Chapter 155 – Liquidation (4)
19. Liquidation (4)
‘Let’s stay calm. Composure. Composure. Composure. Calm calm calm calm…’
It didn’t calm me down at all. Even as she continued to pour water on her body, Kaya’s body continued to break into cold sweat and her heart pounded wildly.
[This is my child. I’m sorry to have kept you waiting. Can you prepare After three days, I will come down to you.]
Three days ago, after hearing the announcement of the coming of the goddess she respected, Kaya secluded herself in the monastery. From the moment he entered the room, he did not run into anyone and did not eat. She drank only clean water. He washed three times the first day, six times the second day, and twelve times today.
“La Ella, Ra Ella, Ra Ella.”
Didn’t even sleep.
She continued to pray and control her heart.
It was because she had been told by Shay, ‘You should think of the goddess strongly and empty out of other thoughts.’
Shay gave her advice just before Advent, but Kaya did it all three days.
‘Because I’m much less than Shay.’
Her already slender figure shrank even more. My stomach rumbled and clamored for something to eat, but as before, I ignored it this time. It’s been a long time since I stopped drinking water. It wasn’t that difficult to endure such hunger or thirst. Besides, it was right before the goddess descended. Doesn’t she dare to make the goddess feel the need?
“Even if my body breaks.”
If it’s for destiny.
I’m willing to endure it.
The moment Kaya closed her eyes, the statue of her goddess glowed in a pale green light. She felt the presence of light through her closed eyelids, but Kaya still closed her eyes. She wanted to open her eyes and see the miracle for herself, but she felt that doing so would disrupt her concentration.
The Advent process was similar to that of Justitia. However, the changes in her body shape and hair were dramatic. Her height has hardly changed, but her chest and lower body have become quite voluptuous. Kaya’s body was never flat, but the change she had now was overwhelming. She exaggerated her breasts as big as her head, her wide open hips, and her huge hips and thighs. It was a little fat compared to Kaya’s lean body, but it wasn’t just a lump of fat on her part.
If Hendrick saw it, it was a body that would have been said to be a terribly erotic body with healthy beauty and decadent beauty coexisting.
After the transformation of her body, her ears became smaller and her gray bobbed hair dyed light green and lengthened to around her hips. And Kaya’s blunt and cold impression changed dramatically. She had a benevolent and benevolent face that would make anyone want to run to her arms, anyone would want to confess their sins and be comforted. Finally, when a dress appeared that revealed one leg of her, her radiance was completely lost.
Raella, the goddess of mercy and generosity, descended on Kaya’s body.
Knowing that her physical changes due to her advent had ended, Kaya and Ella opened their eyes with trembling eyelashes, and green eyes that seemed to contain warm spring looked around her.
“Yes…”
Raella was unfamiliar with everything, missed it, and was familiar with it. The second Raella, who was close to her alter ego that the original Raella removed, spoke to the owner of her body.
“Are you okay?”
[Ah… Miss Laella… !]
“Yes. It’s better than I thought. Are you anywhere uncomfortable?”
[Doesn’t exist. None at all. Could it be that Rather, I’m worried that Raella-nim is not uncomfortable with my lowly body.]
“My child. You shouldn’t be saying that to yourself. Isn’t it a story that hurts both the person who hears it and the person who says it?”
[… Sorry.]
Raela read the feelings she felt for Kaya. And I could clearly feel the ‘energy’ that Justitia had been talking about. Why did she hold back that it was dangerous, and why did she say that there was a possibility that she could not get out?
“Aye. Before you go out that door, I want to ask you something, can you answer it?”
[Of course. Anything, say anything.]
“How would you feel if I could stay in your body forever?”
[Yes?]
“Instead, you will lose who you are entirely.”
[La Ella, I don’t understand… What are you talking about all of a sudden…]
“Hey.”
Raella said as she swept away the mace and scriptures floating in front of her.
“It feels even more certain since I descended directly. Hey If it’s for the sake of your destined partner… You are thinking of giving up on yourself too.”
[…]
“And if it’s for him, I can feel that you will hold on to me who came down to you and won’t let go.”
[La Ella, how dare I!]
Kaya denied it as hard as she could, but Raela denied it.
“I have no intention of calling you disrespectful. It wasn’t your intention, and I was prepared to come down in the first place. But hey you have to decide The moment I leave this room, there will be no turning back.”
[La Ella… Is it really, really, something I have to decide?]
“Yes. As much as you desperately wanted, I intend to leave it to you.”
[La Ella…]
“More than anything, I am a child. If you were satisfied with being like Justitia’s child, wouldn’t you need to worry so much now?”
Kaya was silent. Raella’s words were the awl itself.
Kaya was greedy.
Since Raella-nim has really descended, just a little more. At least, I wanted to endure it a little longer than Justitia-sama’s descent.
It was disrespectful.
It wasn’t enough that his true ‘desire’, which he hadn’t even grasped until La Ella told him about it, was revealed, and he had a heart that he shouldn’t have. It wouldn’t be strange if he died immediately after being punished.
But at the same time, Raella-sama… He thought that, as far as Hendrick was concerned, he would be kind to himself for being so greedy.
“I can go back to the previous room only in this room where I descended.”
