Chapter 17 – Chapter 01: Elf Heavenly Horse
“Even the elves who thought of me as one of their own people later just treated me like a mutant of their race or a monster.”
No one treated Yeonhwa as an equal person. They just treat her as a divine being in a heavenly world far away from themselves and hope and pray for even a little bit of her grace.
Therefore, Yeonhwa also did not treat them as people like herself. He just thought of them as useful ants who would follow him, torn apart by his every word or gesture.
The same was true for the elves. After being reincarnated by chance, they were treated like ordinary elves for a few years.
However, when Yeonhwa sees her meat-eating without a care in the world, and her magic grows stronger over time, the elves stop treating her as one of their own, and in extreme cases, they even treat her as a monster.
Therefore, Yeonhwa also did not think of them as her own people. She just treats him as a monster with unusually pointed ears and a human appearance.
And because she was that way, she wasn’t attracted to any men.
It was strange that he had interest in and feelings for people like himself when he had never thought of them as people like himself before.
“The people that the main office treats as the same person are warriors and magicians who can compete with the main office to some extent.”
The only people that the arrogant Heavenly Demon treats as her own person are none other than the absolute (master) level strong people who have reached the same level as her.
However, even though Cheonma and Yeonhwa thought of them as human beings like themselves, even though they did not know their abilities, they were never interested in them as human beings themselves.
“Is that true? “The Shaolin Temple leader of the Jeonjeon Dynasty was a bitch who had lost her fighting spirit and was just preparing to become a monk because it was almost time for her to die.”
In addition, all the absolute self-sufficient strongmen that Yeonhwa met by chance were women.
In other words, the premise of being interested in something of the opposite sex cannot be fulfilled.
In addition, even if she tried to be interested in them as human beings rather than members of the opposite sex, from Yeonhwa’s point of view, there was nothing to be interested in other than the level of abilities they had achieved.
The woman who was the leader of the political faction Murim League was just lucky enough to reach her level of peace, and then she became a politician in the guise of a warrior who was only interested in taking care of her own safety.
The sage, who was said to be the strongest force of the elves, had lived for so long that he was almost a puppet with almost no emotions and was merely a guardian protecting his people.
The woman named Sword Saint of the Orbital Empire was also just a girl who believed in her talent and ran wild like a thunderbolt, and the woman named Yongin, the archmage of the demi-human alliance, was able to communicate somewhat.
However, it is said that the interest was only at the level of being able to have a drink together.
“For me, it was absolute self-sufficiency, and even those who were equal in rank were at exactly that level.”
I can assure you that the radish and magic they accumulated only attracted a little attention and were meaningless compared to the radish that Yeonhwa accumulated, and even the personalities of those who accumulated the meaningless radish and magic did not have any elements that could draw much attention to Yeonhwa.
In such a situation, there is no reason for Yeonhwa to be interested in men in a situation where there is no ‘one’ strong person called absolute self-sufficiency and master level in Orbital World among men.
“Sexual desires can be controlled. Rather, it can be used as a means of mental training. Eugene, you may not understand because you are a man… , No, you can understand. “A woman’s sexuality is also an ally in a good meditation practice.”
So, instead of being interested in men, Yeonhwa just became more crazy about martial arts. A level that I could not reach even in my previous life, the level of the state of the grave.
In order to reach the level of mastery that is spoken of in magic, I simply accumulated training in martial arts over a period of 200 years.
“Well, even though I am the main character, I have been training martial arts for well over 200 and several decades, including my previous life, so I have become aware of the feeling of loneliness.”
Yeonhwa did not deny that feeling. Magong is a martial art that does not deny emotions but affirms all desires that begin with emotions.
In that case, this emotion that demands the affection that people have in relationships is also desire, so she never denied her desires and her emotions that naturally come with being a human being.
“Even so, I had no intention of marrying a man just to quench this desire right away. “I didn’t really feel like it.”
Yeonhwa did not have much expectations from the man she would love. Since you are already a complete being, you do not need to expect something from the other person.
… But nevertheless, in order to bring out Yeonhwa’s emotions in her, it was inevitable that she would recognize her as a person.
In the end, the condition of the man that Yeon-hwa naturally wants is to be the minimum condition for her to be recognized as a person, and to be a man who can talk to her on an equal footing.
And from a normal perspective, this is no different from reaching the status of absolute man as a man. That’s why Yeonhwa didn’t bother to hide herself. She did not hide her status, martial arts, or magic power.
Therefore, in general, just by looking at her, you can’t help but feel fear and think of her as a being of a much higher rank than yourself.
Therefore, she needed someone of equal status to have a conversation with her from the same point of view. She wasn’t intimidated by her momentum.
Of course, it wasn’t absolute. Among those who have reached at least the level of a superhuman, if her mental power is strong enough to overcome her fear of death, she may be able to have a conversation with her on equal footing.
No, maybe it wasn’t impossible for a man like the protagonist of Orbital World, with the help of her player, to exist who could treat her as a person and talk to her from an equal perspective without even completing her initiation.
Yeonhwa also knew that fact well. … But despite this, she had no intention of going out and looking for such a man.
“The main seat is Cheonma. “I was aware of the feeling of loneliness and acknowledged it, but it hurts me that I am the devil of heaven only when I move myself because I am hungry for a man.”
That’s why it didn’t move. I was aware of my loneliness, but I ignored it for now.
It wasn’t like my loneliness had built up to the point where something would happen right away, so I just thought that it wouldn’t be a bad idea to focus on martial arts training for a few decades and then go out into the world and find a partner when you feel like you can’t stand it anymore.
