## Chapter 193 – Mana Man Kim Kat
The training became familiar, and the intense discipline literally became my life. Muscles grew. Stamina improved. The efficiency of my training increased… but freely manipulating mana was still difficult.
ㅡWhoosh!
In the guild’s backyard, with razor-sharp senses and a serious attitude, I unleashed the fierce forms of the Chief’s Swordsmanship. The Sword of Slaughter, which I felt I had already perfected to the 5th level, tore through the air, carving up the world.
ㅡBoong boong!
The essence of my swordsmanship.
“Dejaaahhhhhhㅡ!!!!”
That’s where I tried to imbue my sword with mana. It was so simple in my inner world. But…
I couldn’t.
It was just ordinary swordsmanship without mana.
Frustrating.
As I had in my inner world, I recalled life-or-death battles. The Dryad, Bulberza. The Kobold Guardian, and the Orc Warrior. A sensation that felt like I could grasp it, yet vaguely scattered. Like a mirage shimmering in the desert, it moved further away when I tried to reach it, and when I thought it was gone, it came closer again.
“…Kui kui.”
In the end, I failed to imbue my sword with mana.
Quietly, I sheathed my sword.
As expected, it doesn’t work well unless I’m in a frenzied state in actual combat.
Training with the circlet was definitely helpful. But, my abilities were still lacking. Just one step. If I could just take one more step…!
“I don’t know what the hell you’re doing. Did I ever teach you that kind of swordsmanship?”
Karin, who had been watching my antics, sighed deeply.
Today, she was dressed very provocatively. In other words, she was acting out of character for her age, exposing her skin and being a nuisance.
I’d become more comfortable with Karin than I expected.
I’d felt that way a little before, but after opening up the ‘masturbation’ topic, it just felt like she became a comfortable older sister. Opening up the ‘masturbation’ topic had that kind of effect.
“No. It’s just a swordsmanship I created myself. Would you like to learn it?”
Chief’s Swordsmanship was a practical combat swordsmanship for killing, based on Taekwondo and Chief’s Fist Law, mixed with Heavenly Demon Divine Art and the swordsmanship I learned from Karin, showing extreme efficiency. What I had just shown was simply a series of forms, so it was natural for her to react that way.
“Bullshit.”
“So, why are you dressed like that today?”
A black leather corset that barely covered her areolas, so close to showing her nipples, tight pants, and long boots that were practically her identity. It was a dizzying fashion that exposed her shoulders and cleavage, and frankly, the fluttering white arm warmers with frills at the wrists also scored high.
Above all, her waistline and large butt were comparable to Claudia’s.
When I pointed that out, Karin gathered her breasts with both hands to emphasize her large bust and winked as she replied.
“Why? Am I super sexy? Are you horny? Want me to give you a hand?”
A cute act from a woman in her 30s (who looks younger)…
Uh.
It’s kind of hitting the spot.
“Give me a hand with what? Well, you certainly are super sexy… Are you planning on seducing a man or something?”
“I’m showing you.”
“Thanks, but it doesn’t work on me.”
“Just tell me if it looks good or not.”
Karin struck an incomprehensible pose. It seemed like a sexy gesture to her, but to me, it just looked like a preparatory motion before killing someone.
Still, since she has a good base, I think her exposed neckline, collarbone, and upper chest and armpits score very high.
In total, about 0.8 Claudias.
“Hmm… If you went out like that, you’d definitely attract some attention, right? Of course, if you relax your eyes and leave your sword behind.”
“My impression is naturally like that, so there’s nothing I can do about it, and there’s no way I can leave my sword behind.”
That’s why you don’t have a man.
In the first place, her impression is too sharp. But since she carries a really ominous sword at her side, no one but a suicidal person would even try to talk to her.
“Haa, anyway. I was trying to imbue my sword with mana just now… but it’s not working as well as I thought. Is there any good way to do it?”
“Do you think it’s that easy? Freely manipulating mana is something that only exceptional guys can do. Out of all the new knight recruits who enlist every year, how many do you think can freely manipulate mana?”
“How many are there?”
“20%.”
As she said that, Karin raised her sword. ㅡPatzut! Then, sword aura soared along the blade. It was an ominous radiance with a purplish aura.
