Chapter 20 – Episode 20. Become the First of the Warriors (1)
-Shoot it.
After an unfortunate incident, Celica and Dave decided to rent a room at a luxury inn and relax for the day.
It was so good that it couldn’t be compared to the cheap inn I used to use. Unlike public bathhouses where only gender is separated, this private room has shower facilities and a bathtub.
“… Whoa.”
After washing her body with hot water, Celica soaked herself in her bathtub. I could feel her body, which had been hot with her pleasure up until now, slowly fading as it was covered in the heat of her hot bath.
The sweat that soaked her whole body by her successive climaxes, and the love juice that flowed down between her legs.
“Ah.”
Of course, she must have already been washed off by dipping into her bath, but Celica didn’t stop her act of manually poking her own pussy.
“Uh, ha…”
It’s not masturbation.
It’s just an act of washing. There shouldn’t be an existence wriggling in this.
‘Dirty.’
Yet it does not disappear.
It is natural. What I want to shake off is the feeling that is stabbing me inside…
Because it was never something that could be physically touched and pulled out.
‘Dirty, dirty.’
Why did this happen?
The awakening of the castle that had begun a while ago. When she was conscious of the men around her, she felt her body heat up, and the pleasure paralyzed her mind, destroying herself.
Even so, she thought that she had to remain unnoticed, but the sensation was still accumulating in her own body and changing her constitution.
That it was wrong, she realized only after getting wedged into this case…
‘I think I’ve gotten too dirty.’
Yes, this is wrong
I’m not just talking about indulging in pleasure.
I never thought that pleasure would be so repulsive and numb to the point of suppressing my own emotions.
And it all leads to self-loathing.
‘Will I be able to do something like a hero in the future?’
How will Verdia react if she finds out?
I’m sure you’ll be angry No, it is clear that he would despise more than that.
Same with other crowds. If they found out that the helplessly persecuted were actually the heroes who would be the hope of mankind, it was clear that they would doubt their own existence and despair in reality.
So it would have been the right decision to run away without asking for help.
Celica, who had come to that conclusion belatedly, was relieved and thought of Dave waiting outside her bathroom.
‘Let’s get away from here for a while.’
‘Yes? But this is a high-class inn, right? If I spend money here, I will have less money for the rest of the holiday.’
‘No, I think it’s good to rest here for now. In a place like this, it would be difficult for the guards to come right away.’
‘…’
‘… You didn’t want to be found out about being molested, so you didn’t resist, right?’
Yes, although I don’t know the exact reason.
Still, he was considerate of his circumstances and led himself to a place where he could stay away from the eyes of others.
‘Above all, when Mr. Dave caught it… Because it was fine.’
Yes, unlike that molester, I didn’t feel any resistance to his touch.
As if he had caught it many times before.
As if the place where my hand should be held was his hand.
– Pounding, pounding.
The beating of a heart that can be heard terrifyingly when a wet hand is directed to the chest. The calm yet clear feeling, Celica didn’t hate it at all.
At first, I was just confused, but I realized it right away as the difference between the two men when they touched their bodies was stark.
‘I see, I…’
As if she had found the answer to a mystery that hadn’t been solved all this time, Celica finally felt at ease in her heart.
Then, with a faint smile on her lips, she finished washing her body and left her room with her towel wrapped around her body.
After passing the bathroom, we reached the bedroom.
There, a man was seen sitting on a bed with a bandage wrapped around his hand.
“Ah, Mr. Celica. Wash everything… Ah.”
Even so, the moment you try to reciprocate toward yourself, your body flinches. Afterwards, Dave, who looked away, hesitated and spoke with difficulty.
“Mi, I’m sorry. I don’t know stop…”
“No, it’s fine.”
It’s not something I would show to anyone else, but I thought it was okay for this person.
No, isn’t it rather good?
The fact that he is ashamed to look at himself means that this person is also very conscious of himself.
‘You see me as a woman.’
Thinking that was enough, Celica sat next to Dave and stared at the bandage wrapped around her hand.
