Chapter 45 – Episode 45. …Yes, Come.
First…
I’m afraid because I’ve never experienced it, and I need to attach more importance to it because I’ll be left behind in the future.
Most people have experienced the experience of making mistakes after a wrong start.
“… Mr. Ymir.”
If so, is the anxiety he sees at this moment because of that initial fear?
“Are you really okay? Even if someone like me spends the first night with you…”
No, because this man always cared about others, not himself.
Poor, he fears that he will cause harm to his opponent. His consideration must have been based on that kind of psychology.
He thinks he lacks himself, so he devotes himself to those he has and wants to keep where he belongs…
“Is it a burden? I didn’t ask to be your lover or anything.”
At first, she was okay with it, but now, she has no choice but to pay attention to her.
Because he forced himself to hang out with him.
I am grateful that he has followed me this far, but how can I force myself to push him any further?
“No, I… Are you okay.”
“It’s a bit disappointing that it was just fine.”
She burst into laughter with her expression, and said, placing her hand on her own naked body, especially her chest.
“You noticed it when I was walking down the street, didn’t you? Everyone passing by looked at me.”
“…”
“How did you feel then?”
“… It was unpleasant. That they only see you that way.”
The clenched fists resting on her lap begin to tremble.
I could tell just by looking at it. What I’m saying at this moment is not something I’m just saying.
“Yes, because you have a heart for me.”
That heart was happy, but ironically, what followed was far from sympathizing with his psychology.
“But you can’t force that mindset on everyone in the world, can you? If you are not a eunuch, you will immediately think of me the moment you see me. I don’t know her personality, but she’s a woman with a great body.”
It’s not just the same.
A body that abandoned her life as a woman in the first place. On the contrary, the lump of fat that hindered my movement was nothing more than an unnecessary tumor.
I don’t feel honor or glory even in the position of a great wizard, and I just see it as a ‘means’ for my research.
Even if the antisocial phobia caused by this body alone led to the path of a great wizard, she was in a position where she did not have any pride in that fact.
“How about being a little more happy? The fact that you can do whatever you want with this body.”
Yes, because it is a body that has pushed itself that way.
It will definitely be needed in a place like now.
If this body is infinitely attractive to please a man.
“… Can I take that chance?”
Nevertheless, Dave does not give in to temptation and shows a strong attitude.
But she was visible in Yumir’s eyes. It was something she desperately tried to hide between her legs with her posture as low as possible.
Okay. You must be excited too Even so, I think his effort not to show an ugly appearance is imaginary.
“Are you saying I’m the Archmage?”
But the factor that suppresses his desire is something good for her.
In this closed room where there is no social point of view, there will be nothing to disturb them.
“Dave. Are you treating me so kindly because I am a great wizard?”
“… No.”
“Yes, because you are kind to everyone.”
And not everyone in the world is so kind.
Some will just see it as an object of pure lust, while others will see it as an object to submit to.
You will not be able to find consideration for yourself in their malicious hands, and you may end up becoming their plaything against your will.
The position he is on is a place where it is not strange no matter when something like that happens.
He, who has never had a decent human relationship, will have to face their malice in the face without borrowing anyone’s help.
“Because you’re kind to everyone, I’m sure you’ll be able to embrace even a woman who doesn’t like you.”
Yeah, even if you don’t value chastity, that’s not good for everyone.
After the research was over and I had some free time in my heart, I thought about it from time to time.
If someone in the world puts value on their beginning, I hope that the moment I lose it will bring good meaning to my life.
“It is not so.”
Because I thought that the man in front of me would be able to realize such a simple desire.
“Ymir is not a worthless person. Some may hate Ymir, but at least I will never think of Ymir that way.”
“… Really?”
“Because you are the one who repaid my trust.”
Gradually, a determined gaze turns to herself.
Eyes that were very upright and prepared for many things.
“You proved the results with the things I risked my life to save. You made me feel proud of myself for believing in you and going out on a limb.”
Knowing that he is lacking, he seeks to increase his value by assisting someone who is greater than himself.
If you look at the concept, it is no different from the knights who swore allegiance to the king.
“I don’t hate you like that. Rather, I am grateful to you.”
No matter how far you distance yourself from people, there is nothing you can’t understand.
Even if I don’t understand, I want to try to understand.
I know who he is, and how warm his hands are.
“Thank you. For making the work I lacked meaningful.”
More than that, I want to overlap my body and become one with him even for a moment.
“… Neither do I.”
I hope that such a heart will pass through his hands to him.
Soon, Ymir began to wrap his arms around him.
“If I value my chastity, it will be as much happiness as I get from my actions with you at this moment.”
I bumped into him without hesitation with my body, which I had always regarded as an obstacle.
“Dave. How far can you go for that value?”
Ymir whispered in his ear while still holding close.
Dave, who moved his trembling hand as if hesitating, spoke quietly as he hugged her body as well.
“Anything I can do…”
“… Yes, then.”
As the thrill of his chest accelerated, Yumir raised his head and began to bring his lips to Dave’s mouth.
The moment when their mucous membranes collide. Kissing someone for the first time in my life.
It’s just an act of bumping your body, but you can still feel your body heating up.
As if something like this had happened before.
“… Town.”
That kind of familiarity even erased the reluctance of the subsequent action.
“Ugh, suck…”
A sticky lump of flesh squeezed through her lips.
