Chapter 282 – -281- Truth (5)
“Are you serious?”
[That’s right. Doesn’t it fit perfectly?]
“Hmm, I think it might be a little uncomfortable…”
She said that the body she chose, her chest area… Was too big.
Because it was reality, not virtual reality, she knew that no matter how much she adjusted her body’s muscles, it would cause quite a bit of inconvenience, so she tried to dissuade her, but she was stubborn.
[As she puts on that ridiculously large object]
“This isn’t me, it’s the chairman’s son who ordered this…”
[You could fix it, but you didn’t change it. Then it’s the same as putting it on of your own will.]
… I had nothing to say. Well, it was true that the chairman had a lot of fun with the body he put so much effort into.
[And to the point of dissuading you, why are there so many women around you whose faces are smaller than their breasts?]
“…”
Feeling embarrassed, I subtly changed the subject
“Why do you like that body?”
She told me as if it was obvious.
[There are a lot of contrasts with your body right now, right?]
[If your body is the result of maximizing masculinity… This body is the opposite]
[From hair color to body, doesn’t it contrast well with you?]
Well, a woman with shiny white hair… Would be a contrast to me in many ways.
“Didn’t you say you don’t like things that are too unique?”
[Hey, this isn’t like a horn or odd-eye, is it?]
[Something, and isn’t it harmonious? Femininity and masculinity, yin and yang, black and white… I think it will be a good symbol for us… No, for me, to be imperfectly completed]
[You get the impression that they were one and then became two.]
She, who pursued perfection, expressed a strange sense of anticipation about the preparations she would receive through a new body.
“Well, if you like it”
[Well, well, um… Can I just use that body now?]
“Okay, it’s empty. Do whatever you want.”
[Now, what if something goes wrong…!]
“I’ve been back and forth between the virtual world and my real body over a hundred times, and there’s been no problem. Now, I’ll guide you.”
[Sigh…]
While guiding her, I put my mouth to her ear.
Well, maybe because it was a hologram, I couldn’t feel my body temperature, so it wasn’t good.
When I get the body, I’ll try licking its ears.
Thinking evil thoughts, I whispered to my other self.
“Once I get a new body, let’s go do some bad things to GK together.”
[Ugh, what the hell. Why should I do that…?]
She said, flinching at the bad temptation.
“Because it’s fun. And now, it’s okay for us to destroy the world just for that reason.”
[… Let’s think about it]
The hologram blinked and turned off without answering, but I thought it was as if she had accepted my offer.
Because I’ve always been the type to say no clearly.
***
“I’ll start”
I reached out to her, towards her own spirit, to guide her consciousness into her empty body.
I thought there would be no problem. Because that was the case in my case.
Then, something unexpected happened.
Her spirit started attacking me.
To get eaten.
As if wanting wholeness was an obsession engraved in the realm of the unconscious, her spirit began to invade my consciousness.
Holding on to my spirit that guided her into her new body, her subconscious began to pull my spirit like a creeper.
It was an attack carried out by her subconscious.
[I’m sorry, that’s not what I meant…]
“Stay still”
[… Yes]
She was trying to blend into my consciousness. I tried to swallow her, her memories, her values, her way of thinking… To become one of her.
“… Gotcha”
However, the attempt ended up being an attempt.
Her way of thinking, which was trying to take root in my mind, failed to take deep root and was pulled out.
However, in the process, an early ‘exchange of consciousness’ occurred.
It was as if, in the process of pulling out the arrow lodged in her body, her flesh was taken away… A part of my consciousness that was not needed to be flowed into her.
About half of her excessive lust that made up me was ripped away from her, and I also came to accept some of her excessive ethical restrictions and restrictions.
After inserting her torn spirit into a new body, I took a deep breath and checked myself.
‘What… What has changed?’
I calmly observed myself.
I was able to keep her memory intact, but part of the sense of who I was exchanged with her violently.
Half. I took a part of her, and in the process, half of my amplified desire flowed into her.
What she was trying to take away from her had seeped into her half, and what she was trying to convey to her was being conveyed to her in an unfinished form.
I had a creaky sense of ethics, and my passions were now difficult to control.
‘… Are you okay?’
It wasn’t a change I could endure… But rather a change I felt glad about.
Rather, it was an accident that was close to chance.
Creaky ethics? Uncontrollable lust?
It was a huge step forward.
This means that ethics are completely shattered, and sexual desires are no longer at such an absurd level that the word “Control” Feels like nonsense.
Now, even if it’s not perfect, I still have ethics, and my sexual desires have subsided to the point where I can have the illusion of control.
‘Then… What happened to her?’
She stumbled out of the tank, and as soon as she came to her senses, she offered her apology.
