Chapter 196 – Ep.13 – Repeated Times
The princess was strong, upright, and beautiful. Who could stand in the way of the princess?
Holding only a sword and a shield, the princess ran out of her beloved hometown. Riding on her white horse, which she cherished, she embarked on a long journey that might end at any moment.
The princess slashed even the villains and monsters that stood in her way with her single sword and headed for the Demon King’s Castle. She crossed the sea, through the woods, she cut through all the mud and thorn bushes.
So finally the princess arrives at the castle of the devil. The root of all evil, the nemesis of humans, the nasty things that evil things unite together… She opened the door of the demon king’s castle that ruled over all the sins and put it back in, and the princess took a step forward confidently.
The princess’s clothes were tattered, her brilliant hair was tangled together, and her crown was scorched by fire…
She was beautiful
Princess, I couldn’t be as beautiful as you.
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“Your Majesty the Queen, no matter how much this is… ! Such a dangerous operation is simply impossible to carry out. Please, my request… “
The Albator knights following Neva spoke nonstop around the queen.
The queen’s expression hardens as she grows increasingly annoyed at her continued resistance, but her knights continue to talk to her regardless. Nope, it’s empty.
“You should be here. Going directly to Mudriel is absolutely not an option. Trust us and let us do the job… !”
It deserves it. The knights couldn’t help but doubt their ears when they heard her queen’s command.
“Your Majesty is stepping out in person. You are sincere! If even one thing goes wrong… “
But the queen doesn’t even pretend to listen to her, she just reads through her new material that she puts in front of her.
Information about the Dark Elves, their culture, and even the story of the festival held in Mudriel.
I don’t mind the useless flies buzzing around me.
In the Queen’s eyes,
“Your Majesty the Queen, no… Sir sir I beg you once again. For your safety, please-“
They are nothing more, nothing less, than just loud whirring mannequins.
However, because of that, even the cold anger and annoyance that had been bubbling up quickly faded away.
It’s disgusting to come up on their behalf.
With a frown of her vomit, the queen struggles to leave, followed by her knights.
“It’s not possible. Think again… !”
“If you cannot protect your lord’s safety as a knight, what could be more disloyalty than that? Please give us new orders so that we can protect Your Majesty.”
Woowook-
Her queen’s hand finally shuts her own mouth. The heat that rises with the acidic gastric juice is unbearable.
“Lungs, Your Majesty!”
“Go see a therapist right away! Right now!”
All of them are meaningless.
Even the soul does not dwell in the achromatic gray world.
A small, monotonously painted chessboard would be even better. At the play of the puppets, who pretend to be human beings, the queen sheds tears and vomits.
Something she’s accumulated that’s disgusting to her jumps out without hesitation,
“Woo-wook… Eek… “
Even after vomiting a couple of times, the queen continues to vomit. Even though she has nothing more to come out of, her queen’s retching doesn’t stop.
And the tears that reflexively spilled out in the midst of resentful vomiting. An anxious trembling that began to subdue her body.
“Haaa… Ugh… “
Even the voices of the knights could no longer be heard in the Queen’s ears. She closed her eyes tightly, not wanting to see the yellow things spilled on the sand, and in that little darkness,
Delrin,
I only think of a little boy.
I want to meet him I want to meet him and hug him. I want to feel the true body temperature. I want to close my eyes gently while holding the small breathing sound and the gentle smell of flesh.
However, contrary to her wishes, her world is so gloomy that the queen cannot bear to even breathe…
Even under the intensely beating sun, the queen cannot see anything. She can’t feel anything, she can’t touch anything.
It’s all fake None of it is real, it’s all just big, meaningless, colorless lumps.
Thanks to the time that keeps going back and the miserable ability to give up even if you want to, you can’t give up,
The Queen clenches her fists to seize the only piece of sunlight she has left.
Her blood leaks from her palms and soaks her sand. The heat of the sand grains penetrates the skin torn by the nails…
How many times has time gone back since then?
After the Queen experienced her 279th load,
She herself put on a large cloak and entered Mudriel.
According to her plan, only her five or six knights followed her. The other knights followed her queen’s incomprehensible instructions and stayed at the camp, and among them, a dozen knights were selected and ordered to infiltrate Mudriel later.
“… “
Perhaps it was because of her mood that the queen’s steps stopped for a moment when she visited Mudriel for the first time.
