Chapter 364 – Episode 364 – Now, With an Embarrassed Expression
“… Whew, I did it again today.”
After finishing my first relationship with the child I met today.
As soon as I washed the child and put him to bed.
So many thoughts passed through my mind.
Even though I think about it every time, when I come to my senses, I give my heart to those kids before I know it.
The greed that arose as a result leads to the end of subjugation under me.
It’s been quite a while since I realized that this system was wrong…
‘But, if that’s not the case. Who would like a guy like me?’
Such a selfish and disgusting elf.
There is no way there is anyone who will love you.
That’s why the system, which may be hell to some, was hope to me.
Because you can’t trust the same awakened people.
To believe in the other person’s sincerity or something like a mirage.
I don’t think I can do it anymore.
But still, I want to be loved.
And I want to give love to someone.
It was the only way to feel those emotions, so even though it was wrong, I couldn’t give up on this action.
“Sleep well.”
After briefly kissing the cheek of the girl lying down.
I slowly left the room.
There was a little resistance until now, but if that’s the case, you will love me starting tomorrow morning.
Most people fall in love with a person like me after that amount of time.
That is the characteristic and curse of non-awakened elves.
Actually, thanks to that curse, I am living such a happy life.
‘… Zad.’
This system was previously taken for granted.
He was the child who became the reason I was able to look back once again.
The only child who didn’t follow me for a while, even though I raped her.
They resent me so much.
The child whose dream I destroyed.
I remember being scared because it was my first time going through a situation, so I immediately broke the child’s heart by torturing him a lot in the name of punishment.
In the end, when he cried and said no, I loved him so much to make him like me in the end.
In the end, as he came to like me, he gave up his dream.
I was able to keep this position, but…
‘Ah, I need to stop thinking bad thoughts.’
How long has it been since I’ve been nagging my kids not to do that?
Am I really an idiot?
If it’s going to be bad, I just said to live a bad life with confidence.
It can’t be helped.
I was born selfish, and in the end I have no choice but to torment others like that.
It is rather hypocritical to worry about a topic that you have no confidence in changing.
“Oh, I should call.”
When I feel depressed like this.
It was said that talking to loved ones is the best way to clear one’s mind.
This is what that kid said to me yesterday.
“Whoa…”
Saying I love you over the phone.
A warm time to share today’s daily life.
After being at a workplace full of lies all day, spending time like this feels like my heart is melting.
‘Tomorrow is the weekend, so luckily I can rest.’
Perhaps because it was my first experience, I was tired, but the child I met today was exhausted and fell asleep for a long time.
Now I have to go to sleep and wake up.
Tomorrow, as much as I feel sorry for letting that child fall in love with me, I have to take care of him just as much.
“… Hmm.”
I laid down in bed with that thought in mind, and fell asleep faster than I thought.
Although it is said that there was a good meeting yesterday.
In the end, it was just something that happened after work was over.
It looks like he was tired.
“Oh, are you awake?”
“… Huh?”
“I prepared breakfast. I’m not sure if you’ll like it.”
“Ah, huh.”
… I was a little embarrassed because it was my first time experiencing something like this.
Since it was the first time, everyone must have felt embarrassed the next day.
You prepared breakfast with a smile like that.
For a moment, I almost asked her if she resented me for raping her.
Realizing that there is no meaning in such forced answers.
I quietly sat down at the table and picked up some toast.
“It’s delicious. Thank you.”
“Now that you say that, I feel empowered even as a prepared person.”
The way you smile while saying that is so angelic.
The body is a bit solid, and it feels different from the style I usually see.
I guess it could be said that that tall, low-pitched voice makes my heart tremble in many ways.
That angelic personality that you can even feel while talking.
It’s unbearably beautiful.
So much so that my body gets hot without even realizing it…
‘Oh, no. It’s a bit weird for things to go like that today.’
I was forced to do that yesterday.
If that situation were to happen again today, I think it would bring back memories of mine.
I felt a bit sorry for something.
“Asta?”
“Yes?”
“Hmm, as expected. Just like you said yesterday, you seem to be under a lot of stress.”
“Stress…”
“There is a method I recently developed to relieve stress. Would you like to try it?”
“How to relieve stress?”
“As I work in counseling, there are things I learn because I think I will need them in many ways.”
Of course, for me, just being with her smiling like that relieves her stress.
He cares about me and wants to do something for me.
It was a bit ambiguous to say that it was not necessary.
Well, it would be nice to match this.
