and legs. As he untied all the strings one by one and looked at Eunchae, he saw her lying there blankly, then turning over and stretching herself.
Do-gyun looked at the scene and took a short breath and thought.
Well, since I was tied to the bed all day, my body was sore.
He felt sorry for him, but he couldn’t help it. Is Ko Eun-chae a bit dangerous? Do-gyun, who scratched his cheek in embarrassment, went up to her Eun-chae and hugged her, continuing her words.
“If there is something to move, I will listen to it like this. So if you want to go to the bathroom or something, just tell me.”
“Yeah.”
After Eun-chae answered, she leaned her head against Do-gyun’s chest with her body curled up tightly.
As Do-gyun watched her sniffing and sniffing silver chae with her head buried in her chest, he remembered that she was like a wild animal.
‘Hmm, after all, isn’t that wrong?’
In terms of understanding of civilization, Do-gyun put Eun-chae down on a chair in front of the table and asked Eun-chae a question as she headed to the kitchen.
“Is there anything you want to eat?”
“What I want to eat.”
“Yes, something I want to eat.”
“Bee.”
Startle-.
Do-gyun, trembling at the answer he heard, creaked and turned his head to see Eun-chae blankly staring at him.
“Bee.”
“… I am not eating.”
After Do-gyun grabbed his trembling fingertips and got out of Eun-chae’s sight, he took a deep breath and controlled his mind.
‘I guess not… ?’
She wasn’t a woman with good verbal skills to the point of roundabout or figurative expression, so it probably doesn’t mean what I think.
‘… Then.’
Do-gyun felt fear rising and pushed his head toward the table, met Eun-chae’s eyes, and hid behind the shelf again.
In her mind, Eun-chae, who was licking her nose when she opened her eyes, comes to mind. Then, I think of Eun-chae, who was sniffing in my arms.
Thoughts are focused on one point, and one possibility comes to mind.
Maybe Ko Eun-chae wants to eat cannibals?
Rattle.
Do-gyun felt a threat to his life at the thought that came to his mind, and his body trembled.
Danger.
Hopefully, that won’t be the case. It’s honestly nonsense, though. Still, just in case you don’t know.
‘I eat enough that I don’t even think about what I want to eat… !’
Feed them until their stomachs explode so that they don’t feel like wanting to eat something.
After making his decision, Do-gyun jumped up and looked around the kitchen with the eyes of a hawk looking for prey. Satiety. Satiety only. He had to eat so that he thought his stomach was going to explode while eating.
If you feel full, too.
‘Meat!’
It was meat.
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Do-gyun brought out so much meat that he thought it would be too much for the two of them to eat on the table.
“Eat.”
A tone full of caution. Saying that, Do-gyun looked at Eun-chae blankly staring at the meat, then recalled something he had forgotten and handed the fork to Eun-chae.
I thought that since I couldn’t use chopsticks, a fork would be better.
“Dip it with this and eat it.”
“Yeah.”
Hearing the answer, Do-gyun, who was watching Eun-chae’s tricks, covered her eyes with her hands in response to her actions.
“… Opposite.”
“Yes?”
Eun-chae was holding her fork upside down and dipping her meat with the tip of her handle.
After letting out a deep sigh at him, Do-gyun moved to Eun-chae’s side, took the fork out of Eun-chae’s hand and wiped it once, then held her upright and put his hand on top of it to teach Eun-chae how to use the fork.
“Dip the meat with the bladed part here, yes. Do that and put it in her mouth.”
Do-gyun, who was looking at Eun-chae with a nervous heart, wondering if he might stab his tongue with a fork, let out a sigh of relief when he saw Eun-chae putting the meat in and then pulling out the fork right away.
“Yes, you can eat it like that.”
“Yeah.”
I should have done this. The moment she remembered her thoughts and was about to return to her seat, Do-gyun glared at her at the feeling of her thighs and continued her words.
“… What are you doing?”
Eun-chae was stabbing my thighs with a fork. A short silence ensued, and Eun-chae raised her head to face Do-gyun and opened her mouth again.
“Meat.”
Startle-!
Do-gyun’s body was filled with tension again at the words he heard.
“I-I’m not eating…”
A voice that trembles. When Eun-chae tilted her head, Do-gyun creaked the corner of his mouth and stretched his index finger toward the table.
“That’s meat, what you eat.”
Right after, Do-kyun sees her nod her head and she extends her index finger back towards him.
