Chapter 181 – #45_At the Crossroads Between Mortality and Eternity (5)
One.
Consciousness slowly drifts away.
Yu-chan was holding my neck with one hand and looking at me with an unwavering gaze.
Eyes glistening with interest as if observing a test subject.
Even though people are dying in front of their eyes, there is not even the slightest agitation.
He thought he had worked hard for the past 20 years, but in the end it was such an empty finish.
He felt the strength slowly drain from his arms and legs his, which he struggled to resist.
When I decided to pour the last curse on him with my eyesight turning black as my oxygen was completely cut off.
Breathing has returned.
“Haha…”
No matter how much he suffered, Yu-chan, who did not budge even when he struggled, let go of his neck.
I inhaled the lack of air and shouted at Yu-chan.
“Kuhh… What are you doing all of a sudden!”
Tears flowed down the aisle, more purely physical than emotional.
Tap his shoulder with his handcuffed hand his.
“I had no intention of killing you.”
What’s the point of paying this price when you don’t even want to kill me?
Seeing Yu-chan talking nonchalantly, the fire soared even more.
“I don’t feel anything either.”
“Just to find out…”
The reason why he choked another person until he was about to die was just to see if it made him feel better or not.
As a perfectly normal person, I couldn’t keep up with this man’s way of thinking.
“I’m sorry if I surprised you a lot. Would you like some water here?”
“Give it to me.”
I snatched the water bottle he gave me and quenched his throat.
I couldn’t believe that he was still breathing normally.
The reason he let go of me was because strangling me wasn’t as enjoyable as I thought.
Conversely, if he felt something, wouldn’t he be willing to strangle him to death?
Even though I knew it was a stupid word, I had no choice but to ask Yu-chan.
“Can you please let me go now?”
“What?”
“Anyway, the teacher is holding on to my weakness. I’ll quietly forget everything and live as if I’m dead… At this rate, the teacher could kill me without even knowing.”
“…..”
“You don’t want to kill me, do you? Even if you let me go, I will listen carefully to the teacher as I do now.”
The person who kept the body in the bathtub, the person who ordered the stalker to attack him, the person who threatened the Dominjeong to move the body, and the person who took the bodies of the two sisters and made art.
All are Yuchan.
No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t draw any further conclusions.
Yu-chan is an antisocial criminal suffering from mental illness and a dangerous monster who cannot control himself.
In other words, my previous judgment, which had been thought to be able to preserve my life if I obediently listened to his demands, had turned into hopeless optimism.
As expected, Yoo-chan did not look good.
“Do you think I did all of this too?”
“Do you have any other ideas?”
“…..”
Yu-chan couldn’t answer.
I don’t know anything else, but I’m sure it’s blocking the whole room for rebuttal that he even forgot who he killed.
“Let’s go back.”
He doesn’t seem to have any intention of releasing it either.
Then I have no intention of staying silent.
It is an illusion to say that you cannot do anything just because your hands are tied.
When driving at a moderate speed on a road with few people, it will intentionally cause an accident by attacking the steering wheel.
Whether the police come or Yoo-chan loses consciousness due to a major accident, if he escapes at that moment…
What?
Dizziness circulated and her head was spinning.
Unbearable drowsiness sets in.
It’s no time to sleep here, but I have to run away…
“Get some sleep and wake up.”
“I put… Something… In that water earlier… “
Ending with the side view of Yoo-chan calmly starting the car,
My consciousness was cut off.
2.
3 days have passed since that day.
The September mock exams are over.
Yu-chan, who had finished consulting with students diligently today, was drinking after work.
His head was pounding her as he gnawed at his cheap beer for the first time in a long time, along with several cans and snacks.
So what I prepared was LSD.
While she was studying abroad, she enjoyed it at a cheap price, but it was not a drug that Yoo-chan enjoyed.
I put a stamp with a crane on it in my mouth dyed pink, and waited patiently for the medicinal effect.