“Kkkk, it’s awkward to say the word ‘mate’ or ‘companion’, but what can you do? I realized my loneliness. However, it would be too much for a random man to get drunk to relieve this loneliness. The race of the reincarnated person is an elf.”
Elves are a race of love and nobility. The race itself lives and dies on love and considers purity absolute.
Even though this is a world where the genders are reversed, it applies to both elf men and women, and it is also because the law of the world called eternal love requires chastity from their race itself.
“At first, I felt a sense of resistance, thinking that if I were the real boss, I would lightly ignore such racial characteristics and make up a harem with a lot of men because it has come to this, but I found it unreasonable. They say the body changes along with the mind, but the mind also changes along with the body.”
Therefore, after being reincarnated as an elf, Yeonhwa’s soul was transformed. Although he is fully human, it would be unreasonable to deny that he is an elf.
“That’s why, as an elf, I also couldn’t escape the fate of having to die for love, live for love, and give everything to one companion for the rest of my life. To do that, not only extreme magic but also talism is not enough. “Even if I couldn’t do it, I felt like I had to rise to the level of a immortal, at least to be able to twist the laws of the world itself.”
Therefore, the Heavenly Demon obeyed the elf’s instincts in an uncharacteristic way.
Perhaps it was because of the instincts of the elves, a race of love, that made him realize the loneliness he had never felt in his previous life after his reincarnation, but the Cheonma, who lived in a demonic cult that ruled against the evil of the flesh, was a person who knew how to admit what must be acknowledged.
Right now, you are weaker than the laws of the world. Then, doesn’t he have no choice but to maintain his purity as an elf, as required by the laws of the world where he is powerful?
Therefore, the Heavenly Demon had no choice but to be careful in choosing his companion. … No, to be honest, I decided to put it off until later.
As I said, it was not urgent, so when it became urgent, I decided to take my time and find a man who would be suitable as a companion among the human society of this world called Orbital World.
I couldn’t just pick a random guy to relieve my loneliness. As if it were my past life, I am now reincarnated as an elf.
A race where first love is forced to become final love. Therefore, the choice of companion had to be careful.
Considering the extreme nature of nothingness, Yeonhwa said that she thought being reincarnated as an elf was an absolute blessing, but she once again realized the truth that things in the world do not always go smoothly.
“By the way, for this reason, I have never taken a man before. So, as you said, I have no experience with men. “It’s about being a virgin.”
Of course, Yeonhwa, who built up a woman’s self-esteem, continued by adding that it was not because she was not capable or good-looking.
“And I planned to live like that for at least another few decades. “It’s just a life of concentrating on martial arts and struggling to somehow break through the walls of the world.”
Yeonhwa had planned to use even this loneliness as a training tool, at least until the feelings of loneliness she realized had built up to the point where she worried that it might come to her as a demon.
“By the way. “You came to see me like that.”
A being that I couldn’t help but be interested in from the moment I first recognized its existence. A boy who was nothing more than a midday criminal who could not even achieve the status of a superhuman, let alone an absolute being, or even an initiate into a supernatural power.
However, despite this, the unknown came to him with an essence that could not be handled by a criminal, and was unable to understand with his common sense and therefore could not control his curiosity.
In addition, no matter how much favor he had shown to him, and even though he said he had been more generous than ever, the mysterious man treated him as a person from an equal perspective from the beginning, even though he knew his identity.
“At first, I thought some crazy person had come to visit me. And later, I felt fateful that someone in a similar situation to me came to see me. Next, I became interested in the existence of you itself, and finally, now…”
As Yeonhwa continued to talk, Cheonma, the embodiment of desire in the form of an elf, completely revealed the blatant greed that grew deeper as the story continued, without any intention of hiding it any longer.
His intense eyes look as if he could devour Eugene, who is kneeling in front of him, with just his eyes. However, in a situation where his very relaxed and calm demeanor aroused a sense of disconnect, the best man in the world expressed his desire.
“… I want it. I want you so badly. “For the first time in my life, I realized that I wanted to be a man.”
What should we call this? Avarice? Craving? Lust? Or is it possessiveness? No, it wasn’t.
Yeonhwa expressed the more primal, all-encompassing emotion that all living beings in this world ultimately pursue.
“Love… , Yes, love. After being reincarnated as an elf, I couldn’t understand why elves were a race of people who died from love and lived from love, who were pure and noble, but also crazy about love. I didn’t understand. But… “I think I can understand now.”
Despite the love in his mouth, his tone was flat. The behavior was also calm. But despite that, those eyes were hotter than ever when Yeonhwa looked at Eugene.
“It started from interest, became affection, and from there, it became daily life, and that daily life has now become my love and affection. Yes, I guess this is the basic emotion of living creatures that Mara affirms that they have when interacting with each other.”
To her horror, Yeonhwa nodded and spoke as the feeling was so strong that she, who did not regret any of her actions in the past, now regretted having discovered this desire.
“And that affection reveals a greed that is more intense than any greed I have ever felt.”
“… … …”
No matter how anyone heard it, it was a proper confession of love. It is not just a simple confession of love, but a love confession that reveals an extremely ravenous desire to have everything of one’s own.
… The problem was that Eugene, who received a confession from Yeonhwa, the elf Cheonma, an unapproachable sub-heroine who was her favorite character, was in a truly dizzy situation.
‘This legal loli elf… , Wasn’t she an unattackable heroine?!’
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