A Guy Who Hates Neto X Re Reluctantly (？) Does Netori. 328

Chapter 328 – Children’s Thoughts. Adult Thoughts.

Rumble.

Lightning struck outside.
The air was sticky and had the characteristic smell of pre-raining.
It looks like it will pour out soon.
It seems to have arrived just in time for Hart Street.

“Are you here, Mr. Dre?”

Zellz, head of the Heart family, greeted me.
Seeing my bloodied and tanned appearance, I wanted to stop for a bit, but then Zellz accepted the coat casually.
She stared at Lena and said.

“I’ll prepare a bath in 30 minutes.”
“Thank you.”

30 minutes. You have a very quick eye.
Gelz politely bowed her back and stepped back.
It’s Heart Guy, which is the same as the castle, and it seemed like Gold didn’t know I was coming, maybe because I came in quietly.

Several of the passersby saw Lena and gave her welcome look, but when she saw me, her face hardened and she hurriedly lowered her back.
I don’t usually do that, but I guess I’m exuding a vicious spirit right now.

“Lena. Before you wash up, let’s go to my room first.”
“…Yes, teacher.”

Is it because I am too violent? It was clear to see that he was extremely timid.

It’s as Insus said.
She should have a conversation with her.
What Lena wants, she has to tell me what I can do.

I must convey my intentions.

I walked a little and headed to the room assigned to me.
I opened the door to a room that was too spacious to be alone.
I went out a little messy earlier, but it was tidy as usual.

Only one.
Except for the bottle of wine lying proudly on the table.

“…”

Lena was staring at her bottle.
I put the bottle away and said.

“I’d like to wash up right now… But let’s talk for a while.”
“Ha, it’s okay to miss a night!”

Lena’s face looked so uneasy as she said that while holding her dainty hands tightly.
As if he begged me not to throw it away. It seems like she’ll do anything.
Her face, which should have been lovely, was very irritating.

“Do I look like that person?”

I didn’t want to, I just wanted to ask politely, but my voice came out as if full of anger.
Lena, of course, shrank even more.

“…I’m sorry. I was angry…”

I have to say it wasn’t, but what came to my mind first was the strange behavior of Lena, working under a reporter without telling me, and covering the researchers in front of me.
And the anxious expression from before… Didn’t you trust me and follow me? What are you anxious about?

I was angry with him for acting like he didn’t trust me.

I can not know.
I couldn’t figure out what the kid was thinking.

Why the hell did he want to be a Pleon? For a good position?
In the end, I’m glad they chose me over being a reporter, but is that because they like me? Or did he choose Silly?
Various doubts and accumulated resentment made it difficult to control emotions.

“…That’s right.”

Lena flinched at the sound of my voice.

“I am your teacher.”
“Yes, that’s right.”
“You are my squire, is that right?”
“Yes, that’s right…”
“By the way, without saying anything to me… That damn dog to the reporter… No, no… I didn’t mean to insult him… Why did you go to him?

She somehow managed to keep her emotions under control.

“That…”

Fingers wriggling from her hands, her politely gathered together.
Soon he notices my gaze and even that stops.
Behavior that would have seemed cute before is irritating.

“I heard you’re trying to get the rank of Pleon.”
“Yes…”
“Why? Maybe… Is it to get a proper job because I’m anxious around me?”

She spoke and regretted it, and soon Lena opened her eyes wide and shook her head.

“Ah, no. No, sir… I am anxious around you. Sir, you are… Such a great person, how dare I…”
“Why, what is it?”
“…”

She couldn’t say
It was obvious that she felt guilty even opening her mouth, but it was just annoying.

“Why!!!”

Her indignation turned into a cry that roared through her room.
Lena stepped back from her.

“I! For you…”

For you. I was trying to say that.
But no.
Not for Lena. Trying to get her Lena back was, in the end, acting for herself.

Barely swallowing the hypocritical words, she vomited her feelings out.

“Do you know how hard I tried to get you back? I put up with those damn bachelor scumbags laughing at me, and I put up with wanting to crush a Python or something a hundred times!! While currying people!! Learning magic!! What you want is magic It was the same, so I studied hard!! So didn’t you fawn to come back to me! But why!! Why!!”

The booming voice must have reached beyond the mansion, not just the room.
My gut feeling was that some people were coming this way, but I couldn’t stop.

“If you want something from me!! Couldn’t you have said it in words! If it didn’t work out in words, even if you went to the reporter, you wouldn’t have anything to say, but you didn’t say anything to me!!”
“…Sorry…”
“I’m sorry?! I’m sorry?! That’s just what I always say! Is it the answer if this moment goes by?! I, I… How much do you…!!”

