Chapter 116 – Mindset (9)
15. Mindset (9)
‘I’m going crazy… I think I’ll really go crazy if I keep going like this.’
Lately, Illumina’s head has been filled with one thing.
Hendrick.
Exactly his smell.
It’s been a few days already, but the smell, far from being forgotten, seemed to get clearer and clearer as time passed. It seems to be sweeter than when I actually smelled it, and it has a deeper scent… Anyway, it was gradually changing to a better smell.
‘I want to do it again… Hot! What are you thinking!’
When I was beaten by Kaya, I was able to forget that time because I was rolling like crazy to survive, but after the time of hell was over, I moved my body violently, so the recoil came more severely.
‘Why, why is it now… It’s an important time in my life.’
There was no way she didn’t know the cause, even after she became an adult several years ago.
Estrus.
The providence of nature that can’t be avoided if you are a beast person.
As a joke, it is often said that humans are animals without estrus or that they are in estrus all year round. But in fact, this was only half true.
There’s also the point that being a beastman doesn’t mean that you don’t have sexual desire when you’re not in heat…
It was because anyone who had personally witnessed, or ‘been subjected to’, a beastman entering heat would never agree with that statement.
‘What should I do?’
If it was just that he wanted to have sex more intensely than usual because his sexual desire was so high, he wouldn’t have bothered to add the word estrus.
‘Since we share a room, I can’t solve it alone, and I don’t have money, either…’
Just people change
The thought of having to leave offspring dominates my mind. Other than that, everything is useless. The body is ready to climax on its own, releasing even more pheromones and becoming more sensitive.
If you don’t find a suitable partner, it will come as a great stress, and you have to soothe it alone. The act of not being able to sprinkle or receive emotion was like incomplete combustion, requiring more physical strength. In addition, the recoil was considerable when the body, which had been greatly changed for reproduction, was released.
“Ha ha…”
Should I go to Changgwan before I lose my temper?
I hated that. I don’t really think chastity is very important, but for some reason, after entering the corps of warriors, I was a bit reluctant. Hendrick, Kaya, and Shay were all kind, sincere, and nice people, so it seemed that only he would be seen as a dirty person when he went to the window. Although I’ve never been there before.
‘I don’t have any money anyway, and it’s okay to ask for a loan from the Changgwan store.’
Then, in the end, I have to solve it alone as usual…
Illumina, who had to run errands because she had lost a bet on buying dinner before everyone scattered in the morning, decided to go back quickly and fill her hunger first. She was very shy to say casually that no matter how strange her body was, she would be ‘in heat’ to someone else.
“Eh, I’m here…”
“Uh? Burr, are you here already? Now wait! Shay! I’ll bring you clothes, so wear them inside!”
– Yes~
“Uh, yes.”
The thought of how her appetite would hold her back was shattered so trivially the moment she bumped into Hendrick, who had just come out of the bathroom. Even though he was wearing underwear underneath, the well-placed muscles, wet hair, and the shape that even underwear couldn’t cover…
Cluck-
My mouth was dry. My tailbone hurt. My lower stomach trembled. Her heart thumped. The estrus that I had been suppressing so hard came out.
‘No. It can’t be like this!’
Illumina hurriedly set her dinner plate down on her table. Then, thinking that she was coming to get some fresh air, and that she had just run an errand for her, she scrawled some rather awkward words and ran out of her room.
“Illumina, where is Kaya… Uh? What. Are you sure there was Where did you go?”
“Sister? Sister?”
**
“Ha ha, ha ha, ha ha.”
Illumina ran frantically. The heat that surged up from her body had to be vented somehow. It seemed to her that if she didn’t, she’d grab the crotch of any man she was passing by, or go back to her inn and pounce on Hendrick.
What if Hendrick, Kayana, or Shay were disappointed by that appearance?
‘No. Absolutely not.’
After living with them for a while, one of the things I felt desperately was that they were so good that they were among the best people I’d ever met. Considering their performance or purpose, it was the first finger that was unrivaled. I fell in their eyes and joined them, but I didn’t want to be seen as a crazy bitch because of my sexual desire. It’s an atmosphere where you feel like you’re going to enter a dungeon soon, but how burdensome it must be to think of a sexually insane bitch as your colleague.
Especially at that time, she and Hendrick, not to mention Kaya, who smelled very strange, and Shay had just entered her bathroom together.
Illumina was a prisoner. She was a fox at the same time. She knew right away that if she got herself into heat and ran at Hendrick, the goodwill Kaya and Shay were showing her would be shattered at once. To my displeasure, neither Kaya nor Shay could win through strength or fate.
‘Oh no! Wake!’
Illumina, who had been thinking of her sorcery or masturbation until a little while ago, she slapped her own cheek thinking she was going to attack Hendrick before she knew it. But her heat, which had already pervaded her whole body, made her brain hot again in no time. If she had been able to come to her senses so easily, the estrous period of beast beasts would not have been so notorious in the first place.
