Chapter 127 – #32_Happy Trip(4)
One.
-Rurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
At the sound of the loud alarm, Seohae stood up.
I can feel my hair her, which has been messing around all night, sticking out here and there and swaying.
What alarm did you set for two o’clock?
Lazy afternoon.
Seohae, who sat with only her upper body raised, felt her chest tighten. Physically, not abstractly.
It hurts as if her heart is being crushed by a heavy stone.
It’s a familiar thing, but that doesn’t mean it’s taken for granted.
“So painful.”
Seo-hae, who had become so eager to cry, walked away from her blanket and buried her head in her lap her, and she absentmindedly recalled the events of last night, which seemed like a dream to her.
The thing she was introducing herself to was when she transferred to high school.
The happy things and the scary things back then.
She did not resent Yu-chan again.
It made her feel relieved and happy a lot more than it hurt her.
She felt that her wish had been fulfilled far more than the uneasiness she had felt from the middle of the night.
Humans are selfish, and so were they.
In any case, the benefits tend to outweigh the losses.
When I thought about it, the world felt very depressing.
“Mister.”
There was no figure of Yoo-chan, who always occupied more than half of the queen-size bed.
Without him, the bed and this camper felt very spacious.
A large place is lonely, and a quiet place is also lonely.
It was the same reason why Seohae did not go back to his house often.
When I fall asleep alone in a dark room, I listen to my heartbeat for no reason, and when that happens, I keep thinking about other anxious things.
I wish I could shut off unwanted thoughts with a faucet.
In that sense, sex with the uncle was not necessarily for pleasure.
After having sex with him, I could always sleep with him.
Just lying next to him and listening to other people’s voices was quite relaxing.
“Where have you gone, uncle?”
When I get out of bed, put on slippers and open the door, there is a plate covered in plastic wrap.
It was omurice made in a good shape.
Seohae was confident in cooking and had cooked in front of him before, but now that I think about it, it was wrinkles in front of the chrysalis.
Yu-chan used to serve food of such great quality that one could believe that even though he was a chef by profession.
“I will enjoy this food.”
Seohae sat down at the table, sprinkled tomato ketchup on omurice and drank a drink.
It’s delicious too.
It’s amazing how delicious it can be even when it’s cold.
The egg rolls on top of the fried rice are flawless in shape and thickness, and the oyster sauce soaked into each grain of rice brings out both texture and taste.
“Oh, I shouldn’t have ketchup…”
It wouldn’t have been too late to enjoy the original taste and sprinkle it on such a wonderful dish to cover it with the strong scent of ketchup.
Belated regret
While eating a late brunch, Seohae recalled Yuchan.
It’s amazing.
Until recently, I was a person who was no different from a stranger.
Now we’ve become so close that it’s strange that we’re not together.
It may be only your own illusion, but at least 100 times of sex is not like others.
Besides, he will put an end to the long struggle of life.
Have you ever killed a person
He thought he was an unusual person, but I never thought he’d experienced murder.
If he had been his old self his, he would have freaked out and tried to walk away.
However, whether it was because his own death was near, or because he liked him enough to include that point, Seohae did not feel afraid of him.
That he’s just a pitiful man.
He’s a fool who thinks he’s great when he doesn’t even know he’s hurt.
He just thought so.
-Smart!
Then a knock was heard.
“What?”
Is there anyone else who comes here?
Did this man lock the door and leave the key?
The knocking sound felt very strange, probably because I thought that this space was a space only for you and yourself.
“Wait!”
Let’s open the door
“Should I stand? It’s the West Sea, right?”
There was someone I really didn’t want to see.
2.
Yu-chan, who woke up around 10:00 am, headed to the general hospital in the city, accessible by water train.
I’ve come to the hospital where her aunt her works in Seohae to get her checked up, but this is the first time I’ve come alone like this.
The texture of the asphalt was unfamiliar to me, probably because I had been living peacefully in such an idyllic place for a while.
People who are crowded and making all kinds of noise are also more unpleasant than usual.
To be honest, I want to hit everyone on the head with a hammer to make it quiet.
As he chanted like this, Yuchan could find himself unknowingly relieved.
Just being away from Seohae allows her to be her normal self her.
Seohae makes herself strange.
She wrecks
No, in fact, it may have already been ruined a lot just by finding this place.
She is here now for reasons she could never have imagined had she been herself.
Yu-chan inhaled the smoke from her cigarette, watching the laundry floating on her rooftop her.
– Kiik!
With the sound of the rusted iron door opening, a person who had been waiting came up.
I am Park Ha-na, a thoracic surgeon, the doctor in charge of Seohae, and my aunt.
Her loosely tied up hair of her, a white doctor’s gown and horn-rimmed glasses, should I say very doctor-like.
It was obvious, but I didn’t come because I had a special interest.
“Mr. Yuchan? What about the West Sea?”
Park Ha-na came out after receiving a call from Yoo-chan while she was busy visiting and spending the day.
Because Seohae was always with him whenever he came, he knew he would be able to see her nephew’s face her for the first time in a long time.
However, Yu-chan was the only one on the roof.
Hana looks at Yoo-chan, wanting something like this.
However, one’s trust in Yu-chan was very high.
I didn’t know exactly what kind of relationship the two had, but even if they were lovers, I didn’t care too much about one.
I believed that even though I was young, my smart nephew would look like his older sister his and be accurate in looking at men, and more than anything, I was grateful for just giving a smile to my nephew who could n’t do anything for yourself.
“Today I am alone. I have something I would like to suggest.”
Yu-chan gave out a thick envelope and smiled.
