Chapter 255 – Chapter 20 – Embryo (5)
‘Something feels strange.’
To be honest, it’s not the first time I’ve been doing activities like this, and I’ve been steadily doing idol activities lately.
Of course, I was busy using my characteristics to replace all of the damaged directing equipment.
Aside from being busy, I would say that Junga’s twinkling eyes are something that bothers me.
‘…What?’
And without realizing it, I noticed that the parts I usually sang well became difficult, or on the contrary, difficult parts poured out with ease.
That’s not a big difference, but it’s close to an error, but the more it continues, the more I feel something strange.
The strange emotions I feel now were affecting the song.
The reason I’m doing this right now is because I want everyone to get rid of brainwashing and slowly return to normal.
Of course, she sings with the feeling of hope and the feeling of wanting to save everyone.
But apart from that, there was no change in the song, and in the end, I ended it without knowing what it meant to put emotions into a song.
But why is this happening all of a sudden?
Of course, I had feelings of wanting to make Jung-ah happy now, and to make her even happier.
It was a mysterious thing that I couldn’t figure out why that was included in the song itself.
‘…Thinking about it, Jung-a was disappointed that I couldn’t contain my emotions.’
Maybe it was because I thought I knew how to contain my emotions, of course?
I’m sure I’m a little bit right now, but I put ‘feelings’ in the song.
The song Junga listened to after a long time was in that state, so she must have been embarrassed.
‘Thinking about it now, all the actions I had taken without thinking. All of them have influenced Jung-a’s future behavior.’
I didn’t understand why they insisted on the name or concept of Lucifer.
I was wondering where the hell did you get this first song or choreography?
In a way, she must have known it when she met me at that time.
It wasn’t that he was excited and helped me with all his might.
At first, I just felt that there was such a thing as helping me.
After I put on my clothes and completely dressed up as a woman, I think of the girl I helped with her eyes twinkling.
“Whoa. Was it okay? I tried my best.”
“…Actually, Lucifer is an idol, right?”
“Yes, I am an unknown idol hunter.”
If she said no, she was going to debut as an idol, so she just quietly said the truth.
Well, no one on this side will recognize me.
Still, it’s true that she’s an idol in her own way, right?
“Anyway, do you like it?”
“Of course…! It was the most wonderful stage I’ve ever seen.”
“Isn’t this the first time you’ve seen a real stage?”
“Ehehe…”
However, she might have that kind of influence, but she sincerely tried to show off my performance by saying that she liked it.
Anyway, I practiced a lot to the extent that I could confidently present the performance I just showed.
Because it has already been proven by winning.
“Then which part did you like?”
“…The part that thinks of me?”
“What?”
“No?”
“No, that’s right. But how…”
Even when I think about it, I don’t think it’s very emotional.
Basically, I was beyond bad at putting emotions into songs, to the point where I couldn’t do it at all.
That’s why, this time too, the emotions were accidentally buried, but you can feel it so sensitively?
“…Lucifer unnie is amazing.”
“What?”
“That’s right. In fact, you could just save me and feed me roughly. You care so much.”
“…”
To say it’s because you’re Jung-a’s childhood.
In fact, if the other child had been left alone like this, it seemed that she would have tried to help as hard as it was.
I didn’t want to see a good child who had such a dream lose her hope and fall.
So, she hoped that she would grow up a little bit brighter.
But on the other hand, I wonder if it was to the point where I unknowingly put my emotions into the song, just like in the song I just sang.
To be honest, I wasn’t sure until there.
No matter how much this child is not the future Jeong-a, emotions are not something that can be distinguished arbitrarily.
“Can I be like my sister?”
“What?”
“Can an idol like my sister, no, become a hunter?”
“Well, because Hunters can only awaken.”
“I guess so.”
“Still, I think Jung-ah would make a very cool hunter.”
However, it may not be necessary to say that it is difficult as a theory.
The future Jeong-ah became a good hunter, no hero.
It won’t even be a hope advisor, so maybe I can say something nice.
I patted Jung-a’s hair, who was looking at me with a serious expression, and tousled her hair.
Maybe it’s because I’m focused while standing on stage, I feel like I’m thinking a lot.
To be honest, the first thing to do is to help Junga live as happily as possible without worrying about such details.