Mudriel, where her festival preparations were in full swing, was filled with an exhilarating atmosphere suitable for it.
Everyone except the Queen was laughing. Even the taciturn Dark Elves had light smiles on her face, and the knights also wore natural smiles to avoid arousing suspicion.
In the streets where everyone is happy
The Queen felt that she was left alone in the world.
She couldn’t help but laugh at her performance as much as she did.
The corners of her mouth didn’t even budge.
The formal attire that didn’t suit her, and her two hands that had nowhere to go,
She didn’t blend in with anything and just scurried around her.
All her fine hands could grasp was the empty hem of her skirt. The only thing he could touch was the warrior’s bracelet he had brought back.
‘Are you okay.’
So, the queen comforted herself. In a world that constantly ruminates on her saves and loads, the queen had to hold her sanity strings.
‘Once you meet Delrin, everything will be all right. She can put everything back the way it was. Are you okay.’
Her feelings of betrayal, hatred, love, and earnestness mixed in strange proportions,
It was her driving force that kept her going…
Can an ordinary human being comprehend its explosive power? Can you guess her feelings that rise as she burns her body, mind, and even her own life?
A woman with nothing left is immersed in only one thing. It’s like her survival instinct.
“Your Majesty, is this really the only way? This… “
Seeing the queen’s skin burning red and being ripped off, one of her knights asked.
“I can’t fathom it with my lack of wisdom. I don’t know why you’re doing this.”
The queen doesn’t answer. She hurriedly tore at her dead skin, hastening the intense sunlight burning her flesh.
Her white skin dies as she screams. Everyone is fair under Mudriel’s merciless sun. Her sun pours down on everyone equally, and everyone avoids the heat, but the queen tortures her own skin with the cruel light.
Beyond thermal burns, the skin cracks and red hives erupt. Blood leaks from the enlarged pores, and the swollen skin throbs.
However, the queen does not stop.
Even though it seems like a pain that is hard for humans to endure, she even puts a smile on her lips.
Of course, her lips are trembling and her tears are welling up because of the pain she can’t hide…
“It’s okay, as long as it’s okay, I can meet you soon, I just need to be patient a little longer… “
An anxious, trembling voice leaks out incessantly. A spell to endure pain, and a self-suggestion to comfort oneself.
“This much is nothing, it doesn’t hurt at all, it doesn’t matter, it’s okay, it’s okay, it doesn’t hurt… “
“Your Majesty the Queen, please! Keep your senses!”
And,
[Loaded to the save point.]
“Ah, ahaha… “
Faced with her hateful skin that has returned to her original state, the queen takes off her clothes again and throws herself into the desert.
The queen must continue to burn her body because she does not know how long the load will last and she does not know when it will stop.
“Lungs, Your Majesty! Why the hell are you doing that all of a sudden!”
Ignoring the same words already heard for the twelfth time, the queen stands facing her sun.
In the face of a merciless presence beating down on her all, she spreads her arms and closes her eyes.
In response to her sun, which even her dark elves shun, the queen burns her skin. She looks like dark elves.
“Your Majesty, Your Majesty!”
“You shouldn’t do this here. And if you get hurt… !”
While the knights desperately stopped, and the Dark Elves continued their work and silently watched,
The queen bites her lip, feeling the sensation of her burning skin.
A mad princess banished to the periphery.
A small setting she created while quietly entering Mudriel.
Dark elves who doubted that setting did not exist. Even the questions of the Dark Elves, who asked for the essence beyond lies, could not filter out the queen.
The Dark Elves, bothering to ask what they wanted, were not at all satisfied with the formal and stupid reasons of the escort knights,
[I want to tear everything apart. Entire.]
According to the queen, she was satisfied for some reason and turned around. No one doubted or rejected her queen.
“This time it will be real, because we just have to endure this time… “
Therefore,
While preparing for a fun feast,
The queen, along with her knights, waited for Delrin’s party, mingling with the Dark Elves.
There was no one who pushed away the crazy princess who wanted to become a dark elf. Everyone in her just felt sorry for her.
No one made fun of her by revealing her past, and everyone respected her.
The story of the crazy princess in a foreign land quietly sank into the sand.
What is left of Mudriel is
It was just a poor psychopath who clumsily imitated a Dark Elf.
[Loaded to the save point.]
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… No,
It was the story of a foreign woman who completely melted into Dark Elf society.
The more the load went on, the more the queen became perfect. And, because she was getting more and more broken.
