Chapter 97 – Level 9 – Wow, I Completely Agree (11)
“As expected, there is no response.”
No matter how much I pressed the doorbell, Seo Eun-ha, who was inside, did not think to respond.
In preparation for such a case, when I entered the house by entering the house password I had received from Hye-eun, the lights went off, revealing the entire dark interior of the house.
She said she’s obviously stuck at home, but is she somewhere else?
Upon entering through the front door, the living room was decorated like a high-end bar.
As Chae-Lin Yoo’s team often gathers here, she has created a gathering space that suits Chae-Lin Yoo’s taste, she heard.
I felt that Seo Eun-ha herself was not included in each of these elements.
“What, it’s locked here.”
Strangely, the door was locked, and I didn’t have the key to the lock inside the house, so it was impossible to go inside.
Wouldn’t it be more accurate to lock this up and go in and think of it as being locked in that room?
Normally, he is someone who would think that he would cause harm by behaving this far.
But how could your mental state be so broken that you locked yourself in your room to this extent and never came out?
“For now, solve the “Tilted playground”…”
After that, I decided to read Seo Eun-ha’s thoughts through ‘Woong, I completely sympathize’.
You could write ‘do it’ right now and tell her to open the door, but first of all, checking what kind of condition she is in should be the priority.
However, the moment I activated the attribute, a dizzyingly cold chill hit me.
‘Sorry. The bereaved family, it all happened because of me. Even if I hadn’t done that… Now, the devilish nature that pretended to be nice came out, and that’s true. I’m not nice at all. However, I am really sorry for making an image like a good person. It is true that people have changed this far because of her pride because she grew up without a mother and people praised her as a saint. I’m really sorry. It is also true that the slut-like bitch has attracted fans with her clothes that she wears all the time. Combat uniforms are basically very revealing, so of course you can feel that way. I hadn’t thought of that in advance. I’m really sorry. It’s not such an obscene relationship with the president of Hunting Yandes, but I think it can be seen that way. I’m really sorry for making you feel uncomfortable because of that. But it’s all my fault, so please don’t blame the president. It is true that our team members are pitiful. I am always indebted. I will leave the group so that the Yoo Chaerin team will not be harmed. I’m really sorry for causing you concern. It is true that it should be used like a factory that only extracts potions by cutting off limbs and tying them up. If that would make you feel better, I would be happy to do so. I understand how you feel about dying by hanging, but please wait a little longer. It looks like I’m still useful, so I’d rather use it as a potion factory like I said earlier, and then hang myself when it’s no longer useful. Everyone who believed in me, thank you always. But don’t bother trying to protect me. All of them are right. I did everything wrong. Please insult me I’m sorry for not being able to express my opinion even though the case is getting bigger. But it’s all true, so I can’t refute it. That’s right. I apologize to everyone who may have felt resentful because of the incident I buried. I was all wrong. It’s all my fault Until now, I was so arrogant that I decided that it would bring people more happiness, so I started working, so even if everyone hates me, I can’t help it. I’m always like that. I weigh people’s happiness and think about which one will make more people happy. What qualifications do I have to ruin the happiness of a minority? So, after all, this four months happened. Wouldn’t this have happened if I had told you to be safe in this case as well? In the end, it was only their fault for trusting me. There is nothing wrong with the state’s claim. If I hadn’t failed in the attack, if I had endured the attack without dodging it there and then… Then no one would have been hurt in the first place and I would have been able to live happily. So it’s right that I’m responsible for everything. Even if I get criticized, I’m a cheap bitch, so I have to listen. Why am I always like this? Why do you keep repeating mistakes and hurting everyone… I didn’t want to do that. I’m scared, scared… I think I’ll hurt someone again. Hate, Hate, Hate, Hate…!’
In an instant, sticky and dirty emotions begin to oppress the whole body.
The rush of thoughts that come from her pierce her heart as if each one is a sharp awl.
It was painful even for me to read her thoughts, even though I was just pouring out her curse words at myself.
It was a disgusting sensation, like being held captive by someone and forcibly feeding something strange.
“Uug… I think I’m going to vomit.”
To read bad comments in real time, to seriously put yourself down and reflect on them.
Even so, it was really absurd that he was expressing his strong desire to help people.
If people have been hurt that much, isn’t it normal to hate those people instead?
Why do you keep putting yourself down?
“Stop blaming yourself and open the door ‘Do it'”
Eventually I used her trait to stop her condition from getting worse.
It wasn’t in a state where I could use it while covering something.
It wasn’t strange even if the real girl fell into a potion maker and slave of her country.
“… Eunhyuk?”
Seo Eun-ha opened the door and came out, not even wearing a thread.
But instead of her pure white naked body, her hair in a mess from being ripped off and her tear-stained face came in first.
Even the floor behind her was full of dried bloodstains, so it was clear that she had attempted suicide.
