Chapter 132 – #34_Lack of Affection (2)
One.
Kyu-tae opened his eyes as soon as the alarm went off.
Frightening reflex speed. Straighten your back and raise your upper body.
“I hardly slept.”
I couldn’t have been able to sleep comfortably.
It is the day before the date appointment.
In order to find the West Sea, I added a little lie and searched all over the country.
From her remote island village to the mountain village, it took three years to find her by searching all the places she hinted to go when she was with Seohae, and finding out the hospital where her aunt worked in Seohae. Has flowed
It was her own business her, but honestly, I didn’t think it was anything other than crazy.
It was n’t her formal dating relationship with her, nor was it her unforgettable appointment with her.
I still wanted to see it. Kyu-tae thought it was fate.
Now how much her heart raced her when she finally met her, ignoring her her heart’s cry her to give up.
Even compared to when she was in middle school, her appearance her has hardly changed.
Her height difference her, which had been only half a head different, was now so great that if you looked down, you could see the crown of her head her.
Seohae, who was originally a slender figure, has become more slender and graceful, and can be held tightly in her arms.
Her short hair that came to her shoulders her became pretty long hair that hung down to her waist her.
I missed her like crazy even now.
So she woke up at 6:00 to catch her first train to the island.
Seohae did n’t have her cell phone her, so she left only Kyu-tae’s phone number for now and took her yesterday’s lighthouse as her meeting place her.
The appointment time is 9:00, but she didn’t think it would be bad to go ahead and look around.
A smile spreads as it seems that her longed-for dream her has finally come true.
At the same time, bitterness spreads.
Over the past three years, Seo Hae’s condition may have worsened, and her time together may not be long.
At least if I can spend the rest of her time with her and give her her strength her, that’s fine.
Thinking so, Gyu-tae got up and headed for the shower.
2.
What’s the point of going empty-handed?
I wanted to convey this heart that was swollen like it was about to burst to Seohae.
So she rummaged through the shops in town to find her gift her.
In the end, I chose a small bottle of perfume.
It costs tens of thousands of won for her chick’s tears, but Gyu-tae, who bought it with a big heart from her, took a train and headed for the lighthouse.
She thought she woke up super early, but after she bought her presents, the time was just right.
“You must stand!”
Seo-hae, who was squatting in front of her lighthouse and rolling a stone, turned around at her gyu-tae’s cry.
She thought the silky black hair swaying and swaying was a scene from some kind of pictorial.
Shoes that look comfortable with a white dress. Compared to Gyu-tae, who went to the beauty salon and set her hair of her, she was dressed comfortably, but Gyu-tae was not in the mood to care.
I looked at her face her blankly and came to my senses.
She thought she was really good at finding her her.
Speeding up her pace, he handed her a paper bag in which the perfume was wrapped.
Seohae accepted the paper bag with her puzzled expression.
“What’s this?”
“Reunion gift. I remembered you, so I bought one.”
“Wow, thank you.”
Gyu-tae felt her heart beat at the sight of Seo-hae’s smiling face in her.
Rather, the atmosphere is somehow different from yesterday.
I can’t explain it exactly, but I should say it’s a calm atmosphere. Or should I say it’s a very mature feeling.
Anyway, she felt different from yesterday, when she was just like a child.
It’s like the look after making some big decision.
“I just prepared a present, too, and it turned out well.”
“Uh? Really?”
Kyu-tae was overjoyed. There was no promise to exchange gifts, but it seems that fate is destiny even after time passes.
“I don’t have it now, I will give it to you later. It may be inconvenient to carry around. I hope you like it.”
Seohae looked at Gyu-tae with a strange gaze.
“I’m happy with anything you gave me. Ah! Would you like to open the present now?”
“Is that so? And! It is very pretty.”
Seohae took out her perfume from her paper bag and her eyes twinkled. Her waterdrop-shaped perfume bottle Her was very pretty.