“Even someone like me has a hard time. I’m really fucking strong, you know? If I wasn’t a mixed-blood, I would have been promoted a long time ago and taken a position in the Knights Order, right?”
“Certainly, serial killers like Guild Leader aren’t common.”
“Right? Those guys are all idiots. If I wanted to, I could kill them all in one night. Well, you should try too. You can’t do it unless you have your own enlightenment.”
Enlightenment, huh.
Is that it after all?
That ‘pop’ feeling?
“It’s not very helpful, but thank you.”
“You little shit.”
I start training again. I responded to Karin’s sexual harassment and molestation as if it were nothing. When she said, “Hey. Want to see my boobs? If you show me yours, I’ll show you mine,” I replied, “No, thank you. I don’t need to.”
After a while, near the end, Karin mumbled.
“But… maybe…”
“Yes?”
Her face was red. Was she thinking of asking something embarrassing? The way she scratched her lip with her finger and twisted her body felt really good.
“Don’t you think my areolas are a little big?”
A shocking statement.
“Sigh.”
“No… I’ve been a little worried about it ever since…”
Karin lifted her corset slightly and checked her areolas.
…I think they’re cute.
The color is pretty too.
And they’re not that big.
Just the right size.
“They’re cute and pretty.”
“…Damn it. Now that I hear it, I’m really embarrassed.”
“I’m really embarrassed to answer too.”
“…Want to see?”
“No, thank you. I don’t need to.”
“Are you a eunuch?”
“Who’s a eunuch! And you’ve already seen them!”
“Then show me yours.”
“No way.”
“You little shit.”
I received a fulfilling swordsmanship lesson that day as well, worked out with the health-nut Shade, and then went home. The subsequent circlet activities (a pun shortening ‘training using the circlet’. It feels like some kind of club activity, so it’s fun.) also felt exceptionally good.
ㅡSuseut.
The topic, what is a macho?
“A macho refers to a perfect superhuman.”
To me, that’s what a macho was. A superhuman of justice clad in steel muscles, who doesn’t compromise with anything and moves straight forward with that strength. That was my ideal and goal.
All men live to become machos. Life and death, and all the experiences and time that come from that life, ultimately lead to becoming a macho.
So I’ve been using macho points since a long time ago. If I reach 10,000 macho points, I’ll become a macho, but even after 10 years since then, I’ve only managed to collect 1,000 points.
The second topic.
Does a macho agonize?
“A macho is always one who agonizes.”
The third topic.
If a macho agonizes, doesn’t that mean he hesitates and compromises? If he agonizes, he can’t move straight forward. Shouldn’t a macho be someone who doesn’t agonize? Above all, if he has unwavering faith, there’s no reason to agonize.
If that’s the case.
Do a macho’s beliefs and ideologies change depending on the results of his agony?
“…Difficult.”
I had a sincere conversation with my inner self. The clue to enlightenment must be inside me. Believing that, I re-established my values and beliefs.
Macho and Buddha.
Perhaps they are the same language. First of all, they are both two syllables, and both have the letter ‘ch’. Shakyamuni was a huge macho, as he even skipped meals to train.
Proof complete.
ㅡPop.
Something.
“…Is this enlightenment?”
Something started to become visible.
I immediately raised my sword. “The iron bars of my heart.” I asked myself alone. I felt like I knew something now. I raised my sword and simply thrust it straight forward. Without any tricks, deceptions, or techniques, just honestly.
ㅡPaaht.
“What is it that you want to say?”
I asked the iron bars. It didn’t answer. But a strange sensation began to be felt. Was this a substitute for an answer? I couldn’t tell.
“My emotions that I don’t know…”
The iron bars didn’t budge.
…I can’t overcome it yet.
I opened my eyes.
Claudia was looking at me. She stroked my face, saying I had worked hard, and brushed my hair back before praising me. It was what she always said. That my efforts were really admirable. That people with such fighting spirit and passion were rare… such nice things to hear.
But.
“…Maybe I’m wrong? Am I a crazy idiot? It’s frustrating…! Claudia! I’m getting impatient! Could it be that I’m a lost cause!”
When I returned to reality from the inner world where I was filled with a sense of omnipotence, doubts began to arise. Enlightenment disappeared vaguely like a morning dream, and the sensation of holding mana was no longer in my hand.
“I’m a fucking piece of shit!”
