Chapter 117 – 117. Lee a-Young Is a Livestock.
“Haa. Haa.”
Exciting! Exciting! Exciting! Exciting!
My heart hurts.
My gaze stops fixated on Yunji’s swollen nipples.
I don’t have the courage to turn my head towards Hyojin.
Just now,
A deep sigh I let out.
The fact that I let out that breath was so regretful.
The fact that I ‘barely’ took a sigh of relief is what is holding me back.
“Just now. Are you sure you sighed? “Sister.”
Just,
Hyojin was just asking if he sighed.
However, her angry expression and attitude… Fill Ayoung with fear.
She had to be friendly to me.
I’m someone who shouldn’t be angry with me.
“Keueuuu.❤️”
Tears and snot continue to flow…
I look at Yunji’s nipples, colored with pain and pleasure.
In my imagination,
Park Yun-ji and I appear to overlap in front of me.
I never want to imagine myself being tied up here.
“. Ayoung Lee. “You’re not answering?”
“. Haa. Haa.”
The simple title ‘Lee A-young’.
As the word ‘sister’ disappears from her voice, Ayoung’s hidden fear rises.
“. Under! Indeed!”
How should I react.
What should I say.
In this fleeting moment, I worry endlessly.
‘How, how do I say it? Me, how do I say it? … Huh?’
But, nothing comes to mind.
The fear that had come ‘directly’ to me for the first time in a long time… Her mind turned completely white.
However. I’m about to sigh again.
I feel like I can’t breathe.
I… Forcefully swallow the deep breath that comes out, and just stand still… And look at the nipple.
Like.
I felt like I was frozen.
Rattling.
Trembling hands with no control.
In my head… No words come to mind.
“Ayoung Lee. I. Asked you, right? Huh? I ask you one last question. “I guess you just sighed.”
Flinch!
. I have to answer.
Instead of the ‘correct answer’ that doesn’t come to mind, just say anything.
“I’m sorry… Hyojin.”
Which response is better?
What should I say, a good answer?
“I’m really sorry.”
I am,
I apologize.
To Hyojin, I ask for forgiveness.
The reason is.
Because you sigh?
Or.
Because you don’t look happy?
If you know…
Isn’t it really no big deal?
Isn’t it just that Hyojin really wants me to be ‘confident’ like the old Lee Ayoung?
Gulp.
After finally saying a word,
Then I start to think of what to say next.
“I should have been more confident. But I couldn’t.”
“Ugh. Somehow, my sister is so clever.”
. Smart.?
Me.?
. Has there ever been anything that made you feel that way?
In Ayoung’s head,
Immediately her doubts arise, but she swallows them all and erases them.
Kim Hyo-jin in front of you.
Because Ayoung Lee’s future may depend on a single word from a junior at this university.
. I was scared.
Please, I pray that it doesn’t seem like a big deal like Kim Hyo-jin’s usual self.
Thing!
. She glares at Ayoung.
“Because I know that I really like Ayoung. Are you just acting without thinking? Ignore what I say.
You think I’ll take care of everything anyway… So you can just do whatever you want, right? Huh?”
Hyojin’s expression is not good.
Ayoung is in a position of fear even at the slightest change in Hyojin’s expression.
At least the title ‘sister’ returned, but the fear remained.
“Ugh. Ugh. That’s annoying. Lee Ayoung.”
“I’m sorry, Hyojin.”
“Patience. Are you still ignoring what I ordered?”
. My cold sense. I don’t think it will return to its original state.
Until I met Park Yoon-ji a little while ago, I did not expect this situation.
. I feel pathetic for not being able to endure that brief moment of fear and ‘sigh’.
“Oh, no.”
“. No, it’s nothing. “I’m working, and I’m just taking a deep breath.”
“Well, that’s… Hyojin. “I didn’t sigh…”
“Off, off, off…❤️”
“… “
. Finally, Ayoung trailed off, and there was a moment of silence between the two.
Hyo-jin stares at A-young, and she doesn’t say anything.
Between Ayoung and Hyojin in that ambiguous situation,
Only Yunji’s moans, struggling in the lingering pleasure, continue to echo.
My head is complicated.
Hyojin’s facial expression was very expressionless.
He didn’t look as angry as before,
The happy look he had shown just a moment ago when he was kissing Yunji had disappeared.
Gulp.
Parrrr.
Ayoung… Swallows her dry saliva as carefully as possible.
