Chapter 102 – Chapter 102
It was three days more than that.
Do-kyun only moved within a certain pattern while Eun-ah was around. She writes her manuscript and she sees him herself. They stick together every moment and share expressions of affection, and when their eyes meet, their bodies overlap.
It was a life that could be arranged just like that.
Happy. It was a truly blissful time.
However, it wasn’t happiness that would last forever.
As Do-gyun reflected on the days that had passed, he realized that it was time for her to go to the hospital.
I went last before Eun-seol went in, so in a few days it will be the day I go to see the doctor.
Do-gyun looked down at Eun-ah, who had come into his arms and played with his fingers.
He had to speak out. The time gap has already grown irreversibly. I’ve been thinking about whether it’s right to say this, but no matter how much I think about it, it’s right to say it.
I can’t procrastinate any longer. I had to open my mouth.
After thinking about it, Do-gyun took a deep breath, then opened his mouth and spat out his words in a friendly tone.
“Miss Eun.”
“Yes, yes…”
Eun-ah, who was fiddling with her fingers, raised her head at Do-gyun’s words. Do-gyun saw Eun-ah looking at him with his head tilted, and spoke with a small smile on his lips.
“Isn’t the day after tomorrow the day to go to the hospital?”
Startle.
Eun-ah’s body trembled. Do-gyun felt the movement of her eun-ah and continued her words while stroking her cheek with her hand.
“It’s almost two weeks now, so I’ll have to go to the hospital soon.”
“Oh, it’s not…”
Drooping head. When Eun-Ah spoke her words, she lowered her eyes and spat out her words as if muttering.
It was a reaction that Do-kyun had gotten used to to some extent by now. After she came back, when she had to go out, she always avoided it that way.
While Do-gyun felt pity welling up inside him, Eun-ah, who was looking at him, changed her expression to ‘whip-‘ and began to turn her words around.
“Oh, that’s right…! Hey, honey bee, what do you want to eat today…?”
This, too, was a familiar reaction.
She knows instinctively. She knows that she lives in a different time than the world. However, since I can’t acknowledge him, I turn off my consciousness because I can’t admit it.
Until now, I didn’t have the heart to confront that reaction, so I followed it, but I can’t anymore.
Aside from all other reasons, she is running out of her medication that she is taking. She was on antidepressants.
She had a major illness, such as multiple personalities and delusional disorder, which she sometimes forgot about herself, but she was severely depressed.
If she does not take the medicine, her psychological state will immediately sink to the bottom and reveal her insecurities.
It was only once. There was a day when she skipped just one meal of her teeth.
Do-gyun clearly remembered her symptoms of anxiety or depression that she showed that day.
His activity is extremely low, and he lives with the face of a sick chick all the time.
She sheds tears all the time, and when it gets worse, she doesn’t even recognize herself and locks herself in the blanket.
It happened when Goeunchae didn’t come out. If it got worse, Ko Eun-chae might have come out, but fortunately, it was only later that he found out the cause and calmed it down with medicine.
He hated going out, so he wanted to stock up on a large amount of medicine, but what he found was that the effect of the medicine was so strong that it was impossible to carry a large amount of medicine.
In other words, it means that she has to go to the hospital periodically somehow for her stability.
Do-kyun watched Eun-ah, who turned her words away with her languid laughter, and then hugged her tightly and spit out her words.
“I have to go. Huh? If you don’t take medicine, Eun-ah will be sick.”
While hugging, Do-kyun heard Eun-ah, who was in his arms, gnashing her teeth.
“Ah, no…! No, you don’t have to go…!”
Bean. Bean. He clenched his fist and tapped his waist. It wasn’t strong enough, but Do-gyun felt her resentment in that movement.
“Ah, I’m not going out… W, I’m staying here…!”
There is a hint of weeping in her voice. The moment Do-kyun opened her mouth, feeling her voice choking again, she opened her mouth again.
“Ku, honey bee, why do you keep saying bad things about me…? That, that shouldn’t be the case…!”
The resentment that splashes on me. It was an expected reaction, but I couldn’t help but feel a pain in my heart.
“I-I can’t say bad things…!”
“Sorry. If you don’t go, Eun-ah will get sick.”
“Ah, it doesn’t hurt…!”
Flash Eun-ah’s head lifted. Eun-a, who was staring at Do-kyun with her eyes wide open, hurriedly opened her mouth and added her words.
“I-I’m ah, it doesn’t hurt… That, so ah, you don’t have to go…! Uh, uh… Again…”
Rolling one’s eyes A response that recalls an excuse.
Eun-ah, who had pursed her lips for a long time, frowned and spat out her words as if tossing them away, perhaps unable to find a good excuse for her despite all her troubles.
“Ha, anyway, no…!”
Eun-ah’s head fell down again. When her do-gyun let out a short breath, Eun-a hugged her do-gyun by the waist and let out her muttered words.
“Kuh, as long as there’s a bee, it’s okay…!”
Saying that, Do-gyun saw Eun-ah rubbing her face against his chest. He let out a long breath and brushed her back, spitting out the words.
“…Yes, got it.”
It didn’t seem like right away.
Do-gyun recalled how much of her medicine was left. About three days and one meal. There was that much time.
It seemed I should coax her out a little slower, her time.
*
In the meantime, Do-gyun had taken her luck in various ways to get her Eun-ah out.
While eating, while washing, while sleeping, and in other situations.
She tried to convince her with her softest words, but the result was a miserable failure.
The more times Do-gyun took her luck out of her, the more Eun-ah reacted and expressed her refusal.
Her reaction gradually rose to the level of concern, and it was only when she began to feel uneasy that Do-gyun raised her belated regrets.
