Chapter 16 – Ep.2 – To the Kingdom of Albator (1)
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Four wagons.
In the meantime, dozens of knights were walking side by side in a line.
One is a wagon for escorting criminals, and the other three are wagons for transporting goods of the Templars.
One of the wagons carries something unexpected, unlike its original purpose.
“Whew… “
What is loaded is a person.
Early 20s… No, but a guy who looked to be in his mid-teens.
Originally, it would have been a heavy, well-built, well-built man commonly seen at the gym, but
After coming to another world, he changed like a well-managed male idol trainee… The man’s name is Delrin.
Knight Commander Neva, who returned after defeating Philmarck, ordered her knights,
[The groceries in this wagon should be distributed to each horse, and in the space vacated, let this man lie down and go.]
“Whoa… “
Because of that order, Delrin is resting comfortably in his carriage, being cared for by the knights.
A tingling pain comes to his body as he is placed on a soft cloth, and the thieves’ hideout flickers in his dull head.
Life there was like a dream.
Of course, it wasn’t a good dream, rather it was more like a long nightmare.
Not only the sexual exploitation that constantly messed with my head, but also the terrifying oppression and control that is unlikely even in the military…
Of course, I have never been to the military, but I can be sure that it was a better place than the military anyway. Really.
The only difference is that you get hit by women instead of men?
It would be false to say that it was always like hell, but living as a sex slave, being the target of teasing and ridicule most of the time, is definitely not a happy thing.
Some of them would enjoy being squeezed by women, but Delrin didn’t like that, so he tasted his mental limitations many times.
Also, what makes him afraid is the maniac look of Philmarck, whom he met with both eyes until the end. And the life and love felt in it.
Delrin is so confused how the hell can live and love feel at the same time.
He saw,
Or, the love that was dreamed of was only the noble and pure love in which a man and a woman naturally meet and develop love.
They believed that such love, caring for each other and caring for each other, would find them someday.
Why did I fall into this crazy world and suffer?
“… “
He closes his eyes and shakes his head. Stress and anxiety seem to cause such behavior.
Even though I have passed a hurdle, I do not feel the slightest sense of psychological stability. The future is still bleak.
The heart that once hit a big wall hardly gains strength, and the severely broken pride seems to have been broken in two.
He recalls the past like that.
It reminds me of things in my hometown called Earth, not things in my hideout.
“… Whoa… “
There he lived a fairly normal life.
He was an ordinary man, studied normally, teased normally, and lived with an ordinary family in an ordinary house.
Speaking of something special, it is that unlike others, she has a pretty pale and delicate appearance. And that he has an androgynous personality that matches his appearance.
Of course, no one bothered or teased him for that. It was just an occasional joke.
However, to himself, that small trait seemed like a huge complex and flaw.
The gazes and glances of those around him always seemed to glare at him and curse him inwardly. He felt that way to him.
Girls talk about themselves
‘I’m a boy, but I have good skin’
‘He’s like a younger brother and he’s cute’
‘I want to hug you’
He always burned his stomach when he talked about things like that.
Why am I the only one listening to things like that?
Other boys aren’t like that.
Why?
Why…
The question of “Why” Always haunted him.
Ah. A complex that is deeply rooted in the heart eventually eats away at humans.
There are no exceptions.
Everyone lives with one weakness in their heart.
You may feel stupid
You may feel like you have no money.
You may feel unattractive
You may feel like there is no possibility
You may feel out of character,
It may feel strange
You may feel like you are wasting your time
…
…
However, not many compromise with that weakness.
Most avoid weaknesses or refuse to accept that they exist and avert their eyes from reality.
However, Delrin tried to overcome her weakness. He was such a man
I thought that no one would make fun of me for looking like a girl after I polished my body and started doing gymnastics in high school.
Thanks to persistent efforts, he was able to show off his masculinity by gaining a reliable appearance as well as lifting enough weight to draw attention from others. (Of course, those around me didn’t think I was particularly manly.)
To him, his muscles were a weapon, the best way out to compensate for his own weakness.
“Fuck… “
However, in this place, all of his reliable muscles have become beautiful skinny muscles to see.
There is absolutely no place he can turn to.
He had already been broken by the time he was captured by the bandits and pinned to death.
[Cultivating a manly mind], Which he had been striving for every day since he obtained a healthy body, was shattered by ruthless reverse rape,
Phrases such as [Manly sincerity Yasu], Which I eagerly wanted along with the unconscious desire to fill the complex, did not even remain in shape.
Even when I intentionally tried to jerk off, I only saw one-on-one pure love AVs or ones tagged with Rape or Forced… !
Even if I had to frown, I had self-suggested and hypnotized myself by going through all kinds of rice cakes and rice cakes at Nobelpia… !
“… Save”
[Save point setting complete!]
No.
Let go of weak thoughts.
I can’t just sit there and cry like a little girl.
Nothing is solved by luck.
In the end, only his heart is depressed and he hates himself… !
It’s different from before… !
I’m a full-fledged adult, a strong man!
Good.
I’ll do it.
I’ll show off this stupid world, go back to the original world, and give the writer a cool blow.
While Delrin was resolute, the carriage stopped, and someone knocked on the stopped carriage.
Smart-
“Mr. Delrin?”
“Ah yes… !”
Delrin quickly turned her head towards the sound.
“Oh no! City… You don’t have to worry about it. Just… I wonder if there’s something uncomfortable about it… Hmm. Greatness!”
The one who came was Neva.
She, who had protected herself by pouring her blood until just before, turns her face red and rolls her eyes here and there.
“There is no uncomfortable place. Thank you for saving me. She almost died.”
“Star, say goodbye. She just stepped out as she deserved as a chivalrous dory. Four… “
‘Why is he like that?’
Seeing that shy look, Delrin thought about what was wrong for a moment, then she noticed that not only Neva, but also the knights around her were looking at her with dazed expressions.
Their eyes are directed to the defenseless collarbone and nape of the neck, and some gazes even glance downward.
“Hey, put this on. You! What are you looking at!”
Neva hurriedly covered the carriage entrance with her body and handed Delrin what looked like a large rag.
Opening it up, I found holes in her throat and arms, which were crudely drilled by Neva herself.
“Thank you… “
Delrin hurriedly put the piece of cloth on her and covered her body. It was the first time she came to this world and was not naked.
Neva let out a sigh of relief and stood aside from her entrance until her Delrin covered herself.
“Oh, no. I don’t carry men’s clothes, so I’m sorry that I can only give you these rugged things.”
“No. I’m satisfied with this too. Thank you for caring me.”
“… “
“… “
With those words, the conversation between the two did not continue for a moment, creating an awkward silence.
It was Neva who broke the silence first.
“Hey, over there! Worry no more. You will never run into Philmark again, as I and my men will be responsible for beheading him.”
“Ah yes… “
At the mention of cutting her throat, Delrin hesitates for a moment.
She is, of course, the woman who was told to kill herself, but she dies the woman who had been skin-to-skin with her only a few hours ago.
“… Thank you.”
It doesn’t dry out though. I’m not in a position to worry about people dying. Until just now, she was rather in danger of dying herself…
“Let’s go to Albator with us like this. We will take you there safely.”
Neva clasped her hands and brought them together in front of her chest, and she gazed at Delrin with her begging pose.
Her unwavering eyes, wrapped in bandages all over her body…
“… May I?”
“Of course. Helping others is the greatest honor for a knight, so please do not hesitate and come with us.”
“… Please.”
“Ah, I see! In the future, only me… No, just trust us.”
Neva smiled brightly across her slightly reddened face.
It was a very pure and pure smile.
