Chapter 944 – Robbing the Anthill (4)
Years and a half after the tree fell into the human world.
The years he had spent as an adult had already surpassed the time he had spent in his hometown.
-Jeobbuk.
‘Three years.’
The road to the World Tree of Resentment. Crossing the dimension, I step forward and think for a long time.
The endless depth of the empty hallway filled with lead and concrete was not a bad environment to reminisce about old memories.
‘If it’s short, it’s a short time.’
If you take it as a standard for college students who have just become adults, they are between 20 and 23 years old.
For some people, it may be everything that youth is. Just serving in the military can be a short period of time when half of it is lost.
If you live a busy life, it may pass by quickly, but if you live a difficult life, it is an ambiguous time that feels that much more painful. It was a very meaningful time for me, who spent three years in the post-war world.
‘How did you live there? I don’t even remember.’
My memories are vague, but I can clearly recall the joys and sorrows I experienced.
For me, 3 years is a time to achieve something and then lose it.
Even if it destroys the trust that has been built.
It was enough time for my health to be permanently ruined, for me to collapse and get sick, for me to regret it while praying in a place where no one could hear, for me to be overconfident and cause trouble, and for me to decide to die by rotting away in my closet.
‘Likewise.’
Those three years were enough time for someone who was mentally dying to make a resolution to live again.
A relationship that would have been laughable even if aired as a comedy movie has developed deeply.
The unemployed man in the corner of the room, who was always busy avoiding things, thought about protecting something.
I’ve gained a lot of experience by experiencing things that I could only imagine.
‘…’
If I were to question whether the direction was right, I would become the worst person in the world.
If you were to ask me, having spent all the three years mentioned above, if I had to choose between the two lives, I would definitely answer that I would repeat the present.
‘Fact.’
Too much has accumulated to come back.
In other words, it may be because the 23 years of my life are more fleeting than the 3 years I spent here.
Anyone who has lived a life immersed in something, as if they were being chased by something, knows this, but such people tend to be more obsessed with what they have created or have created than with themselves.
It seems like I don’t have that tendency either, so no matter how hard I try, I can’t remember old memories that don’t involve much of what I’ve done.
-Excited.
Maybe it’s because I’m getting too much work done. The faces of my parents, which had previously been a source of trauma, were slowly being forgotten.
Sometimes I bring up things about my father without realizing it, but it’s more like something that comes out unconsciously. Even as I was talking, I thought to myself, ‘Has there ever been a time like this?’ So I said everything.
-Jeobug, jerk, jerk.
This may be why we often hear people say that they have become shameless these days.
As the common sense accumulated over 23 years becomes blurred. It changed as I adapted to the harsher atmosphere.
-Jerbuck, jerk, chin.
I stopped walking. I felt a clear presence and slowly turned my head.
A girl with a dry face caught my eye, and I calmly greeted her with a smile on her unimpressed face.
“It’s been a while.”
A man who brought about a change in my life, and in a way, I am grateful to him.
I asked the silent guy, breaking the thin ice.
“You didn’t know I would end up like this, right?”
The kid’s face distorted once.
The eyebrows rise wildly and the lips twitch-
The girl wearing the outfit I missed so much looked just like my beloved daughter.
“…”
“…”
The kid’s red energy rose like a haze along his shoulder line.
Overlapping and obvious hostility. Murderous intent.
As I glared at him, I suddenly wanted to think back on the number of threats I had faced since coming to this world.
‘There was nothing I could do about the bugs of the cult, when I was leaning on Seyoung.’
How scary it was to accept life in a state of despair.
There I committed my first murder, something I never dreamed of.
‘If you think about it, it was you back then too.’
The cult that ruined Jindallae’s family is an offshoot of the religious order founded by resentment.
This guy was the one who kidnapped me by exploiting El Academy’s artificial dungeon. Although there is quite a time difference, they were the ones who kidnapped tonight.
At first, I thought it was some kind of big dark story. It seems like not everything in the world is going smoothly.
Compared to Sephiroth, Justice, and Flower, he seemed like nothing more than a common criminal who had a lot to do with me.
“You’re not answering?”
“…”
Okay. A very personal relationship that only has a lot to do with me.