To think that X, who has been making all kinds of fuss until now, might actually be himself.
Yu-chan felt sorry for himself at the absurdly futile clue given that he had gone through so much trouble.
So maybe I needed a little escape now.
A dizzying aura circulated, and slowly hallucinations began to appear.
The edges of all objects are crushed and the color flows out.
The fiery red light and the orange light, mingled and shimmering like candlelight, are beautifully entangled and trimmed.
Yu-chan, who enjoyed the tangled reason and judgment for a while, blinked several times.
How many people have you killed so far?
Yu-chan’s gaze goes to a corner of the room.
Like a drop of oil falling in the shadows that shimmered like the flames of hell, a piece of darkness is cut off at once.
The shadows rippling on the floor took the form of people.
“Help… Help me… I’m sorry… I’m sorry… Send me home… Mom… Dad…”
Even hallucinations are heard.
The medicinal effect, which is twice as high as the single dose, was going around all parts of the brain and playing hallucinations and hallucinations.
It was a flower snake that accused Yu-chan of being a rapist.
After being tortured by Yu-chan for weeks without a wink of her sleep, the woman died, bleeding from her eyes and nose.
Parents are the last names you cried out, even the heinous criminals who tried to destroy other people’s lives are looking for their parents in the end.
It wasn’t a very special ending.
Many people besides her eventually breathed her her last her, calling out the names of her parents her.
The shadows in the corner of the living room disappeared and the kitchen lights began to flicker madly this time.
I see the shape of a man crawling hard at the cooking table where he used to trim the ingredients.
Oh, that friend was a reporter who tried to cover Yu-chan’s mansion at will.
A guy who didn’t even know the subject of going on a rampage to cover a disappearance case while going to an insignificant local newspaper.
A burdock was growing behind the man’s heel instead of an Achilles tendon, which was difficult to cut like a burdock.
Come to think of it, burdock is a very unusual name.
Why burdock? Is it Chinese characters? I do not know.
I don’t even enjoy the burdock in gimbap, so what’s the use of growing a burdock on a person’s heel?
Rather, growing asparagus would make a great garnish.
I see a doll whistling and leisurely chasing after it.
Beside him, Gunter, a faithful hunting dog made of vegetables, growled and waggled his coriander tail vigorously.
Is today’s hallucination a vegetable parade?
The shovel, held tightly by the pursuer, rises high.
It descends at a much faster rate than it ascends.
Hard sound at first.
After that, the sound of hitting the soft mud echoed several times.
Excited gunther’s crying sounds like a background sound and the shadows of the past disappear.
-Dung-dung-dung-dung!!
This time a voice came from the other side.
Yu-chan looked back.
This is the table where the corpse was once sitting.
But there were no tables.
Instead, there was just a nice drum set.
Two men were beating the drums with passion.
Instead of a drumstick, Yuchan was holding the man’s hair.
Seeing the man pounding the drum with his head to the point of tearing his skin, Yoo-chan was delighted.
He is a man I hadn’t even thought of for a long time.
He was a drummer who lived in the apartment next to Yuchan while studying abroad.
All day, even late at night, they beat the drums, but Yu-chan came and beat them.
At first, I only wanted to show you the taste of fists, but in the end, I had to kiss Yoo-chan’s fists until I died.
“Haha!”
He felt cheerful and saw his right hand as he held his beer mug.
The man’s fragmented teeth were embedded in the back of his hand and the palm of his hand as he mercilessly stamped his face.
Afterwards, his hand swelled several times because he did n’t disinfect it in time.
When I think about it, I wonder if it was the first time I killed him out of anger.
Frankly, considering the sloppy post-processing at the time, it was sheer luck that I didn’t get caught by the police.
“Are you really lucky?”
Yuchan shifted his gaze.
A girl appeared in a white dress with long hoses stuck all over her body her.
It’s a nice face to see after a long time.
