## Chapter 37 – Crumbling Daily Life (3)
1. Turn my back and run into the house.
〉My ankle will catch on the doorstep. The moment I lift my leg to step up, a knife will plunge into my back.
It won’t be an instant kill, but the moment I’m properly stabbed, all the strength will drain from my body.
Yujin won’t be satisfied with just one stab in the back. She won’t hesitate to repeatedly swing the knife and kill me.
Probably until I die, no, even long after I’m dead, she’ll keep stabbing the knife into my body.
Of course, I could resist, snatch Yujin’s knife, or kick her in the stomach with my heel to buy time to escape. If I’m lucky.
But even in that case, I can’t avoid being cut or stabbed by Yujin’s knife a couple of times.
If I’m stuck in the hospital because of the wounds and then get discharged, it’s straight to jail.
Yujin stabbing me? In a city where I can be sent to prison as a rapist without evidence, there’s no way I, a man, can report Yujin, the school’s idol and close to Sua, while I’m stuck in the hospital.
Therefore, this method is excluded.
2. Lean back to dodge.
〉I might be able to dodge the stab coming at my face right now. But what about the subsequent slashes? Since I’m leaning back, it’ll be hard to even run away afterward.
Method 2 is worse than Method 1.
Then Method 3—,
There’s no time to think.
Now is not the time to think, but to act. What should I do? How can I escape?
No… I’ve tried escaping enough before the regression. And that’s how I ended up like that. So, right now,
I stared at the knife flying towards my face.
Yujin’s thigh, the white clouds and blue sky behind Yujin’s shoulder, people leisurely strolling, the peaceful scenery. All of it is cut off by the blade, growing larger and larger until it fills my entire field of vision—,
I charge towards it. I rush towards death myself.
Just before the blade touches my face, I tilt my head to the side with all my might.
It’s a feat that top-class boxers occasionally show, exchanging hooks and uppercuts, even counters, at close range.
But since I wasn’t a top-class boxer, I couldn’t dodge all the attacks as coolly as they do.
I feel my lip being cut by the knife. Right now, I only feel a faint sensation of being cut, but soon it will come as a great pain.
But,
“Crap—!”
I managed to grab Yujin’s wrist. Even after Yujin’s wrist was grabbed by me, she struggled and swung the knife wildly, so my fingers were cut by the blade, but it’s much better than being stabbed in the back or stomach.
And originally, after grabbing Yujin’s wrist, I was going to keep charging without stopping the momentum, and give Yujin a spear!!! to the face, just like I gave Yujeong a powerbomb!! However, just before the crown of my head hit Yujin’s face, I suddenly changed my mind and stopped my head.
Of course, I wanted to do that, but if I did, Yujin’s nose would bleed and she would get a big bruise, and then all the students and faculty at school would ask Yujin what happened, and Yujin wouldn’t be able to go to the idol final audition test on time, and the future timeline would be twisted.
So, I endured giving Yujin a spear to the face. But that didn’t mean I endured the desire to punish Yujin as well.
I gave a sly smile. And I gave Yujin a blow that she would feel was much more painful than having her nose bleed and a blue bruise on her cheekbone.
I pushed my face, which was close to Yujin’s face, a little further forward, and overlapped my lips with Yujin’s lips.
The moment our lips touched, Yujin’s pupils, which were already large and would later be counted as one of the cat-like idols, dilated greatly like a cat’s.
I put my tongue between Yujin’s teeth.
A tongue that had been overlapping with Yujin’s mom’s lips so much last night that it felt like Yujeong’s vaginal fluids would come out instead of saliva.
The blood that burst from my lips, cut by Yujin’s knife, went into Yujin’s mouth through my tongue. As Yujin’s lips and my lips rubbed together, the wound widened.
More blood gushed out from the widened wound, and more blood went into Yujin’s mouth through my tongue.
Surprised, Yujin moved her tongue to say something, and my tongue and Yujin’s tongue collided. Yujin’s tongue’s saliva and my tongue’s blood mixed together.
It was a fishy, thick, and even terribly felt taste of blood. Our first kiss.
Yujin’s struggles suddenly stopped. It was Yujin who was trying to stab and kill me by swinging the knife even while her wrist was grabbed by me, but suddenly the strength seemed to drain from her hand, and the kitchen knife fell down with a thud.
The fallen kitchen knife hit the floor of the front door, and as the metallic sound of *clang!* rang loudly, the murderous intent from when Yujin snarled “Die” at me returned to Yujin’s eyes, which were dilated so much that no white could be seen.
I quickly pulled out my tongue. If I had been even a little late, my tongue would have been cut in half. But since it was a deep kiss where we rubbed and twisted our tongues, it was impossible to pull it out completely.
