## Chapter 85 – Size (23)
“So, you just left it at home like that?”
“It should be fine, Seohee will be all over it.”
Instead of heading back to my place after school as usual, I’m standing at the bus stop to go to Seohee’s house, which has become my temporary shelter. Unlike my room, which is close to the university, Seohee’s house is a bit far, so I have to take the bus, which is a bit inconvenient, but I guess I’ll have to live like this for a while.
“Umm, so how much is left? That, absorbing the power of the fruit, was it?”
I sit on the bench at the bus stop and chat with Chaeyoon while waiting for the bus. The topic of conversation is Iran and the green fruit, which are our biggest concerns right now.
“Well, to be exact, it feels like I’m connecting what’s inside me with what’s inside Song Iran… It seems to be happening much faster than I thought, but there’s still a long way to go.”
“…But is that the right method? Subjugating the other person?”
“I can’t think of anything else, and I’ve experienced it myself.”
The repetitive act of pulling the light out of Iran’s body and putting it inside me. After repeating that several times, I felt that it was a bit different from what I thought. To be exact, it doesn’t feel like I’m absorbing the light, but rather connecting Iran and me? When something inside Iran initially rejected the blue light I emitted, I was blown away by the tremendous shock, and something inside me was taken away along with the blue light.
“…Since that happened, wouldn’t this be right?”
“…Why does subjugating eventually lead to that? Instead of spending so much time, if you just cut off about two finger joints, she’d probably cry and beg.”
“Weren’t you getting close to Song Iran?”
“Huh? Hehe, do you really think I’ve become friends with that woman?”
“…No.”
I get goosebumps for no reason at Chaeyoon’s face as she smiles small and seductively, crinkling her eyes. From seeing them meet and deal with various humans, it seems like they see humans as dogs, cats, or pets. Well, they’re called pets, but dogs and cats are at least cute, right? People don’t like dogs or cats that bark and bite at people. Even ordinary people are like that, so how much more would Chaeyoon and Seohee be?
Chaeyoon, who stopped smiling faintly, says.
“So, why are you just keeping that woman around? Is it just for her body?”
“…To be honest, I’m kind of enjoying it now.”
I tell Chaeyoon, who asks me as if she’s curious, my honest feelings. Saying, “I’m just helping with the species’ propagation that you guys asked for,” now sounds a bit idiotic even to me.
I have to be honest about what’s honest.
Even the things I felt guilty about at first now feel a bit indifferent. When I think about myself, who initially tried to protect my meager pride and my last bit of humanity, I can only think that I was just acting really expensive. I felt like something was changing inside me, but now I don’t really care.
Did puberty come late, or did my edgy middle school phase come late? Or maybe both?
I feel like everything about me is changing rapidly. From the moment I found out the identity of that petal until now.
“…Come to think of it, it was originally something we did for the sake of species propagation, but it suddenly got bigger.”
“It was chaotic because strange things got tangled up.”
Chaeyoon rests her chin on her hand and sighs, looking in the direction the bus isn’t coming from. I also lean my head against the pillar of the bus stop and let out a sigh, then continue speaking.
The men in black iron masks who shook us up for a while. And the bio-weapons made using flower petals flash through my mind. As does Dr. Jung Awoon, who wore a white coat and had a neat appearance like a scholar. The short conversation and small fight I had with him fade in my mind like it was a year ago.
“…We don’t have to worry for a while.”
“Huh?”
“They won’t even have the余裕 to pay attention to us for a while.”
Chaeyoon is asking with her expression, ‘Why do you think so?’ I knew when I used crisis detection in my conversation with Dr. Jung Awoon to distinguish between lies and truths. The research lab was targeting the doctor, and the doctor was targeting the research lab.
They have a target nearby, and they’re showing internal strife in front of that target? I don’t think that could happen in a place where smart people are gathered. It was probably an unintentional mistake.
The doctor has to put all his effort into dealing with the research lab, and the research lab is so focused on dealing with the doctor that I was able to find out that they don’t even have the mind to pay attention to us.
“…So, you can focus on increasing your species for a while.”
“The bus is here!”
“…“
I don’t know if she heard me, but Chaeyoon runs to the entrance of the opening bus and gets on. I also scratch my head without saying anything and follow her onto the bus.
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“Then take care of the house.”
“What, where are you guys going?”
Kim Seohee, who is putting on her shoes at the front door, doesn’t answer and just opens the door and goes out, and Nabi, a small girl, puts on her shoes and stares blankly at me, opening her mouth.
“We’re going to work, other people will be coming soon, so wait.”
“…Okay, you’re better than that bitch.”
Nabi bows her head lightly and follows the woman who went ahead.
“…So, what do I do now…?”
I sent the two of them outside, but I can’t leave this place, so I have nothing to do. Normally, I would take on a request for fun and get some pocket money, but in my current situation, I can’t do any work recklessly because I might get caught by the guys who are chasing me, so I shouldn’t be active for a while, and I can’t even go outside, so I have nothing to do.
“…Haa.”
I sigh and turn around, but the room is still quiet with no one there. I wander around the living room for no reason and take out my laptop to browse the internet. About 20 minutes pass, and I’ve already read all the new articles that came out today, and I’ve quickly read all the interesting issues.
