Chapter 0 – Prologue
There was nothing strange about it, even if you immediately frowned upon seeing it, a studio full of garbage was filled with a musty smell.
If you look closely, you might be able to meet Mr. Bar, and you have doubts about whether people can live in a place like this, but surprisingly, there were people living there.
The problem is that that person is me.
“Why… Haa… Why didn’t I know at that time?”
A picture of a very beautiful woman is displayed on the monitor.
As I looked at the picture and waved my hand downward, a sense of shame and regret surged through me.
“Hannah-young…”
Her hand, which had been shaking vigorously, stopped and carefully put the name of the woman in the picture.
Her name is Hannah.
She was a woman my age who was famous not only in Korea but all over the world.
She doesn’t even stop at being the same age as her, they went to the same elementary school and the same class when they were young. When she thinks of the last time she was a child I used to bully, she still wakes up from her sleep and hits the ground with regret.
At that time, she was an elementary school student, and she had as big a chest and silence followed as she does now, but thanks to her fat body, she naturally thought it was because she gained weight.
She wasn’t this pretty back then.
To what extent, it wasn’t just that she was ugly, but her face was full of pimples and pimples, so she felt rather ugly and became the target of direct teasing by her children.
But it turns out that she was a gemstone that could change from a rolling stone everywhere to a black diamond if she was well cared for.
Because of this, I can’t help but regret it.
Maybe… Maybe, if.
What would have happened if I hadn’t bothered and helped her being bullied then.
So by now. She may have given infinite love to me who has no one.
I would have been enjoying a life full of happiness in real time, where others envied me, were jealous, and even cursed at me for not matching me.
“Ha…”
He let out a deep sigh.
Looking back, when I was young. There were quite a few women around me who were so ugly, similar to Hannah, that I thought that being born again was the best way to live this life.
Women who are ugly and then, for some reason, are processed and come out into the world, so they are more beautiful than any other woman.
How nice it would have been if I had felt sorry for even one person and treated him well, and then developed into a romantic relationship in a situation where you were the only one who was good to me.
There was still regret.
No, no.
At that time, they must have suffered persecution on a regular basis, so since I was the only one who willingly approached them, would it have been possible to make them all my women…?
In addition, you can live a life where you do not have to worry about money by hitting the jackpot with coins and stocks.
Big… Just thinking about it makes me happy. I’m happy, but I feel weird.
He let out another deep sigh.
She didn’t pull out a single shot, but since her heart was gone, she pulled up her pants and turned off the computer.
I laid down on the already thin blanket, staring at the light that was playing because it hadn’t been turned on in the first place.
“Ah. I want to go back to the past.”
She slowly lowered her eyelids, thinking that she had to go look for a job tomorrow as well, holding in her mouth the wish that she desperately wanted but could never come true.
Before I knew it, I could never come true in reality, but in my imagination or delusion, I had already become a man that everyone would envy.
I didn’t even know that it could actually be possible.