Except for the night, which is a special night, it has nothing to do with the big task at hand. I didn’t really care, so I didn’t hate it.
I asked the guy who still didn’t answer. Invoking those words at the time when everything started to become distorted.
“Like you said, I came here to take responsibility for your mother. “We have to talk to solve anything.”
The best comment to make when scratching children who haven’t even had blood on their heads.
When the unwritten rules between children were brought up, the face of the daughter who loved her mother began to rot rapidly.
“….”
“So are you my child or not?”
“… !”
The girl, her face scrunched up in a venomous way, began shaking and glaring at the tree branches above her head. Finally, her cherry-like lips opened.
“… Because of you. “Mom, everything was ruined.”
Words of blame came out.
The girl shouted with force into each word as if her teeth were trembling. The surrounding air began to tremble at the sound of her resentful voice.
“Today, I’m going to kill you and turn her mother back to the way she was. To relieve her mother’s anger. For ruining everything about you… Me too.”
It can be seen that he is putting a lot of emotion into each and every word.
Her daughter’s determination to avenge her mother is great, but that alone would be a too reckless decision.
“… Me too, me too.”
As I saw the girl unable to continue her words, I asked back in an annoyed voice.
“So. “You and I have nothing to do with each other, right?”
Embarrassment and anger appeared on the girl’s face.
A face that realizes that the man in front of him is not paying any attention to what he said earlier.
“To the end, you… Shamelessly.”
“How shameless. “I need to know and tell you who has been running away all this time.”
“!”
Scrape out the inside to reveal your true feelings a little more.
After all, this guy didn’t come to me with the intention of fighting.
‘If you were planning to kill me, you could have taken me by surprise from the beginning. Mobilizing all means… I should have brought Sephiroth with me.’
He kidnapped Bam to bring me here. He came here to declare war and vent his anger on me.
Should I say it’s a bit like a child?
In contrast to his expressionless face, I decided to take a more active look at his temperament, which showed signs of immaturity.
“Yes, I fucked your mom.”
“…”
“That’s why you and your mother dropped me into this world. “I went through hardships that almost killed me, and I cried and was in pain so much that I couldn’t even speak.”
Just tell the truth calmly.
Just by reciting what I had experienced and suffered from my perspective, it was obvious that his stomach would turn.
“I came this far, but it was really hard to the point of death.”
“…”
“But what should I do? They have the same face. From your perspective, you wouldn’t understand how difficult it is for me. “You and your mother have never thought from a human perspective.”
Is it possible to treat people as expendables and treat them with inferiority?
Apart from good and evil. They are the ones who don’t consider our personality itself. I could understand it when I thought about the way the night was treated here.
It’s a cult or something, but from that guy’s point of view, he was just happy that the group that worships him is growing.
Whether that happens to Azalea or whatever damage we suffer, it’s a story from a different dimension and a different species, so is there any reason to care?
“Just as you don’t understand me, I am the same.”
So I say the same thing.
“How did I know that trees are human beings?”
Was the fresh tree I accidentally discovered that day the pagan goddess of this world?
How can I come up with and prevent firewood that is like a beggar’s foot wrap that won’t sell even if written as a novel?
“You guys are from the perspective of the world I lived in. Cut it up and make it into paper, carve it into pieces, or grow it for ornamental purposes. It is just a means to obtain fruit.”
Ornamental. Means for obtaining fruit.
By the standards of this world, a noble woman would be fine and look at her naked. Is it the feeling of taking the fruit by giving sexual pleasure?
In fact, the girl had a shocked face. Aside from being selfish and all that, his eyes were disgusted by something that was far from the world he lived in.
“… Ugh.”
Don’t make a disgusted face. We think that’s natural.
If I were to describe what I experienced from my perspective as if it were a novel, it would be like going to prison for rape because I was plugged into an ona hole, and it actually connected to the genitals of a university goddess.
As I speak, gradient anger fills me.
I did something shameful, but didn’t I make a fatal mistake?
“Seriously, huh?”
“Then?”
“At least now, you know. To mom… “What have you done?”
“I have nothing to say to those of you who had only the intention of killing me.”
Do you understand?
There is nothing you can’t do.
