Chapter 180 – 180. Aftereffects
It’s already been a month since I broke up with Elena.
The midsummer heat became even hotter, but the number of believers visiting the cathedral showed no signs of decreasing.
However, I was the only one quietly experiencing change.
Slowly, I got up from the bed.
The sun appeared early in the morning and was already lighting up the world.
When I lifted the soft blanket, I saw Amy sleeping naked next to me.
“Amy, wake up.”
“Ugh… Just a little more…”
“This guy. “Stop complaining and get up quickly.”
I patted the warrior’s cute butt.
Only then did Amy wake up and rub her eyes to shake off the sleep.
“Did you sleep well?”
“Yes.”
“I’m glad. Now, let’s get up quickly before it’s too late. “I heard you have a request from the next country today?”
“Uuuuu… “Her motivation suddenly disappeared in the morning.”
“There’s nothing you can do. Come on, come on. “Like a warrior, I have to go save people.”
Amy curled her body into a circle as if she was resisting my urging.
Then she suddenly stretched out her arms and hugged my waist.
“If Teshia gives you morning sex, I think she’ll be able to leave in a good mood~ ♡”
The warrior who said that blushed his cheek.
However, when I received her expression of affection, I was not naked like before.
Her pure white, fluffy pajamas prevented direct skinship with her.
Although it was soft, it felt more rough than touching bare skin.
I looked down at Amy’s face.
She carefully touched her jawline with her outstretched hand.
“… Not today either?”
“Huh. “I’m sorry.”
“Huh…”
Amy, who cried, eventually got up.
His expression seemed to be full of dissatisfaction, but soon the warrior with a familiar facial expression got off the bed.
“It’s already been a month. But you haven’t made up your mind yet?”
Amy asked in a calm voice.
“That girl named Elena. Did you like her that much?”
“…”
“I only heard about it through Ariel and Liliana’s mouth. Even so, I never imagined that she would ruin you this much, Tesia.”
To ruin.
It also meant that my condition in Amy’s eyes was serious enough to use such strong words.
Immediately after breaking up with Elena, I was so overcome with guilt that I did not take a single step outside the church.
If I ever meet Elena again on the street, what on earth should I say to her?
Every time I had that thought, the fear I had accumulated and coalesced within me, making me feel like I am now.
That’s how much I liked the character of Elena Schubert.
The feelings I had must have been extremely close to love.
I keep my distance because I liked it, but it can be disguised with false words like that.
That didn’t mean the guilt went away.
Spacious rooms and private bathrooms. The restaurant and chapel attached to the cathedral, and the laundry area behind the cathedral that you occasionally visit.
Coming and going only in this small space, I completely distanced myself from the outside world.
Of course, there was no way the four members of the warrior party would just leave me like that.
The beautiful women who clung to me every day tried to excite me in all sorts of ways.
It must have been kissing and skinship between loved ones.
The caress given by the four people I truly cared for always felt good.
But it didn’t continue beyond that.
Let’s do it tomorrow. Let’s do it next time. Let’s do it later.
After putting it off and putting it off with those words, I ended up being sexless for a month.
Seeing my state in which my sexual desire had almost evaporated, the four members of the warrior party chose to stay by my side rather than have a physical relationship.
Amy and Debbie devoted all their free time to me, and Ariel and Liliana completed their work at a speed never seen before and came to the cathedral.
Thank you. My liking grew even more.
Every time that happened, the smile that the clean, sky-haired girl gave me would overlap, causing pain in my heart.
I looked blankly at Amy’s back.
The caramel-colored hero spoke, stretching as if to deliberately expose his smooth waistline.
“If this was going to happen, I should have just not kicked it.”
“I didn’t want to do that either. It was an inevitable choice.”
“I know. “I did this out of frustration.”
Amy smiled bitterly and began to put on her clothes one by one that she had laid down on the floor.
Soon she returned to the warrior I knew and walked towards the tightly closed door.
“I’ll come back later tonight. If there’s a chance, other kids too.”
“… Yes.”
After hearing her dry answer, Amy hesitated for a moment.
Does she have something to say?
She tilted her head and looked at her back, but soon the warrior silently opened the door and disappeared in front of me.
“…”
I flopped down onto the bed again.