As it wriggled by his will and began to dig into the inside, the heat flowing from his breath began to warm up his mouth.
Saliva and saliva. The moment when the liquid created by the mixing of each other’s secretions flows down the cracks of repeated kisses.
Even so, the two did not stop it.
Both the one who does it and the one who accepts it unilaterally.
“Ha ha, yup. After.”
Rather, they covet each other’s heat by bringing their bodies closer together.
I’m just intoxicated by that passion.
“Puhaa~”
The ecstatic breath that came out the moment his mouth fell. Her face, which had been trying to relax until now, began to be dyed in an enchanting color for the first time.
It was probably the first time in my life that I had seen myself so disheveled.
“… Kiss, you’re good at it.”
Even so, the voice is not shy.
Her kiss before her was so much that she was greatly intimidated to the point that her determination that she had done so far was overshadowed.
Sticking her tongue over her lips and lips, digging inside of it. It’s literally like oral sex, isn’t it?
“Have you ever done this to your girlfriend?”
“No, I don’t really date anyone…”
“Who brought you to the party?”
“…”
A face hardened in an instant.
Yes, she actually showed herself to be self-conscious when she first met Celica.
It must have developed into such a relationship without even Verdia knowing it.
“… I think you misunderstood me a bit. I didn’t really want to make you my lover.”
But rest assured.
Coincidentally, what she had for him wouldn’t be what you would call love.
There is a possibility that someday it will develop in that direction, but it is not yet…
Just standing by his side makes my heart pound, and I can’t even swear that I’ll be with the other person for the rest of my life with things that are only to the extent that I’m conscious of his actions.
“…Really?”
“Yeah, I thought that if it were you, I could just end my first day well… Oh no!”
At that moment, Ymir moaned at the approaching hand. Before I knew it, I saw him sitting in front of me, holding my chest with both hands.
“That’s kind of upsetting.”
That too, with quite rough hand movements.
“You are… Are you the kind of person who spends too much of your body to the point of handing over the first time to someone who isn’t even a lover?”
“… Whoops, did you say that?”
Is the reason you get angry is because of yourself? Ymir laughed at the thought.
“The value of this beginning will be as much as the satisfaction I get from my actions with you.”
If you are satisfied with this act, you will feel a clear value for your body to that extent, and if not, you will regard it no different than before.
Surely, if he is for himself, he will know which way to aim.
“Ah, well…”
The movement of the hand holding the chest gradually gaining strength. As if touching clay, the soft flesh changes its shape from time to time, and the more it does, the more chicken meat grows on the skin.
The effect extends even to the nipple at the end of the breast.
“Sooo!!”
Dave presses on the raised nipples with both of his fingers.
The sensitivity that I felt as a whole was concentrated in one place, and I felt something surging up my spine.
What is this It was something I had never felt before, at least in my life.
If it’s something you can guess, it’s a concept that I’ve only encountered in theory.
‘Well, something is coming.’
As the sensation grew, the moaning that leaked out of his mouth gradually became rougher as he felt that his head was becoming an idiot.
“Ah, ha ha… Ha ha…”
Strange sound.
She began covering her mouth with the back of her hand, unable to bear the shame she gradually felt as her noise, which she never thought she had heard of, escaped unintentionally.
“You don’t have to do anything.”
Dave’s caring voice that comes towards her.
“Just feel it. Because that is enough.”
Before she could answer, Dave began to bring her mouth to Ymir’s nipple.
And snap. And the moment when her lips overlapped her nipples.
“Oh no…!”
A voice leaked out reflexively, even though the back of the hand was covered.
Her mouth, which overlapped her nipples, did not stop there, sucking air as if breathing in, or raising her teeth to stimulate the nipples that were clearly erect.
The action was very unrestrained. The hand that grasps and rubs the remaining breast, too.
‘Did I, the men, want to do this with my heart?’
How can you ruthlessly dig through breasts that don’t even produce milk?
Even though she seemed to be stunned by such filthy hand movements, she felt her body heat up even more.
‘Oh, it’s coming.’
Yes, it will be soon
The sensation I felt from the moment he touched my body gradually became clearer, and before long, I was even making a treasure trove of knowledge that I had accumulated all along while digging through her head.
– Steamed!
Just in time for that moment, her fingers, which entered her vagina by surprise, pressed against the vaginal wall, amplifying the swelling she had been preparing for, turning her head white.
As if it was an electric shock, the moment when the whole body stiffened with an intense pleasure that had never been felt before.
“Ah, ah ah ah~♥”
A coquettish cry leaked from his mouth, unable to withstand the pleasure.
With him, her sweat-soaked body slumped on the bed, her blurry gaze as she looked up at her ceiling, struggling to catch her breath as if she was about to fall.
‘It feels strange.’
A feeling I feel for the first time in my life.
I know in theory, but it was the first time I actually experienced it.
Yes, sex was so hot, so intense, so addictive.
I think that’s why so many people crave a relationship with the opposite sex…
‘I like something…’
The moment when I couldn’t forget that pleasure and thought I wanted to go through this next time.
“You have a high sensitivity, so you’re already wet enough.”
Dave spread his legs, which collapsed immediately after, and prepared to aim something between them.
“Are you okay?”
Things that don’t suit a decent face.
Into the vagina of a virgin who has not yet known a man.
“…Yeah, come ♥”
And toward the inside of oneself that is already ready to accept.