She immediately sprays it on her wrist her, up to the nape of her neck her, and sniffs it pleasantly.
“How are you?”
“Yeah, that’s exactly what I like. Thank you, Kyu-tae.”
Today, we promised to tour the island together. It’s a date with Seohae that I’ve been waiting for so long. As it was famous as a tourist destination in the past, you will be able to spend a very good time.
And she will confess to her the moment her date ends today.
She knows that Seo Hae has no choice but to leave.
Still, she liked her, knowing that he would let her go and be sad.
The profile of her smiling her, her black hair waving in the sea breeze, her eyes sparkling like stars.
Her pinkish soft lips her, as if they had bitten her cherry, and her petite figure like her doll, were so lovely that I couldn’t stand it.
Kyu-tae shook her head eagerly as her tears seemed to fill up.
What are you doing? Kyu-tae held out his hand to Seo-hae, who was looking at him with a look of wanting.
“Come on, let’s go.”
Seohae only stared blankly at Gyu-tae’s outstretched hand of hers.
Haven’t you allowed me to go there yet? Gyu-tae makes a puzzled expression.
It calms the thumping heart and trembles clumsily.
“Can I hold your hand? But you caught it once before.”
“Um, was it during summer vacation? Your hands were sweating a lot back then.”
It’s a story that only the two of you know.
We met by chance during vacation and playfully held hands on the way to karaoke together.
You still remembered me. Kyu-tae feels better when she is certain that neither she nor she has completely forgotten him.
As an aside, it was the first time I held Seo Hae’s hand that day, so I was extremely nervous.
It can be said with pride that it was the day when her hands sweated the most in her life her.
“Hehe, why are you acting like a man?”
Seohae laughed and shook his head, while Kyu-tae shyly put his hand her in the pocket of his hoodie her.
Embarrassed, I turned my back and spoke out loud for no reason.
“If you don’t like it, give me a quick tour of the island. Let’s see how pretty it is.”
At that time, Seo Hae’s hand enters Gyu-tae’s pocket her, who she turned around.
When I looked back in surprise, Seohae, who was smiling all the way, was right next to me.
“What the heck! It’s not even worn out. Hey, were you honestly a little embarrassed?”
The bracken-like hand, which differs greatly in size from that time, fits comfortably in Gyu-tae’s hand hers.
The nodes are small, and the skin on the back of the hand is clearly different from that of a man. It was a small hand that I thought would be more than two words apart even if I touched it.
“Ha, I’m not embarrassed at all.”
Seohae laughed as if it tickled her as she bluffed while holding her hand tightly.
3.
Gyu-tae felt fortunate that the West Sea had used this island as a refuge.
She thought it was just an underdeveloped tourist destination, so she thought of putting a little more weight on being with her.
However, you can see the blue sea and cute housing complexes and pensions wherever you go.
After reuniting, there was absolutely nothing lacking in the first date course.
Next to it is the West Sea.
There is also the West Sea, which holds both hands tightly.
It felt like a very happy dream.
Even though I just walked along the circumference of the island.
Gyu-tae was speechless from excitement and tension, and Seo-hae also didn’t say anything, so only a warm silence enveloped the two.
Even if he did say something occasionally, it ended up being a small chat.
Even so, the awkwardness doesn’t feel, isn’t it because the two people’s hearts are firmly connected through this hand?
The place where Seohae guided them saying that there was a place to show them was a steep hill.
The sunflowers lined up on both sides are bowing their heads as their petals have already fallen.
The sunflowers that were in full bloom on the hill were also withered like a sick man who had reached the end of his life.
“What do you think? Isn’t it pretty? It is my favorite scenery.”
Seohae’s eyes, chasing after it with transparent eyes, seemed to be looking at a different world.
Sunflowers were in full bloom, and the scorching sun of summer burned the hills.
Kyu-tae nodded his head involuntarily.
If the West Sea is pretty, it’s pretty.
