Chapter 201 – Sincerely (6)
25. Sincerely (6)
“Ah, ah.”
“Hey, hey. Cordia, where does it hurt?”
“Aww.”
“Right right.”
When Cestia hugged Cordia and soothed her, Cordia, who was babbling incomprehensibly, laughed and drove her to sleep. It lasted less than 3 minutes, but everyone except for those two couldn’t breathe properly and focused on them, to be exact, on Cordia… It was only after Cordia fell asleep that she caught her breath.
All of them were holding their chests with their upper bodies leaning forward.
“Mmmm!”
“Kuhm.”
Sestia and her eyes met Eugene and the three of them tried to clear their throats and pretended not to be, but it was useless. Regardless of Eugene’s circumstances, the momentum of the three people who were trying to pressure Sestia quickly softened.
“That…”
“Yes, I am listening.”
“…”
Shay’s lips, which had opened her mouth in place of Kaya, who had been liberated, opened and closed over and over again. All kinds of words came to her mind, but it was because she was reluctant to say them when she saw Sestia ‘full of maternal love’ holding a baby in front of her eyes.
‘It’s like, I feel like I’m going to be a bad bitch…’
Shay turned her head. Kaya? She is wrong She seemed unwilling to help. Even if she had something to say, it seemed that she had no intention of saying it right now. Illumina? If she had been excited in the first place, she wouldn’t have gone mad the first time they met. Judging by her face, she seemed to be caught in the clutches of Cordia’s cuteness…
“I know that it is shameless.”
Cestia’s voice broke the awkward silence.
“Even though I knew that Hendrick had a deep relationship with Sister Kaya and Crusader Shay, they seduced Hendrick while they were both seriously injured and unconscious. Borrowed from the bitterness of having to end her daughter, who had fallen unwillingly, with my own hands. As you two or three of you know, Hendrick-sama has a lot of affection and is quite soft-spoken. He did a fox thing. Even in the monastery. I threw my body and mind, my body and mind, into the firewood of self-justification, and hoped for his mother’s tolerance. It was a cheap act even if it was punished.”
“Sestia-sama.”
“If you’re a woman, you know that. Is it a safe day or a dangerous day? Coincidentally, that day was a very dangerous, most probable day. I begged her mother for her mercy to give a new child to her poor daughter who had lost her daughter. Hendrick-sama twisted his face in his guilt, and even though he was conflicted about whether he was doing this right or not, he couldn’t finally hit me like that. Thank you. And his heart ached. It’s not like this, I really wanted to become one with a mutual desire. I wanted to bear fruit with positive emotions overflowing with joy, love, and happiness, rather than filling up the sadness of losing my baby… However, to seduce someone else’s man and then wish for that is absurd greed. Hendrick-sama would have been more embarrassed.”
It was the confession of a nun who would have cleansed and forgiven countless people’s sins.
“I already did it, but I was satisfied with it. Hendrick had to enter the dungeon again, and there was no room for me in his party. Even if there were, there were two of them, but I didn’t even want to be together. In addition, when I realized that there really was a life in me… I decided to go far away. After all, the corruption incident has blinded the headquarters.”
“Isn’t it selfish? Yes. It was the first personal greed I had in my life. But when I was full, I chewed on the name of the child Hendrick-sama had left me, and I saw Hendrick-sama in this child, and finally the dungeon, which seemed impossible to conquer forever, collapsed… The greed that had been suppressed raised its head.”
“Is it okay if I throw away everything of mine, I hope this baby grows up with the love of her daddy…”
The desperate wish of a nun who saved the city and was located at the top of a city was extremely ordinary. But she couldn’t recklessly push the standard of mediocrity.
In an unusual world, for those who have lived an unusual life, normality is the hardest thing to obtain, at least those who are here know very well.
Cestia’s fairly long confession has come to an end. She put on an expression of relief, but on the contrary, Eugene and the trio’s expressions became complicated. In particular, Eugene was prepared not to open her mouth first even if she had something to say because she was paying attention to both sides. Judging by the expression on her face, she was relieved that she hadn’t left. The trio thought that Eugene was cowardly, but they also thought that it was fortunate that she did not take sides in the current situation.
“Illumina unnie might not know, but there’s no way Kaya and I wouldn’t know. She also suffered a lot with work at the time. Of course, it’s a different story to face with a baby and something that has passed roughly in your mind, but the second, third, and fourth girls are secondary issues.”
Shay gritted her teeth. She seemed very resentful that she had to get these words out of her own mouth.
“Me and Kaya are infertile. Illumina sister is not infertile, but… It is unlikely.”
“…”
“Now the baby is cute, so Sethia is sorry and there’s a part that he’s pity and understanding, so it’s a little bit of throwing it away from the person who has left it. .”
When Shei thought in principle, she thought that no one except Kaya had the right to criticize Sestia. Of course, it can’t be helped that her heart hurts, but she hates Eugene, but even so, she tries to understand him somehow because she loves him that much and has a deep-rooted feeling that he shouldn’t be without him. Not only that, she didn’t want to break up with Kayado or Illumina either.
And it was the same with Cestia. In particular, she was a comrade who saved Salem together. She wasn’t just a pretty woman with no roots or anything. Just like her Illumina and her estrus incident, after a few days she would be able to get along with her.
“As time goes on, as the baby grows, the sutures will loosen and the emptiness and resentment will grow. Yes. Clearly.”
But as long as she is 2 years old.
It was beyond the realm of reason and understanding.
**
Eugene went dry in real time. She swallowed, but she didn’t seem to have swallowed. He led Sestia to the nest with joy, responsibility, and pity, but even he, who defeated the dungeon with Nodes, was at a loss as to what solution to come out of the current situation. In the dungeon, no matter how atrocious the situation, there were options, and each option had a low but clear chance of success.
But now?
[Side with Shay.]
[Side with Cestia.]
‘La Ella…’
There was no exit. No matter what I picked, it was an instant-death mine. A harmonious harem was only possible in novels and games.
I’m in the game, so isn’t it possible?
‘Fuck.’
The trip to the dungeon must be over, and there’s nothing to be stressed about, so I promised myself to stop swearing and thinking badly. But he couldn’t blame anyone. Because he knew all too well that he was self-employed.
But I couldn’t keep watching like this. The fact that Eugene brought Cestia here was in itself declaring that she was also his woman, and although it was selfish, neither of them could give up. They wanted to be together for the rest of their lives, and it was the nest built for that reason.
If there is no correct answer, shouldn’t there be a makeshift plan?
“How about taking a break first and then talking about it later? We get our feelings together, and Sestia makes her feel better.”
Buy time That was the first condition. As soon as I said the words, the eyes from both sides were very stinging, but the leadership and responsibility that had been crouching for a while while watching the women were creeping up.
Although Eugene is not a patriarchal character, he is definitely the ‘center’ of her family. How to overcome difficulties only when the center is standing tall.
First of all, drop both sides, and slowly go back and forth between the two sides over time…
“Eugene.”
“Uh, uh uh.”
“Do not worry. Because what Eugene fears won’t happen.”
“That, is it?”
“It’s a ‘us’ problem, and we’ll talk among ourselves, so Eugene, if you have something to do, do it.”
“Well, there’s something I need to do…”
“Wouldn’t there be one?”
“There is. There are so many! Are you going to do something?”
However, Eugene’s leadership and sense of responsibility, who stuck out her head, got on the burrow at the speed of light at the words of Kaya, who had remained silent all along.
Eugene couldn’t hold out for even 30 seconds and left the living room…