Chapter 87 – Scars (3)
12. Scars (3)*
It took an instant for Cestia’s expression to return to normal. But I definitely saw it. A ‘real’ expression that contained the grief of losing her child. Until now, the expression that I showed to me and to the outside world might have been a mask.
It was devoured.
“She wasn’t raised like a daughter, she was a real daughter…” She said. ?”
“Yes. At the Salem branch, I was the only one who knew. It was because I thought that personal feelings would take precedence in serving the goddess. It’s not like the church forced it. Because I agreed. Although I regretted it later… Anyway, that’s why Bestia wouldn’t have known that I was her mother. Until she dies.”
“No, but how?”
Her breath caught.
She had never been told that she was a mother to her daughter for 19 years, and how her mother felt when she had to personally punish her daughter whom she had cherished.
I couldn’t even guess. How can you stay sober?
It was terrifying mental strength.
She said, “She became a formal nun and took her daughter as a disciple. Her daughter… She’s my daughter, so I’m not bragging, but she’s really talented. Has she ever told you before? She is said to be the closest child to Raella-sama. She couldn’t embrace her as a mother, but as her teacher, she could care for her. She followed me well, too. Every day was full and happy.”
She tugged at me and tugged at her arm. She was forced to sit next to her. Her bed rocked, and so did her breasts. I quickly looked her in the eyes.
“But as her position rose and she had more responsibilities, she had less and less time with her daughter. And it got worse when she came to the Salem branch. Bestia has also grown up, and Ira, who was also very curious about her, wanted to go outside a lot. She, like me, was afraid that she would end up in a bad way, so she tried to block it as much as possible, but she must have felt like a shackle to the child. Every time she tried, she sneaked out.”
She tried to take her hand off her chest once. But she wouldn’t let go. Rather, she drew her deeper into it. I became her posture, half leaning on her.
“Eventually, things happened. Libéa, her daughter and best friend, went on a business trip with the nun, and Libéa only returned with her child. It was like she was falling off a precipice. She tried her best not to borrow the power of the Order. But she was in vain. Even if she tried her best, she would have fallen short…”
“Why didn’t she borrow the church’s power?”
“I don’t know if I can say this as a religious person, but… Mr. Hendrick thinks his mouth is heavy, so he’ll just say it. That’s because where people live, there are things that can’t be helped. Even if it’s a church that worships the Goddess. Neglecting your duty to find her daughter? Does that also focus on heresy? I couldn’t catch the pod. The reason she brought Bestia with her when she was in charge of the branch here in the first place was because she prayed because she wanted to be with her daughter, but she prayed because she wanted to protect her from my eyes. It could have given her cramped daughter some freedom.”
“… Mmm.”
We were lying side by side. She moved her arm behind my neck and leaned on me, cutting her arm pillow.
“After that, even Hendrick-nim knew about it. Things happened, we reacted belatedly, and it grew. The damage was also considerable.”
“… It’s not your fault.”
“When I think about it that way, I feel comfortable too, but if I had borrowed a hand from the church from the beginning, the result could have been different. Perhaps the church will also question that part. Then I don’t really have anything to say. Because that’s right.”
“You, then.”
“Maybe when things get sorted out, they will be demoted? To be a nun in a little chapel somewhere in the country.”
“Nonsense! How miserable will it be… !”
“Oh, you’re worried about me, right?”
“No wonder!”
“I’m glad. Really.”
“No, don’t be so clumsy, properly…”
“Shhh. Because it’s okay. Because I’m fine…”
Cestia, who was half-embracing me, lifted one of her arms and started stroking my hair. Her expression was so serious that she couldn’t stop it.
No, her daughter died just like that. Cestia, you don’t even know what will happen after that, so why is she just saying that it’s okay? Uh?
“How old is Hendrick?”
“Suddenly?”
“Hendrick-nim suddenly asked, too.”
It was a blatant topic change.
I didn’t feel comfortable thinking that my expression would be a mask. Still, she agreed to hang out for her. She said she was fine, so she pretended that I was fine, and that nothing was wrong.
“I was twenty-two.”
“Oh my. You’re three years older than my daughter, then?”
“Do you know that the composition is very strange now that you say that?”
“Is that so?”
She gave birth to Bestia when she was fourteen, and she was nineteen years old. Shestia was thirty-three years old. Considering the length of her pregnancy, she was thirty-four, even though she gave birth at fifteen. If she was thirty-four, she was the same age as me.
“Now that I know your age, it’s hard for me to speak casually like now. Do you think she was also a mother with her daughter…”
“If you put that into perspective, are Sister Kaya and Crusader Shay all older than Hendrick-sama?”
“Uh? Really?”
“Ah. The details are a secret. Don’t say I said it. No, don’t pretend to know at all!”
“Okay. No, okay?”
“You just speak the same way! You don’t have to!”
But since when did my hand rest on Sestia’s chest? Surely it was still behind her neck until just now?
“Hendrick.”
“Uh?”
