Chapter 213 – #53_Permeate
#213
One.
The place where Yujin was brought was the Korean restaurant that served Naye for a meal earlier this year.
Today’s dinner seemed to be a bit long, and a place in the form of a room was needed for Eugene, who would recall the words inside.
Unlike Naye in those days when she made a fuss, she wasn’t surprised by the garden in front of her restaurant.
She could have managed a fancy restaurant like this within her pocket money.
She probably followed her mother her in and out of similar restaurants.
Or maybe it’s because the mind is so impoverished that nothing else comes into sight.
A person who has gone through something big changes a little.
When you feel intense emotions that you cannot feel in everyday life, you become detached from the small things that happen in your daily life.
Just like when making a course dish, if you put a dish that is too strong in the middle, the dish after that becomes bland.
Eugene, who accompanied her from the academy to the restaurant, was similar to this.
In the old days, she would have loved the fact that she was riding in her car with him.
Whatever the reason, it doesn’t matter much.
Yuchan, who was ushered to a seat by her waitress, ordered traditional Korean soju and ice to be used on the rocks without saying a word.
“It’s been a while since I’ve had a meal with you.”
“Yeah, well. A lot of things happened.”
If it hadn’t been revealed that she had a relationship with Seohyun, she would have always had a relationship with her and would have eaten often.
Even when she thought of the same thing, neither Yujin nor Yuchan let it out of her mouth.
“Would you like to salt it first?”
As we filled soju into a ceramic glass filled with ice, Eugene suggested it.
“How about waiting until it melts a little? It must be very poisonous.”
“What’s up? Even if I get drunk and collapse, the teacher will take care of me.”
“…Don’t think about drinking too much. You’ll hurt yourself.”
He comforted Eugene with a voice full of concern and concern.
Looking at his face his, he did n’t even seem to have eaten properly.
If you poured strong alcohol on an empty stomach, you would have a hard time the next day.
“Master Yoochan worries about me every day.”
“Because he’s my dearest disciple. How can I just wait and see. Drinking is good, so eat and drink anything for now. Throw away your insides.”
After waiting for a while, the first dish came out.
Since I haven’t been here for a long time, the course composition has changed considerably.
Sea bream marinated in kelp, cockles parboiled in broth and tossed in perilla oil, thinly sliced arongsata served with salt.
I felt good because they all liked the food.
“I will enjoy this food.”
“Eat slowly so you don’t get upset.”
“Hey, do I look like a child?”
Eugene rolled up the sleeves of her hoodie and picked up the cockles with chopsticks.
“Wow, this is just right? How is it so big?”
Eugene, almost the size of a baby’s fist, with wide eyes.
As if remembering something, she places her cockles on the plate in front of Yu-chan with chopsticks.
The smell of perilla oil and soy sauce mixed with chives were fragrant.
“Sir is taller than me, so eat the bigger one. But, isn’t it true that adults eat with chopsticks first?”
“Do you care what’s between us. Thank you.”
“I was scolded by my mother for this every day. I forgot to eat it when I was hungry.”
It’s an ambiguous answer for the average person to answer.
Being hasty in sympathy is not a very good response to a person in misfortune.
Because all pity and sympathy are necessarily based on a feeling of superiority that I am better than your situation.
Even if you don’t think so, there is a possibility that the person who heard it will not feel very good.
Then, what is the best consolation for a woman who has gone through a tragedy?
“Eugene, I know how hard it is for you.”
“Ah, I just said that. I didn’t just ask for comfort, it just came to my mind…”
“My mother passed away when I was little too. My father passed away not too long after.”
It’s empathy.
Rather than halfway consolation, I went through the same thing as you.
I know how hard it is
It was the best way to ensure that comfort and consideration do not remain as ambiguous sympathy.
“Are you a teacher?”
“Yes, my mother was in elementary school and my father was in middle school.”
Yu-jin opened her mouth in surprise at Yu-chan’s surprise confession of her.
