Desire Fulfillment App 188

Chapter 188 – The Fate of the Ants – 188

Episode 188.

A capitalist world where it’s hard to be unhappy if you have a lot of money.
A world of appearance supremacy where it is difficult to be poor if you are pretty.

In other words, this world is a disgusting world made up of a structure in which it is difficult to be unhappy if you are pretty.

But Shin Yuna thought. Seeing how unhappy she was for having one of the most beautiful looks in her hands, she said it doesn’t seem like that was the case.

‘In a word, I am proof that the world is a better place to live than I thought.’

Self-help like a black comedy on the other hand.

If plastic surgery is pretty, it’s DA! A world advertised as
But beauty wasn’t everything in the world.
It is the default and basic condition only.
That’s why Yuna Shin had no choice but to choose to work in a place like this.

‘That’s my limit.’

No matter how pretty it is, an ant is an ant.

Eunseo Lee. And Yunho Song.
Precious friends who have been together for a short time and made me feel happy.
Rich and talented, they wouldn’t know. Thoughts in her mind.

The two were a very well matched pair. The more she was with them, the more Shin Yuna felt.

‘The world we live in is different.’

She gritted her teeth and changed herself to obtain her superior looks, but beauty was only one of the factors that determined her status in the world.
Even now it is.

– Money, I’ll give it to you.
-Do not worry. Because it’s not free. Let’s make a spawn contract.

A method I found after months of racking my brain and crying.
Borrowing her money from her room salon was the best rope she could hold.
But at this moment, a golden copper rope came down.

Yunho oppa, who boasted of his outstanding looks, drove a foreign car, and often bought drinks and meals.

She could be the target of envy and jealousy, but her motive is loved by everyone around her, regardless of age or gender, because she has a good sense of personality that always says nice things to the other person.

It wasn’t that she didn’t think about asking him for help.
But I couldn’t bear it.

My college classmate whom I have only met for half a year. No matter how well packaged it is, a relationship that is nothing more than a sex friend.
But begging for a loan of close to 100 million won?

As for Shin Yeon-ah, she wasn’t shameless without a conscience to the extent that that was possible.
Nor was she an optimist who hoped for the odds.

“You mean you’re going to buy me money?”

It was absurd. At the same time, it was so miserable.
That’s why, even when she saw salvation hanging in front of her eyes, she had no choice but to react coldly.

‘Today is a really, really dirty day.’

The first day I joined the entertainment world for money,
She met a man she liked at a room salon,
She got a sponsor offer from the guy.

Shin Yuna suddenly recalled her absurd curiosity in her head.

Selling laughter to an unspecified number of people and selling her body to the man she likes and is her friend.
Which of the two is more painful?

Come to think of it, this guy doesn’t know I like sleeping.
Because he never said

No, I want to know Because he’s a very quick-witted person.
Because he’s the one who always knew what I wanted.

That’s why he made her fall in love with her even though he was her friend’s boyfriend.

Of course, she did not think that the man in front of her would sexually exploit her.

He was kind enough to tell the men who gossip about him not to judge people by their appearance, and they had sex before money interfered in the first place.

I had a hunch. He knew that he would accept the rope in front of him and the sponsorship contract with Song Yunho.

Yuna Shin felt miserable.
It was a negative emotion she felt in that she had never relied on anyone, and she ended up relying on Song Yun-ho in her worst form.

Yuna Shin felt fear.
It was fear of loss, worried that the relationship they depended on the most would collapse like a sandcastle, because they thought that the relationship was not strong enough to be maintained even if a huge amount of debt was created.

At the same time, twisted heat was added to Shin’s affection for Song Yun-ho.

‘In the end Yunho oppa came out and her mother’s life…’

It was a fairy tale affection unique to the Cinderella narrative of being saved by a man.

The misery of self-esteem collapsing.
Fear of loss.
A love that is further layered by twisting.
Today’s Song Yun-ho was Shin Yeon-a’s inner thoughts that she couldn’t read.

In the meantime, the confession began.

“You did it before. Don’t expect a girl as pretty as you because she can’t be a virgin until she’s 21.”

In the middle of this, suddenly saying something stupid?
Yuna Shin felt absurd. However, Song Yun-ho’s story continued.

