Chapter 94 – One Big Step Forward (3)
“…I’d like to ask you a favor, Yuris. I love Ian so much. So Ian… Can you please give up? Now that I look at him, he really is a piece of trash… But he is still my first and last love… So… Please… Give up.”
What on earth can I say?
The best I could do was not to look away from Evelyn.
Sigh-
At that time, Monk Yury held Evelyn’s hand and said.
“…Sorry. Miss Evelyn. I love Ian too. “I can’t give up.”
“Y-Yuris, you are a candidate for sainthood, right? In fact, the next saint has been confirmed!! …So, that’s it!! You might find someone better!!! No! I’m sure you’ll find it!! …Ha, but!! I can’t!! I only have Ian!! “He’s the only one!!”
“…If this Miss Belin can find a better man than Ian, can she give up Ian?”
“There is no man better than Ian in my life!!!!”
Ibelin shouted, shaking off her hands.
“Ugh…Ugh…I just know!! In my life … Ian …
“…Yes. “I know very well how much Miss Evelyn loves Ian.”
“Ah..! Haha…?..Ugh…Then…Are you giving up…?”
“But even so, I have no intention of giving in.”
“…Oh, you said you knew…?…Ugh…You said you knew how much I love Ian!!! Bff!…You’re going to intervene even though you know that?”
“Sorry. Just as Ian is life to Miss Evelyn, to Juris, ‘Opponent of destiny’Yes. “I can never give up.”
“Why is it Ian!!! Why!!! Yu, Yuris, it’s been 10 years. I’ve had that bastard in my heart for 10 years!! How much did you love Ian? Few days? How many weeks? It’s not even a year at most!!! Wow!!… Well… That’s the whole story… When I first realized that I loved Ian, I decided that I would definitely end up with that bastard. So… Ah, no… Not Ian… He’s my man!!… Please… No…”
As Belin sat down, Monk Yuri also knelt down with her and said,
“That’s right. “Compared to Miss Evelyn, the time I spent loving Ian would be short.”
Surprised.
The Yuri monk I had watched so far was such a kind and pure woman that I felt a little foolish.
That’s why I thought that Monk Yuris might give up on me.
That’s how desperate Belin’s cry was, and because she was so desperate…
“…Then!!”
“There are times when one night’s fireworks are more deeply engraved in one’s heart than the stars that have shone in the night sky for a thousand years. “Even though the time I loved was short, I don’t think the size of my love is smaller than Miss Evelyn’s.”
However, it was a mistake.
The monk Yuri in front of me calmly confessed her true feelings to Ibelin without the slightest hesitation.
“Ouch!… Ha… Heh!… Yuris-sama… Seeing you… Talking… Like this… I… I… No matter how much I pray… “It’s no use, right?”
“Yes, sorry. “No matter what Miss Evelin says, my feelings will not change.”
“.. Haha!.. Haha!.. Haha!”
Evelyn’s dry laughter took my breath away.
It was a sound that reminded me of the time when I built ‘real trust’ with Laplace.
Sigh-
Belin stood up, looked up at the sky, stretched out her hands, and said.
“Ha…! Haha!!! Ellis…? Does this really make sense? I have endured so much during this time!! 6 years ago!!! ‘Summer Festival’Even though fireworks exploded the moment I was about to confess to Ian, I held back!!! 3 years ago,‘Pink Mulia’At the moment when Ian was about to confess to me, I held back even when 6 carriages passed by!!!! And not long ago‘Cream Pie’“I was really angry when the door closed right before we kissed at the inn… But I held back!!!!”
“…”
There was definitely a time in ‘Pink Mulia’ where I tried to confess to Evelyn.
‘Haha… The carriage… Is moving too fast… Be careful… Haha…’
‘Okay… Let’s go take a shower and have something to eat…’
However, she brushed it off so naturally that she had no idea that Ibelin would notice.
“…But now, the saintess candidate is trying to steal Ian herself? …Ha.. Haha!”
“Miss Evelyn. …I don’t want to take Ian away… I have no intention of taking him away.”
“Shut your mouth!! Do you pity me now? Ha..Haha!!…No!!”
“Ibelin…”
“Shut up, Ian!! You, you, you have no right to intervene now!! Wow!! Well, nothing really works!! Oh no!! Ellis!! Why!! What!! That’s why I’m doing this!! Argh!! No one understands me!! I want to be happy just once!! Why! I, Evelyn, cannot be happy!!! Why does this ridiculous situation happen!!! No matter how much I think about it, that bastard!!! “You should have confessed to me a long time ago, eh!!!”
“…”
From today onwards, when expressing myself, I have decided to refrain from saying that I am a quick-witted man.
…Like I said, if I had known that Evelyn knew about my feelings, I would have confessed it a long time ago.
“Miss Evelyn…”
“Why!!! Why!! “No!!…Why are you calling me!!!”
“…I want to share it with Miss Evelyn if possible. “Master…Ian is a man worth it.”