If anything, I would have been raped by the World Tree more times than I resented. I could confidently say that I had experienced a truly perfect reproduction.
‘A strict guy suddenly came and stuck his dick in me.’
You can be angry enough to kill.
But I was just stating my position, not asking why people resent me.
“I understand your situation, and you don’t even listen to my situation when my life is suddenly threatened. Do you think it makes sense?”
He resembles Shiba, and even though he gets caught saying harsh words to a rather soft-hearted guy. I couldn’t help it.
“…”
The guy, blinking his bloodshot eyes, couldn’t control his breathing and twitched his lips, and finally, as if he had exploded, he shouted, showing his pure white teeth.
“Mom, everything is ruined because of you. Losing my smile Even after giving birth to me, she never saw me. Whenever I look at you, I think of you… “Every time.”
A voice dripping with lack of affection.
Was it because of her mother’s love that she resented me?
“So. “There is no reason for me to die for you.”
“… You will die by my hands. Absolutely.”
Tears fell from her dry face.
The girl who took a step back disappeared into the darkness.
She leisurely observed the scene until the Shiba-like creature disappeared, recalling his words in her mind.
─Even after she gave birth to me, she never looked at me. Just looking at me reminds me of you,
No matter how much I am, I am the worst of the best of the best. It’s not like I don’t recognize my own blood.
Unlike Shiba, he didn’t feel that way, so those words caught my eye.
‘If you catch it, you’ll understand.’
I shrugged and turned my back.
In a place where there was a long corridor, there was no longer a path in sight. Along with the steel door, small letters painted on it were visible.
[Die.]
It was a threat that wasn’t scary at all.
* * * * * * * * *
Smell. That damn smell!
Ginkgo, who took off his outer clothes and dried his sweat in the wind, walked down the street with his messy hair in awe.
‘… Ha. I’m busy, so there’s no reason to worry about such trivial things.’
Rather, the appearance is unattractive. If you say you can’t wear clothes, you’ll just snort.
There was no answer because smell was something that really bothered him.
“Hey, princess. The forensic results have been released. Wow, it’s amazing! The coordinates are exactly right. I don’t think there will be any problem if I jump right in.”
“…”
Meanwhile, I am even more upset because the information Lee Si-heon gave me is exactly correct.
“Over there.”
“… Yes?”
“Do I smell anything?”
The promising girl in the detoxification class stiffened like a stone at the bank’s sudden question and asked back.
“Yes? Well, what… ? Is this a metaphorical expression? Princess?”
“No, it’s not like that, really. The smell from my body… Is it me? Ah, that’s okay. Just do it. Ignore it.”
“… A little bit me!”
“I told you to ignore it!!!!!!!”
“S-sorry!! Still, it’s not that bad-“
Jerrit. The bank that became a goblin exuded life.
“Heeeee!”
“Okay, just get ready.”
“Ah, it’s Agetsu!”
A wooden person can make an expression like this. Upon seeing the princess for the first time, the girl turned into ice, and after leaving a brief command, Ginkgo walked off to find Shiva.
‘Ha.’
A complex that gets deeper and deeper.
‘You don’t have to say it, so does it make sense to hurt people’s feelings by saying it? Really? Ah, ah! Ah.’
The princess (noble, 20 years old, from a consanguineous master family, recently worried about her bad smell), who was muttering to herself, walked for a while and arrived at the place where Shiva was waiting.
“… They say it’s not that bad.”
It’s hysteria that wouldn’t be strange if someone were to tell them to stop because they would know.
Resting her large breasts on her forearms. Ginkgo, who was sniffing the sweat accumulated on her breasts, suddenly noticed that cold air was coming from where Shiva was waiting.
“… ?”
Could it be that someone attacked him?
Banks quickly moved his feet and ran to the side of the tent, emitting a strong smell.
There, standing tall, Shiva stared into the black darkness.
“Shiba?”
“…”
Shiva mumbling something as if he was having a conversation with someone.
I wonder if the person I am talking to is someone I am not very happy with. The voice was quite sharp.
“… Why did you come looking? Wiki.”
Wiki?
Is it because of the smell? The black nose hidden in the shadows twitched slightly when it saw the silhouette of the bank.