Raella pretended not to know what Kaya was thinking and continued with his words.
“If you open that door and walk out, child, you will no longer be who you are.”
[To say that I will not be the perfect me… ?]
“Either your soul is eaten by me, I am eaten by you, or the two become fused. Or not… You can’t stand it and your body may collapse.”
[…]
“But if you succeed in any form, you will be stronger than if only traces of your descent were left. That’s why I’m saying this.”
[Is that so.]
“Yes. Now, there are about three minutes left.”
[Yes?]
“It is time limit. After three minutes, you won’t be able to turn it back even if you don’t go out that door.”
[Now, wait. Miss Raella!]
Kaya’s urgent cries were not heard by anyone except Raella, and Raella, her only listener, chose to ignore her beloved child’s cries for at least three minutes.
Looking at the statue that resembled her, she controlled her complicated mind.
‘This is unprecedented. It doesn’t fall, and it doesn’t convert, but the new faith coexists.’
The fact that such an unprecedented thing had happened to her own child was something that Raella, who was determined to suppress her fear at this moment, could neither laugh nor grieve.
‘No matter how much I am only a part of the original Raella, I am also Raella. I don’t know what effect this decision will have on the original Raella…’
There is a price to pay for everything.
Intervention becomes exponentially more difficult the closer you get to the deepest part of the dungeon, so your act now is tantamount to attracting all future support to the present.
So it was only natural that the price would also increase. It was a natural order that even Raella, whom everyone in this world called God, could not escape from.
‘There are more things that deviate from expectations than everything in the world goes as expected. And yet, somehow the world goes on.’
If you are on the right path of destiny, the current chaos will also become part of harmony.
Raela closed her eyes, and Kaya was still silent.
For three minutes to pass.
“Ah… !”
[Ah… !]
The moment 3 minutes passed.
The ‘irreversible’ things Raella said began to happen.
[Ra, Lady Raella!]
“Do not resist! Open your heart and adapt! Imagine your true heart, what you really want!”
A dazzling green radiance radiated from the body, then gray spots appeared. The body was repeatedly stretching and shrinking, and the green glow and the gray spots were entangled as if they were eating the ground.
[La Ella! If it goes like this… !]
“Aye. Were you not prepared?”
[…]
“As I said before, I am determined.”
The balance between the two states, which had been antagonistic for a long time, collapsed at some point. The gray spots ate up the green light, and the body was also returning to Kaya’s.
[I, I… This result was not what I wanted! I just wanted to serve you for as long as possible…]
“Don’t beat yourself up. Don’t you think that this is also your destiny?”
[How dare I… !]
“Didn’t I tell you not to say that? Are you even degrading me for taking you into my arms?”
La Ella’s voice faded, and the area of her gray spots crossed eighty percent. The body close to Kaya couldn’t stand the change any longer and fell to her knees.
“This cannot be… Because of me, because of my presumptuous greed, Raella-sama cannot go through this kind of sacrifice.”
[Hey. I’m fine.]
“At least I don’t like this outcome…”
The initiative of her body changed.
Kaya was overcome with a sense of remorse and shame, but instead of regretting her now, she held on to the energy of the goddess who was gradually absorbed into herself and ‘disappeared’.
[Hey… ?]
“I’ve already made up my mind that it doesn’t have to be me. It deserves divine punishment for locking Raella-sama, who dared to descend on me, into my body… However, we must stop it from disappearing.”
[Hey. Dangerous. It became a natural flow for me to disappear like this, and the phenomenon has already occurred.]
“I’m sorry, Lady Raella. For this poor daughter who has already committed a great sin, please do not show her mercy for all eternity.”
Kaya slashed her wrists with her fingernails, ignoring Raella’s disapproval. She then began to pray as she smeared her blood on the statue of her goddess.
“Warm kindness and cold generosity. Miss Laella. Please, humble and sinful me…”
**
Would the family of the patient waiting near the operating room feel like this?
I couldn’t hide my nervousness as I was stamping my feet right outside the descent.
“Why are you so nervous?”
“It will be fine. It will work out. It will be fine.”
Illumina nibbled at her nails and waggled her tail frantically, Shay kept coming and going and she muttered something.
I couldn’t see beyond the door, but my nervousness grew because the divine energy was getting stronger and weaker repeatedly, but I couldn’t bear to go in because I was warned not to enter until everything was over.
“Uh? Is it over?”
“Huh? Really?”
Shay, who continued her back and forth, stopped and approached her door, and Illumina followed her. Of the two, Shay was the only one who was fluent in her divine power, so her senses were trustworthy, and I also stood close to the door and waited for it to open.
The moment I swallowed saliva in tension.
[Relationship diagram]
Kaya: 6★
Shay: 5*
Illumina: 4*
Along with the sudden pop-up relationship chart.
[Positive feature ‘Strong Faith’ has been deleted.]
[The negative feature ‘Shaking Faith’ has been removed.]
Features for unknown reasons were deleted.
[The positive feature ‘New Faith’ is added.]
[Positive feature ‘Raella’s incarnation’ is added.]
[Negative feature ‘One-way traffic’ added.]
A startling new feature popped up.
The door is open.