“Yes, the view is good, everything is good.”
Gyu-tae cautiously asked Seo-hae, who was looking down at the bird’s-eye view in front of him.
It’s a question I’ve been wanting to ask for a while, but I’ve been hiding it out of fear.
It was also a procedure to check before confessing.
“You have to stand.”
“Yes?”
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
Seohae did not immediately answer that question. She just shook her head as she moved her hand to her, which she was holding tight, into her pocket her.
His face her, which was about to harden, was wet with relief.
She thought it was fortunate that the worst was averted.
She Swallows a gulp and opens her mouth.
It was a scene she had pictured in her head dozens or hundreds of times, imagining this moment.
It will be a better confession than the famous scene of any movie because I referred to all kinds of wonderful rhetoric and confession phrases.
“You have to stand.”
“Why do you keep calling me?”
“Would you go out with me?”
However, when he opened his mouth, what came out was the phrase of a fresh confession that was so obvious.
I was a little desperate. In my imagination, I melted Seohae’s longing with such skillful and wonderful words, but a confession that everyone must have made at least once in their life.
Belatedly added.
“I know what you left us for. But still, I want to be by your side. I want to be with you and remember you even if you leave.”
I came here for that.
She stood here only after her.
“I like you a lot.”
Gyu-tae did not forget what Seo-hae said yesterday. I deliberately spoke harshly to make her feel bad, but I also felt that Seo Hae’s true heart was in it.
She knows that, but she also knows that what she confesses is her own selfishness to her.
Still, even if she hesitated now, she was confident that later, when she closes her eyes, she will not regret her choice her today.
“Sorry.”
Seohae smiled sadly and expressed her intention to quietly refuse.
I feel the bubble in my heart bursting with a thump.
“I cannot answer your heart.”
The autumn sunset, which was slowly going down, sinks completely below the horizon.
It’s night.
The sky, which began to mix as if paint had been released, gradually added black light.
“Why? Are you saying I’m not enough…?”
He was about to say something when he heard footsteps behind him. Leaving his back on the darkness, slowly emerging from the hillside was the man whom Seohae had introduced yesterday as his uncle.
A large body like an athlete with a dry expression.
In fact, he seems to be an unkind person, so the first impression was not very good.
What he was holding in his hand was a carefully wrapped box.
“You left this.”
As soon as Seo Hae saw the person called his uncle, he ran to him with small steps.
Take the box and hand it to Gyu-tae.
He didn’t even notice that Seohae’s expression was darker than before.
“Kyu-tae, this is a gift I prepared for you.”
Even then, his uncle was standing by the West Sea.
Can’t you just see the situation in your head? You can’t even read the atmosphere and ruin everything.
He kicked nicely a while ago, and when Seohae seemed to follow him, he felt worse.
“But will you come tomorrow too?”
He refused to confess, but it was a euphemistic request to remain friends.
Yes, you can’t be full on the first drink.
It took her 3 years to find her.
I was able to wait long enough for her to open up to me by getting closer to Seohae.
At that time, Yoo-chan’s hand naturally digs into Seo-hae’s side of her.
It was like an action wrapped around the waist between lovers.
Seeing this, Kyu-tae widened his eyes.
What shocked him even more was that Seohae gave her waist so that he could put her arms more easily on her.
“Hey!”
Kyu-tae involuntarily shouted at his uncle. He thought he was mistaken in the twilight that filled the garden.
However, the man’s hand was firmly massaging Seohae’s buttocks of her. He flipped the hem of the dress and put his hand in it, openly sexually harassing her.
“Why?”
“What are those hands doing right now! Take it out right now.”
“Why me?”
However, Yoo-chan snorted at his reaction to her and put his hand on Seo-hae’s shoulder her.
Gyu-tae turned to the West Sea with disbelief.
And I felt it.
The relationship between the two is not normal.
Seohae was making an expression as if she would shed tears at any moment.