The sunlight dazzlingly brightened the quiet dawn and was particularly stinging today.
『Isis.』
I spoke to the inner world.
No one answered the empty call in my heart.
『Isis, aren’t you there?』
I called the name of the goddess once again.
However, there was no answer this time.
It’s been like this for almost a month.
Isis’ silence began the day after she broke up with Elena.
I just felt frustrated because I’ve never experienced anything like this before.
It would be better if I could go directly to heaven like last time, but to do that, I have to climax right before I die.
It was a premise that I couldn’t even think about with my current body, which has no sexual desire at all even after a month of sexlessness.
Ha, I sighed out of my depressed heart.
“I have to go first…”
I obligingly got up and headed to the bathroom.
I was so sick of thinking that an incredibly boring routine was waiting for me today.
***
We arrived at the chapel after a brief grooming.
There, I couldn’t even take a step inside because of the countless crowds.
The believers and nuns seemed to not even know that I had come and were murmuring in one direction.
Only after making my way through them did I find out who the culprit of this commotion was.
“Transplant… “Inhale!”
I quickly covered my mouth that was about to move.
A woman smiled mischievously at that sight.
“Hello, Tessia? How have you been for a month?”
It was Isis.
My dear goddess was proudly occupying her place, just as I remembered her with short black hair and modern clothes.
A cushion prepared by a believer is placed on a platform of about 1 pyeong.
A space prepared just for me, the saint who prays to the goddess.
The person sitting there is none other than the goddess served by the saint.
It was a truly ironic scene.
“What are you doing here? No, more than that. Where on earth have you been for a month?”
“Oh. “Are you really lonely?”
Isis asked back in a giggling, playful tone.
Seeing that, I was so jealous that I unknowingly tightened my fist.
“Of course! How long have I been… !!”
I cried and cried as I looked for it.
What I was trying to say was blocked by a sudden tailwind.
“Huh? Yes, it was like that.”
Sararak, do it.
The benevolent goddess approached me in an instant.
A crystal of pure white light settled on the path she passed.
Everyone in this space, including me, was mesmerized by the sight of something reminiscent of snow.
“It seems like a lot has happened, Tessia. “I never thought you would try to cling to me.”
With a gentle smile, Isis stretched out her arms.
The delicate skin of his forearm touched me.
I could feel the goddess’s benevolent embrace on top of the plain nun’s clothes.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t answer.”
“Somehow, the atmosphere has changed a lot compared to before.”
“Hehe, so?”
“Yes. It used to be a bit more, what should I say? He was a person who always joked around.”
“That’s because I’m suppressing the tension. Why should I scream and hug you here?”
“… Please be patient a little longer.”
“Hehe.”
This was the Isis I knew.
Perhaps because we were reunited after a month, this comical story felt a little emotional.
“Hey, Tesia?”
Then a believer approached us.
“I’m sorry, but may I ask who that person is?”
“Ah…”
I’m in trouble.
Even so, it is impossible to say out loud in front of so many people, ‘This person is the goddess Isis.’
What excuse should I make?
As I was turning her still head back and forth, Isis came forward first.
“Excuse me. “It’s been so long since I last saw this kid that I’m just happy to see him.”
“It’s okay with us, but the place where you were sitting just now is a sacred place where the saint prays. If you sit there carelessly, you will be in trouble.”
“Oh, I’m sorry. “I stop because I want to feel a little bit of Tesia’s warmth.”
After saying that, Isis suddenly lifted my body and embraced me with her arms.
“Kwaaaaah!? What, what are you doing——!?”
“There are things you can’t say in front of so many people, right? So, let’s have a private pillow talk together.”
After saying that, Isis wrapped our bodies in pure white light.
“P-pillow talk! My morning prayer… !”
“Hey. It’s not like I have an obligation to do it. Come on, let’s spend some quality time together for the first time in a while♡”
“No, hey, wait——!”
I was embarrassed and tried to struggle, but I had already returned to the bedroom I had just left.
Fucked.
Looks like I’m going to get eaten again.
I reflected on my sexual desire, which had been exhausted for a long time, and looked up at Isis.
“Uhuhu♡”
The goddess with heart shapes carved into her eyes had a bright blush on her cheeks.
“Now, let’s have an intimate conversation together♡”
