Chapter 113 – The Saint Is Broken (13)
For a while, Ronin didn’t call me or Azazel.
What was the wish of a writer who did not care whether our condition was serious or not?
Maybe it was because he was holding Gina.
This led to a long, unexpected break.
Even if it’s a rest, it’s all about shutting yourself in a small room.
It wasn’t that I wasn’t happy.
Because it was a million times better than suffering.
I saw Azazel sitting in a chair staring blankly at the window.
All I had left was her.
The most precious man in the world has left an irreversible journey.
The girl who I thought was the most trustworthy sister in the world was ruined.
Reason?
Everything happened because I was weak.
He quietly walked over to Azazel, knelt down on her knees, and hugged her around the waist.
Judging by the huge swollen belly, it seems that childbirth is imminent.
Unlike human children, the cycle of a monster’s offspring is short.
That’s because it’s said to come out of the womb in less than half a year at most.
She remembered the contortion of Azazel’s expression during her first childbirth.
I didn’t suffer or cry.
Azazel groaned and spat out only painful death sentences.
Just thinking about it makes my mind wander.
She is pitiful
It’s a sin.
Even if it hadn’t involved me, she wouldn’t have suffered so much in her pain.
How bright and gorgeous Azazel was in her dream.
Because she knew that, her heart aches at the current gap.
I’m a plague god
She is a girl who only has a knack for making everyone unhappy.
“I have nothing to say to Azazel.”
“…”
Azazel didn’t whine about her choking, and she wasn’t ashamed.
She just tilted her head as she looked at me with a strange reaction.
Each reaction was as dry as sand.
No, it’s dry.
She doesn’t smile as brightly as in her dream, nor does she stand tall.
It was shabby and pitiful, like the peel of a fruit whose kernels were empty.
Even if you are a magician, you cannot be free from physical torture and persecution.
After all, there is no existence that is insensitive to pain as long as it is a living thing.
Isn’t it just me right now?
Even though she hated Ronin, she accepted him because she was afraid of the violence and pressure that would be inflicted on her.
Feeling sad about my situation, I hugged Azazel tighter.
As the pressure increased, Azazel stared at me questionably, then patted my head.
It’s warm, cozy and soft.
It was clearly different from the rough Ain’s touch, but it was the same in that it gave warmth to her cold, frozen heart.
I closed my eyes.
How many minutes had passed?
For some reason, tears came out.
Tears flowed incessantly, as if the tear ducts were out of order.
“Don’t cry.”
It was a short sentence.
I sniffed and replied.
“I’m sorry for crying.”
It’s painful to live.
I want to be comfortable now.
I’m in so much pain
Hope is shattered and it is difficult to find even the fragments.
All that exists ahead is an endless abyss.
Should I hold out longer?
Can I give up now?
When I think of that, I think of you who remain by my side.
Azazel.
My little brother.
You are the only regret in this world without regret.
So I live
It is to survive even though it is painful and hopeless.
I won’t say abominable things for you.
This is purely for me
‘Cause you’re stepping on my eyes
Because I don’t think I’ll be able to feel comfortable even if I die.
“I love you, Azazel.”
* * *
Time passed again.
The cold snow melted and spring came in full swing.
At the same time, rumors came that Magdalena had been captured.
A lot of people have died.
I wanted to know what
After the fall of Magdalena, the call of Ronin continued.
Azazel, who was about to give birth, was no exception.
We were raped for no reason.
Raped Azazel screamed in pain.
It’s more like that because I’m pregnant.
It’s time to get some stability, but it was a coercive act that didn’t take into account the conditions on this side at all.
Then Azazel’s amniotic fluid burst.
She complained of her pain and suffering.
As if Ronin was interested, Gina giggled and looked on.
Azazel’s birth was nothing more than a spectacle to them.
I was the only one desperate for Azazel’s pain.
So I begged earnestly.
Because I thought that I should also play the role of a midwife.
Ronin made me lay down like a dog and thrust his cock into me.
After that, what he said was absurd.
Like watching the work of a midwife while getting stuck.
It was difficult, but with a tattered will, she helped Azazel give birth.
It went away a few times while getting stuck.
Streams of water from my cunt wet the floor.
Gina sold her as a sloppy pussy.
Fortunately, Azazel gave birth safely.
It was a strangely shaped baby.
It was only natural that she was born with the seed of a monster.
Even if it’s a law to frown at that heinous form.
