Chapter 198 – Past: Luna (1)
Why did I become Scarlett Chepes?
From the time I was first born into this world until now. There was never a moment when I didn’t wonder about it.
For what?
How do i
But there is no answer to such a question, so I always kept it in my mind.
Like that, a hundred years and even dozens of years.
I decided to live for Leticia. Because you were my only family. I thought that her happy smile was my happiness.
Of course, that opinion has not changed even now.
Now that time has passed, there are several other people besides Leticia that can be said to be precious.
Daisy.
Follow me, cute… Kid. I haven’t been able to see her often because I’ve been busy lately, but since she was kidnapped last time, I’ve deliberately set aside time to see her at least once every few months.
Just in case you didn’t know, put a crow on it.
Although Nosferatu said it had nothing to do with them.
I couldn’t let it go so smoothly.
It’s a world where you don’t know when and where you’ll be hit in the back if you look down on them once.
Dutifully, I paid for them as much as the weight of what I might have lost.
And again.
A person I met while wandering the confused continent.
Luna Taylor.
The protagonist of this world…
And, my older sister.
Not Leticia. So, my older sister.
‘I never thought he would be reincarnated just like me.’
As much as I gave up looking for it for the past hundred years, when we meet again… My chest was very sore.
Not in a bad sense.
… It might mean bad.
I must have already changed so much from what my sister thought of me.
At the time, I was very afraid of how my sister would see me like that.
What now
‘Depending on.’
Solve the regrets from the previous life.
She is an older sister who knows more about this world than I do. Well, I’ve lived here for a hundred years, so I’m sure I know a lot better about the details.
The part where Nuna’s knowledge shines is, of course, the hidden pieces, including the hidden pieces.
Traveling together, they worked hard to settle the confusion on the continent. At the same time, I also found hidden elements and shared them.
The wall of “Grand” Was also pierced.
It’s not like Hidden Peace or Giyeon, it’s purely on my own.
Because it wasn’t a level where I could rise by relying on those elements in the first place.
– Write.
─Why?
─No. I just wanted to say that you had a lot of trouble.
When you cross the wall of Grand.
The face of my sister who looked at me with strange eyes, well, I understand.
Seeing my sister’s expression when I first induced her to commit murder, I realized desperately that ‘I’ve changed’.
What though
What can I do?
That this has already happened.
Can’t go back Because too much has already passed.
And now.
“Hey. My sister is having a hard time.”
“So.”
“It’s not like that, son of a bitch. My older sister is having a hard time.”
This woman
At first, he made it so difficult for me. As long as you get used to it.
Nice to see though It feels like I have returned to my past life, to the point where I feel a strange nostalgia.
Somehow, even more so than when I was with Leticia, I also feel relaxed.
“What can I do?”
“Ugh… Pick me up.”
I had to walk for quite some time.
“Ruler.”
“Well, excuse me…”
Whoops.
With a cute spirit, he stood up with his older sister on his back.
Chuuk—I can feel him leaning his cheek against my back.
“Haaaaa. I just wanted to relax a bit.”
“I can’t help it.”
A lamenting voice hung limp behind his back.
In the last few years, my sister and I have been raging on the continent for several years, and it is thanks to how many major accidents have been prevented.
The situation on the continent, which was chaotic, was also very stable.
Still, there were a few ominous signs left, so I couldn’t relax.
They disappeared without a trace overnight.
─Hey, I think something went wrong with this?
─Well.
—There was obviously still a lot left, but how did it disappear in one day?
Just in case, I stopped by the North and asked Nikolai.
─What? Wasn’t that what you did? … Write.
Same.
The answer came back, not at all reassuring.
Thanks to this, in order to grasp the situation on the continent, which has become extremely calm, I went on a trip again with my older sister, who had recently taken a break.
Unlike me, her vampire, her weak human sister’s body should take enough rest.
So up until now, I’ve been taking a break for quite a while, about a month or two in the middle.
I couldn’t help it because the situation was like this.
Thanks to that, when my older sister, who was physically exhausted, whined and asked me to carry her, like now, I would obediently lend her back.
“Ugh. What kind of trouble is this?”
“I know.”
The sound of pain tickled my ears.