I always wanted to be recognized by Claudia.
So I worked harder and defeated enemies even while pushing myself.
Because Claudia liked that about me.
But, in the end, when I lose.
Wouldn’t she be disappointed in me then?
If that happens, she might leave me…
“Kat. I always tell you. You have the talent of a warrior. You’re not a lost cause. What you’re doing is the right thing, right? That’s what the beings you’ve killed so far prove. Just as the dead don’t come back to life, those who died by your hand will just remain dead by your hand forever.”
Claudia, who was sitting gently on top of me, said. Her eyes sparkled. Like looking at starlight… I think it’s a gaze that’s a little too much for me to receive.
“It’s an absolute truth that will never change. I believe in your potential. Because… these muscles, this mana. The corpses you’ve piled up. You’ve obtained them all through your efforts, right? You’ve always blindly rushed at opponents stronger than yourself and eventually won. That’s Kat. That’s you.”
“…Thank you. For saying that.”
Claudia skillfully shook her hips.
As if erasing my anxiety, she warmly tightened around me and instilled confidence in my ear.
“Don’t be too anxious. There’s no need to be impatient. I… believe in you, okay? Of course, there will be times when you’re blocked and frustrated. Hehe, will you feel a little better if I say it like this?”
“…Yeah.”
“Ah, Winnie will be back soon. Let’s just do it once and finish?”
“Okay.”
“Pick up the pace a little… Hngh!”
As I poured my semen inside her, the anxious feelings disappeared as if washed away. With this, my mental and heart strength were restored. Let’s do our best tomorrow too.
It’ll be a month soon.
The last of the rental period.
I think I need to achieve something in a month. I believe in myself. I believe in the me that Claudia believes in.
I believe in my will and obsession that have survived in this other world.
Will the conclusion be renewal or return?
The answer will come soon.
We were only going to do it once, but we got into the mood and did it five more times, took a shower together, and then Winnie came back. When I asked where she had been, she said she had gone to the Magic Tower and started talking.
About how the magic world is these days, how all the guys only look at her chest… Winnie was very happy just by me smiling and agreeing with her.
Hmm, now that I think about it, I’ve never been to the Isvant Magic Tower.
“Winnie, can you feel it? My ‘mana’?”
“Only as much as a rat’s dick.”
“ㅡThen how much of my love do you feel?”
I spoke passionately, worried that Claudia and I might have been caught doing it first. Even though I say this, I love Winnie too… because I’m already Martial Arts Man Kim Kat.
“Huh? Why is Blackie suddenly like this?”
Winnie, with a questioning expression, buried her face in my chest and smelled me.
“I smell Claudia.”
“Ah, we hugged a little.”
“I smell semen too?”
“You always do.”
“…Really? Then hug me too.”
“Come to my arms!”
She was a little calmer today, maybe because she was in a good mood. When I hugged her and stroked the back of her neck, she started laughing and giggling… I feel like she’s suddenly going to do something crazy again… Her breasts were warm, but I often fall into anxiety at times like this.
Damn it!
Claudia definitely gave me courage!
“Blackie. Tell me you love me quickly.”
Winnie, who was rubbing her face against my neck, said as if she was in a good mood.
Hmm, it seems okay today.
“…I love you. I really fucking love you, Winnie.”
I said it with as much sincere affection as I could. Honestly, I really do love her. Originally, I only had Claudia, but what can I do since it’s come to this? In the first place, we have sex all the time, so there’s no way I wouldn’t love her… Hmm, but I still like Claudia more…
And Winnie’s answer was.
“Why the fuck don’t I feel any sincerity?”
“ㅡUh, uhhk!”
ㅡWith a grip full of intense power, she grabbed and tore at the fat on my side while getting angry! Insane pain! I started to feel extreme pain, as if bitten by a fierce dog!
“Aaaah! I love you! I love youuu! It hurts! Hey, hey! It hurts! It really hurts!!! Stop! Stop it! Ah, I love you! I love you! I really love youuu!!!!”
After struggling for a long time, the attack finally stopped.
It felt like a chunk of fat had been torn off my side.
“Kuk kuk.”
Winnie laughed as if she was having fun.
And then she whispered in my ear.
“I love you too, Blackie♡”
“…”
This unpredictable woman!
I sentence you to 3 hours of mating press!
