Chapter 16 – Episode 16. Wait to Try One With Me
I hurriedly tucked the women’s white lace panties all the way inside the large pocket on the front of the hoodie to hide them.
‘This…’
The misunderstanding is correct, but there is no way to explain it.
With that thought in mind, I stopped following the part-timer at the potato stew restaurant to the kitchen.
What are you going to say after that?
I have nothing to say.
Can I say this
‘Before I came to the Gamjatang house, I met a woman at another bar, and she only drank with her for a short time, but in the middle of a conversation she took off her panties under her skirt and secretly put her panties in my pocket. !’
If you say…
‘Oh, fuck, this is what I’ve been through, but it doesn’t make any sense from the listener’s point of view?’
Ah…
I couldn’t do this or that for a while.
I couldn’t think of anything to justify.
The more I tried to follow her and talk to her, the more I would become a strange person.
So I decided to leave this place for now.
“I… Let’s go!”
After saying hello, I quickly left the gamjatang restaurant.
After leaving the Gamjatang restaurant, I walked back toward the house.
I wondered what the hell this was all about.
I thought as I walked towards the house.
‘Shit! It’s all because of that black mask girl!’
Even until I went to the Gamjatang restaurant, I had a feeling of regret about my choice not to hug the black masked woman.
However, when things turned out like this, just thinking about the black mask girl made me very angry.
Even if red pepper powder is sprinkled on the finished work, it is still oily…
I was upset because of the black mask girl, so I walked slowly towards the house to cool off the heat and regret about the part-time girl at the potato stew restaurant.
On the way home, I turned on my phone to check the number I just received.
‘Shit…’
On my way back, I set the number to ‘Gamjatang Yoongyeong’ and saved it.
Her name was known because she called her name as her aunt shouted inside her to get my cell phone.
However, even if I did call, the odds of panicking and hanging up seemed overwhelming.
Because women’s panties came out of my pocket.
I put my phone back in my pants pocket and continued on my way.
As I walked like that, another thing came to my mind this time.
It was the panties in the front pocket of my hoodie.
Coincidentally, on the road I was on, there was only darkness, a street lamp far away, and a shop that opened a little distance away, but no one passed by.
‘…’
As I walked, I put the panties on top of my left hand and spread them with my right hand.
In order to hide it right away if someone passed by, I walked while looking at my panties while paying attention.
‘Ha…’
When I take out my panties again, I feel sorry for the black mask woman that I hated.
I’ve been pretty restrained lately for my studies, but I’m a man too.
I wondered what the shape of her secret place would be like, how it would feel if I put my pillar all the way into her place.
I didn’t know that I would spend my time drinking like this with men until the third round.
If I had known that, the perfect scenario would have been something like this.
Play with friends in car 1.
After having a drink with friends, he says he will be away for a while, then goes out with a black masked woman and has a simple second drink at a nearby bar.
After that, I rent a room at a nearby motel and fuck it to my heart’s content.
After that, I rejoin the place where my friends are and go to the 3rd round.
After that, he goes to a potato stew restaurant and meets Yoon-kyung.
It should be perfect like this.
If I had done this, I would have had a relationship with Yoon-kyung that I could even contact later after hitting the girl with a black mask.
Why do I always find out the answer only after it has passed?
Ah… Still, life seems to be a little fun because of this.
It’s something I sometimes feel, but when meeting a girl doesn’t go well, or when I’m having an argument with a friend, I always have a retrospective thought, ‘If I did this, it would have been fucking perfect’ after work.
I laughed out loud on the way.
It was because of what I was thinking right now.
I thought that I wouldn’t meet girls as much as possible during the season when I was studying well, and that I would meet my ball friends only after the exams in April were over.
The time to play in earnest is after the summer when all the interviews are over.
Once I passed the 9th grade civil service exam, I was looking forward to living with a little economic freedom and meeting countless women.
But it’s not that he’s still missing his primary ultimate goal, his ability to study civil servants, but that he’s missing women…
Me too…
I didn’t look at the black mask woman’s pure white panties anymore, and put them back in her pocket.
After walking a bit more, the Gamjatang restaurant was not that far from the studio where I lived, so I was able to return quickly.
But when I was almost there, I saw a familiar person on the way.
‘Uh, who is that woman?’
It was the woman who lent me a cell phone.
She was standing in front of a wall in a one-room village, looking at the ground with her ladies bag slung to one side.
It seemed that she was still standing where she lent me her cell phone.
Since I was on my way to her house, I naturally drew closer to her.
When the distance between her and her was quite close, I went over to her side and spoke to her while she paused for a moment.