How much of you, what next.
There was no back story.
What I meant…I soon figured it out.
However, since I had never said it before, I swallowed it again.

It was something I had never even said to my father.
It was something my father had never properly said to me.
To hide the pathetic feeling of not being able to say that simple word, I continued.

“I made a promise to the former boss and to your father. I would raise you, make you big…! So, for that, I was willing to help you even if I was a bit uncomfortable. If you wanted it!! I just said it right. If…I…”
“I’m sorry, sir…”

Drip.

Tears welled up in Lena’s big eyes, and then dripped down.
It was as if a feeling of guilt had become an awl and pierced my heart.
I used more evil to turn away from the pain and my own pathetic feelings.

“Don’t cry and explain!! I need to know what you want so I can do something for you!!”

Jump.

The door is open.
Surprisingly, the one who entered was not a maid, but a beautiful aristocrat with a dirty temper. It was Gold’s half-brother Charles.

“Wait. What’s the fuss about the foodie…”

Jjwoong-!

“…”

Charles, who was talking annoyedly, saw the object stuck right next to his face.
Seeing the sword penetrating the door, Charles swallowed a gulp.
I could feel the maids on the other side of the door gasping as well.

“Get out.”
“Now, wait. You gave me…”
“Fuck me out!! Are your ears blocked?! You fucking bitch!!!”

When I exploded my life, I felt that Charles, who had been hiccupping, immediately closed the door and walked away.
Ha. Ha.
I caught my breath… And felt a sense of embarrassment.

I… What are you doing to the kid
Why are you swearing in front of the child?
What am i
Could there be such an asshole?
He clutched her head and sat down on the sofa.

I looked at Lena, who lowered her head and held her hands tightly, trembling and trying not to cry.
I didn’t mean to do this.
Just, she wanted to tell her to listen to her wants, clear up her misunderstandings, and try her best in the future.

“…You don’t have to do seed work if you want to. It just means you can get support.”
“…No, it is. That is, no, it is…”

Sniff sniff

It felt like her heart was about to burst.
Was it like this?
When my dad, who usually doesn’t shout loudly, gets angry with me.
Would that person feel this way too?

I barely managed to get my voice out, trying to sort things out.

“…Wash… I’m sorry about today. Please forget it.”
“…Yes, yes… I’m sorry… From now on, I’ll try to keep my attitude appropriate to the subject…”
“You don’t have to be straight. You’re not seed to me, just… Just…”

Just what
Insus said. To speak in words
To have a conversation
However, I, who lived alone and thought about how to kill someone like an idiot, didn’t know how to express it.

“..Get out.”
“Yes…Yes…”

I saw Lena’s back as she walked away rubbing her face with her hand… I suddenly remembered.

One day, I was about to leave the house.
Daddy told me

‘Hey.’
‘…’
‘…Please.’
‘…What.’

My dad answered me in a shaky voice, with a trembling voice.

‘If there is something you want to say, please say it.’
‘…’
‘Because I’m an idiot, I don’t know what you’re thinking.’

I tried not to make mistakes like my father.
But my dad is a much greater person than me.
It was like that in the past and still is.
Your teachings always reminded me.
So I imitated him and asked.

“Lena.”
“…”

Lena stood still with her back turned.

“Please. If you have something you want to say… Please tell me… If I don’t say it… I’m stupid, I’m too ugly… I’m not good at communicating with people… I don’t know anything.”
“…”
“…”

Lena walked out of her door without saying a word and I ran my hands over her face as if I was washing my face dry.
What kind of an idiot am I?
Not doing anything right
I am…

Then Lena stopped.
She looked at her back.
Trembling, etc. Soon, she wanted to turn her body around… Her heart was terrified because the emotion of hatred was clearly embedded in her pretty eyes.

“Can I speak?”
“…”

I was scared, but I nodded her head.
Because I have no idea what Lena is thinking.
If she didn’t know that, she thought fear was better.

“If I become a Pleon, I’ll get the title of youngest.”
“…Yes. I heard.”

So why did you want to be a Pleon?
The answer came soon.

“The reason I wanted to become a Pleon was because I wanted to be by your side.”
“Are you by my side?”

I didn’t understand.

“What do you mean? What do I have to do with Pleon…”
“Yes, sir. Every time she blinks her eyes, she goes farther and farther, higher and higher, but I’ve always been a servant Lena.”
“That…What…”
“To be by the teacher’s side!! It’s just not enough for a commoner girl!!”