“If you had been caught then, he wouldn’t have been as broken as he is now.”
Seohae licked his lips as if he couldn’t bear it.
Laughter came out.
So he kept smiling.
He still feels good.
Memories always make people feel good.
It was nice and happy that so many memories were welcomed.
“Just because you’re different doesn’t mean you’re special. You are just a broken monster.”
“Haha!”
The West Sea was blown away like foam by a gust of wind that flowed in through her window.
As she looks out the window, she sees a familiar face after a long time.
I took a staggering step and opened the window.
It’s Kim Hyun-woo.
“It’s been a while. Are you falling today?”
“Your brother pushed you.”
Hyeonu Kim, whose head was broken and bleeding, stopped in front of the window and complained while hanging upside down.
Well, falling to death wouldn’t be a good experience.
“But if you hadn’t died, you would have been tailed by this guy named X. Besides, I understood you. You should have thanked me even as you fell.”
“If that’s the case, you should have told me in advance. I actually know who X is.”
“Is that really surprising? Who?”
Instead of answering, Hyunwoo Kim pointed his finger across the window to one side of the room and started to fall in an instant.
Yoo-chan gently shook his hand to Kim Hyeon-woo, who started to fall back toward the asphalt road, and straightened his upper body her, which had been sticking out the window.
The sound of fruit breaking is heard belatedly outside the window.
This isn’t the first time it falls and it should be fine.
The place Kim Hyun-woo pointed to was the sofa where Yu-chan had been drinking beer.
The sofa is gone.
Instead, there was a full-length mirror.
“This is too obvious. It’s no fun.”
Yu-chan jumped over her table and landed in front of the mirror.
In the mirror, there was Yu-chan, who copied Yu-chan’s actions exactly.
“So, what do you want? You want me to say X?”
No matter how much he opened his mouth and opened it, Yoo-chan in the mirror kept his mouth her tightly shut, giving him an eerie smile.
It’s a bad mirror.
Yu-chan passed by the mirror and went into the kitchen and took out a lunch knife.
If you feel bad, it’s okay to break it.
In front of Yu-chan, who walked while turning his lunch knife round and round, there was Yu-chan who had slipped out of the mirror before he knew it.
He was talking hard with his mouth on something, but he couldn’t hear it at all.
Only the sound of the air leaking out of the air is the sound of the sound of the sound of the air.
As Yoo-chan lifts his esophagus, his voice her, which had been continuously making the sound of air escaping as if there was a hole in his lungs her, rang clearly in his ears his.
“You are fake. You disappear.”
It’s a request without a choice.
Yu-chan swung the Chinese sword at Yu-chan with all his might.
“Kyaaaaa!”
A deafening scream brings Yu-chan’s mind back to reality.
My sense of direction and sense of time are messed up due to hallucinations and hallucinations that continue to this day.
However, after blinking his eyes wide a few times, he began to see the person standing in front of him properly.
It wasn’t Yu-chan pretending to be X.
“Everything… Are you crazy?”
It was Han Seo-hyun, who was blue.
He seems to have just finished filming and is wearing colorful clothes and full makeup.
Yu-chan slowly blinked a few times.
When I deliberately regained my sanity without surrendering to hallucinations and medicinal effects, I came back to my senses quite clearly.
“Excuse me.”
Yoo-chan went back to the kitchen and put the lunch knife back in. She came back to Seo-hyeon, who was almost getting stabbed, but couldn’t escape and was trembling.
“What, what happened?”
Seeing that Yuchan’s eyes were wide open, Seohyeon roughly guessed.
It seems that this person was heavily intoxicated.
She came close to Seohyun, who said she had been back, and swung the Chinese sword over his head with all her might.
If she had been a little taller, her head would not have remained.
“It’s no big deal. You need a little help It’s hard.”
“Now, you don’t need to wash for a while…”
Yuchan grabbed Seohyun by the wrist and dragged her into the living room.
