Ekiden Mesugaki Inn 204

Chapter 204 – Conflict With Mesgaki

“Everything, in a different way? Is that what I’m thinking right now?”

“Ehh?”

Jae-hee’s eyes began to change little by little as she was embarrassed by the word to hug him in a different way.

“Not really in any other way…”

“It’s a joke.”

Of course it was a joke. No matter how much I’m not normal and I’m a bit crazy right now, I wasn’t confident that I could sleep with another woman right now.

It’s not a matter of her confidence, it’s because the fact that I’m hugging her right now is no different than using her to soothe her loneliness.

Even if I were a trashy male prostitute, I wouldn’t do such a thing.

“Haa… I’m sure it’s like that. Seeing you play pranks now, are you feeling better?”

“It’s just that the blues are gone and my mind is clearer.”

Maybe it’s because I digested all the depression with tears, but now it has become the void itself where I don’t feel any emotions.

If I had just given up on all of this and lived alone with Nero, nothing would have happened.

And I think it was my fault for not knowing what a spawn was. At first, I searched the Internet for sponsors or sponsors, but strangely, nothing came up because it was caught in the adult filter.

‘Wouldn’t it have been like this if I hadn’t gone out at that time?’

If I had been a little smarter then, I would have been fine as usual without going through this kind of thing.

“Let’s just sleep like this. You look tired today.”

“I’ll do it anyway… It’s Nero.”

“Woong.”

After lying still, she hugged Nero, who came closer, and tried to fall asleep together. Let’s leave all the difficult things for now.

I will wait because tomorrow’s me will be much more stable and smarter than today’s me.

“Good night Jaehee.”

“Sleep well. I’ll bring you some medicine.”

“What drug?”

“There’s a medicine you used to take when you were sick. If you take that, you’ll feel better tomorrow.”

After that, I couldn’t hold back my sleep and closed my eyes. If you really sleep and wake up, you’ll regain more stability and talk properly…

Soon after he fell asleep, Nero fell asleep, and her room became a sea of ​​silence where no sound could be heard.

Literally in a moment of stillness, one person who had not yet slept quietly stood up and looked at the sleeping cat and boy.

“Should I rather like it?”

It breaks my heart when I hear he’s dating someone, he wants to die and every day he prays for the two of them to break up.

But now, as they wished, it was the moment on the verge of breaking up. It’s a situation where you don’t know what will happen to the relationship between the two depending on what the woman who made the mistake of saying to the mentally struggling kid.

He said he just wanted to break up with him, but seeing him in pain again made him feel a strange sense of guilt.

“If only you had dated me…”

If he confessed first and dated, the future might have changed a lot.

“You must always be careful with your words.”

It was something I had always heard since I was a trainee at a former agency. No matter how good Lee Mi-ja is and how close they are, if you say something harsh that hurts that person, that word will remain as a dagger and eat away at that person’s heart.

And I heard that when that heart rots, it becomes hatred, and when hatred sprouts, only resentment and sadness remain.

Most of the controversies of celebrities and politicians started with a trivial word called this slip of the tongue.

“I will understand you no matter what you do. I have always been watching you.”

She already knew how long this child had lived and how tenacious he had been, so she could not be blamed.

On the contrary, I thought it was very proud of me to make money through broadcasting even now.

Before he became an adult, he must have been abandoned by his parents and struggled with bad things and financial problems, so it would be okay to feel comfortable now.

‘But should I take the medicine again…?’

A long time ago, when Jaejoon was really exhausted and was on the verge of dying, there was one medicine he prescribed for us at the hospital together.

[Antidepressant]

It was a medicine taken when depression or various mental illnesses occurred.
I heard that this is dangerous because it changes a lot from hormone secretion to emotion-related things, and there are some side effects left.

“I’ll have to report the situation tomorrow and feed him at least one pill.”

No matter how side effects this has, and if it is serious, it may even lead to poisoning symptoms, but Jaejoon needed this medicine now.

At least people have to live, enjoy things and find happiness. When you die, everything ends.