Azazel wondered if she felt maternal love.
She held the demon child in her arms.
And she laughed
It was a gentle laugh.
Despite breaking out in a cold sweat.
A look that looked calm.
But that calm did not last long.
Gina took the child as well, and she trampled it.
In front of Azazel’s eyes.
The reason was speculative.
That’s disgusting
That it is disgusting
At that time, the string of reason was cut off.
I cried and ran.
Even though I cried so much that my tears dried up.
Why don’t the tears dry?
Of course, it was easily overpowered.
And after a few days, I received severe sexual torture.
I thought it would be okay because my mind was already broken, but it was difficult.
I cried and laughed over and over again.
I couldn’t control my emotions.
Because Azazel was sad.
Because she had to let her become lethargic.
Blame me, blame me again, resent me, resent me again.
Azazel reduced her words even further.
And the seasons have changed.
Spring fades, summer blooms.
Summer is gone, autumn has come.
And again.
The empty winter has come.
Then the day came.
My stomach started to swell.
I thought it was a shallow illusion.
He said he ate a lot and gained weight.
But the stomach continued to swell.
“You are pregnant.”
Ronin’s words became wedges and lodged in his heart.
Oh, I see.
I have a child too.
Well, that’s how I got the semen.
Aren’t they the past days when they were faithful to the role of seedlings?
As long as I am a woman, if I have an egg in my womb, I will get pregnant.
It’s as if there’s a hole in my head and brain.
What is this feeling
As time goes on, as time passes.
The more I recall the fact that the man’s child is in this belly.
Eat me up
Make me break
It broke me in the end.
Mercilessly.
Miserably.
Cruelly
Azazel.
We are the same now
* * *
There is life in my belly.
It was a strange sensation and a cursed one at the same time.
There are many reasons to feel this way.
Because it is not a product of love.
Because I’m not the child I wanted.
Because I have no confidence to truly care for this child.
Fortunately, the pregnancy did not come as a shock to me.
I vaguely thought it was my destiny to shut up someday.
So cheap
In order to break me, I have been thoroughly cumming.
It’s strange not to be pregnant.
There wasn’t much regret.
Anyway, there is no child in this world to give my all to.
So it’s fine.
Whether you squirm in low pleasure or bark at a bitch, declaring yourself a bitch.
I became detached and detached.
Although there are parts of the memory that are scattered.
What do you think?
It’s fine if you feel good.
There is also Azazel.
I walked down the hallway, clutching my heavy stomach.
After having Ronin’s child, the restrictions on her actions became relatively less.
It seems that he provided convenience for the situation.
So I was able to roam all over the place.
After being confined to the same room, wandering around like this felt a bit of relief mentally.
Perhaps Ronin’s main purpose is to make me have hope again.
I will stick out my tongue at that viciousness.
“… It’s noisy today.”
There was a sound of a monster howling ferociously.
Was there even a guest?
I’ve been paying attention
Then, inadvertently, he caressed his thick stomach.
Because I don’t want to have a bad influence on the child anyway.
Ronin’s child.
Hate.
I really hate it.
Could there be anything wrong with this child?
Isn’t it a sin to be born?
He had a smile mixed with self-help.
It’s not because he’s Ronin’s child.
Because it’s my baby too.
“I feel sorry for you too. Because you won’t get your mother’s love.”
What she receives from her mother is not love, but resentment and curses.
What a pitiful life
Mouth is bitter
Kwwaaaaang!
Suddenly there was an explosion and a loud vibration.
The turmoil gradually expanded.
What is it?
What day is it today?
Too sullen…
Wow!
It was a roar from right next to me.
It looks like gunpowder has exploded.
My ears were deaf.
Dust was also blown up.
He coughed at the dust that hung in the air.
What’s up?
I blankly turned my head.
There was a man with a terrifying expression.
“It was very late.”
It was a voice that had faded and became hazy even in dreams.
Her black hair turned white like mine.
The black eyes were redder than blood.
Just looking at it, I could tell that a lot had happened.
I was frozen.
Because it was too sudden.
Einstein.
There you were
I laughed out loud.
Could this be a dream?
Could this be a nightmare?
Could this be the script that Ronin created?
The suspicious cancer demon is trying to destroy my brain.
Unable to adjust to the change in circumstances, I lowered my head and stroked my swollen stomach.
Only then did it calm down.
Einstein swung his sword without even looking at the monster attacking from behind.