“Are you hurt?”
“It’s nothing. It’s just that the wind that hit me so hard that my skin was a bit charred…”
“To the point where my skin peels off.”
Holding her hand.
“… Were you angry that he touched me?”
Celica carefully asked, dragging her right in front of me.
Up until now, I had been infinitely ashamed to face him, but what stood in her eyes as she became honest with me was an absolute composure.
Rather, it’s just worrying.
The fact that the person she cared about became this way to protect herself.
“Sorry.”
If the opponent had the strength to fight back against him, he just knew that his hand wouldn’t end there.
“I should have responded more properly…”
“There is nothing wrong with Celica.”
But even so, he was hoping that he would reap his apology.
“Because Celica-san also had a reason for not going wild. She doesn’t know the details… But you do it because you don’t want to be noticed by the people around you, right?”
Yes, knowing that, I left the spot as quickly as possible, and didn’t I rent a room at a luxury inn that was hard to reach from the guards, worried that the guards would come after me?
“There is nothing wrong with you.”
Still, it’s frustrating. I should be able to persecute. Dave didn’t care about that, and spoke while holding Celica’s hand in reverse.
“Then, please don’t blame yourself too much. If it’s really hard, please tell me too. I will do whatever I can.”
“… Anything, you mean?”
“Yes. I will do anything I can.”
Kind, considerate…
Yeah, he’s always been like this. He was always considerate of himself and was with him.
He always came to me like a ray of light and comforted me, who had endured, considering his sense of duty as a warrior to be harsh.
“… Then.”
I fell in love with him like that.
Not as a colleague, but as a woman.
“Me…”
He who can accept even this immature and dirty self without rejecting it.
Unlike the filthy man who mocked and insulted me, I came to like a man who can accept even a hand drawn to my chest without hesitation…
“Can you hug me?”
So this moment.
Even the cloth hiding my body would be able to be reaped.
“Miss Celica. That…”
“Actually, I once masturbated thinking about Dave.”
Stopping Dave’s words.
Celica wrapped her bare body with both arms.
“I don’t remember, but after meeting you, after that happened, my body got hot… Every night I imagined you and comforted my body by myself. As if trying to recall the pleasure I got from my actions with you.”
At that moment, her face flushed and her heart started beating wildly.
Was it because of the shame of showing her naked body to a man?
“He was disgusted when he almost got raped by him, but… I felt relieved when you touched me.”
No, just the opposite.
The anxiety I felt at this moment wasn’t because I was naked.
It was because I didn’t know how the man in front of me would accept myself who had become filthy enough to do this without hesitation.
“… Do you hate such lewd women?”
Dave sits as if frozen at the cautious question that arose from him.
It took quite some time for the answer to come. During that time, he could not take his eyes off his body not once, not even for a moment.
“No…”
Dave said in that condition.
“There’s no way you’d hate it, right?”
He said what he wanted to hear, very casually.
“… Really?”
“Yes. Really.”
Slowly, a naked body landed on his hand.
The light from the lighting was blocked over Celica, who was lying on the bed, and a shadow began to fall.
The darkness was gradually approaching, but Celica did not reject it.
Rather, in that state, she embraced his back with both arms and pulled his narrowed head toward her lips without hesitation.
“It is really pretty. To the point where I’m worried if someone like me can mix with you…”
Dave then parted his lips as he spoke.
Celica smiled at the shyness that could be seen in her usual kind smile and prepared to pull him again.
“It’s okay because it’s you.”
Lip-to-lip friction continued again. A French kiss that goes beyond him and mixes each other’s tongues.
The sensation was very warm and sticky, but at the same time, for some reason, I felt that it was not unfamiliar.
As if you had kissed him several times before.
‘But it feels good.’
Yes, that would be enough reason to accept him.
***
While kissing Celica like that, I stretched out my hand over her body and thought to myself.
‘As planned.’
Yes, with this I have overcome the limits of my natural hypnotic abilities.
By having the best chess mate by my side who will need me and fight for me without the need to hypnotize me.