With trembling lips… Ayoung continues to think.
‘It’s a mistake.’
Perhaps,
I… Was complacent.
My actions are,
It wasn’t very good.
. That’s Ayoung’s conclusion.
“Don’t you say anything?”
“Oh, no. Hyojin.”
After about a minute of silence that felt like an eon,
Hyojin’s calm voice is heard, as if she is swallowing up her anger.
“Lee A-young, no… A-young unnie, what is it?”
“Ha, ha.”
“You are asking. “What about you?”
What is the answer she wants?
‘Cattle’? Or. ‘A team member of Park Yoon-ji’s project’?
“I, I.”
“Ayoung unni. Think about your sister’s duties. “I don’t want to tell you.”
My duty?
.
Actually, she was right.
I couldn’t even protect ‘the most obvious things.’
Since I met Kim Hyo-jin,
Inside, I was constantly afraid.
I am afraid that I will return to the ‘life of livestock’ again.
I guess it’s just that the owner changed from Park Yun-ji to Kim Hyo-jin.
I was constantly afraid.
However,
My fear only existed ‘inside’ me.
Because
Because the threats and misfortune came to Park Yoon-ji, not me.
The livestock is not me,
Because it was Park Yoon-ji.
I am like the office workers in that building in the past.
Because I was treated like a bystander…
Because of that,
Obviously.
I… Was complacent.
“Lee Ah-young, what is it?”
“…”
“You don’t answer until the end?”
“. Ha, ugh.”
Before Kim Hyo-jin appeared,
Lee Ah-young in front of Kang Joo-hyuk and Park Yoon-ji,
She was careful about her every move,
I did my best even when making minor facial expressions.
However,
Me now…
I was just afraid inside.
. Now as expected,
I can’t answer the question, ‘What am I?’
‘I, Lee Ayoung, have the status of livestock’
Those words… I can’t get them out of my mouth.
“. Under! Ahyoung unnie. “It’s not fun.”
“Uh, huh?”
“Let’s go. Leave Park Yunji alone and follow me.”
When my answer didn’t come out,
Hyojin turns her body around and heads towards the door.
Togak, ttogak, ttogak, ttogak.
“Huh, huh.”
At the same time as Hyojin slightly moved away,
Ayoung quietly lets out the breath she was holding.
Again, again, again, again. Tak!
“. Now, aren’t you following me?”
“Ah! No! Hyojin! Now, wait a minute… Bird, think…”
“Thought? Ah. I think. Good. Yes.”
Just a few tens of minutes ago.
The image of Hyojin running excitedly towards Park Yunji comes to mind.
. I felt stupid for thinking that was scary.
I brought this situation on myself.
I.
After all, they are livestock…
I should have acted like a livestock.
If you have heard the command to be confident,
I had to stand proudly at all times.
Even if the past comes to mind,
Even if Yunji’s unfortunate nipples swell…
I just had to smile and stand tall.
. Again,
I.
In response to Hyojin’s question about what I am,
I should have just answered that it was livestock.
However,
I couldn’t do that.
Because.
I,
The moment you say, ‘Lee A-young is livestock.’
Because I was really scared that that would happen.
ㅡㅡㅡㅡ
Togak, ttogak, ttogak, ttogak.
Hyojin doesn’t say anything.
She just… Walks.
Ayoung also walks behind her.
Thud! Thud! Boom!
My heart feels like it will explode.
My whole body is cold, and my shaking hands cannot calm down.
Roaring, buzzing, buzzing.
The noise in the lobby on the first floor was still there.
Ayoung and Hyojin…
Just like when I entered this building a few hours ago,
I am walking past the lobby where many employees are and towards the elevator in the corner.
However,
The atmosphere is very different from then.
At that time,
Hyojin, who used to cling to me and pretended to be friendly, is now speechless,
She doesn’t even look at me anymore.
Wow!
Ding!
In the silence that follows,
Take the elevator you took earlier and press the button for the 12th floor.
And.
Hyojin still doesn’t look at Ayoung.
Rattling.
Ayoung gathers her trembling hands in front of her and lowers her head.
And, towards Hyojin… I speak carefully.
It’s just a short time…
While getting to this elevator…
What should I do? This is the result of my thoughts.
“. I’m sorry.”
“… “
“Hyo, Hyojin. . Nim.”
The words ‘Hyojin’ do not appear.