He broke the monster in two and came to me.
You should be glad that he is alive.
I wasn’t happy.
Rather, it was disappointing.
Because I have no qualifications or worth to love him anymore.
How can a defeated and subdued female surpass a noble warrior?
I wanted to become a person worthy of him.
So I tried
But it was pointless.
“Are you really, really Einstein?”
At my question, he shook his head heavily.
Now I am afraid of him.
I’m afraid you’ll get angry with me.
He was hugged by a man other than him.
I coveted my cock vulgarly.
Even got pregnant
She has become a woman not even worth saving.
I, I.
“I’m sorry, Aria.”
Your face is distorted
A handsome face is terribly distorted.
It seems sad
Why are you sorry
I’m dirty
I’m the one who betrayed you
What should I say?
I picked and picked my words.
“Live… , You were there.”
I have a sore throat.
“Yeah, I almost died.”
I approached him
And with trembling hands, she touched his face.
It is felt.
His skin.
His skin.
His touch.
It was neither a fantasy nor a dream.
It was real.
I laughed.
“This is a real Einstein, really, really.”
The pitch of the voice is jagged.
It was such a big shock.
“If I had known you were alive, I would have resisted more.”
You thought you were dead forever.
Ronin showed his neck, so of course I thought he was dead.
But it wasn’t.
You’re alive
Haha.
Haha.
Haha.
Pop.
There was another sound of something breaking.
What was broken
I don’t know, but it’s more relaxed.
Then I looked at myself.
My stomach was bloated.
Many.
Many.
“My appearance is very ugly, isn’t it?”
Answering my question, Astein bit his lip as if he was in pain.
Blood flowed from his lips.
I think it’s a shame.
I’ve come this far
I tried too.
I was trying to hold on
It was difficult.
It was hard.
In fact, it is nothing more than an excuse.
Even if I resisted more, the break would have been the same.
I’m lost in pleasure
Suffered severe torture.
Lost to ronin
My will was broken and I couldn’t rebuild it.
Einstein called my name in a trembling voice.
“Aria.”
It was painful to hear him speak.
So I cut him off.
“I am pregnant.”
“… I know when I see it.”
“Even if it wasn’t you at first, I wanted to have your first child.”
Even that dream was crushed.
I was violated.
Was it a dream too big for my subject?
“If only I knew it would be like this. I would have been better off not wanting you. I wish I had given it to Azazel. Then it would have been only me, I would have suffered.”
He didn’t answer
“Yes. Azazel is also pregnant. A demon’s child. That confident Azazel is no longer smiling or bright. She lost sight in one of her eyes, and her body was horribly disfigured. Your condition is worse than mine. I, I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to commit suicide. I heard that you died along the way. The world seemed really black.”
I’m not in the middle of the day.
I don’t even know what I want to say or what the subject is.
It was just letting out mixed feelings.
Still, Einstein listened to me silently.
“I have become a woman unworthy of your love.”
It’s broken.
I can’t discuss happiness with you anymore.
Too dirty to be by your side.
“No, Arya.”
He says.
But it doesn’t reach me anymore.
I took his hand holding the sword.
Then, moving his hand, he brought the sword to my throat.
“I want to die.”
Einstein stunned me and threw me off the sword.
Pushed off, I lost my balance and rolled on the floor.
I raised my hand to stop him from running.
“If possible, please kill me with your own hands, Einstein.”
I laughed.
Didn’t you tell me before
I like to smile
Lastly, I wanted to show you a pretty face.
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
“Are you telling me to live? But, I am in so much pain.”
“I’m here to save you.”
“I’m fine. She’s a woman who doesn’t deserve your salvation. Could you save Azazel instead?”
“I’ll save them both.”
Vulture.
So I liked it
I smiled faintly.
“That is impossible.”
When Einstein says something.
Someone intervened at the right time.
“You made a mess, hero.”
It was Ronin.
Einstein looked at Ronin and untied his wrists.
“I should have killed you right then.”
“How were you satisfied with her relationship with her?”
Einstein is gone.
At some point, he came close to Ronin and swung her sword.
Kaaang!
A metallic sound echoed and Ronin was pushed out of the way.
His eyes widened a little, probably because it was an embarrassing attack even for Ronin.
“I.”
He paused for a moment, as if his words had been interrupted, then pronounced his sentence with a melancholy look in his eyes.
“It kills you.”
Ronin shrugged his shoulders.
“That’s good too.”