Lena screamed.
It was the first time she had ever raised her voice this loud, so I was stunned.

“Teacher!! You don’t care what happens to me!!”
“What kind of bullshit! When did I say or behave like that…”

The excuse was cut off by Lena’s words.

“Always, while being friendly with others, I never went further than ‘something to return the favor to’.”
“…”
“Even if I’m being annoying, he said he wouldn’t mind doing that and noticed… Being a seed was my identity that gave me confidence in an anxious situation. But the teacher didn’t treat me as a seed.”
“That…”

Was it
I can’t remember.
I just remembered that I was trying to treat Lena with all my heart.

Or, having been mad at her for something she had done with Claire before.

“I… Have been strangely angry before. So… I apologize if that upsets me.”

This is wrong.
As soon as she said that, she saw her tearful expression and felt that way.

“Look! How many months did you drag on for just that?”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Even my dad gets annoyed when he’s annoying! That’s why, it’s not something to be sorry for dragging on like that! Because the teacher said that, I’m awkward…! It’s awkward…!”

Obviously, since then we’ve been very awkward.
I had no choice but to apologize.

“…I’m sorry. I’m just, sorry…”

However, as if this was just the tip of the iceberg for Lena, another topic soon emerged.

“And! You said as if you didn’t need my skills, right?”

When did I?
Cried out in regret

“When?!”
“You were like that just a moment ago! I’m a follower of Instructor Dre from Fryunar Academy. I only have this status, so it’s okay to quit being a follower, and I’ll take weird people like Reinanji or Inseoson as my follower instead…”

Lena shouted with her face flushed with anger.

“You’re saying that you don’t need someone like me! That’s why, if I can’t be a squire! I need my own special skills to be by your side!! Dragon Slayer!! Hero of Floating Island!! Sword of Insanity!! Next to someone like that! To be there, you have to be the youngest Pleon!!”

The sound of her screaming voice made my eardrums choke.
Whoops. Only the sound of breathing and the ticking of the clock broke the silence.
I barely opened my mouth.

“No. I just wanted you to be able to focus on your magic studies… Rather than being a journalist, I just wanted you to choose me.”
“Then talk! I don’t speak? Has the teacher ever said anything personal to me?”
“…”
“I’m afraid I’m going to die!! The teacher proudly learned high-level magic like spirit magic while I was doing paperwork… What you’re saying is that you don’t need to be a seed… I… I…”

When Lena tried to pull her hair with her hands, she burst into tears.

“Didn’t you tell me to stop being a seed and learn magic? Yes. I like magic. I like it…”

I couldn’t say anything when I saw Lena raising her head and looking at me with her hateful eyes.
She just swallowed her saliva and looked at her like her prisoner awaiting her sentencing.

“Every morning!! I don’t like waking up at 4 am and going to the research lab!! I’m going to die of sleepiness!”

Of course.
Even I wish that the world would perish if I woke up early and went to work.

“I really hate the rigid atmosphere of the research institute! There’s a lot of work, people laugh at me…! I ignore the students because they’re commoners…!”

At the same time as Lana felt sorry for her, anger welled up.
She should have killed all the bastards at the lab.
Even the student kids.

“Rubbing my sleepy eyes and looking at the spells drawn on the blueprints, sorting out the paperwork. Running small errands, doing all the preparations for experiments, and having people whispering. Even when you hide it!!”

She poured out her words for a while, then Lena, who was gasping for breath, continued her words.

“Teacher… I only thought of receiving compliments, and I persevered.”
“…”
“Being the youngest Pleon. Standing proudly by your side… Being helpful… To live by your side as a servant all your life. Being satisfied with that… That’s all. I don’t want more… I don’t want to become a great person. I don’t.”

Droplets of tears flow down your cheeks.
She wasn’t the only one.
My eyes also became hot.

“I did, but I’m afraid I’m going to die, but it just keeps getting bigger, and you say you don’t need me… And you get angry…And get angry…I, to me…There’s only you…You…”

Seeing Lena crying with a voice full of sorrow, unable to finish her words, I servilely knelt down.
She spread her arms and stirred her, but couldn’t think of a good word, so she just picked up whatever came to her mind and served it.

“Lena… Lena… What am I supposed to do? I, I don’t know. I really don’t know. I don’t think I’m a big person. Rather, I think I’m a small person and trash. But you… I like you, so I just I want you to stay by my side…”

Like her actions hurt me. My actions on her also hurt her.