“I know what you are thinking. Obviously, I am still sad. My prayer reminds me of my daughter who was in pain. It was a pity that she couldn’t go to her rest all at once, and it was sad that she didn’t finally recognize me as her mother. But… It was something I had been prepared for ever since her daughter went missing. It’s not that I’m not sad, but since it’s a feeling that’s been going on for over a month, it’s just diluted to the point where I can bear it. It means you can endure it. So you don’t have to worry too much.”
“Cestia.”
“If you really care about me…”
She raised her body halfway and looked down at me. Her overwhelming presence, her breasts gently pressed against my chest.
“Just for tonight, can you free me from all the sorrow and pity?”
“Sestia, I am.”
“I know. Is it because of Sister Kaya and Crusader Shay?”
Shut her mouth She stroked my cheek.
“I don’t feel compelled. It’ll be a problem if I go into the corps of warriors like this, but I only want tonight. Apart from the sad feelings, I want you to soothe this body that has become superficially heated. Only you can soothe If it’s because of guilt…”
Cestia took off my clothes in an instant. While she was bewildered by the speed, she said, stealing my lips.
“Take all the blame on me. I am, as you said, a lascivious and vulgar woman.”
“Now, wait… Whoops!”
Cestia stole my lips once more. A tongue as thick as hers tapped my lips. She has to get away, but I know she knows her circumstances are messy and miserable, but she shouldn’t be like this… Even so, her body reacted honestly. The moment her breasts touched her bare skin, her tongue touched her tongue as well. It was a terrifying sensation. There was a mixture of thickness that Kaya and Shay did not have.
Heavy weight and overwhelming softness.
I could have pushed to push, but… The moment I saw a tear drop on Cestia’s cheek, I decided to become trash once again, just like the day I held Kaya and Shay at the same time.
I wasn’t going to hide it, and I wasn’t willing to take any blame. It was natural to ask for an apology.
But like she said, not tonight.
I wanted to do a favor of her, a colleague who went through life and death together, not a stranger.
“Ah… !?”
Turned her body over In an instant, Cestia, who was buried under me, let out a short scream in surprise, but she was soon blocked by my mouth. She coveted her saliva like water in an oasis. Mixing her soft tongue around, he plundered every drop of her spittle.
And, as she had hoped, he squeezed her naughty, her vulgar breasts.
“Huh! Yes! Happ!”
“Good? Do you like touching me?”
“Yes yes! This, this! This feeling! Hmmm!”
Knowledge of women’s breasts was infinitely shallow. She only knew the words small breasts and large breasts. As for the size of the cup, I only knew that A was small and D was large. Even with my eyes, a clumsy cuckold, Sestia’s breasts were so large and soft that I wondered if D would pass.
And what’s even crazier is her body style. The smell of her flesh itself was so good. It was a different feeling from the smell of Kayana and Shay’s flesh. If Kaya was subtle and Shay was strong, Sestia was sweet. She had a body and smell that I would never have thought of as a woman who had a nineteen-year-old daughter.
It was also the first point of experience to see them slightly flowing sideways due to gravity. Kayana Shay’s breasts weren’t that big. I’m sorry I kept comparing her in her head like trash, but Sestia’s breasts… There was a demonic spirit that made me want to cling to it. Like a baby
Chew-up, tseung, chuwa-waap-!
“Huh, heuh, heh, that, even if you wash that hard!”
“I thought you were so lascivious that milk came out.”
“Ugh!”
Touched hard I squeezed her white breasts so hard that her white breasts turned red, so that she would suffer from pain tomorrow. But instead of hurting, she clung even more tenaciously. She was smiling even when she bit hard enough or squeezed hard enough to tear it off.
“Haha… Are you satisfied? I touched you as much as you wanted. Chest.”
“Yet…”
“What?”
Her crotch spread her thighs to either side of her. Then she pointed with her hand to her secret secret.
“At that time, here too, you touched me…”
“…”
Boom-
I don’t know if it was intentional, but at the right time, love juice poured out of her pussy. The bottom of her ass was already wet.
“Didn’t you insert it so roughly that you thought it might have been violated with your fingers?”
“Is that so?”
“This time…”
Cestia’s fingers stiffly touched the tip of the cock that was holding her head up. She was thrilled with just that. She trembled for more touches.
“A thicker, hotter, longer one… Please shove With the thought of forcibly committing it roughly, more roughly, to the extent that it hurts… Please shove the vulgar and lascivious bitch with the momentum to forcefully impregnate her.”
“Cestia.”
“Please…”
Her slightly drooping eyes, which normally looked benevolent and gentle, were completely reversed when they were lifted from beneath her.
A sorceress who seduces and kills men.
However, she wants physical pleasure close to her pain in order to forget the pain of having to end her child with her own hands… It was a witch who had been ruined somewhere.
‘Fuck…’
Even in the midst of that, her figure was so beautiful and sexy that her cock was quivering in the direction of due north. While the woman was clinging to it like that, she was raging violently, as if asking what she was doing without getting sore.
“To me… Give the gift of a night you will never forget. Please be the ointment to apply to this scar that will last a lifetime. It won’t disappear completely, but to make it fade…”
Fuuk-
“Haha… !!!”
The night between a man and a woman with scars deep in their hearts had just begun.
