Chapter 142 – 23. Identity (2)
“For the past week, I’ve been by my side to protect Xian unnie. Except when I’m at the academy, always.”
Ray’s expression becomes serious.
Where did the mischievous bright smile from just now go, and Ray continued her words with the same forlorn look on her face as when she last inquired about her relationship with Xian.
“I couldn’t push water or food into her mouth, so I put on an intravenous drip and changed her position from time to time to keep her from getting sores. I didn’t see her like that, but she was quite heavy than I thought.”
“Wait a minute. Did you know you could do that?”
Ha Yul, who was listening to the story, asked with a surprised expression.
At that question, Ray changed her expression and showed her grin, showing her teeth.
No, wasn’t she talking seriously?
“Ahem, no matter what, I’m a secret agent… Huh, ah, no… Uh, I’m a secret agent… Ugh, it’s a secret so don’t tell anyone…!”
The sight of an undercover agent casually telling you that he is an undercover agent and then asking you to keep it a secret.
Also ray.
“Hmmmm, anyway! There are two things I learned from nursing like that…! One is that Xian has lost her ability! The place where the essence should be is completely empty. Well, but it’s not good for her health. I don’t think there’s any, so I’m not too worried…”
“What’s the other one?”
“The other one is… Um, hmm… Actually ugh, she’s got her sister to wake up… But I don’t think she woke up properly.”
“What…?”
This time, a really serious expression.
Ray stopped what she was saying and took one deep breath, then she let out a breath that was close to her own sigh and continued her words.
“They didn’t recognize my face. It wasn’t anyone else, but Xian unnie… I was a little sad at that time.”
Is it a side effect of being deprived of power by Compuntur?
No, it’s too early to judge.
This is because human memory belongs to a much more unresearched category, and what even the great devil of the collapse is extremely reluctant to do is completely control the memory.
There was no way that Xian’s condition would be fine if his memory was ripped off in the first place.
It’s normal for him to go mad and die like a mad dog, or to have seizures in place and collapse, but since he didn’t say anything like that, I wondered if it was close to some kind of shock-induced memory loss.
“Did she remember what her name was?”
“…No, I didn’t know that either. I don’t have a problem with eating, washing, and sleeping, but I think I’ve forgotten almost everything related to ‘us’… But, since I lost my memory, I feel like I’ve returned to my old personality, so that was good. To Ray, He doesn’t treat you harshly, and even when you sleep, you hug him and sleep… Hehe.”
“Huhhhhh…! What should I do, Jihoo… You are so sad… Huhhhhh…”
In the middle of Ray’s lonely monologue, Ha Yul, who was listening to her story, suddenly burst into tears.
Perhaps she didn’t want to be seen crying, she buried her face in the desk and sobbed hard… Even though it was a bit depressing, was it a story that made you feel so emotional?
“What, what. Why is this person suddenly acting like this…? Lee Ji-hoo, how can you soothe…”
Ray looks at me with her eyes wide open as if embarrassed.
The Ha Yul I know is the type who doesn’t pay attention to things other than what he’s interested in, but seeing him so suddenly cry like this made even me embarrassed.
Just a moment ago, Ray showed blatant rejection just by approaching her, but now why is he doing this again…
If Ray had ever told Ha Yul about himself before, it wouldn’t have been either.
Ray’s friendships were as narrow and dependent as mine.
Even though we were just staring at each other, Hayul continued his confession by grabbing the hem of Ray’s clothes and clinging to it.
“Huh…! I’m sorry I didn’t know that and thought it was strange… I only saw Jihoo flirting with me all the time… I kept swearing by myself…! Heh, heh heh…!”
There was something stabbed…
No, but I don’t think Ha Yul was this sensitive.
Still, he couldn’t leave him alone, so he took out his handkerchief from his pocket and put it in Hayul’s teary hands.
“Um, thank you… You can keep talking…”
“Uh… Okay. That’s why… I can’t reveal her sister’s identity, so I’m going to keep it at home for now. If I keep talking to me, won’t the memory come back little by little? Right…? “
“Yeah, that would be the best. Later, when I have time, I’ll visit you at home. No, I think it’s better not to go there…”
Lay, she must have built a relationship with her Xian since she was young, so there is no big objection when looking at her face, but it was the first time I and I had met as enemies.
Perhaps Ray would want to bury her painful memories of Xi’an and make her live a new life, so she didn’t need me to upset her.
“Um… Just tell me about once a week like now. How much memory has come back and how much you still don’t have the ability… Well that’s about it.”
“Okay! Oh, and… Uh… Thanks for caring about me. Ray has to go back to the office, so I’ll leave! How can I soothe that girl who’s still crying! Then I’m sorry!!!”
“Okay. Thanks, let’s fix the screaming.”
“Heh, no!”
“Actually, I didn’t even expect it.”
Quaang!
Just like when he came, Ray left with a loud noise.
What the hell was that called… My Pace?