“But it seems like you don’t need anything like me… Wrapping up the researchers in front of me and saying that I’ll stay by the reporter’s side… So…”
“…Siding with those bastards at the bachelor’s school… Hehe… I’m afraid that the teacher’s reputation… Will get worse… The teacher is a good person, but he’s… Misunderstood… So… That’s… I didn’t like it… I didn’t take the side of the principal… I respect him as a wizard… But he’s too cold compared to the teacher… I like the teacher…”
“Lena. Please.”

What do I have to do
If you pluck out your tongue, I will pluck it out.
If you want to commit suicide, you will.
But isn’t that what you want?

If you ask me to save something, for example, even the raw liver of a virgin, I do it without hesitation.
For the sake of her, she can throw away her petty morality.

So…

“Lena, what do you want from me… Please…”

In the end, hot tears flowed from her eyes and her voice became hoarse.
Before sobbing, Lena raised her head.
A wet face but still pretty, my proud seed.

No… It’s not a seed.
I don’t think of her as her… Her like that.

“I have what you want.”
“…What is it…”
“Doing it for others, but not doing it even though I was with the teacher longer…”
“What, are you…”

I don’t know what it is, but I’ll listen to anything.
And Lena… She said, just before bursting into tears, as she trembled as if she couldn’t contain the torrent of emotion now.

“Don’t talk respectfully to me… It’s like you’re treating someone you don’t care about…!”
“…!!”

I’ve obviously been told not to speak respectfully to other people.
I heard it from Gold, Ashita, Mayal, and Insus.

I thought I was being polite.
Probably…Most people would think that being respectful is better than talking badly.
But not for Lena.
She seemed to draw a line in my respect for her.

“Ahhhhh…”

I hugged the weeping Lena with her lap.
Lena didn’t hug me.
She was sad

“I’m sorry, Lena.”

I suppressed the inadvertently trying to come out and said.
Arms embracing a child.
Because I am so weak, I am afraid that something will go wrong, so I hugged her weakly and continued to speak stammering.

“I wanted to be a decent adult in front of you. I wanted to hear only good things from you… I didn’t know anyone else, but I did it out of respect for you… I’m sorry… I didn’t know you thought that way…”
“Uhhhhh”
“I will never see you as a stranger. Rather, more than anyone… More than anyone…”

Even at this time, her tongue was not smooth.
The words won’t come out because I’m swallowing my tears.
Ah, the child is still anxious.
For me, what I am…I feel the same anxiety as I did.
It was the same worry as mine.
I was anxious about what kind of person I was to Lena.

It was the same for children and adults.

So, I decided to make a better choice than my dad this time.
Decided, said.

“I love you, Lena.”
“…”

Lena stopped her crying.

“I don’t see you as a squire. I love you as family. You don’t have to do anything. Just stay by my side.”

Whimpering pathetically, I spoke again.

“I love you. Lena… Please stay by my side.”

He hugged Lena again.
If there’s anything that’s changed… She’s hugging me.
That I put my arms around my neck, buried my face in my neck, and cried.
And..

“I love you too, Dre.”

Hearing that, I couldn’t hold back my sobs any longer, so my anxiety was washed away, so I buried my face in Lena’s head and wept with a strange sob.

So we hugged and cried for a long time.

Until Gold, who came in at some point, scolded her to go wash up.

It seemed that the disgrace had said something, but I ignored it.

[Good… Very good.]
[It’s impressive… Cool.]

After that, I don’t know.
Once they fall off each other and wash. We ate… But we didn’t see each other because we were shy.

11 p.M.
Dark room.

Lying blankly on the bed… Puck! Puck! I was wearing a blanket kick.

Lena from tomorrow, how the fuck do you see her face?
I’m not worried about being scolded by Principal Lena Sam because it’s a reward, but should I refrain from seeing Lena’s face for a while?

…No.
I was so anxious, but then write it.
Even if it’s embarrassing and awkward, I have to express my feelings and have a conversation.

Communication between people is essential.
I didn’t know the obvious fact that everyone knows.
Okay.
Is it a big deal to throw away dozens of blankets with a blanket kick?
I’ll talk to Lena.

And.

Squeak…

The door is open.

“…”

Red, green, blue, and brown… Four spheres flashed in front instead of lights, then went out.

Still, my eyes caught who the intruder was.

“Lena…?”

Hugging her pillow, putting on her pajamas, twisting her legs… With straight hair, not her usual braid, exuding her breathtaking beauty that was out of place for her age, as if she were uneasy about me. Was looking

I got up right away.