Certainly, until now, they had been moving with a destination, but now they are moving to find out the cause of the nonsensical situation, ‘It’s not ominous, so it’s ominous’.
There was a feeling of moving aimlessly.
It may be harsh for her physically exhausted older sister.
“I still have to…”
Even so, while mumbling, before I can soothe her, she puts her arms around my neck and calms herself down.
It’s amazing.
“Ugh… Hey! Where can I touch you!”
“Come on, stay still. What are you doing?”
“You, you touched the butt on your own!”
“Don’t make a fuss with just that.”
“This is sexual harassment——!”
I patted my butt with my hand as a compliment, and he tried to tear my hair out.
Is it.
Is patting the butt sexual harassment?
Indeed…
“Even with your family?”
“Even with family members!”
“Hmm. Right.”
I didn’t know.
Maybe it’s because the memory of the past life is too blurry now. Or is it sexual harassment if family members pat each other on this continent?
I don’t think so.
Then, while I forgot my previous life, my sister still has a lot of memories from her previous life, so it must be like that. Let’s apologize to our sister.
“Sorry.”
“No, what… I’m not going to apologize for that. Be careful in the future.”
“Okay.”
Still, I’m glad you accepted my apology quickly.
I was forgiven, but because of the awkward atmosphere, neither my sister nor I could open our mouths.
In this case, what should I say?
It is difficult.
The older sister I met again, unlike me, who had changed after a hundred years, still had a green girlish sensibility, so she couldn’t talk to me carelessly at a time like this.
“… Hey.”
“Huh.”
However, the long silence seemed uncomfortable for my sister as well.
Suddenly, the arms wrapped around his neck gained strength, and as if mumbling, he demanded an answer from me.
“I am. …”
“What.”
“… Is that your sister?”
“I’m just asking for the obvious.”
Didn’t you have anything to say? Unexpectedly, he brings up the obvious. When I smiled and nodded, my sister also smiled a little.
“Yeah, right. Right… Fuck you, laugh a little like that. Huh? Frown your face all the time, don’t act like you’re immersing a person in it.”
“When did I do that?”
“It’s like that every day, every day. Uh? Not even going to actually soak it.”
“If you have to ask whether to soak or not, it seems that there are more cases of soaking.”
“Mr. Lee. Do you want to suddenly say something creepy like that?”
It squeezes my neck tight as if I’m getting goosebumps.
But it’s real.
Even now, no one can harm me. Even a hundred years ago, I felt like I was walking on thin ice, so I was that sensitive.
Father, I have committed countless tortures and murders at the orders of a man whose name I do not remember.
After becoming the family head, he did anything to regain Chepeshu’s status.
The habits of that time still remain.
Rather than passing on the good side, I use my hands to not leave a remorse.
That side is closer to my way of thinking.
“… Don’t do that.”
As I kept my mouth shut, my sister muttered in a somewhat downcast voice.
Still, when I’m with her, I think she’s on the side of herself.
“… Don’t you hate it? Do not misunderstand.”
“Know.”
I just want to add that I don’t want to misunderstand.
Don’t get me wrong. In this world, if I had to choose someone who would stand by my side until the last moment, I would probably be Leticia and my sister, and maybe even Daisy.
I’ll leave the three of them alone until the end.
If you had to choose among the three.
… Maybe I’ll just choose to die first.
“… I, what, what, you write. It’s difficult…”
“What. Speak at ease.”
Being on one’s back might be the best way to tell one’s inner feelings.
Since we are not looking at each other face to face, it is easy to pour out our feelings, and since we are in the closest position to our ears, we can convey even small mutterings.
“… Even if you’re an ant-crazy psychopath slayer, I still think of you as my only family. Still, preferably… Don’t be too freaky. Okay?”
“Hmm.”
“What, what, say what you have to say!”
“Still, my parents are still alive, but I am the only family. Aren’t you sorry?”
“This shit——!”
Wack-wack. My sister, who is deaf and swearing, struggles behind her back.
Even if you ask me to pick it up
It’s not that I don’t know what that means, though.
“Thanks.”
“You ungrateful bastard—what, huh? Uh?”
“Thank you. My older sister is precious to me too.”
“You, you talk. Uh?
Hmm.
It’s something I thought about earlier, but being on my back is a good attitude to talk about.