“Why are you here? Weren’t you on your way home earlier?”
As I spoke, she looked towards me for a moment.
Then she averted her gaze again, putting her free hand to her mouth and speaking her words.
“That is…”
She slurred her tongue.
But she seemed to know what it was even if she didn’t say anything.
I wondered if he wanted to fuck me, and I wondered how to send Tyler back.
A lot of women tell me that.
A handsome man like me is a species protected by an ecosystem that is rarely seen.
Some say how much better this world would be if only there were men like me.
It seemed that there was no other way to explain that he was waiting for me here, blown by this cold dawn wind.
She was also a beauty.
Usually it is
Almost all the women who approach me are beauties.
Otherwise, I tend to be reluctant to mix words with me.
Most of the time, I meet pretty girls, but once in a while, after sleeping with an ordinary girl, if you ask me why I was so distant in the beginning, I would say that it was burdensome.
He said that because I was so handsome, I would only date very pretty girls.
It’s not really like that…
It is natural for me to pay attention to a woman’s appearance, but I tend to value her attractiveness more than that.
Attractiveness rather than appearance.
There is something about a woman that attracts me.
It cannot be expressed in words.
I just don’t know, but there is a type that I’m attracted to.
The cell phone rental woman was also a beauty and seemed somewhat attractive.
However, I thought that I should send this cell phone lender back.
Even if it wasn’t so, today both the black mask girl and the potato soup part-time girl didn’t go well, but their charms were so outstanding that it was difficult to beat them, and I wanted to forget about this tangled day and go home and fall asleep.
The most intense emotion was fatigue.
I didn’t just drink up to the 3rd.
Before coming out to a drinking party, I studied all day and came out.
So, if I only had 3 drinks, I might not be this tired.
After looking for my cell phone, the fatigue accumulated from studying all day before drinking alcohol seemed to relax a little and hold on to my body more.
I was in such a state, I was going to go to her house after telling her that I was grateful to her earlier.
“Um, earlier…”
But her actions were a little quicker.
– Took
She dropped her bag and came into my arms.
“…”
After that, I stayed still for a while.
She also held me for a while.
The texture was so good.
It was almost a hand-to-hand fight.
A strange woman I’ve never seen hugs me.
Perhaps it was a little while after dressing up, there was a faint smell of perfume and a slight smell of alcohol mixed in.
I don’t know who she was drinking with, but the smell of alcohol hasn’t gone away yet, and seeing as she’s not with a man and goes home alone, I don’t know who it is, but the man who’s been drinking with this woman seems to have failed to fuck her.
Or, there is a possibility that she, like me, just casually met and played with her same-sex friend.
It’s not like I’m particularly weak at skinship.
More than the skinship itself, some psychological thing had a bigger effect.
Because her anger was her friend’s feeling, my heart to send her back, rather, her original thought to send her back as her body temperature softened her. It became increasingly dull
I went into the house and tried to sleep, but anyway, I was in a state of being pissed off today because of the black mask girl’s panties.
However, I felt that the rage in my heart was comforted by the cell phone rental woman silently holding me.
Perhaps because of that, the pillars of my lower body gradually swelled and swelled in my pants.
Embarrassingly, my pillar pressed against her crotch while holding the cell phone rental girl.
She hugged me and stood like that for a while without saying a word.
Then, after removing her body, the cell phone rental woman smiled at me and spoke.
“Would you like a drink?”
That was the beginning.
I laughed.
In a way, it could be seen that my mood, which was hitting the iron wall, had moved to some extent.
I am a handsome man.
So, this case can be seen as frequent.
Beauties who want to fuck me…
I have seen countless women like that.
If you first ask me out for a drink at such a late hour, she’ll just throw up because she’s so upset, or she’ll most likely go to a motel and undress her and fuck her.
In normal cases, a man asks to have a drink, and after drinking together, he may or may not go to a motel together… Depending on skill, different results may appear.
However, as a respectable man, I can see that the opposite is true.
Even if I just stay still, at night or early in the morning, the beauties want to have a drink with me first, and there are many cases where she is busy trying to have a drink with me first.
My mood may have improved because of her, and I responded in a positive way to her cell phone lender.
“Ah, is that so?”
When I show her sign of acceptance, she also changes her tone from her awkward tone to a slightly friendly tone.
“Huh, you were on your way in after a drink, right?”
“Ah… Yes. I ran up to the third round with my friends.”
In response to my reply, the cell phone rental lady raised her tone a little.
“Really? I’m on my way back from a raw fish restaurant with my friends. I met my friend a little late, so it’s a little late.”
