Chapter 38 – The Witch (6)
How much time has passed
I do not know.
When she came to her senses, a bright red sunset was setting.
Her body was languid.
She was malty, as if she had come out of the water after a long swim.
A deep sense of exhaustion washed over her body.
Growl
My stomach rumbled.
It’s understandable since I haven’t put anything in my mouth except for breakfast.
He didn’t feel like eating anything.
A strange situation where you are hungry but have no appetite.
A dejected laugh came out.
I didn’t go outside except in the morning.
It would be better to say that I was locked in my room.
Because I didn’t want to go out.
I’m afraid I’ll run into Einstein.
I’m afraid he’ll send the same cold gaze as before.
That’s scary
Previously, he would have only frowned and grumbled, but now his emotions were implicitly visible.
‘Don’t touch the aria.’
Outright vigilance and hostility.
Einstein was no longer tolerant of me.
Arya Rameld.
She must be because of her.
She said I became this way because of her.
Entire.
Entire.
Entire!
… Is it really because of her?
If you are a magician, it is not good to have blind judgment when interpreting a certain phenomenon.
The only way to find the answer is to look at it from as many perspectives as possible.
That was the quest for magic and the way to build knowledge.
In real life, this can be substituted.
So, it wasn’t just the poor saintess who was to blame.
I had to find fault with myself.
I know you were treated rudely.
I wouldn’t be able to stand it if someone disparaged me as a prostitute or something.
But what can I do?
Because he hated, resented, and envied the woman who took the seat next to him.
She couldn’t bear to be shot.
Originally my bed.
Originally, I should have been by his side.
Realized.
The problem is me.
I made this.
It was something I brought upon myself.
I knelt down on the bed and curled up.
I feel strangely relieved when I curl up like a pill bug.
This way, I can’t hear the buzzing noise.
When I opened my mouth, a hoarse voice came out.
“Astein, do you hate me that much?”
I wouldn’t like that
He’s a loud, annoying, assertive, ungrateful kid.
I grew up like that, and I thought that was natural.
I didn’t have this kind of personality from the beginning.
I worked hard to receive praise, but at some point, when I looked back, there was no one by my side.
He was revered as a genius and was lonely.
I clung to my achievements to erase my solitude.
So focused on magic, he forgot how to treat people.
I forgot the loneliness, so it was good.
Sometimes it was comfortable to be alone.
The eyes of others were burdensome.
I met you at that moment.
It wasn’t a look of awe, nor was it a gaze of a monster.
You were just looking at me
Einstein.
Only you allow me to be a girl named Azazel Anade.
She wasn’t a genius or a famous magician from the Mage Tower, she was just treated as a girl.
I loved it.
I couldn’t express it, but it was really good.
I thought that your side was where I should be.
But look at this
Didn’t you even turn away from me in the end?
No one would love a twisted kid like this.
Yeah, I know you’re annoying and disgusting.
So what.
I grew up like this
No one taught me
What should I do?
“A pitiful byeongsinyeon.”
I felt refreshed after spitting out low-quality curse words.
My head seems to clear.
It is only natural that Einstein would prefer an elegant saint rather than such an eccentric idiot.
Obedient, gentle, beautiful.
A person who has all the virtues that a woman should have.
“There’s no way you can win, something like me.”
He clenched her fist and bit her lip.
Her fingernails dig into her skin.
Drops of blood smeared on his parched lips.
Pain was felt.
It doesn’t hurt.
What really hurts is this heart.
It is this heart that I have been hacked to death.
What love is
I guess it was too much of a feeling for me to bear.
I guess it was too presumptuous.
She untied herself from the crouch to stand up, but her body stiffened and fell to the floor.
There was a cooing sound.
My face was tingling because it was away from her face.
Thinking that this sound could have been heard by those on the other side of the wall made me angry and hot.
She raised the corners of her mouth with bitter feelings.
‘What is this like?’
Einstein hates me.
Her rejection was evident in her eyes.
That’s why she must be that saint.
It felt empty, as if a hole had been punched through her chest.
I feel like I’m missing something.
But, I don’t know what it is.
What am I missing?
I don’t want to know
I think it would be painful to know.
Should I quit now?
Now you know roughly
That there is no man who likes a woman who is selfish like me.
Let’s fold it neatly and return to the Mage Tower.
Tried to fold her mind about Einstein.
I was about to give up.
But why?
Why, why am I unable to give up on you and have regrets?
Why do I only think of you as time goes by?
Even now, if I grab hold of my pants and hang on to it, if I tell them to look at me, will you turn around and look at me?
“Ugh.”
Alone
I was completely alone.
He collapsed on the floor and staggered to the wall.
When I put my ear to the wall, I heard a murmur of words.
“Ain, that, I wonder what a wish like that would be like.”