“What’s going on?”
“…Teacher.”
“Yes. What is it?”

Could it be that Charles said some bullshit again?
If so, I’ll pull out the guts.

“I’m afraid of lightning…”
“…”

It was a time when I was dumbfounded by the unexpected words of a child who had summoned the lightning spirit king and who usually showed a grown-up appearance.

Rumble.
Just in time, lightning turned the world white, and Lena shuddered.

“Can’t we sleep together…?”
“…”
“When lightning strikes, I sleep with my dad a lot… To be honest, I’m anxious about being alone.”
“…Uh…”

What would I do
He lifted the blanket he had just put on and patted my side. I have no choice but to knock quietly.

After lying down like that, I looked to the side and saw Lena with her back turned away from me.
Are you angry?
Thinking that while looking at the back of her head… I saw her red ears.

Shame on her too.
Even so, I came all the way here to confirm my affection.
But, alas, eight assholes. She can’t communicate well… And you have to rely only on her memory.

…Ah, I remembered.
The night my dad looked at me and asked me how I should treat you… I don’t know why, but the guy did something, and I felt quite comfortable.

Now that I think about it, it was a very unusual action for a nobleman, but if you look at what he did often after that, it would be difficult the first time, but nothing would happen later.

…Once you’ve made up your mind, let’s act right away.
She reached out her hand to Lena, who was lying next to her.
He put one hand under Lena’s side and the other on top of her and hugged her tightly.

“…Teacher?”

Hold me tight in my arms and doo-kung. Doo kung. Trying to hear her heartbeat, somehow her chest felt at ease.

“…Let’s sleep like this. If it’s hot, fall in the middle. Okay?”
“…Yes.”

And then Lena grabbed her hand tightly.
…The stability was good.

To some extent, enough to fall asleep right away.
Halfway through, Lena tossed and turned. She was a little upset, wondering if she was trying to get away from me… She turned her back to face me, and with her dainty hands, she grabbed the hem of my side and hugged me.

The eyes looking up at me seemed to be asking for something, and I said it naturally.

“Love you.”
“…!”

He blushed and lowered his head and buried his face in my chest.
I hugged her again because she was cute and lovely, Lena said.

“I love you, teacher.”
“Me too. Lena.”

Pyorolong…!

Pyotaesik activated again.
It looks like Lena’s status window has been modified… But it’s annoying to check…
I was very tired after a week of hard work.
Like this, sleep well with Lena.

So we hugged and fell asleep.

***

[Lena Artez

Virgin:0
Race: human
Affinity: 67 (no rational liking, but the maximum level of friendship)

‘I’m really grateful. You have to serve them with all your enthusiasm and sincerity.’

He is a wonderful child! She will be a stunning beauty in the next 3 years!
Currently, the favors I have for you are only affection, respect, and gratitude for my benefactor, but with a little twist, it will turn into heavy love!

The key is also good…]

Jijik.

There was noise and the contents changed.

[Lena Artez

Girl: yes
Race: human
Likeability: 95 (I love you)

‘I love you, teacher…

The extraordinary and clever child shared sympathy with you and removed your anxiety.
Maybe a heavy love will begin soon…!
Please don’t die at her hands by choosing her wrong options!

Yan Yan Yan…]

***

Next day.
As soon as I woke up in the morning, I checked the side.
I saw Lena’s sleeping face for the first time in a long time.
We didn’t fall apart all night and were still hugging each other.
I tried to get up, but I couldn’t because she was holding me tight by the waist.
I smiled and looked at the face of the cute servant, her daughter.

How can it be so pretty?

[Kid.]
Oh off
You should see Lena’s face.
[I had a good idea.]
Oh off

But there was no way our disgrace would hear me and go away.

Tring!

[? I propose this new system to you.]

…?

[Let’s attack! Netori Pure Love Journey!!

Attack target:

Clarir Lane Blizzard.
Ashita Lacia (Virnus)
Meiche Love Yarte
Elysia Queen’s Grise
Emily.
Mullin Critz.
(To be added later!!)

Currently targeted woman: Lena Artez. Refeld Vinus]

“…?”

What.
It’s not once or twice that this bastard does something new and stupid… But what is it really?
The ghost smiled and said.

[Yagem. Let’s start.]
[It’s a starting sword!!]
“…”

I don’t know what the bullshit is, but let me ask you one thing.

“…Who are you?”

One more voice in my heart has increased…?