When I realize that I’m just scrolling down meaninglessly and rereading what I’ve already read, I close the laptop and lie down on the desk, sighing in boredom.
“…I’m bored.”
It’s good that money is coming in, but more than anything, being left alone like this. Something I couldn’t have imagined in the past… Wait, what did I usually do? I was used to being alone in the first place, wasn’t I? Rather, haven’t I been living alone for the past few years? So why am I feeling lonely now? Something feels a bit strange…
“…Is it just my imagination?”
I keep sitting here and it feels like I’m just having strange thoughts, so I get up from the chair. As I get up, my eyes go to the string hanging on the corner of the dining table. Ah, come to think of it, I had something like this.
I grab the remote control for the rotor that’s connected to my vagina and inside my vagina.
“…“
I swallow hard once and turn on the rotor a little, just a little.
“…Eung…♡“
My attention is focused on the subtle vibration felt inside my crotch. The weak trembling inside touches the flesh inside me and causes friction, and that friction soon starts to make the inside of my stomach gradually heat up.
“…This feels a little good… Ah…♡“
Before I know it, I’m sitting on the sofa, enjoying the small trembling felt inside my vagina. This is my first time doing this, so why does it feel so good…?♡ My legs start to tremble little by little without me realizing it, and the sticky liquid flowing out of my vagina gets on the sofa and I feel the stickiness on my thighs.
It’s only on level 1, what would happen if I turned it up stronger…? Something like an irreversible curiosity starts to stimulate me. I try to endure it somehow, trying to somehow hold back the thing that’s tickling the back of my chest and gradually crawling out. I’m usually the type who can’t resist things I’m curious about, but this time I’m trying to endure it somehow.
“…Eut…♡“
…But wait, why am I trying to endure it? ‘Feeling good isn’t a bad thing.’ My vision blurs as if my head is foggy. My body loses strength and I feel really… good…♡
“…Heehee…♡ Aha♡ Wh, what is it…?♡“
Th, that’s right, ‘Feeling good isn’t a bad thing, right?’ There’s no need to hesitate or be afraid at all, so what am I doing? I feel like my head has cleared up♡ I breathe in even more roughly and carefully look down at the remote control in my hand.
Slowly, level 2…♡
“Eungot?♡ Ahaaa….♡ This is it….♡“
The trembling becomes even stronger, and my legs close together without me realizing it, and my head naturally faces the sky.
The ceiling, which has nothing on it, is sparkling as if it’s shining, and my vision is flickering, and my lower thighs are wet because I’m drooling so much from my vagina. The vibration, which is stronger than before, travels through the inner walls of my vagina and is transmitted to my head, shaking my brain. It’s dangerous♡ If I keep going like this, I won’t be able to think at all…♡
“Ahheukat?!♡ Heet…♡ Ang?♡“
I have to stop, I have to stop, but it feels so good…♡ If I do more, I won’t be able to go back, I feel like that kind of voice is lingering in my head… What does that matter? There’s no way I’m going to stop this fun pastime that feels so good♡ The hallucination-like voice that’s ringing in my head is buried in the moans I’m making the moment I turn the rotor to level 3.
“Eunghoooook?!♡ V, the inside of my vagina is amazing…?!♡ What is this♡♡“
My whole body starts to convulse from the vibration that the tiny rotor is making. What is this? I don’t know, I don’t know what feels so good…♡ I want to know more♡
“Onggoot?!♡ Hyahheueukgeut?!♡♡ Ah♡“
I can’t do it, I can’t even move a finger as I please anymore. Not even a single muscle in my face is moving according to my will, but rather, everything is being controlled by this small rotor inside my vagina. It should definitely feel bad, it definitely should…
“Feeling gooood♡♡“
Ah, I think I’m making a really stupid face right now. My saliva that I can feel flowing down my cheeks, and the sweat flowing down my neck. My fluids that are already dripping down below the sofa, making strings. I can feel everything, but my body won’t move as I please.
My stomach is hot, hot, hot.
I feel like I’m going crazy, this isn’t enough, someone please…!
I feel like my head and body are separate.
The moment that wave-like sense of incongruity envelops my whole body, my whole body suddenly turns cold, and the only place that starts to heat up as if it’s going to burn is somewhere inside my stomach. As I writhe in agony from the unknown sensation, I don’t know what happened, but my body finds the answer on its own and soothes itself without me, the owner, even knowing.
“Hogoot?!♡♡ There, there, jageung♡♡ Nooo♡♡“
I’m doing a strange act of pressing down on my stomach with my hands, but even I can’t stop my hands, no, I don’t want to stop. It feels so good, the sensation of my lower abdomen being pressed down starts to spread throughout my whole body, and that warmth embraces my whole body and drops me into ecstasy.
“Ah, ah, no♡ No♡♡ I’m, I’m going now..♡♡“
My muscles gradually start to contract and my body writhes. Something starts to gather inside my body, and it soon explodes.
“Onggohokeuseutaaaaaa!?♡♡♡“
My body convulses like crazy, my respiratory system doesn’t absorb oxygen. That pure white time feels like 5 minutes, like 1 hour, but that’s only for a moment, and soon my body collapses limply on the sofa, entrusting itself to the soft seat.
“….Feeling goood…♡“