I don’t know what to call her
“. I’m sorry.”
Lower your head more.
“. I’m really sorry.”
Hands shaking.
Ayoung’s fear… Embraces the entire elevator.
“Phew! Sister, why are you suddenly being polite to me? And, Hyojin? . What. That. Hehe!”
She… Suddenly smiles.
Grinning!
“Sorry, sorry.”
“It’s funny. I think I told you to speak informally.”
“. Ah.”
“But, it’s kind of fun.”
Hyojin didn’t want me to treat her with respect.
I recognize that fact.
“Hehe. This is ridiculous. Hyojin?”
I hope her smile is a positive sign.
Weeeeeing.
Ding!
The elevator arrives at the 12th floor and the doors open.
Seen again,
Gate installed at the entrance to the 12th floor.
A passage you must pass through to get to the office.
Still around the gate, there is a female employee and two huge men.
Ttogak.
Taking a step out of the elevator, Hyojin gives her words to Ayoung.
“Come on, sister. “What did you do wrong?”
Her question to me.
My answer had to be accurate.
You shouldn’t worry too long.
“. I, Hyojin, was sighing while you were working. And I wasn’t confident enough.”
“. Right.”
. Was my answer okay?
Togak, ttogak.
After hearing my answer, Hyojin walks towards the gate.
Grinning!
“Hello~”
Greetings to the employees,
She spontaneously raises her own finger to the fingerprint reader of her gate.
Beep!
Fingerprint recognition is successful at high speed.
At the same time, the gate door to the office opens.
Tarang~🎶
Weeeee!
“Thank you~ I’ll go in! Hehe, thank you for your hard work!”
“Ah! Yes, Hyojin Kim. Nice to meet you.”
“Hehe. Yes~”
Hyojin talking to a female employee at the gate
.. Hyojinlaughed.
I, too, smile.
Grinning!
Now I have to be ‘confident’ with all my heart.
You must not just ‘pretend’ to be confident, but be confident with all your heart.
If you don’t want to go back to being a livestock
If you don’t want to be like Park Yun-ji,,
Now I have to try.
Just like when I’m in front of Kang Joo-hyuk, I have to act like a livestock.
When people don’t treat me like livestock, I have to work harder.
“Hello!”
I proudly greet the female employee at the gate.
And,,
I keep an eye on Hyojin without making it obvious.
“That’s right! Sister! That’s it!”
Match! Match! Mate!
Hyojin smiles and claps.
.. Thankgoodness.
I still couldn’t figure out what Hyojin wanted…
In any case, I clearly understand what Kim Hyo-jin wants me to be.
The image of me she wants is,,
Lee Ah-young shows a confident attitude, just like ‘Kim Hyo-jin’.
And,,
It is ‘ruining’ Park Yun-ji with all her heart.
Like before, let out a sigh,,
Showing something you don’t want to do,,
You must not show that you are scared.
In other words.
〈She appears to have returned to the confident Lee A-young.〉
That’s the effort I have to make.
“That’s right! Sister. That’s it. “You must never make that same expression again!”
“Huh! I understand!”
“Ayoung unnie! As expected, my sister is the best! It’s great to see your attitude change right away!”
Her mood seemed to have completely relaxed.
I was so fortunate.
“Thank you! Hyojin!”
I grinned…
I take a step toward the gate that Hyojin just opened through fingerprint recognition.
I..br/>
I thought the gate wouldn’t close until Hyojin and I both passed by like before.
However,,
Weeeee!
Chin.
The door closes.
.. Andat an insanely fast speed.
“Huh, huh!”
As soon as the door closes,,
The smile Ayoung was making disappeared in an instant.
The heartbeat begins to jump intensely. My ears are burning.
Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
The door was closed.
However, to open the door…
Fingerprint recognition is required to open the door.
The fingerprint of livestock is… Its anus…?
.. Ha anus..
Ah, ah, probably not. Probably not. Probably not.
“Ayoung unni! Register your fingerprints and come back to 12A!”
“.. Huh uh, huh?”
.. Fingerprintregistration?
…F Fingerprint
…A Anus
…F Fingerprint
.. Analregistration?
My smiling expression suddenly hardens.
I myself can feel my facial muscles stiffening in an instant.
But I…
Forcefully, forcefully..br/>
I raise the corners of my mouth.
It forces your eyes to smile.
.. KimHyo-jin is watching.