“You said you would listen, Sowon.”
“Ah, no matter how rude it is…”
“I’m not asking you to continue, it’s just for a while.”
It was not the sharp voice of the Einstein I knew.
Soft and gentle
The difference in the gap was saddened.
The woman named Arya spoke in a shy but joyous voice.
“Ji, that’s really awkward, Ain.”
“… It’s so cute.”
Envy.
The woman who is loved by him.
The woman who is loved
Was also tempered.
I steal and listen to their conversation like this.
I, who trembles alone.
Is this a genius wizard?
A new magician who commands the world?
Where am i
What would you do if you could use all sorts of magic?
I didn’t have anything really important.
I felt weird.
Pulled her hair
If that’s the case, don’t be rude.
If that’s the case, don’t say anything.
If that’s the case, don’t be angry.
Why am I always like this?
Every action pushes people away.
Really sick
I took my ear off the wall.
I lay down on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
By the time the sun went down and it was night.
A groan of delight was heard.
Again?
Stop.
He banged his head on the bed.
The hard mat made my head hurt.
“I love you, Aria.”
“I-I love you too, Ain.”
A sweet push is heard.
I covered my ears with a pillow.
I want to stop listening.
Let it end
“Hehe, hayeot, haueuh.”
Head.
“Is it okay to speak aria?”
I think it will break.
“… I-I’m weird, ahik.”
I feel sick to my stomach.
“Look, it got bigger.”
Why should I be listening to this?
“Hey, oh, it hurts. No, if it’s full inside and moves, I’ll laugh.”
I don’t want to know that
“Should I quit?”
Stop.
“Ugh, I hate it. It hurts more.”
No.
A gurgling sound was heard.
Upon closer inspection, it was not the sound coming from beyond the wall.
I tilted my head, and a tingling, hazy energy thumped my lower stomach.
“Huh?”
The sound of a woman’s breathless breath.
That was none other than my moaning.
I woke up late
Uh, what did you do?
He turned his gaze to the groin.
She pulled her panties aside to reveal her exposed vagina.
My index finger is poking at the vaginal opening.
When she removed her finger, she saw a string of love juice.
To bundle up
I was ashamed of that.
“What am I doing?”
I didn’t ask because I didn’t know.
I just didn’t want to admit it.
Large reel.
I was masturbating to their voices as a side dish.
Feelings of humiliation and humiliation settled throughout his body.
This is just a pervert year.
My head is messed up.
“I love you.”
Einstein’s voice coming from the other side seems to be heard right next to it.
The index finger that had stopped at the voice moved on its own.
From the inside of her pussy, she persistently pressed the side that was being poked.
“Huh, ah.”
Because it’s your own body, you have no choice but to know your own sexual feelings.
Suddenly, an excited voice rang through the quiet room.
“Why, hehe, can’t, can’t stop, that’s it.”
Whenever she heard Einstein’s voice, her fingers moved freely, like magic cast in advance.
I tapped on the weak spot.
I feel a sense of exhilaration in my head.
Good mood.
Grabbing the bedspread, I shrank a little more.
“Ah, ah, ah.”
It was a high-pitched moan, like a dog barking.
It’s embarrassing, but the gloomy feeling flew far away.
He twisted her thighs and touched her nipples with her free hand.
It was a clumsy hand movement, but Einstein’s soft voice was enough to excite me.
“It’s really pretty.”
It’s not the warmth toward me.
It’s not about me.
Not towards me
I know
I can’t stop my hands
The female juice continued to flow from her vagina, soaking the bedspread.
The liquid that flowed down her thighs was as thick as if a glass of water had been spilled.
“I like you.”
It’s okay even if it’s not directed at me.
Tell me I love you
Tell me you like it
“Ugh, sorry.”
Her fingernails scratch the inside of her vagina.
The sensation of piercing the sexual senses.
At the same time as she felt the low heat, her hair turned pure white.
Love juice splashed out like a fountain, and her waist was bent noisily.
He shuddered from his calves to his feet.
“Huh, huh, huh!”
The voice was unusually shallow.
It’s not premature ejaculation, and I’m going through a climax so quickly.
I don’t know who the real Calvary is.
After the climax, I felt the worst.
When the desire was resolved, all that was left was a terrible sense of self-loathing and self-hatred.
“…”
No.
I don’t want to feel this way
I moved my hand to my vagina again.
Stew, stew.
I was able to not feel complicated emotions as much as when I was absorbed in masturbation.
So, masturbating.
I justified myself and stimulated the clitoris.
The throbbing sexual feeling made the depression go away.
After this masturbation, I will want to die again.
Because it’s good right now though.
So, Einstein.
Tell me more
It’s okay even if it’s not directed at me.
Say more sweet words.
I’m short of it.
I’m thirsty for your affection