Her half-dead eyes were not on me, but on the phone she was holding.
I ended up taking her cell phone and throwing it into her trash can.
“Eh, eh?”
“Stop shaking and follow me. You should wash up first.”
I forced her into the bathroom and began to force her to wash her face and wash her hair.
Not understanding the situation, she started looking at me as if what the hell was going on.
“I-I’ll do it. This is a sin… Heeik!?”
“Just don’t think about anything and let your head rest. No one has a hard time washing a pretty person like Eunha. I hope it’s good.”
Rather, it is more strange that a man who is not familiar with this situation is touching his body and there is no reaction.
If I do that, it’s as if I should accept it for sure.
I’ll take care of it, really.
“Now, close your eyes properly. Of course, opening your eyes won’t hurt you, but it just stings. Does it hurt me if I open them intentionally to harm myself?”
“…Yes”
Perhaps because of the shampoo, the delicate scent of roses spread through the bathroom, and I washed her hair with a clumsy hand.
And whenever she kept thinking dark thoughts, he slapped her on the back one by one and painted her body with body wash.
“Really, your body will cry if you leave such a beautiful body like that. Try to feel sorry for yourself as well as others.”
“It’s worth it to me…”
“Because it’s full? Would Seo Eun-ha be able to hold a rally if only the person who saved her life participated? Do you think it’s no wonder that you have fans who are shielding you even though the controversy has tilted like this?”
“I-I…”
“Sometimes think of the people who worry about you. On the contrary, the more Seo Eun-ha does this, the more people around her get hurt.”
In the meantime, I secretly etched a small, invisible tattoo on the inside of her breastbone.
As a tattoo of ‘If you don’t know, study’, I put the setting that if I clap my hands and say it, it will be applied.
I thought I might use it later, so I engraved it in a place that was as inconspicuous as possible.
“That…”
“You know?
“Yes, no matter how much I think about it, I think I was wrong. It seemed like it was right when I acted, but looking back later, it was full of wrong choices.
“Ugh…”
I sighed and washed the foam off her body.
How can a person be so negative?
But the last time we met, although he was nice, he wasn’t this serious.
“You proudly have big breasts, your hair is this good, and even your skin isn’t a foul? How can you really not be so confident with a body like this? Even an S-rank Hunter?”
“Ha, but…”
“You still feel inadequate? I know. I know that things don’t work out the way you want them to.”
Still, her convictions that she had had kept her.
Because of this incident and malicious comments, people were broken to such an extent that even that belief collapsed.
Perhaps the government bastards were deliberately thinking of destroying Seo Eun-ha like this.
Then he would slowly gaslight her and treat her like her own slave.
Trash bastards.
“Is this the hairpin you wear here?”
“Ah yes…”
I dried her hair with her hair dryer and tried to restore her hair style as much as she normally did.
And then we could sit on the chairs in the living room and look at each other.
By the way, I have her traits set up so that she doesn’t blame herself, but even doing this doesn’t improve her mentality.
‘…If only I had been attacked there’
I stopped blaming myself, but this time I regret it as I recall the past.
He was trying to bring himself down by using other methods.
Because he is a person who lacks love for himself to the point of being ridiculous…
Of course, it’s a creature that humans regret, but that wasn’t a situation to regret.
“It was the right choice, so don’t regret it.”
“…Yes?”
“Oh, it was obvious. You regretted why you didn’t block that attack? You don’t have to.”
“…”
‘But…’
What is but?
As I pondered what this person should be doing to make her feel even a little better, my eyes caught on her and the bottles stacked behind her.
Of course, even if Hunter drank alcohol, he would not get drunk to a moderate level, but there were still quite a few people like Yoo Chae-rin who enjoyed the taste of alcohol itself.
And since this will be a place where she has fun with Chae-rin Yoo and her teammates, drinking her alcohol itself will remain a good memory for her.
“Would you like to have a drink together?”
“…Do you like alcohol?”
“I don’t hate it. I guess you like alcohol? There’s a place like this at home.”
“…Because Chaerin likes it. I’m not the type to hate it either.”
‘I felt comfortable and really happy when I was drinking with my teammates…’
Ok, correct answer.
I pulled out a bottle of vodka that looked pretty expensive and poured it into what appeared to be a cocktail glass.
It’s the first time I’ve seen it… But Chaerin Yoo must have brought it, so it must be a good drink.
She handed her her glass and clapped her hands, she said.
“Let’s get drunk while drinking this.”
“Ah, how can I get drunk by drinking this?”
She seems to think I’m joking, but the trait I put on earlier will really get her drunk.
In fact, she casually gulped down her drink, and at great speed lost the focus in her eyes.
Then her face crumpled, and now water began to drip from her eyes.
‘It’s so, so hard… It hurts, it’s painful.’
She, who only cared about other people’s pain, began pouring out her own pain for the first time.
Was she more affected by alcohol than you thought?