Did I become impatient without realizing it as I watched the medicine run out? Do-kyun hugged her tightly and looked at her breathing heavily.
I gently pulled out my tears until just before, and now I feel like I’ve calmed down a bit.
“Ah, I don’t have to go… Guh, Mr. Bee only says bad things about me…!”
Even while whimpering, resentment shoots out.
My heart weakens again, but I had to somehow get a definite answer today because the medicine will run out tomorrow.
“…Sorry. Still…”
“Oh, I’m not going!!”
Squeaking and screaming sound. Do-gyun’s eyes widened at that.
Do-kyun had never seen her speak so loudly while living with Eun-ah.
Surprised, Do-kyun shuddered, and Eun-ah, who felt the trembling, realized only belatedly that I had screamed and shook her body.
“…Ah, I don’t have to go…”
Did you know that looking at me while talking hurts my heart? Even in the midst of this, Do-gyun felt her stomach ache because of her glance at me.
In the meantime, Eun-ah, who had been glancing at Do-gyun for a while, suddenly lowered her eyes and licked her lips.
Words so small that you can’t tell what they’re talking about.
When Do-kyun lowered his head and listened to her, Eun-ah’s words began to be distinguished.
“I-I did a lot of nice things… Gosh, I shouldn’t bully you…”
It was a cry. It was a word that was full of water and mangled.
Waiting for the crying to continue, Eun-a, who twitched her fingertips, soon buried her head deeper and continued her words in a louder voice.
“Because I, I will be a good boy… Go, don’t bully me…”
Saying that, Do-gyun felt Eun-ah grabbing hold of his collar, feeling as if her insides were burning.
“It’s not bullying. Why am I bothering Eun-ah?”
“Yeah, but…”
“She will not bully Eun-ah. Even if Eun-ah isn’t a good kid, I won’t bully her until the end. So drop it. Yes?”
“Huh…”
Crying breaks out again. Do-gyun felt that his stomach was tight and he was choking on breath.
Even though I didn’t want her to cry, the situation was so brutal that she had to keep saying her sad words.
“I absolutely do not hate Eun-ah, no matter how bad she is. Huh? Even if Eun-ah sleeps late, she doesn’t brush her teeth. Even if she yells at me and curses at me, I will still like Eun-ah.”
Kwok-.
When Do-gyun spoke, he felt the force holding his collar grow stronger and continued by tapping Eun-ah on the back.
“It’s just that she doesn’t like Eun-ah when she’s sick. She says that when Eun-ah is sad, she is also sad, so that’s why.”
When I patted her on the back, her crying started to stop, but even so, my heart didn’t feel any better.
Right after that, Do-gyun let go of the girl he had been holding tightly to until the day before, and continued her words by wiping the tears that flowed down her cheeks.
“Aren’t you sad when I’m sick, Eun-ah?”
“Yes…”
To Do-gyun’s question, Eun-a sniffed her nose and answered, and Do-gyun pulled out a tissue and blew her nose.
“She is just like that. She said that when Eun-ah was sick, I became very sad, and she was worried.”
It’s for her She thinks so and fervently eats her heart, but when she faces tears like this, her heart weakens again and she ends up giving up.
I really don’t have time right now, and tomorrow I really run out of medicine. Even so, Do-gyun did not have the confidence to encourage her any longer.
So, one last time, I continued talking one more time with the mindset that I would really quit if I refused this time too.
“…Sorry. If she doesn’t like Eun-ah, she won’t say anything more. So will she think about it for once?”
Although he didn’t look in the mirror, Do-kyun thought that his expression must have a very strange shape.
Desperation will be buried. There will be bitterness Also, she would be forced to pull up the corners of her mouth because she didn’t want it to make her sad.
Her oddly twisted face turned to Eun-ah, and Eun-ah, who had been looking at him for a long time, opened her mouth.
“I’ll go…”
“Yeah?”
“Kuh, if the bee is sad, ah, it won’t work… I’ll go, I’ll go…”
Do-gyun brightened her complexion at the words he heard, but immediately after discovering that her fingertips were trembling violently, he let out an ‘ah’ sound and grabbed her hand.
“Thanks. I would have hated it…”
“Yes…”
Eun-ah’s head droops.
“Kuu, because I don’t like it more when Bee is sad…”
The answer is given by bowing one’s head. Do-gyun hated him so much but thought of me and broke his stubbornness.
“Thank you anyway. Because you made a big decision.”
“Yes…”
She comes to me with her head bowed. A whimper tickles my ears.
Do-gyun heard her and took a long breath, then hugged her and patted her on the back.
He somehow succeeded in pulling her out, but that was the problem from now on.
It was now spring outside.
It was the spring she had been trying to avoid.
She now had to face the time she had been neglecting.
Do-kyun thought of him and closed his eyes tightly.
*
The next morning, Do-gyun opened his eyes little by little to the touch of his cheek.
A soft touch tickles your cheek. A chuckle of laughter follows.
“…Miss Eun?”
Do-gyun straightened his blurry vision and checked In-yeong who was stroking his cheek.
Right after.
Knock-!
Do-gyun, who was excited at the sight of In-young’s face, quickly lifted his upper body and pressed himself against the wall.
“Who, who…?”
Do-gyun sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed and saw a woman smiling at him.
It was definitely Eun-ah’s face, but it was different somewhere. There was a gap in the outfit to the extent that it could be felt at once.
Gorgeous wavy hair. Eyes that draw arcs while half-open. Curly lip corners.
In addition, when it comes to clothing, she wears a white blouse and tight-fitting jeans.
An outfit Do-gyun had never seen before.
“Good morning?”
The way he spreads his hand and shakes it in greeting.
Even in the middle of a haze, I knew it at once.
That this woman is the very last personality.