Hana accepted the envelope with a puzzled expression.
“What is this?”
“Check it out, check it out first.”
Hana Park opened the gap in the folded paper bag. I don’t know what was in her, but she was quite heavy.
There was a bankbook that was folded tightly against each other.
Park Ha-na was surprised to open it as she raised her eyebrows curiously.
A new bankbook that looks like it’s only been used once and a card that hasn’t even been opened at all.
However, what surprised Hana Park was the amount written on it. After the first 5, zeros are lined up.
“Oh, five hundred million… What is this?”
“I think the story could be a bit longer, is that okay?”
Hana Park, who was confused, nodded her head hastily.
3.
Park Ha-na, sitting on her chair, was lost in her thoughts.
On the table, there is a bankbook Yu-chan handed over along with coffee, and Yu-chan is sitting across from her.
And his proposal was still ringing in her ears.
‘It’s Seohae’s surgery fee.’
‘Surgery fee? Could it be that Seohae gave her permission to her?
She knew how long Seohae had been fighting a lonely battle alone.
Holding on to a life that seemed to disappear at any moment, she combined all kinds of medicines and procedures, and waited patiently for the turn of a transplant operation that seemed to have no end in sight.
She was respectful of Seohae’s doctor, who said she did not want to undergo surgery.
As her one doctor, and as her only blood relative to her.
Dilated cardiomyopathy suffered by Seohae.
Although the exact cause is unknown, it is a rare disease in which the heart gradually enlarges and the contractile ability decreases, leading to death within 5 years in severe cases.
Therefore, it is impossible to cure with an artificial heart that provides only partial role support, and requires a major operation to transplant a new heart.
However, the number of donors is so small that heart transplants rarely come on time, and the probability of tissue matching is low.
If there is a surgery that can be done to Seohae right now, it is to connect an artificial heart that helps blood circulation through an external device to Seohae’s heart and endure it until her transplant waiting turn turns, whether it’s 1 year or 5 years.
It means that you have to lie down next to a machine as big as a crown, unable to leave for 365 days.
As Park Ha-na, who knew how much Seo-hae suffered from this disease, she could not bear to recommend this method to Seo-hae.
She had only hinted at it once, but it reminded her of the West Sea, which had stood firm.
She knew that, and at Yu-chan’s suggestion her, her heart her swelled with anticipation.
Couldn’t he have corrected her Seohae’s heart her with her true love her?
Maybe it gave Seohae the courage to fight again.
I was drenched in such foolish hopes.
‘I’m not allowed.’
Park Ha-na screamed at Yu-chan who said so.
‘Someone thinks this is because they don’t have money!’
Artificial hearts are not covered by medical insurance, so about 200 million won is needed just for surgery.
In the first place, not only the transplant team, but also a surgeon with experience in large vessel surgery and valve surgery is needed, and a competent cardiologist is also required for future management.
500 million for that.
With this amount of money, it would be enough to cover not only Seohae’s surgery costs, but also hospitalization and hospital expenses.
Pressing down on the wrinkles between her eyebrows her, Hana Park managed to open her mouth.
“You mean to proceed with her operation without asking Seohae for consent, right?”
“I will say it again, but I will create the necessary conditions until then.”
Even if they already knew each other, they couldn’t help but double-check.
Her heart was already shaking.
In fact, isn’t Yu-chan right?
Seeing Seo Hae struggling, she said that she respected her choice her, but in fact, it was difficult to be hated by Seo Hae, so maybe she just avoided it because it was not acceptable to take on a bad role?
She shook her head.
It is best to put these sentimental thoughts aside for later.
Park Ha-na became very curious about a man named Yu-chan.
It’s not 500 million won rolling on the floor, but willingly handing over this amount of money must be a deep relationship between a man and a woman.
Even if she did, she couldn’t figure out where Yu-chan, who looked 10 years younger than her, had made such money, or why she was able to spend it so casually.
“Doesn’t Yu-chan know?”
“What?”
“If, somehow, Yoo-chan tricks Seo-hae into sending him to the operating room… Even if Seo-hae can survive by doing so, Seo-hae will resent and hate her very much. Including me, of course.”
Park Ha-na, who had been lowering her gaze without confidence, glanced at Yoo-chan.
She has a stubborn expression that doesn’t waver in the slightest even when she says that she could be hated by the person she loves.
Well, if she came all this way with this kind of money, her heart her would be ready.
“I don’t care. The West Sea must not die yet. She has a lot to tell me.”
“Yes?”
Things that need to be told
It’s a confusing word. To Park Ha-na who asked back, Yoo-chan remained silent.
Feeling that she didn’t want to say anything more, she leaned back in her chair.
“I don’t know what to say. Should I say thank you for seeing Yuchan? Or should I be angry?”
“Seohae is not as strong as Hana thinks.”
When she feels repulsed by Yu-chan’s tone of her, which seems to say that she knows the West Sea much better than she does, Yu-chan’s words continue.
“Did you know? That when Seohae wakes up, there are always tears in her eyes.”
I am speechless.
She said, “She goes to sleep every night afraid she will wake up tomorrow morning, clings endlessly to the warmth of people, she says she gave up everything, but she always trembles with emptiness.”
“…..”
The watch through the glasses turned hazy.
“What we are trying to do is fool the West Sea. Obviously, it is wrong to betray and deceive faith. However, I will save the West Sea no matter how much my choice hurts the West Sea. No matter how much I resent it. I will definitely save you.”
She didn’t feel the kind of tenacity that could be felt in his tone of her.
She seems to have hung her head for a while and shed her tears.