‘If only I could hold you tight… If you could stroke my hair and tail… I want you to touch my breasts and ass…’
“Illumina. Didn’t you go first because you had to go buy dinner?”
“Ah oh. Ah? Kaya?!”
“Why are you so surprised? Any problem? Her face is very red.”
“Oh no! Nothing. By the way, Kaya, when are you going to come?”
“Even if it wasn’t, I was going to go soon.”
The place where Illumina ran recklessly was the vacant lot where she and Kaya were training. She asked Kaya, who had been praying with a rosary on top of a mace stuck in the ground, brushing the dirt from her lap.
“Or do you have something to say to me?”
Illumina, who reflexively tried to say she wasn’t like that, shut her mouth. If she was Hendrick’s first mate, Kaya… A sharp calculation was made that it might be okay to talk.
‘If Kaya and Shay’s strengths are considered to be of the same level, she can’t get along so well even though Kaya and Shay share the same man… It’s possible because Kaya has a generous personality!’
Illumina, who nodded her head to herself, saying that it was her own idea, and eventually began to reveal her own circumstances.
“That, I mean. You are a water person. Right?”
“Yes. I remember being surprised at first because it was a rare species.”
Haha. It is.”
Kaya moved her steps toward her inn. Illumina quickly caught up. Her tail, hidden under her robes, swayed wildly in her frenzy.
“Then… Do you know that too?”
“What do you mean?”
“All beastmen go into heat at certain intervals… That there is spirit.”
“Are you in heat?”
“Ugh, yeah. That’s why, it’s like a moon walk that humans and women from some other races do once a month. When that cycle comes, uh, that’s why, I want to do it a lot. Greatly.”
“If it’s during heat… You mean sex?”
“Ugh, ugh.”
“Hmm, Illumina will be in great trouble. So, are you saying that now is the heat period?”
“… Yes.”
Kaya’s tone was flat. Her gait was still the same.
“Illumina.”
“Uh, yes!”
“Thank you for revealing it before entering the dungeon.”
“Uh, huh?”
“What do you need? Please tell me I’m not the captain, but she might be able to help as a fellow woman.”
Maybe that’s why Illumina snapped at Kaya’s words. If she’d realized that her tail was upright from earlier, she’d have gone through her filter at least once, either in her brain or in her mouth.
When she saw Hendrick’s body, Illumina’s limiter was released, and at Kaya’s words, her final limiter was also released. Her brain was being occupied in real time by a surge of hormones.
“Well, then! Can I borrow Hendrick for a day?! Mm, of course I’m going to ask her own opinion too! Huh!”
“…”
“Is a day too long? Mmm, then half a day is fine too!”
“…”
“Oh, well. In fact, I might be able to put out an urgent fire in about half a day… ?”
At that time, Illumina, who had been imagining a stormy mating with Hendrick, noticed an eerie aura that invaded her whole body one beat, no, several beats late. She stopped her feet, knowing she shouldn’t then, and as she slowly turned her back, she encountered a pair of emotionless gray eyes.
“Ahhh. Kaya, Kaya. That, so I, I mean.”
The moment Kaya’s eyes met, Illumina felt like her brain was washed in cold water.
“Therefore. Illumina you. To relieve your heat. Are you saying you want to use the captain?”
“That, I don’t mean that!”
“Borrow it. The captain is not a thing. There… From the way she uses that expression, she seems to know the relationship between the captain and me, and between the captain and Shay.”
“Ahhh.”
Illumina sat down and tore her hair. It was the worst. This was not my intention… It wasn’t, but she didn’t mean to say so outright that she had no bottom job.
Even if she thought herself, she was the worst. What woman, apart from her tribe, can give her own master a day to deal with her sexual desires to another woman of her own.
But what’s so crazy about it is that even in this situation, when she closed her eyes, Hendrick’s body and smell came to mind. He was going crazy wanting to mix with him and get his affections. Imagination gave birth to more imagination, and more imagination caused more heat.
I said that I was so careful, but I ran into Hendrik almost naked during heat, not once, but twice… She was really unlucky for herself. Because of that, the peak of her estrus was pulled.
Of course, that was Illumina’s circumstances.
“As soon as you return to the inn, tell the captain without missing a word.”
“Huh… ?”
“You are a colleague recruited by the captain. And I am not the captain.”
“Ah.”
“It’s really fortunate that the one in my hand is a real mace.”
It’s a big deal if you inadvertently swing and die, so you have no choice but to refrain.
Kaya muttered very quietly, but her Illumina ears were bright. She couldn’t even remember how she got to her inn.
Smart-
– Who are you?
“That’s me.”
– Oh sister! Come on in!
– Come on.
Kaya pointed at her door with her chin.
“Say the same in front of the captain and in front of Shay.”
To the Illumina, that door seemed to be the door to the courtroom.
‘Ah… Yes, welcome Hendrick.’
Meanwhile, at the sound of Hendrick’s voice, his heart pounded, his belly thumped, his tail quivered, and he couldn’t control his body squirting his juices in her cunt.
She wanted to cry