“I am a person. Not eating.”
Finished talking
Eun-chae alternated between her meat and Do-gyun, then she nodded her head slightly and stabbed the meat with her fork.
Do-gyun trembled as he watched the meat soaked in the meat, and soon saw Eun-chae looking at him, smiled awkwardly, stroked her hair, and spat out words of praise.
“Yeah, good job.”
“Well done?”
“Yes.”
Eun-chae tilted her head once again at the answer that came back.
“Aren’t you sick yet?”
Do-gyun’s hand stopped at the words that followed.
“… I can do well even if it doesn’t hurt. Being sick is not nice.”
Those words came out without me knowing. Feeling sick to his stomach, Do-gyun stopped going back to his seat and sat down next to Eun-chae.
“A good thing is something that makes people laugh. It’s nice that you and the other person can laugh together when you do it.”
“Eun-ah can laugh.”
Words heard. When Do-gyun raised his head, there was Eun-chae, who creaked her face and smiled crookedly.
A contrived and somewhat bizarre expression.
Do-kyun looked at him and squeezed his fist, then spread it out and placed it on Eun-chae’s cheek before continuing.
“I can’t force myself to laugh. When you are really happy, then it comes naturally.”
After Do-gyun said that, he moved his hand and pulled the corner of Eun-chae’s mouth up.
“The thing floating on your face without you even knowing is the smile that comes out when you’re really happy. It’s not something you want to do, so don’t force yourself to smile like that.”
“… I do not know.”
While Do-gyun felt her stomach being squeezed once more by the answer he heard, he suddenly remembered the words he had heard about her.
Her doctor said she couldn’t feel her emotions. Her secret was that she was a mad bitch giving herself over to her instincts and impulses.
Her actions make sense.
However, Do-kyun recalled that those words were all wrong.
Eun-chae does not know.
He did not know what kind of emotion he had, and he did not know how to express it, not instinct.
It didn’t mean that the doctor or Eun-seol did anything wrong. It’s natural that you don’t know. To the doctor, Eun-chae was an illness, and to Eun-seol, Eun-chae was a lump that always bothered her.
It was a situation where neither of them could take a closer look at her Eunchae. So, these misunderstandings must have arisen.
Do-gyun’s eyes blankly looked at Eun-chae, who was looking at me.
Suddenly, something began to make sense.
Why did she try to hurt me every time we met.
‘Because I only knew that expression.’
Because that was the only expression she knew.
An accident illuminated the past. She reflected the Go Eun-chae she had been through.
The first meeting, the second meeting, and the third meeting. She always whispered her love to me.
Even so, the reason why she pushed her fingernails and also when she thrust her knife must be because she was a ‘bad child’ to Go Eun-chae.
He never responded to that feeling, so it must have been because he turned away from him.
That’s why she must have expressed her own.
What that action meant was that she wanted to look at herself after all.
It was an act of conveying her own heart.
This time I didn’t have a seizure.
‘… Because I’ve never denied Goeunchae.’
Because she was accepting and adapting to Ko Eun-chae. Because she didn’t deny her. Because she looked up.
She didn’t know What actions are suitable for each situation, what emotions should be expressed and how.
It was something he didn’t know.
Suddenly, an ‘ah’ sigh came out.
You never know what no one taught you. It is natural that you do not know if you do not learn.
In addition, no one taught Eunchae. She was born as a remnant of emotion and she was still stuck there without learning anything.
The only thing Eun-chae knew was impulse, and the only thing Eun-chae knew how to do was inflict pain on her.
She always treated herself in terms I knew within my common sense.
“… You will come to know naturally later.”
As she continued, Do-gyun came up with the idea that she wished she knew more.
Leaving this small house, looking at the still cold air or the sprouts poking their heads out. He came up with the idea that it would be nice if he could hear the sounds of birds and insects when he closed his eyes and become aware of other sensations other than pain.
So he spat out those words.
“Do you want to eat and go out to the garden?”
A statement that is extremely dangerous, a statement that is purely emotional. However, having said that, I didn’t regret it in the slightest.
Do-gyun tilted her head at her words, then rolled her eyes once, then let out a smile as she looked at her as she nodded her head.
“Okay, let’s go out after we finish.”
“Yeah.”
The answer came, and when Do-gyun raised the spoon, Eun-chae, who had been watching him, took the meat and pushed it into her mouth.