“But you know that being a hunter isn’t necessarily a good thing, right? Becoming an idol isn’t easy, but being a hunter is a more dangerous job than being an idol.”
“I know.”
“Well, you’re so brave in this situation that’s more dangerous than anyone else. Of course it’s possible. Great Bae Jeong-ah.”
“Ehehe…”
In fact, under these circumstances, you might find her mother.
Am I good at it, or am I doing a good job?
Jung-a used to do cute things to me, but she still didn’t even bring up such a sad story.
Even if I deliberately open the flow to bring out such a story.
She confidently said that it was okay because I was there.
…I try to be the best I can, but I don’t know if it’s because of that or because I’m sorry.
It’s hard to figure out because he’s so kind and smart for a child.
‘The characteristics aren’t working either.’
Even if the attribute remains when resolving the twist, the attribute that touches the mind is not eaten by the opponent.
If you look closely at ‘Hmm, I completely sympathize with you’, it can’t be helped because it’s a trait that belongs to the mind manipulation system.
If he didn’t tell me, I couldn’t look into it on my own.
“Ah, I don’t know. If you say you like it, you should be relieved.”
“…?”
“It’s nothing. We moved a lot, so are you hungry? Let’s eat.”
“Ah yes!”
Originally, after sweating like this, I thought it was cup noodles, so I took out all the cup noodles I had saved and tried to give them a lot of options.
Now that I think about it, I thought it would be better to be ordinary, so I picked out ramen noodles that the kids liked and I liked, and took out a few.
…I almost forgot that doing something out of the ordinary would backfire after doing some kind of camping trip.
“Huu, cup noodles are the most comfortable in the world.”
“I don’t think hunters will eat something like this.”
“If it bothers you, it’s ramen. I used it.”
Until recently, Hye-eun cooked all of her food, so she didn’t eat it.
Even over there, recently, I’ve never felt uncomfortable eating while being treated as Miko.
Eating ramen like this can be an awkward situation.
Maybe it’s because I used to eat ramen or instant food a lot when I was a manager.
You can enjoy eating it because you feel the warmth as if you have returned to that time.
…To be honest, when I think about it, even when I was a manager, I was able to buy and eat decent meals.
“If you have money to waste on food, you’d better feed the kids more with that.”
“…Are you married?”
“No, orphanage children.”
“Aha. You look like a sister.”
What kind of person am I supposed to look like to say that?
Surprisingly, is it revealed through appearance?
But a kid who doesn’t even notice that I’m a man, can he notice that?
“…You said earlier that it would be okay without your mother, right?”
“Yeah. I wonder if it’s difficult.”
“She has a sister, so I think it’s okay.”
“You said that before.”
“It’s because you take it as a joke. Seriously, I still feel like I’m by my mother’s side… You don’t miss me at all?”
“I’m glad. I was wondering if what I’m doing isn’t right.”
“It’s so perfect, it’s a big deal. It’s going to make me a fool.”
“A child is a child by nature. She does as she pleases.”
When it was time to go to bed, Jeong-a said something like that to me as if she had a lot on her mind.
Looking at the smiling face, it seems like he is saying it with sincerity.
I hugged her tightly and erased her coldness that she could feel.
“But she’s an older sister, and I don’t know her from the beginning, she just met her there by chance. Is it okay for her to treat me like this?”
“Hmm, isn’t it because Jung-a lived a good life, that she met her older sister?
“Chit, what kind of sister is the lottery ticket?”
…Generally at your age, don’t you come up with a more fantasy word than lottery?
Anyway, I just pulled something bigger than a lottery ticket.
Of course I don’t give money.
“Are you Jung?”
“…”
I hear the small breathing sound, and Jung-ah, who is held in my arms, falls into the world of dreams.
I was tired today, so I guess I fell asleep right away.
Still, it was fortunate that the overall expression was bright today.
“…Don’t go.”
“Huh? It’s Jung-ah?”
“…Don’t go. Sister…”
“Yeah, stay by my side. It’s okay.”
Even though I answered Jung-ah’s drool.
In the end, after this twist was resolved, she was reminded that she would have to go back alone, leaving Jung-a behind in this era.
In the end, what you just said will be a lie.
‘I’m sorry, Jung-ah.’
In the end, I’ll have to leave you too.
…Until that time comes, I’ll do my best to keep that pretty smile of yours.