“I’m sorry. And I love you.”

It was something I wanted to say when we first met. She didn’t want this child to get sick and if she was happy she did.

-Ughhh… Ughhh.

Even though it was late at night, Jaejoon’s cell phone was ringing with a bright light. It’s probably a text message from that woman.

First of all, I checked the message by turning on the airplane mode so that there was no indication that it was confirmed.

[Park Jae-yeon: Jae-joon, I’m sorry.]
[Park Jae-yeon: I really made a mistake, so let me talk only once.]
[Park Jae-yeon: I’m sorry. Please meet me just once.]

“Yes, I can make mistakes. But that also depends on the situation and the timing, but this time the timing was so bad.”

All in all, it was to the extent that it was a problem to accept it calmly because even a girl friend said that to a child who has been unstable and mentally difficult due to various incidents these days.

“Just don’t mind me and go to sleep?”

Anyway, the more I thought about this, the more my head hurt. There was nothing I could do about it anyway, since the fate called fate went on its own no matter what I did.

On the contrary, the more I try to resist, the more it tightens me up, so I don’t think it’s bad to just watch and look for opportunities.

Ignoring the message like that, I lay down next to him and quietly went to sleep.
Tomorrow will come out what will happen, whether we will break up or just keep fighting and end up hurting each other.

Because no one knows what the future will hold.

***

It was a big deal. It was a big deal. It was a big deal.
The incident is growing too big because of the momentary emotion.

Obviously, I got angry and furious at the word sponsor, so I accidentally said the wrong thing.

Call boy.
If anyone, male or female, were to sell their bodies, they would feel bad. But things weren’t so good right now.

“If you didn’t know, you could just explain it and tell me not to go again. Why…”

I was jealous.
It made me angry that I was alone with a woman other than myself, and that I almost shared him with another woman.

This is the jealousy and desire of an ordinary woman, but now I might have been too hasty.
If I had checked the messages on time in the first place, none of this would have happened, but I wanted to slightly blame myself in the past.

“Please, just once.”

It’s good if it’s just once, so I hope you give me time to clear up the misunderstanding. I didn’t really say it with sincerity, it’s fine even if it’s just once…

Did I really dump this happiness? Jaejoon had some faults, but there were also faults for not taking care of him properly.

The word spawn was in fact obsolete and replaced with another word, so it’s only natural that you don’t know, but you should have told me in advance.

As I remember, when I was in high school, there was a big controversy about sponsors, and people were talking about eradicating it, so the word itself was almost abandoned and replaced with another language.

However, it was also a trend that has been coming back since there has been a problem with the changed word recently.

“Jaejoon-ah…”

He waited outside and returned home, but everywhere he looked he seemed to haunt him, driving him crazy.

Things are so bad.

“Really if it goes on like this.”

I don’t want to break up.
It’s the first boyfriend I dated because I confessed it really hard, but I didn’t want to lose it like this. I’d rather just physically struggle.

I thought it would be nice to just do it, but it was more difficult than I thought, and it was the moment when I realized how big a mistake can be.

***

“Heungheung~ Ah, the house is the best!”

Eun-je was lounging around inside the house, drinking delicious milk.
Her life pattern was no different from usual, and she was so comfortable and happy to be resting comfortably while enjoying a pleasant unemployed life.

As expected, it doesn’t suit me to go outside and play. No, it doesn’t suit me, it’s just that this is life and I don’t know if it’s Yas.

“Huh? But now that I think about it, why doesn’t the boss turn on the broadcast?”

Normally, I should have already turned on the broadcast, went into the broadcast, managed the chat window, and started a very healthy and enjoyable chat, but why is it not broadcasting?

Originally, the end of the day is enjoyable when I write while watching the broadcast.

– Woo-woo. Ugh.

A sudden ringing vibration.
At that moment, I hurriedly looked at my phone to see if the broadcast was on.

“Ai-san… It’s not a broadcast, is it?”

I thought it was a message that the broadcast was turned on, but it was a text message from someone else.

[Jaejun Shin: Let’s play together.]