In Yujin’s opinion, the most ideal adult was Yuchan.
She listens to the little grievances of students, and when trouble arises, she acts as if it were her own.
A person who is thorough in self-management as well as the knowledge that comes out naturally in everyday conversations.
…Although they have a weak spot for women’s seduction, don’t they say that all men are wolves?
To think such a perfect teacher had such scars.
She couldn’t believe it
Satisfied with her predictable response her, Yu-chan hurriedly told her story her.
“I couldn’t have imagined…”
“My mother used to make kimchi jjigae often. I remember how delicious it was. Actually, when I got older and tried to make it myself, it didn’t taste like it. Cheers.”
She clinked her glasses with a wry smile and drank half of it.
No matter what special sauce was in it, her mother’s kimchi stew could not be followed at all.
If he had been interested in cooking earlier, he might have known, but Yuchan was too young at the time.
“I’m doing well too. That’s why Eugene will be able to get over it soon and smile confidently.”
“Well, I can’t imagine.”
Of course, listening to her experiences of others does not make her pain go away.
Eugene, who was sipping her glass with her dark expression on her face her, was immersed in her thoughts her as she fingered her ear piercing.
“Not too long ago, my mother’s lawyer came and told me about this and that.”
“What?”
“What kind of heritage do I have, what kind of funeral procedures will I go through, and things like that.”
It was Song Mi-young living in a penthouse in Ilsan where her house price would not rise dramatically.
She is not buying her rent her to hide her property her, but on her own her.
I don’t know how much her wealth her was originally, but as long as she properly left her will her, the money her only heir her Eugene will inherit might far exceed her Yu-chan.
Money is so important once you’ve accumulated a certain amount of wealth, but there’s nothing wrong with having more.
If her Eugene her is placed in her hands her, the enormous inheritance will naturally roll down into her mouth her.
“My house will also be changed in my name, and the company’s work is complicated, so it will be delayed a little, but if you add up the extra money, real estate, and things like that, it’s roughly 32 billion won.”
All of a sudden you’re proud of your money.
I listened to what this meant.
Tears flow from Yujin’s innocent eyes.
“But, I don’t need any of that. I just miss you, Mom… I miss you.”
“Yujin-ah…”
She said, “She couldn’t even tell her that she loved her, but every day she was angry with her mother and fought, and she thought she’d rather be gone…”
Yoo-jin started sobbing as she shook her shoulders, and the fine water droplets dripped onto the back of her hand.
“I thought that way, so I think my mother is gone… What should I do now…?”
“Eugene, it’s not like that. What you’re thinking is something anyone can do when they’re young. That hasn’t come true, and I don’t want Eugene to blame himself.”
It was a complaint that had been heard over the phone many times.
There was nothing new, but there was a little bit of guilt.
Maybe.
If time had passed when he saw Eugene sad as if the world had collapsed, the relationship between the two mothers and daughters might have somehow been restored.
Because of a little immaturity and a little lack of consideration for her daughter her, there was a trough of emotion, but it was a relationship that valued each other no matter what.
Though she thought it was interfering with her playing with Eugene, she put it away, but when she saw her daughter she grieved at the loss of her mother her, she felt sorry for her.
As much as I feel her remorse her, I plan to fill that void.
“If it’s not my fault, whose fault is it? I just hate myself… I don’t know, nothing.
I don’t know…”
Lee Yoo-jin finally grabs her face and sheds tears.
Just when I was thinking of giving him a hug while consoling him, the next courses came in at bad timing.
“Tip steak, abalone miso soup with cold soybeans, and fish dumplings made with flounder.”
The waiter put on a puzzled expression as he saw Lee Yoo-jin, who was crying sobbing.
The harmony between a man in his 30s and a young female student who looks like a high school student may seem strange.
However, as if he had no intention of staying any longer, he quickly finished setting the table and went out.
It’s been a while since I ate fish dumplings.
