Chapter 286 – #65_Sarangpal
#287
One.
“It’s nonsense. It’s nonsense. It’s nonsense…!”
I wasn’t the only one who thought that I would be special.
It’s been a long time since I’ve always considered myself a great being.
After showing all kinds of ugliness in front of him and giving in, my thoughts were very different from the past.
It is impossible to go against Yu-chan.
He was acknowledging that it was impossible to deal with that heinous man.
Still.
I hoped it wasn’t like this though.
Imtegi in my hand.
Thanks to Yoo-chan throwing dozens of them, two vivid lines appeared on the machine that he used one a day.
It may be broken, so I tried to use 5 of them in succession, but all of them were marked as positive.
It seemed that the sky was turning yellow.
When he often came and just cummed in and suddenly disappeared, he always squatted down and scraped out the semen.
He must have risked all kinds of madness and humiliation because he did n’t want to have as much as his child his…
“Why… Why only me…”
Tears flowed.
The mere fact that the seed of a calf inferior to the beast was in its body made it feel like it would make you sick.
I’d rather… Would I rather die?
In the past, I only dreamed of escaping after somehow enduring the humiliation he gave me and waiting for an opportunity.
But now my situation has changed so much from then.
Yu-chan had a terabyte-level video that could be used as a weakness, a hideous uterus tattoo was engraved on his body, and he always had to wear large piercings on his nipple and clitoris.
Besides, now I was forced to have the devil’s baby.
There was no end in sight of how long this shameful life would last.
If my body becomes ugly and old, will it be discarded?
How many of his babies will I have to have by then?
Life was pain
I didn’t even know that suicide was the only way to end this pain.
Wander around
When I was first locked up, he cut off water, food and even the light in the room.
He was placed under such close surveillance.
But at some point, it got pretty lax.
Not only did I throw away so much food, I was able to bring books into my room, and more and more smartphones and various furniture were added.
Such improvement in treatment felt like a mockery from Yu-chan, who assured me that I wouldn’t be able to take my own life now.
Do you think I can’t
I don’t know where such an error came from.
I looked around with twinkling eyes.
Even if you hit your head on that iron gate, you can die.
A sharp piece of metal protruded from the lower part of the delivery table, which was not perfectly finished, and could slit an artery.
It was also possible to roll up a blanket or clothes and hang yourself from a doorknob.
My choice was to hang myself in the end.
Take a piece of clothing and twist it round and round.
I made a strong knot that would never come undone by pulling the clothes together like twisting a rope.
It’s a suicide method that I’ve seen in books before.
Tie the end of the cloth to the end of the swivel handle near the waist and put the nose around the neck.
It was enough for the cloth to squeeze both carotid arteries with the hips slightly lifted when he slumped down.
“Whoa… Whoa…”
She never thought how she wanted to live, but she didn’t want to die like this.
I remembered the faces of my mother and father in the photograph, whose memories were now blurred.
Would it really be comfortable if I died like this?
Even Yoo-chan won’t spread the video to the extent of taking the risk just to get revenge.
No, isn’t it?
I had all sorts of thoughts.
There are still a lot of things I want to eat, a lot of things I want to do, and a lot of books I want to read.
I couldn’t help but resent myself for chasing him just a few months ago.
If you sensed a crisis in the first place,
At least, if I hadn’t come to this mansion on my own, I wouldn’t have met such a pitiful end.
Everything is regret
He slumped down from his awkwardly squatting position.
A vision that instantly turns white.
The pressure of the taut cloth that had brushed past the neck belt was so painful that it made me feel sick.
“Yes… That extreme… Ugh… That…”
Tears overflow regardless of will or emotion.
Can’t breathe at all
The moment you feel the sensation slowly disappear from the tips of your toes.
“Haa…Haa…Cough…Cough…!”
Without realizing it, I jumped up from my seat.
As I woke up, I hit the back of my head hard against the doorknob and banged! It doesn’t hurt at all even if you make a sound.
“I don’t want to die… I don’t want to die…”
Had I only lost consciousness in this state, I would have completed a successful suicide.
The reason I couldn’t do that was because I lacked courage and determination.
Weak. Weak. Weak.
I feel joy that I am still thinking and breathing oxygen, and I am disgusted with my own indecision that I can not make a decision even at such a moment.
“Ughhhhh”
Tears fell and wet the floor.
After crying for about 30 minutes, I got up like a zombie and headed to bed.
There is a smartphone that Yoo-chan gave you.
It wasn’t to search for a more comfortable way to commit suicide.
I just realized it for sure.
It means that even I, who used to live without any particular sense of purpose, still have a strong will for life.
I wipe away the tears with my wrist and lift one of the impingers.
I placed a flag with two lines floating next to my cheek and took a selfie.
I felt a deep sense of shame at the moment when the flash, which I did not know when it was set, exploded.
I am going to send this picture to Yu-chan.
In the end, he succumbs to the opponent he tried to escape even by dying.
I sent Yu-chan a selfie with a naked upper body, a face with a forced smile, and a hint of humor, so I couldn’t help but hug my knees and cry.
2.
“Are you on a business trip again?”
“Sorry, I’m a bit busy these days. There was a company I was preparing to launch with, but things suddenly changed. I think I’ll have to wait for a week when I go on a business trip to China this time .”
Husband’s expression of no face.
Shin Harin tidied up his tie and gently pushed him to his carrier.
“I’m so sorry that I seem to only see you, I can’t even be with you…”
“What is it? It’s okay because your mother helped me a lot.”