I’m a little curious as to what kind of method he uses to say it so confidently.
“Then let me ask you a favor.”
“Yes, it’s very effective.”
She looked somewhat excited, went into her room and took out something of her own.
He took it out and waved it in front of me.
What is that?
“… Eh? What is this? A coin?”
“Now, look at this coin with concentration. Asta.”
“Yes? Ah, yes…”
Looking at the coin shaking slowly.
I was perplexed, wondering what on earth this was doing.
Suddenly, a coin is waved in front of your eyes, and your eyes follow the coin…
“Well, Asta is slowly starting to lose strength from now on.”
“… Huh?”
“Inhale and exhale slowly… I feel more and more relaxed.”
I’m following along without even thinking about it.
I noticed something strange about this.
It feels like the introduction to ‘Hypnotism’ that sometimes appears on TV…
“The fatigue accumulated in the body is relieved. The comfortable and pleasant sensation slowly subsides in accordance with the movement of this coin.”
“Uh, uh…”
It doesn’t seem to have any unusual effect, though.
What are you trying to do by hypnotizing me?
It doesn’t seem to have much of an effect, but should I adjust it?
Do I need to adjust it?
‘Hmm, let’s get it right for now.’
It feels like something is making my head pound, and I feel like I have to do that.
Well, that child was prepared for me.
Because I feel sorry for you if you turn me down because it’s strange…
“Asta becomes more and more focused on my voice. The more he listens, the more comfortable and warm he feels.”
“…”
“It feels good to hear my voice speak. It feels good to listen and to follow…”
“Huh…?”
What did you just say?
Just when I thought something was strange.
Her voice was heard again.
“Now, Asta. Would you please raise your skirt and show me your panties?”
“… Huh?”
Just a moment, just a moment.
I thought it was something like hypnotherapy treatment or something.
Why are you making me do dirty things?
Are you really trying to hypnotize me and do whatever you want?
But, wasn’t he doing it because he really liked me?
I thought you were doing it because I was tired…?
Ah, anyway, I think it’s a little strange that I’m being treated like this.
I think I should say right now that I’m not hypnotized and that there’s a problem.
Ah, no matter what, I suddenly feel like I am being sexually assaulted in this way.
It was something I could never have imagined.
Ha, but if I tell you that I didn’t get caught, you’ll be hurt.
Are you going to get hurt?…
Ha, actually, I tried to do it for Lucy because I like her.
If I stop it for this reason…
“Uh, uhm…”
Finally, I slowly lifted her skirt and showed her panties.
… I’m having a lot of dirty thoughts right now, so I’m sure it will show up in many ways.
There’s something incredibly embarrassing about it.
Until now, there have been many times when my kids tempted me in this manner.
It was the first time I had to take such an embarrassing position.
How did everyone take this shameful thing into account?
‘Ha, but it can’t be helped. It’s difficult to say that I wasn’t hypnotized here…’
“Those are cute panties. Then, would you please take them off now?”
“…!?”
Even panties?
You’re really planning to do something dirty to me.
I don’t think we’ve reached this point, after all?
F F F
The sight of her lifting her skirt and looking at me with a bright red expression is a bit cute.
Hmm, even though I was aware of what I was doing.
It’s really cute that he does everything I want.
“Those are cute panties. Then, would you please take them off now?”
“…!?”
‘Even panties?’
As soon as you hear my next command.
The voice in her panicked heart flowed in with the power of ‘Wow, I completely sympathize’.
I slowly listened to the voice in my mind and focused on the part where I was wondering whether to follow my hypnotic command.
‘Ha, well. I didn’t order him to do anything strange. I saw it all yesterday…’
‘Ha, well. I didn’t order him to do anything strange. Furthermore, I saw it all yesterday…’
Reading her thoughts again in my mind.
It increased the sensitivity of the thought.
If this happens, I’ll be more concerned about this side of thinking.
You make that choice naturally.
I thought it was all my own choice.
“Uh, uh…”
She slowly took off her skirt, wet with her love juices, and dropped it near one of her feet.
Hmm, taking off your panties while lifting one leg is so fucking sexy.
And actually, that’s not the end, you have to lift the skirt in that state as well.
“It’s gorgeous…”
While she was sleeping, her clitoris secretly changed to its normal size and motion.
I realized the strange posture just as I imagined, without doing anything to terrorize my vision.
Unlike most of the clothes she was wearing properly, she only took off her panties inside her skirt.
I ordered it, but it’s a perfect attitude.
Well, it’s touching.
