Chapter 64 – Truth (2)
Changed room.
There was no need to explain the change of bed.
It must be connected to the meaning of tidying up the room and coming in a while ago.
Maybe it was more sincere than I thought, and the work was done quickly and splendidly.
And it was meticulous.
I don’t know if it was intended to win an award.
They brought me to various public places and indirectly revealed that I belonged to them.
With his remarks a while ago, he had half-established a fait accompli.
It was a good thing.
It was a happy thing.
It was also a symbolic scene to announce a new beginning while saying goodbye to the past.
Having lost someone, I now have a new family, and now I have a person next to me for the rest of my life.
I couldn’t deny the love itself, but recently I’ve been questioning the true meaning of that love.
As if she noticed that I was worried, she came over to her body.
“What do you think?”
“It’s no big deal.”
“Ed’s expression looks serious for that.”
“It’s just. I still have some things to organize.”
“What are you so anxious about?”
“Does it look like that?”
“Yes.”
She hugged me without saying anything.
The smell of her body tickled her nose and only the sound of her breathing remained in her room.
“Are you okay.”
“Nothing to worry about.”
“I’ll fix it.”
Her words sounded so sweet that it made me want to tell her all about her.
But this was my job.
It was something I started and something I would finish.
I’m sorry, but she shouldn’t have been involved in this.
“No.”
Thanking her for her words, she hugged her tightly.
She was going to end it here, but she didn’t seem to think so.
“What’s going on? Are you sure you’re a woman?”
It was not wrong.
It was a woman-related issue, but it was more than that.
Maybe I should do this relationship now that it didn’t exist.
Perhaps she knew my silence as an answer, she was making an expression that she had a rough idea.
She wasn’t even married yet, but seeing her in the role of her mistress gave me various thoughts.
She was cute, maybe… Creepy.
“It’s nothing special. It’s just a thing of the past. I’ll clean it up and come back soon.”
“How long will it take?”
“I think about a week.”
It was an attitude she would never accept.
“No.”
Why are you doing this?
Do you really think you’re going to have an affair?
That’s never going to happen
“Isn’t it really a big deal?”
“Still…”
Perhaps she had changed her strategy, but she looked uneasy.
But no matter how much we developed, it wasn’t like that.
This was something I had to work out.
However, if I didn’t say anything, I thought it would be an eternal parallel, so I decided to tell him.
“I have a problem to solve with Heina, so I’m going back for a while.”
She thought it was a concise, clear, neat answer, but it didn’t seem like it to her.
“She…Why is that person?”
I think I said something once, but it must be because of my mood?
“Recently, I received a letter and said we could talk for a while.”
“Are you really leaving?”
“I have to go…”
I also had a hard time seeing the face.
It ended badly, but how could it be comfortable to see their faces?
“He’s the one who hurt Ed, how can I like it?”
“Are you tired of me?”
“It’s not like that.”
The dark side of her was trying to crawl out again.
“Seria.”
“Nothing will happen. I’m just going to talk and nothing will worry you.”
“You don’t know.”
Still, there are physical differences, but it is unlikely that the same thing will happen twice.
She agreed to hug her without saying anything. I think it will be more effective than explaining a hundred days.
She was still the one who didn’t say anything. Looking at it now, her eyes were also slightly dead.
“Don’t worry.”
It sounded like an excuse, but that was the only thing I could say.
“Instead.”
“I’m not going to sleep tonight.”
It seemed that she needed another reassurance.
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A bit more intense than usual, after such a night, she was sleeping soundly next to her.
I should have gone to sleep too, but for some reason I couldn’t sleep today.
Is it because of something related to Heina?
My mind was restless.
I felt a subtle remorse at myself for leaving her sleeping next to her and thinking of her other people.
The truth is more important to me now.
As she was very tired, she tried to fall asleep.
She took one look at her face and remembered the previous conversations.
Of course, there was nothing wrong with reacting like that, but Seria’s reaction seemed unnatural.
It occurred to me that she was the reaction of people who wanted to hide something.
Why are you so sensitive?
Having come this far, I’m unlikely to ever leave her.
As long as she doesn’t harm me.
Do you harm?
I remembered what she said a moment ago.
Why do you go to the person who harmed me casually?
It was not wrong.
But how the hell does she know I’ve been hurt by Heina?
It was something she couldn’t say unless she was there.
Did you just say something?
To do that, the words I heard recently were stuck in my mind.
Was Seria really there?
It would be correct to think separately because there is no clear physical evidence yet, but if she is involved in the matter.
Will I be able to accept the pure love she shows me?
Someone was lying.
She suddenly feels awkward in her bed.
Does she love me or am I just an attachment doll?
One little lie told by someone sends a chill down my spine.
It’s like I’m covering my eyes and ears.
The amount that you shouldn’t look at the truth that exists.
Your eyes seem to be going all over me.
I don’t know.
Can I remain me in your love.
Even in the middle of the day, your love is so sweet.
It seems to keep me from thinking of leaving like an idiot.
Who is your innermost heart that has become thorny despite your beautiful and kind words?
Like a demon visiting me late at night, your touch was warm but cold.
It seems like you’ll never let me go
What on earth is your love for me?
Some days you were the best person in my life
Another day when I look at you, you shimmer as my future spouse
It feels like I’ll turn into someone else I don’t know.
What kind of secret are you hiding?
There was no answer to that question.
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Edward must have thought she was sleeping.
In fact, she wasn’t sleeping.
She saw him not sleeping even after putting her to sleep.
He seemed to be thinking hard about something from the banquet hall earlier.
What would you think about that?
I am the person next to you
Why do you keep trying to go to someone else?
What are you so anxious about?
Why
Why
Why.
When the name Heina came out of his mouth.
She felt the floor collapse.
The fact that the person he somehow erased from him is still alive in his heart.
Lately, the name didn’t come out of his mouth, and it didn’t seem to come out of his mind, so I was a little relieved.
I didn’t know it would come out like this again.
Did you really have to get rid of it then?
But he didn’t tell me what was going on.
Maybe it was something he didn’t want to know.
She was really grateful for that consideration, but she didn’t want to hide it.
It was good until then.
The problem was then.
I don’t know how he knew, but I think he noticed a little bit.
She could feel the cracks in the love he showed her.
She still seemed unconvinced.
If I had known the truth, I would have left him a long time ago.
It seemed like he couldn’t even imagine anything about that commoner girl.
If he had known that, he would have cursed, criticized, and sold himself and left.
She could accept everything else, but she couldn’t accept the last one.
She was sad
He is so sincere, why doesn’t he just look at me?
She wants him to know what she did for love, but the paradoxical reality of not having to know made her feel sorry.
Sadness soon turned into anger, and that anger was directed at someone.
The bitch was obstructing them until the end.
His sister was trying to pry behind her where she was and what she ate wrong.
And he was about to face the truth.
Choices were given.
Will you give up and accept it?
Or will he get it even if he loses everything?
If she chose another woman, she would get rid of everything and she was prepared to die like him.
Giving up was not even an option in the first place.
She was once called half a penny, she was herself, but she was still a ferroz herself.
And she would achieve what she wanted.
No matter what method you use, no matter what happens.
He won’t let anyone have him if he can’t have it himself.
The end was approaching.
It may have been a comedy or a tragedy, but the end was approaching for everyone.