“I told my mom this time too, so feel free to ask me anytime. You should go out and meet some friends.
“I heard that the flight time is running out. Can we talk this long?”
“Achacha. Then I love you. I’ll be back!”
Her husband her, who kissed her side her, dragged the suitcase and left the front door.
The door closed again.
Harin looked at the closed entrance and headed for the bathroom.
The pregnancy test I took while taking a shower earlier.
It was an impetus with two lines floating on it.
She must have seen it before, but when she checked it with her own eyes again, she became distraught.
If this baby had been her husband’s child, she wouldn’t have felt this way.
She intends to tell her if her husband ever comes back.
The night I was with you after drinking together, I got a second child like this,
She says she’s happy to have another child with you, who she loves.
I know it even if no one points it out.
It is something that should be condemned by everyone.
It wasn’t something humans would do.
Harin, who looked at her expressionlessly for a while, took her cell phone her and took a picture of her and sent it to Yoo-chan.
My husband won’t come home for at least a week from today.
While she is pregnant with another man’s baby and not her husband, she feels a subtle joy in the fact that she is free to go see Yoo-chan.
Harin, disgusted with her own image of her, sighed softly.
But she, like everything that happened to her, gets used to it.
When she had her first child, her despair of her, which seemed to burn a corner of her heart with just a breath, is now calm.
There is only one aspiration that overflows.
I want to meet Yuchan.
If you look at the picture, you will probably get a reply, and before that, you have to leave Jimin with your in-laws.
Harin picked up the cell phone that had sent her picture of her and made a call.
3.
“Hmm…Well…”
Naye was reading her workbook with her arms crossed and her pen between her nose and lips.
The brow her narrowed from concentrating.
Looking at the essay manuscript with corrections in red pen, she agonizes over her struggles.
Na’s test scores were much lower than her expectations of her.
Sul Poca, the girl she originally wanted to go to, has grades that she couldn’t even dream of.
On the day her final grades her came out, her parents her were very upset and comforted Naye.
But Naye was not discouraged.
The reason why she recklessly hung herself on her college entrance exam was because she thought there was no other answer to her life.
It’s different now.
Because I found the answer to life.
Her teacher gave her a goal in life to her insignificant self her and gave her unimaginable pleasure through her passionate love her.
If that was the case, nothing else meant anything.
Therefore, preparing for occasional essays in such a hurry was also boring and boring for Naye.
It’s enough if you get into college and it’s enough if you fail.
Rather, it seemed much more beneficial to make private time with teacher Yoochan.
As soon as she returned to her hometown from her own life, she did not have the slightest time to meet with Yu-chan.
Besides, the teacher didn’t even call himself.
Because she showed her breasts to a boy at the academy before the entrance exam, she was punished by being demoted to the lowest rank and being imprisoned in a household, but since no punishment was given to her, it is almost unrealistic.
“The teacher must have said it out of anger.”
I’m a little worried, but…
If she works hard enough to atone for her mistakes her, she will soon be able to rise to the position of royal family.
Naye dropped her pen and threw herself on her bed.
Somehow a sigh comes out.
She has n’t seen her teacher her for over a month.
In other words, it has been too long since I have not received his love.
There are degrees of frustration.
Masturbating for 2 hours every day could not replace the teacher’s passionate love.
I couldn’t contact you because I was ordered not to contact you first…
– Boo-woong Boo-woong!
At that moment, the phone on the bed vibrates.
Naye hurriedly looked at her phone her.
[Come to the mansion by 10:00 the day after tomorrow]
I wonder if the university acceptance notification text would be happier than this.
A teacher who hadn’t spoken on the phone for a while contacted me!
“Ughhh…!”
I want to scream and make a fuss.
But since her parents were at home, she had no choice but to sit on the bed and jump around with her hips.
At last, this dreadful ascetic life is coming to an end.
Naye, who was suddenly motivated, ran back to her desk and devoted herself to her essay on her.
After all, her best motivation for studying was her teacher her.
4.
“You worked hard. Are you in a lot of pain?”
“Yes…”
The counselor began to tell Eugene, who was standing in a daze as if he had passed out.
“I’m going to give you basic care through KakaoTalk. Here’s a body scrub, essential skin soothing gel, and this is an ingrown hair ointment.
While taking a shower, use it well on the scrub area and apply the gel. If the hair gets stuck inside and can’t come out, it comes up like a pimple. Then apply this ingrown hair ointment.”
– Jjallang!
The door bell rang and Eugene stood in front of her waxing shop as if her soul her had been lost.
It hurts, I heard that it hurts, but I never thought it would be this much.
It was painful to meticulously brush off the fur with hot wax, but it also made me feel ashamed to lie down like a puppy and show all the embarrassing holes to the first person seeing it.
Fortunately, Eugene, who has no hair on the perineum, was able to pick out her fine hairs on her, but it was over in a minute.
Eugene went into the women’s bathroom, took off her skirt her, and lifted her panties and stockings.
“Oooh shh…!”
There was something about her that was not like her own body her.
She’s always had her hair for at least a few years, but now that she’s suddenly tidy, it’s quite strange.
She cautiously reached out and tapped her soft labia.
It was amazing that she was smoother than I could have imagined.
Should I say that the soft texture is transmitted better because there is no hair?
She realizes once again that it was such a soft body organ.
“Hi-Hi…”
When the teacher saw this, she was already looking forward to her surprise.
But she has no intention of ending it here.
This is only one step.
After she steps out of the building, Eugene catches a taxi to prepare for the event’s other puzzles.