After staring blankly at the spot where Ray had disappeared, she turned her head to find that Ha Yul’s crying had almost stopped before she knew it.
“Did she cry all of a sudden…? I’m surprised she cried all of a sudden.”
“You don’t even know that she’s such a pitiful girl… She doesn’t even know that she’s forcing herself to be bright… Hehe, hehe… Jihoo Yaa… I’m such a bad bitch…? Did you hate me…?”
Please stop… I’m really scared…
Her crying stopped. Perhaps it was just a momentary lull, and a transparent liquid dripped down from the corners of Hayul’s eyes again.
Are you saying that Ha-yul still had girlish sensibility…?
Come to think of it, maybe I’m a bit numb to things like this…
When I think about Juha’s true identity, the king wriggler, the undead sea dragon, and even Cormpuntur, all the incidents that have been entangled up to now, whether voluntarily or unwillingly, have not been normal.
Conclusion. My mind has gone a little crazy. Ha Yul is perfectly normal.
“Ha Yul-ah, you didn’t do anything wrong so she stopped crying. If it’s hard, you can hug her.”
“Huh… From now on, heeuk, we’ll be friends…”
While crying to leave the classroom, I comforted Ha-yul, who came into my arms to see if he could hear me well.
If I do well, I might be able to get Ha Yul’s permission easier than I thought.
Sex after school was already scheduled, so even if it was excluded from passing it on, if this worked, there was no need to persuade Ha-yul to persuade Ha-yul.
“Ha Yul, can you answer just one thing?”
“Huh… What is…?”
“Seo Joo-ha, Principal Sanya, Professor Siana, and Jeong Ye-won. Which of these four do you hate the most? Oh, Joo-ha is the silver-haired girl you saw last time. Do you know Jeong Ye-won? The purple-haired girl you quarreled with on Monday. “
“…Do I really have to pick only one person…? To be honest, all of them… I liked Professor Shiana at first… But the more I get, the more I get tired of smiling brightly in front of Jihoo… Heheh, teacher Sanya has been in the principal’s office lately. I don’t know why… Jeong Ye-won is openly clinging to you… Seo Ju-ha, Seo Ju-ha… Anyway, that’s not good…”
Even when you cry, you say everything you want to say.
I gently held her shoulders and met her eyes.
Hayul tried to pull me away by twisting her shoulders, as if she was ashamed of her eyes swollen from her tears, but as I continued to stare at her, she seemed helpless and stopped resisting.
“If all four of you were in a difficult situation like the former Ray, would you still hate it then?”
It’s not a lie.
If it wasn’t for me, Joo-ha might have ended her life earlier because she was suffering alone, and if she hadn’t had sex with me, she could have lost control of her essence and her body might have exploded. .
If that happens, of course, Shia, who considers Sanya like her parents, must have suffered hard enough to die.
And Jeong Ye-won… Well… Well, since I relieved her body and mind to some extent of her parents’ coercive attitude, wasn’t it a difficult situation in her own way…?
Anyway, since it wasn’t a lie at all, I was able to confidently tell Ha Yul.
“All four of you…?
“What… I happened to be like that…”
Before I knew it, Hayul’s crying had stopped.
After going through the process of interpreting the meaning of the words I just said in my head for a long time, Ha Yul finally opened her tightly closed lips.
“So… Then, if I add Seolah unnie and the girl named Lay, there are 7 of us…?”
“Yeah. I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you properly… I tried to keep talking, but I missed the timing every time.”
In fact, if you add Alice and the still-obscure Won Harin, there are nine of them… But she doesn’t have to say it out loud.
“Haa… Yes, I see…”
“But they all have their own story…”
Ha-yul’s eyes seemed to be getting fierce, so he tried to make his own excuses, but his eyes were staring at me, so he swallowed his words.
Ha-yul, who seemed completely genuine, no, calmed down and a little angry, crossed her arms and asked me a question.
“Okay, no one knows this but me? No, I’ll ask one question too. I’m the first one right…?”
“Yeah, you’re really the first. Everything that happened before and after that.”
That much could be sworn to the sky.
The first anal sex was in the dressing room with Ha-yul, and the first real sex was at Ha-yul’s house.
The back side was almost at the level of reverse rape… But now that I think about it, that’s all memories.
“Whoa… Yes, I have to believe it… What can I do?”
“If you don’t believe me, go find an Awakener who can detect lies…”
“No it’s okay.”
Ha Yul raises her bright red eyes and stares at me.
“Jihoo, can you handle all 7 people?”
“…Huh.”
“If you could only pick one person, who would it be?”
“Of course, Ha Yul is you.”
“Okay… That’s all right.”
Ha Yul nodded her head as if satisfied.
Just as lunchtime was ending, a clear bell sounded from the speakers installed in the classroom.
Ha Yul turned her back on me and went out of the classroom to go to the bathroom for a while.
As she opened the door and walked out, she whispered softly enough for me to hear.
“…That’s bad too.”
Sorry.
And thank you.
Really.