My lower lip was caught on Yujin’s upper teeth. I thought my lower lip would be cut off, so I punched Yujin’s stomach wildly, but Yujin didn’t let go of my lower lip.
Tears streamed down under Yujin’s eyes, which were enduring the pain and glaring at me with murderous eyes, chewing on my lower lip.
But those were not tears of pain or tears of fear. Those were only tears of hatred, hatred that was bubbling up inside Yujin and pouring out.
“It was my first kiss, you son of a bitch… I was going to do it with Minjun, you son of a bitch…”
Thanks to what Yujin said, I was barely able to pull out my lips.
I touched my lips with the hand that was holding Yujin’s wrist. I suspected that it had been cut off, but fortunately, it was only wounded, not cut off.
While I was touching my lip wound with my fingers, Yujin punched me with her bare fist this time, without a kitchen knife.
“Die!”
Of course, it’s not a punch that would work on me.
I lightly dodged it and snatched Yujin’s wrist. Then, I lifted Yujin’s arm, who was trying to scream, and pressed it against the wall, and with the hand that wasn’t being held, I also subdued Yujin’s other hand, which was trying to scratch my face.
I closed the door.
Then, I pushed Yujin towards the front door.
She’s not someone who will calm down with words like “calm down.” She’s a bitch who showed up in broad daylight with a knife to kill someone.
I have to treat her like a beast, not a human. It’s useless to talk to a bitch who is clearly a wild animal, even if she’s smaller than me. I have no choice but to inject her with an anesthetic called “belly punch.”
I put Yujin’s back against the front door and stabbed my fist into Yujin’s stomach. It would be troublesome if there were bruises on her exposed stomach, so I couldn’t keep hitting only her good-tasting stomach.
I hit her chest after her stomach. I hit her left chest and right chest once each.
After that, it’s her thighs that I’ve been worried about all along. Her thighs, which are so fleshy that her flesh slightly bulges out of her black stockings, look vulgar and stupid, and are so fucking hot.
“Die? Try killing me.”
I said that and hit Yujin’s thigh with my knee.
“Heet-!”
Yujin, who was trembling as if she had been electrocuted by being hit properly. But her eyes were still rebellious, no, they were confident as if she was winning this fight against me.
This bitch.
I grabbed Yujin’s neck with the hand that was holding Yujin’s wrist. This would leave a visible scar, but I couldn’t suppress my anger.
“Guh… Guheueuk… You son of a, die…”
Yujin’s legs, which were grabbed by my two hands and lifted higher than my head, struggled and hit my chest and shoulders, but I endured it without paying attention.
Before long, Yujin’s legs went limp. I knew it was acting, but I let Yujin down. But not safely, but as if throwing her away.
And I suppressed even the pain of being thrown and pretended to be unconscious, then stepped on Yujin’s back with my foot as she crawled on the floor to grab the kitchen knife, which I had locked the front door in the gap. I controlled my anger with that.
I wiped my lips with the back of my hand. Blood was smeared all over the back of my hand. I saw the blood, but my anger subsided instead. It’s because I realized that the reason I saw blood like this was not because of Yujin, but because of my carelessness.
While I was taking a deep breath, my mind calmed down to a level that could now be called cold.
While I was controlling my desire to kill Yujin, Yujin finally reached out and grabbed the kitchen knife.
I stepped on Yujin’s hand holding the kitchen knife with my shoe.
But even in that situation, Yujin didn’t try to let go of the kitchen knife and persisted until the end.
I had no choice but to squat next to Yujin, grab her wrist with one hand, and grab her hair with the other hand and lift Yujin up.
“You bitch, let go! Let go! It’s not hair that a bastard like you can touch!”
“I even put my hand inside your mom’s pussy that made this hair, what are you bitching about, you bitch.”
Yujin’s hair, which seemed to have been tied up high so that it wouldn’t interfere with her swinging the knife as she struggled, was loosened, and her long hair came down to her waist.
I wrapped my hand around Yujin’s hair, which had become easier to grab as it had become longer, and punched Yujin’s stomach, chest, and thighs one more time each, and was barely able to take the kitchen knife from Yujin’s hand.
I put Yujin’s kitchen knife on top of the shoe rack. Then, I grabbed Yujin’s hair, who was resisting, and dragged her into my house.
While doing so, Yujin tried to call out to the people outside by screaming, so I made the first move.
“Try screaming. Try screaming once. You think I wouldn’t know you’d come out like this? You think I wouldn’t know? It’s all caught on camera that you tried to kill me with a knife. I’m a rapist? Then what are you? You’re a murderer now.”
