## Chapter 144 – The Non-Hero
Still, shit, it’s alright since she feeds me.
The greasy meat slid down my throat, making me feel like nothing else mattered. Winia kept grinning as she looked at my face the whole time. I couldn’t bring myself to say anything since she looked so happy, like you can’t spit on a smiling face.
Back in my hometown, I used to raise cats, and seeing them eat well always made me feel strangely good. Maybe Winia felt something similar.
“Do you like it, Sooty?”
“…Woof.”
“Kya-ha-ha!”
Yeah, whatever makes you happy.
I can’t say anything since she likes it.
We’ve already slept together, so I can’t treat her harshly.
What can I do when the woman is like this?
“…Sooty, are you upset?”
Looks like my displeasure showed on my face.
Winia, who was looking at my face, suddenly asked.
“Woof.”
It’s not that bad.
“Really?”
“Woof.”
“Really, really?”
“…Woof.”
“Sooty, you’re dead if you lie. Tell me honestly. I’ll forgive you if you tell me the truth. You’re not upset right now, are you? You’re not forcing yourself to 맞춰줘 me even though you’re upset, just to 맞춰줘 my mood, are you?”
No, why is she being so persistent?
Well, this is probably all an expression of her insecurity.
I chuckled and answered again.
“Woof.”
“…I see.”
Like I said, it wasn’t that bad.
“Thank you, Sooty. For putting up with my craziness.”
Winia said with a lonely smile. Her tension is so unpredictable, but that’s just who she is. She must be suffering from some kind of mental illness. I could understand that now.
We finished our meal and went outside.
I was starting to miss Claudia. Seeing Winia’s bursting breasts up close had stirred up my lust. My dick had been swollen like a balloon for a while now.
The only one who can relieve this bursting desire is Claudia.
I was wondering how to say goodbye using just the word “Woof,” when Winia came close and grabbed my wrist.
“Let’s go, Sooty. Today is our date.”
“…”
Is she talking about a murder date?
Winia grabbed my wrist and pulled me… Alright, let’s hang out a little longer today. I silently entrusted myself to her. And so, we walked down the street.
Anyone who saw us would mistake us for a bizarre couple.
I hope I don’t run into anyone I know…
It would be a problem if Copson suddenly appeared.
“…Me.”
While walking in silence, Winia spoke first.
“I can do anything Sooty wants me to do.”
I wanted to answer, but expressing my feelings with just one word, “Woof,” was practically impossible. I mumbled.
“Ah, shit. Sooty, you can just talk at times like this. Do I have to point everything out to you? Why are you so lacking in initiative? Just use your common sense, use your common sense.”
“Ah, okay.”
“…So. Sooty. Do you have any plans today?”
“Not really. It was a free day to begin with.”
My only plan today was Claudia after training.
“So, it’s okay to go on a date?”
“Calling it a date is a bit much, but yeah, I guess so. Do whatever you want. You said you’d treat me like a puppy, so I’ll follow you.”
“Sooty is so nice. Thank you.”
After that, I chatted with Winia, who had become a bit gentler, as we moved. I had no idea what kind of date men and women should go on in this other world fantasy, but Winia seemed more familiar with this city than I thought, and she dragged me around.
And the place we arrived at was some kind of women’s clothing store.
Bad memories came flooding back.
“Why are you frozen?”
She dragged me in, despite my hesitation.
The inside of the store was quite spacious. All kinds of clothes were on display, boasting a splendor that was as good as modern times, at least in appearance. Do women really like buying clothes? There were quite a few customers, even at this hour.
All the customers were women.
All eyes were on me in an instant.
“…Shit.”
The women who looked at me started whispering. Even the store clerk was just looking at me with a troubled expression. But maybe because I came with a woman, they didn’t kick me out.
“Sooty, sit here for a second.”
“D-don’t leave me alone.”
“Are you embarrassed to be left alone in a place like this?”
“I’m seriously super embarrassed, so please stay with me. Okay?”
At least when I was talking to Winia, the gazes that looked at me like I was suspicious were averted, but even so, there was a limit to how long I could endure.
“It’s okay, it’s okay. No one will say anything. Answer when I call you. Got it?”
Winia, who had given me a notice, strode into the depths of the store.
Then, she carefully picked out a few clothes and went straight into the dressing room with the curtains drawn. I, who had been left alone, could only lower my head and hope that this painful time would pass.
“What’s that…”
“Did he come with that magician just now?”
As soon as Winia disappeared, I heard whispering. Looking over, I saw that they were wearing robes, so both women seemed to be magicians.
“He looks ferocious…”
“Oh my god, look at his hair…”
I thought they would stop at that point, but they kept whispering, which made me feel unpleasant, so I raised my head and glared at the two of them.
“Kya, kya!”
Then, they screamed and ran outside.
…Yeah, my face is a bit of a mess.
I sat down again and waited for Winia to come out.
“Sooty.”
“Hmm?”
Then, I heard Winia’s voice from inside the dressing room curtain. “Come here.” I couldn’t hear her voice well, so I went closer and leaned my ear.
“What did you say?”
“…”
ㅡSwish!
“Ugh!”
In an instant, a small hand popped out from between the curtains and grabbed my arm. Caught off guard, I was dragged into the dressing room… This can’t be!
A situation where it’s just me and Winia in the dressing room!
I can’t accept this development!
“What are you doing…!”
“Sooty, shut your mouth for a second.”