“I see, then what do you want to eat? I’ll buy it. It’s the cell phone rental fee.”
Haha! No~, I’ll live.”
“It’s okay. Just tell me what you want to eat.”
“Um~.”
She thought for a moment and said.
“Are there any restaurants around here that do good seafood pancakes? I ate cold ones, so I’d like some warm ones.”
Judging from her question, it seemed highly likely that she did not live in the neighborhood, as I had guessed from her slightly extravagant attire.
If you live in this area, there is no way that you don’t know about the collections that are published until quite late, a block away after crossing the main road from here.
By the way, there is a house that tastes better than that nearby house.
Although it is a bit far.
“Unfortunately, the best restaurant around here closes at 2:00, and the one close to it that’s still open doesn’t taste that good for me personally… Hmm~, there are other decent places, but they’re a little less tasty than the first place. Still, it’s delicious. They put a lot of blue seafood in it. Do you want to go there?”
Certainly, since I knew the area well, I was able to talk about these things in quite detail.
She answered.
“Yes, I like it.”
“Okay. Then let’s take a taxi over there.”
Me and she walked together toward a taxi stand.
There is a place where taxis often come to another main road, not the main road where I sent my friends by taxi.
Apparently, since I’ve been living here for a while, it was comfortable because I knew most of the geographical things.
Basic fare distance by taxi.
From the back seat of her cab, I asked her.
“Excuse me, how old are you?”
“How old do you think you are?”
She asked with a smile.
I thought for a moment.
And I answered her words.
“24?”
I met her eyes and said.
Then she covered her mouth with her hands and said.
“Wow, huh.”
“Why?”
“How do you fit so well?”
“Did I guess?”
Maybe it’s because I developed my own skills through experience.
It fits almost as much as possible.
“Yes! It’s awesome~. Can I guess that one too?”
“Yes.”
She thought for a moment.
I narrowed my eyebrows slightly and looked up for a while, then looked at myself and took a picture of my age.
“Um… Twenty-four? Are you the same age as me?”
“Ding~.”
“Three?”
“Ding~.”
“Two… Two?”
“Haha, ah, I think I’m giving you too many chances. If I’m wrong from now on, why don’t we get together tonight?”
“Ah~, no~!”
“Now, now, put your hands away. Last chance. If you’re wrong, you’re dead. 24 up.”
As I said that, I subtly held onto one of her hands as she tried to cover her forehead.
The feel of her hand was good.
“Umm~, ah… 25?”
“Come here. Come here.”
“Wrong?”
“Yes. I’m twenty-six, and I’ll beat you gently.”
“Ah!”
Seeing her up close, she was even more beautiful.
It was definitely to the point where I wanted to hit the night.
I thought that there was no taxi driver for her, so I headed to her green onion collection, having a good time with her in her taxi as if it was just the two of her.
I usually do that.
For example, when I go hunting on her street, at a cafe or club, I exclude others and think that there is only her and me.
Heidegger said.
Humans live in a ‘world’ of relationships with others, and the moment they exclude others’ gaze in that world is the moment they have the subjectivity of their ego.
Looking at it that way, I wondered if I would be the real me when I met a woman like this.
Taking a taxi, she and I arrived at a pajeon restaurant.
While on the way, I naturally did a simple census and a statement.
Her name was Han So-yul.
In fact, when I go alone, it’s a distance that I can just walk.
However, it is a bit ambiguous to go with a woman.
It takes a little over 20 minutes to walk to this pajeon house.
It would be nice to go to the No. 1 pajeon restaurant that is so damn close to my house, but it’s closed, so I can’t help it.
That’s why I came to another place, but the taste here is also good.
Soyul and I went into a pajeon restaurant together.
“Ugh~, it’s cold!”
As soon as she entered, she seemed to like the warm atmosphere in her shop.
I sat across from her and spoke to her without opening her menu.
“Shall we order two longevity makgeolli, seafood and green onion pancakes, and a noodle soup? Is there anything else you want to eat?”
“Ummm, is that enough?”
“Okay. Try it first, and if it’s not enough, order more.”
“Yes~!”
She looked pretty good.
And the condition seemed fine.
Also, it was late at dawn when I came out after 3 rounds with her original friends, as if I was tired to the top of my head.
Makgeolli came out first, and we drank together.
“Braided!”
“Tada~!”
-Widely!
Rice wine bowls collided.
We talked a little while drinking makgeolli that came out first.
We even stopped talking.
“Wow, how many more drinks should I order?
Haha! I’m not a girl who makes snacks? It’s alcohol!”
It seems so.
As soon as you start salting, you boldly empty the glass.