“My first experience was with someone I met at a club in the early summer of about two years ago.”
“Suddenly what-“

Yuna Shin stopped her speech. Coincidentally, it was at the same time as her.

“How to say, when I try to tell others, I’m considered immature and immature, like a second grader. Ever since I was very young, I wanted to be a better person than others.”

“But the problem is that I wasn’t born with the charm or talent to do that. I failed the college entrance exam. I thought that drawing lines on a pumpkin wouldn’t make me a watermelon, so I stopped taking care of my appearance. I was just being weeded out like that. I don’t want to be called an Adah with no female experience until I’m in my mid-twenties, and I don’t want to be called an unemployed part-timer, so I’m wearing the business card of being a civil servant.”

“But, I thought that I shouldn’t live like that. So I needed an opportunity and a ‘motivation’ to change me. It might sound a little stupid, but I thought having sex with a woman would give me a driving force to change me. So I went to a club recklessly. Of course, all hunting failed. He was an ordinary man who didn’t know how to make up. But there, at the end of frustration, I met someone.”

“She was an ordinary woman. She was a woman like me who was invisible everywhere and only changed her gender. I thought it was my last chance and tried hunting? But I was so nervous that I said, “Would you like to have sex?”

“I was lowering my head because I thought I was ruined, but the answer came back saying, “Okay.”

“I bought alcohol and moved to a motel. Both of us had no experience, so we had to borrow alcohol. We talked while drinking snacks and snacks, but there were a lot of people who were really similar. The kind of conversation we had-“

I could tell without hearing the words that followed.
Only then did Shin Yuna realize.

***

‘I really wanted to see what Yuna was thinking when she confessed this.’

Status messages are not visible, so we can only know the emotions that are revealed on the surface.

A cause that Yuna, who is proud and independent, can understand.
Emotional and emotional Yuna can justify herself.

My choice was to inform the fateful meeting between us and my sincerity.

As he spoke, he watched Yuna.
A variety of emotions ran across the face.
It was too complicated to read without status messages, but at least one thing was clear.
Misery is no longer felt.

‘Thank god.’

No matter how nicely I wrap it up, what I end up doing is restraining Yuna in the form of a spawn.
It was a selfish act, but it was my sincerity that I didn’t want to feel anything but miserable in such a relationship.

Putting those feelings behind, he continued talking. The important thing was from now on.

“When we met at the party after the opening general meeting, I recognized you at a glance, but you didn’t recognize me.”
“I’m sorry…”

What are her feelings now? A little sorry?

“Actually, it doesn’t matter. I recognized you. That’s what’s important. Yuna. You’re the first woman to accept me. You’re the first person I fell in love with.”

I inject my heart and my affection into Yuna.
With her strong self-esteem and her own values, she ‘trains’ me to accept the twisted relationship I want.

“I’m your first man. You’re my first woman. We broke up without knowing their names, but we eventually met again.”

What should we call such a relationship? I wish I could read status messages.
It’s a pity that I couldn’t see her thinking of the word destiny.

“Since the day we first met, I’ve been wanting to see you again. I wanted to show that the idioty Song Yunho of the past has changed like this.”

That’s how I appeared before your eyes, and finally penetrated not only your body, but also your heart.
We are finally the same.

“That’s how we are. Yuna. Did you think I would let you go if you disappeared on your own? Yeona. Did you think you could disappear on your own?”

She stretched out her hand to Yuna. My arms were wrapped around her waist, and the distance between her and her body was reduced.

“Take my money. Don’t sell your time and laughter for your mother’s health. If you’re going to sell it, only your first man should be able to buy it.”

Yuna didn’t show the slightest hint of rejection, and she stared blankly at me.

“Give me everything you have. Be mine. Head to toe, mind to body. Make it all mine. Instead.”

Before Yuna left her KakaoTalk, she recalled the last time she saw her profile.

[Profile – Yuna Shin (10th floor)]
21 years old, room salon helper, 100 points, +70 (99)
Desire: A life where you don’t have to choose either.

“I’ll make sure you don’t have to give up anything. Actually, I don’t have the right to refuse. I don’t want to give up anything either. Even if you hate it, reject it, struggle, I’m not going to let you go.”

You are mine, Shin Yeon-ah. Never give up

“I’ll save you, and I’ll have you in return. So just take it, Yuna.”

[Titling. Quest – How to get through the truth – has been completed.]
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