It is a great dish to taste fish, beef, and shiitake mushrooms at the same time.
If you make it at home, you don’t make it well because it’s too much work, but if you eat it with mustard sauce, there’s no such thing as a delicacy.
Yu-chan sneaks up from her seat and puts her hand on Yu-chin’s shoulder.
It’s delicious to eat before it cools down, but I know what my priorities are.
“It’s really sad to lose someone dear to you.”
Today, too, he inhaled Eugene’s body odor, which smelled of fragrant perfume.
The fresh scent unique to the girl permeates her chest despite the obstruction of the smell of food.
“At times like that, everyone blames themselves. I did too. But if you sit down, you can’t overcome anything.”
Yu-jin naturally leaned on her body and her against Yu-chan.
She looks at her black box her.
Due to deep melancholy, the petals, dyed in a voluptuous purple, were in full bloom without shrinking in the slightest even though they were so close.
After intentionally revealing her relationship with Seohyun, Eugene’s Balsam always remained in a solid bud.
Now, even if there is physical contact, it doesn’t matter.
This is the change
What she needs now is her caring and kind teacher her, not the stupid guy who played at her friend’s tricks her.
Therefore, the memory of that part was intentionally placed in a later order.
Not everyone can be perfect.
He said, “It must have been a small mistake,” And even if Yu-chan does n’t make poor excuses, the instincts in his heart come out to defend him.
Because Yu-chan is the only person she can rely on.
Through his experience of her, Yu-chan knew how far a girl who thirsted for warmth and love could turn blindly.
Just like the West Sea did.
“Then what should I do?”
With wet, sensual eyes, Yujin looked up at Yuchan.
The distance between the two is so close that if Yoo-chan lowers her head just a little, they will kiss passionately.
It is a distance where you can feel the faint scent of soju.
“Live as usual. Do the things you’ve been wanting to do, and don’t take your worries to heart. Anything is fine, just tell me. I’ll do anything you want.”
“Anything?”
“Yeah, whatever.”
Yu-chan took out his handkerchief and gently wiped away Yu-jin’s tears.
Apparently, he did n’t have the confidence to stop staring at her face from this distance.
What Yoo-chan likes is a young and fresh body, not a child-like face.
However, Lee Yoo-jin has a naive personality and even though she is a kid who hasn’t lost all her breasts, she has a dangerous charm.
Even if you look at it piece by piece, the features that are not lacking are set on the face in perfect balance.
She looks like a woman who was born to receive love from men, from her cute cheekbones under her eyes to her chubby lips.
“Then, continue drinking with me today.”
After shedding tears for a while, Yu-jin was hugged by her Yu-chan, and as if she had found her stability her, her body’s trembling her stopped.
It must be because she believes so much and she relies on it so much.
She trusted and followed Yu-chan more than any moment they had been together.
“That’s not difficult.”
Yu-chan responds to Yu-jin’s request with a smile.
“Sweet, I’m sorry. I didn’t want to cry. They just say what alcohol is.”
“It’s natural to cry when you’re upset. Instead, don’t cry alone and contact me.”
“Sam is like a playboy.”
After she shed tears once, it seemed that her heart was somewhat relieved.
Eugene laughed bashfully and playfully placed her head on his chest her once more.
Her silky hair her tickles the nape of her neck her.
“Eat dumplings before they get cold.”
“Wow, these are fish-filled dumplings? They look really strange.”
Forcibly pretending to be energetic after one burst of melancholy.
This is the pattern of Yujin, whom Yuchan has dealt with a lot so far.
I want to pretend I’m okay, but it’s a case where the intensity of my heart can’t keep up.
Even if you bluff to the fullest, tears soon come out, and after shedding tears, your heart becomes lighter, so bluff again.
Maybe repeat for a few weeks?
It’ll be annoying for a while.
“You eat a lot.”
“Eat a lot, too.”
Yuchan picked up the fish dumplings and put them on the plate in front of Yujin.