Again, like before… You shouldn’t make that ‘just like that’ expression.
“.. And what is it that makes your expression immediately return to its original state when you praise it?”
“Ha, ha..Haa..
.. Hyojincaught my expression in an instant.
The happy feeling I felt for a moment suddenly disappears.
Rain, winking..br/>
Smile.
FFirst I… Smile.
“Hehe! Unnie~ I was Park Yoon-ji’s Big! “I’m going to have a meeting about nipples, so come quickly!”
“Huh, huh… Ugh, yes! Uh, yes! I understand!”
“Do your best to register and continue to be confident like that! Ayoung unni, hi-hitting~ hhee”
First, I answer.
“Thank you! Thank you..Wow..
Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
My heart has no intention of stopping.
Fingerprint… ?
Fingerprint… ?
What are livestock fingerprints?
.. Please.br/>
Please…
Please…
… Between my crotch…
No way..br/>
Please…
“Huh, huh..
Ayoung smiling at Hyojin.
However, a rough breath comes out of her mouth.
“Come this way~”
From behind,,
The voice of a female employee in front of the gate can be heard.
A female employee’s voice full of kindness.
But..br/>
At this moment,,
To Ayoung, each kind voice was like a sharp knife.
…P Please..
.. Please..
If the fingerprint was really a fingerprint… It would be nice…
Please..br/>
Ayoung looks across the gate.
.. Employeesare passing by.
This 12th floor is,,
Because there was no door to separate the office space from the gate,,
Just looking towards the gate from the office…
This place looks so good.
If..I do something terrible called ‘anal authentication’..br/>
People in the office… Were sure to see it.
That is,,
Soon,,
It means hell.
“Please come out the back! Ahyoung Lee, I will provide you with information regarding fingerprint registration!”
“Huh, huh..
Think of the important things first.
First of all,,
My emotions were jumping as if they were going to turn over… I had to hide them for now.
Smile as much as possible on your face,,
As for the body… Straighten your shoulders as much as possible and stand confidently.
At least, until Kim Hyo-jin is in front of you..br/>
I had to be so confident.
However,,
My growing breath and heartbeat… I can’t control it at all.
The friendly voice of a female employee continues to be heard from the back.
“Haha..It would be more convenient if you keep entering with Kim Hyo-jin, who has already registered her fingerprints, but for security reasons, we only let you in without authentication once before..
“…H Haha yes, yes..
..Kim Hyo-jin, who is on the other side of the gate, turns her body and sees her walking in the direction of her office.
“Lee Ah-young! It may be a hassle, but could you show me the special access permit for the 12th floor? It doesn’t take much time.”
“.. Huh huh..
Special entry permit?
.. Ive never heard of such a thing.
It’s the first time I’ve heard that word since I came here.
I’m shaking.
Hyojin Kim, she never gave me that explanation in the first place.
In other words
From the beginning… Without any intention of giving that permit,,
They left me alone in front of this gate.
“A permit? Uh, nothing..
“Lee Ah-young.. Yes?”
As soon as Hyojin disappeared across from her office,,
Ayoung’s forced smile…D Disappears
However, the female employee is still smiling kindly.
“Special entry permit..There’s no way you don’t know..Didn’t you bring it?”
“.. Thereis..
“.. To Oh, did you forget?”
“Oh, no..I-I..I-I don’t know what that is..
A question mark is drawn in the female employee’s eyes.
“.. So you’re saying you don’t know anything about permits?”
“… Yes..
“.. Itcan’t be possible. So what did you enter earlier? Ayoung Lee is also a participant in the same project as Hyojin. It was approved?”
“Well, I..Uh, I don’t have any..
The female employee tilts her head and looks at Ayoung.
After thinking for a moment, she carefully shook her head from side to side and spoke.
“This… You need a permit to enter and register.
That’s strange. You don’t know anything about special permits, but you have permission to access the 12th floor..
“Haa..Haa..
“Wait..That’s strange. Without it, livestock comes in…
If you are a domestic animal..With fine clothes like this… And even with the project personnel..Um..
Female employee,,
He looks at me blankly.
I… Avoid that gaze.
.. But,
“Excuse me, can you show me your butt for a moment?”
She has a kind voice and a smiling expression.
However,,
That voice was fear.
“Ah, haha! If not, I’m truly sorry! However, if it is livestock, the process is slightly different!”
I close my eyes.
Take a deep breath.