Fortunately, Winia was wearing her robe. When I tried to leave right away, Winia pushed me against the wall. I slumped down from the impact. Winia, who was looking down at me, said.
“Stay there.”
“Hey, what the hell… Oh my.”
ㅡRustle.
Winia took off her robe.
Then, her body in her underwear was revealed.
The red bra had very little fabric compared to Winia’s size, so it couldn’t even cover half of her bursting breasts, and the panties around her slender waist and large hips were also a very seductive design.
It looked like the kind of underwear that Claudia had bought to please men. Winia revealed her voluptuous body and looked down at me, saying.
“…If Sooty just says he likes it now.”
“What is this…”
“I can do anything.”
Winia, bending her knees, grabbed my hand and brought it to her chest. I could feel the heat of her breasts through my fingertips. Surely Oda Nobunaga must have fallen for Hideyoshi’s appearance like this.
“Everything.”
She started to blatantly rub my hand against her chest. Her soft breasts were messed up. Seeing that, my desire surged even though I had decided to restrain myself.
“Huh? Sooty. Can’t you just say you like it once? I’ve put in a lot of effort, haven’t I? This is really the first time I’ve done this for anyone. Sooty is the only one.”
“…”
“I know that my breasts are bigger than ordinary women. I know I get ‘those’ looks. But isn’t it the same for Sooty? You always looked at my breasts, not my face.”
She spoke as if she was appealing to me. I never thought Winia would go this far. There’s no doubt that she’s deliberately trying to seduce me.
“That means… you want to touch them, right? Sooty, I’m okay with that.”
What am I supposed to say? It felt like a lie that Kim Kat was having trouble with a woman. I thought I could see the Teletubbies. I chose my words in confusion.
Winia had hurt me a lot, but I didn’t want to hurt her now. Macho Kim Kat can’t say harsh things to a woman who likes him. Then I.
“I’ll let you do whatever you want. Okay? So just for today. Just for today, do what I say. I won’t tell anyone. Just… just let it be our little secret. Okay?”
It was literally a rampage.
Winia hugged me and spoke.
“…Say something. Do you hate me? Are you rejecting me because of what I’ve done to you so far? Sooty, I’m really sorry about that. But that doesn’t mean I… you…”
At Winia’s passionate confession, I opened my mouth.
“It’s not that I hate you. Winia. Honestly, I don’t even think about what you’ve done to me anymore. It’s just… I can’t accept your feelings because I have Claudia.”
“…Even if that woman is okay with it?”
“I’m not okay with it.”
“Why do you think that way? Huh? If everyone says it’s okay, isn’t it just okay? I’m asking you like this. Sooty, please. Please, I’m begging you. Just say you like it once. That’s all I need.”
If she’s going to seduce me with her body, she’s thrown away her pride and everything. Winia started crying again. I seem to be seeing her cry a lot these days.
Sobbing, she said.
“I’m going this far… My breasts. You can do whatever you want with them. Not only that. Like then, like then… me…”
“I’m sorry.”
“…!”
What else can I say but apologize?
I patted Winia’s trembling back.
After a while, Winia got up, as if she had calmed down.
“Are you calm now?”
“…”
But Winia’s expression as she looked at me was strange.
The strange expression suddenly changed to a face as if she had realized something, and then she suddenly started glaring at me. It was like bipolar disorder, a storm of emotions changing every moment.
“No, Sooty.”
“Hmm?”
“Why was it okay back then, but not now?”
“What?”
Winia, with her face scrunched up as usual, said confidently.
The face full of sadness from just now was nowhere to be found.
What the.
“Sooty. I’ll be honest. You have to take responsibility. Sooty has to take responsibility for this. You took my first time so violently, and now you’re going to run away because you’re done with me, is that it?”
Winia said in a sharp tone.
“H-huh? N-no, that’s not it. That’s…!”
No, back then!
You seduced me first! And my mental state was messed up because of Claudia!
…Huh?
Thinking about it like this, I felt like a complete piece of trash.
Wait. Am I in the wrong here?
“Haa… Sooty is so irresponsible! You’re such a fucking bastard, really. Sooty. Do you have a sense of responsibility? Huh? Do you have it!”
“C-calm down!”
“Take responsibility! Take responsibility!”
I gagged Winia, who was going crazy.
Responsibility.
That’s right, responsibility.
A woman I spent the night with is telling me to take responsibility! As a man, it’s unacceptable to avoid this responsibility, and in this case, it’s common sense to follow the woman’s words entirely.
I’m screwed.
Where did I go wrong, I!
So, I was a man without chivalry!
At this rate, I’m not a man, not a macho, nothing…! I felt like my whole life was being denied… That window! That responsibility!
“W-Winia… C-calm down and put on your clothes first, okay?”
“…Will you take responsibility?”
“I will! I’ll take responsibility, so calm down!”
At those words, Winia grabbed her robe, put it on, and wiped away her tears. Then, she immediately went outside the dressing room. Panicked, I followed her outside.
“Please ring up what I saw earlier. I’m wearing it.”
“Ah, you mean the underwear?”
“And this and this too.”
Winia was holding a handful of clothes and paying. I had a feeling that I had fallen into some kind of trap. Winia, who had finished paying, handed me the clothes.
“Hold this.”
“Hey, you. Just now, that.”
“Sooty. You have to say woof.”
Winia said with a very refreshing smile.
I took the luggage I received and followed Winia.
Ye idk why author introduce a loyalty MC into a smut novel with harem tag, at least he has balls to take responsibility