“No!! I hate it!!! I don’t want to share!! Lee, Ian is ‘my man’! It has been that way so far, and it will continue to be this way!! I want you to be mine for the rest of your life!! If you are really looking at Ellis, please tell me the correct answer!!! Why on earth are you doing this to me!!!!! I lived a good life!! It may not be as good as that saintly candidate over there!! I also work hard in volunteer work!! Donate too!! Even bad things…!! Yes!! To be honest, I did a little bit with Ian!! But I almost never did it to other people!!!! Then you shouldn’t do this!!! Even if the world is tough, we have to do it in moderation!!! Did I expect much? He said he would just have three sons and three daughters with Ian and that bastard and live a happy life!!!! Why are you blocking this!!! Ahhh!!! Fuck!!! Are you really saying that because you want to see me go crazy?!!!!!”
In the end, Belin, who shouted as if she had let out everything, lowered her head.
“…”
As expected, I did well not to reveal anything about Alice to Belin.
Even now, it was Evelyn who was swearing at Ellis in front of the ‘candidate for sainthood.’
…But what if I heard that the starting point of my harem plan was Ellis?
I honestly thought that Evelyn might become a ‘pagan.’
Beetle- Beatle- Tuk-
At that time, this belin walked towards me with her head down and hit her head on my chest.
“…Hey. “Ian.”
“Yes… Evelyn.”
I couldn’t even imagine Evelyn’s expression with her head down.
Now, I felt like no matter what I said, it would only hurt Evelyn.
“You said you loved me. …Do you still love me?”
“…Huh.”
“Okay…? You said I was too much for you, right? …Are you serious about that too?”
“…Huh.”
“But you said you couldn’t just love me because you couldn’t be satisfied with ‘sex’ with me, right?”
“…Huh. “I did.”
“…You scumbag. Huh, it’s ridiculous to hear it again. Are you human? Is it a dog? “
“…”
“Haa… Fuck… I don’t know. “I guess I’m really crazy… I know very well that you’re an asshole… But it’s normal to not want to see things like you…”
I couldn’t really refute it.
While listening to the conversation between Evelyn and Master Yuris, I felt it again…
I was an asshole.
“But… Why… Why do I still love you so much that I feel like I’m going to die?”
“…Eveline.”
The moment I slowly put my hand on Evelyn’s shoulder due to my trembling voice…
Flash-!!
Ibelin suddenly raised her head, and a blue flame was burning in her eyes.
“…I-Ibelin?”
“Whoa…What the fuck!! Okay!! I am Evelyn!! You bastard!! “It’s okay if I just accept everything!!!!”
“…What?”
“I will accept all your fucking sexual desires!!!! He said he can’t love only me because he doesn’t have enough sex with me!!! Then if I take it all, only I can love!!!”
“…”
“Why? Are you embarrassed because I’m like this? Then, did you think I would cry to you and have no choice but to give you permission to have a harem?”
…It wasn’t like that, but honestly, I’m a little embarrassed.
Judging by Evelyn’s appearance and trembling voice just a moment ago, I thought she would be crying.
Twaaaaahh-!!
“Fuck!! Don’t underestimate my pure love!!! You bastard!!!!”
“…Ah?”
“Ian, listen carefully!! Even if the world is destroyed, I will never give up on you!! Because you are more important to me than the world!!! A world that is not connected to you and me? There is no such thing! Why? I will destroy that world!!! Do you understand?”
“…Then what about this?”
“That’s just you hit a dog. Why !!! Are you plugging it in?”
“…No.”
“Then get another hit, you bastard!!!”
Taaaaah don’t let me go not yet
Evelyn, who had slapped me on the cheek, glared at Monk Yuris and said.
“Uris-sama… No, Uris. Did you hear it now? 이 개새끼는 나 사랑해. She thinks being loved by me is too much. The only thing I lacked until now was sex. So, if I fuck this guy until I satisfy him, there will be no room for you to interfere. Do you understand?”
“…Miss Evelyn?”
“Damn the sheep… Just call me Evelyn. “From now on, we’re going to fight and show the floor, so let’s not show any unnecessary courtesy.”
“Ibel…Lyn? And fight?”
…After all, Monk Yuris was not an ordinary person.
Even in this situation, he seemed a little happy because more and more people were calling him by his first name.
“Okay!! Fight!! You can’t cry! You can’t even beg! Then what the fuck!! We have to fight!! So from now on, just call me by my first name.”
“…All right. Evelyn.”
“Whoa… Good! Remove all prefixes such as ‘candidate for sainthood’ or ‘childhood friend’!! Just as a woman… No, as a ‘female’ aiming for a ‘male’, let’s fight with the weapon hanging between the crotches!! So, Yuris!!”
Chuck-!
Ibelin, extending her finger towards me, declared to Monk Yuri:
“If I satisfy this bastard with sex, you give up Ian!!”