“I’m sorry, it wasn’t my will…”
“I know. How are you feeling? Are you okay?”
When I asked her, holding her up as her newborn baby stood trembling like a deer, she smiled and answered.
“Whoa… My body feels warm… Jinhyuk, are you okay?”
“Yes”
“Thank God… Ah, my head feels very refreshed…? It feels like all the tight shackles have disappeared.”
She uttered unspeakable curses and death threats against GK to herself, trembling with joy at the fact that she could say them.
“Hmm, are your ethics okay? I feel like I took a little of what you did.”
“Oh, that’s it”
She laughed as if she was relaxed and spoke to me.
“I’m fine. Like your sexual desires, my morals were over-amplified, so it’s not to the point where there’s a problem if I go a little too far with you.”
“Really?”
“Even if I go to you a little, I can sympathize with the normal moral standards, right? In fact, thanks to this, most of the other restrictions imposed by GK have been lifted… But…”
“Just?”
“… This crazy sexual desire I got from you. It’s hard to get used to. Ugh, it feels like a fire is burning inside.”
Like an adolescent girl experiencing her first lust, she wiggled her body with both ears red.
Well, if I think about it, the other me was also a man. Don’t you feel strange?
As soon as I asked, the answer came back.
“I’ve never thought of myself as a man?”
“Huh? Then, you thought it was a woman?”
“No, that’s not it either. It’s just… I had a vague concept of gender. Ah, if you think about it, I guess you took your awareness of your gender along with your sexual desire.”
Even during her conversation, she fanned her face with her hand and her cheeks blushed.
“Lust, really… Wow, it’s amazing… To begin with, I had no idea about that concept…”
“My sense of ethics is fine… Ugh, when I fantasize about violating ethics with my sexual desires, it gives me goosebumps.”
“I guess this is why you play by twisting other people like that…”
Seeing her smiling as if she was embarrassed with her red face made her relax.
While we were silently laughing at each other, she declared in her bright voice.
“I moved my body. I also decided on a name.”
“What is it?”
“Your name is Jinhyuk, right? I wanted to create a contrast here as well.”
“Truthful Jin, and you use a flame holder, right?”
“Right?”
“You, Jeong Jin-hyuk… Are a flame now. A flame that burns the world with desire.”
“So, my name is Gayoung, with the letters ‘lie’ and ‘gil’, how about it?”
It’s Gayoung, it’s Jeong Gayoung… Well, it sticks to the mouth quite well.
Gayoung, Gayoung Jeong.
As I rolled it off my tongue, it was a name that came out of my mouth smoothly.
“If your anger really burns the world, I will fix it that much.”
“If I leave you alone, I think you’ll just ruin it…”
“Let’s fix the false world that will be broken for us and play with it by destroying it together.”
“Forever”
Eternal lie. This was the meaning of the name she interpreted.
It was also a promise as a partner to be with me for the rest of my life.
As soon as she said her name, I felt her body tremble with the sense of accomplishment that everything was done.
It is finished.
She was able to be with her, without anything against her.
I have completed my revenge and regained at least a part of my sanity that I thought could not be regained.
If this were the worldview in the game, it felt like the ending step roll would come up.
Although ‘Incomplete Two’ was completed a little earlier than I expected, it was better than the ending I had hoped for.
Perhaps, Gayoung and I will rule this world forever.
Together, they will have fun destroying the world that was fixed by Gayoung’s sweet lies.
Two new gods were born, but no one in the world knew about it.
Well, it might be a good thing for them.
No one would be happy about the news that two evil spirits were born…
The end…
…?
“What are you making that look like it’s over?”
“Huh?”
“You mean your promise, have you forgotten?”
“Uh, what was it?”
“Don’t pretend you don’t remember. We both know that we can’t ‘forget’ if we don’t intend to, right?”
She spoke in a shameless voice.
“Once I get my body, we decided to do bad things together, right?”
“So, please tell me. It’s bad.”
“I think my slightly obsessive ethics will lead me to do a lot of good things, so I want to enjoy it as much as possible while I can.”
“Shall we destroy other worldviews like you?”
“Hmm… People in the real world aren’t bad either. I think it would be better to change the criminals!”
“Haa… I can think of endless naughty pranks I want to do…”
With a slightly twisted sense of ethics, she selects toys more strictly than I do.
“But before that… I also want to test all of my body’s functions…”
“… The first bad thing to do is… Um, how about a close relative…?”
“Haha, isn’t it just masturbation?”
“It depends on how you express it, well”
Gayoung put my index finger in her mouth and tempted me.
“… You like this kind of thing?”
I was originally a person with strong ‘self-control’
… I felt like I couldn’t resist my temptation today.
