How the Tutor Survives 37

Chapter 37 – Acceleration

Time passed very quickly.

I think it was winter when I started tutoring, but before I knew it, people’s clothes were getting thicker.

During that time, I had many thoughts.

The past was still watching me from the abyss, but it seems to be better than before.

Now is the time to really make up your mind.

What are you going to do in the future

And she made the decision to let her go.

Is it called first love because first love does not come true?

I haven’t changed much from what I said.

Hi.

Hey na.

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My heart seemed to feel better.

Of course, that didn’t mean I was in a good mood.

It was just that I could let go now, but one side of my heart was still sore.

A lot has changed in the meantime.

Seria was proving that she hadn’t cooled her heart, as she held her hand with her subtle sneaking every once in a while.

When asked when Seria became Seria, it was after midterm exams.

Should I say it’s a reward for getting full marks?

However, it did not draw the line like before.

Even if she cursed at her for being faithful to her desires, she had nothing to say, but she says she likes people around Seria’s level, but how many people in the world would dislike them?

There was still hesitation, but it was a hesitation of a different meaning.

I could also see that the psychological distance was gradually decreasing.

The other was Eurelia.

Her first meeting was very strange, but at some point she saw her face and spent time

He was now like her friend.

Just like it used to be

I’m really sorry for her

I wonder if she’s looking at her hey me.

“Have you taken the professor’s class, too?

“You said it wasn’t tough? Wow…As expected, what’s the difference between the head of the department?”

“When are you going to go back to school?”

These are the stories they said when they weren’t drinking.

The problem was the stories I said while drinking.

The day she drank just once, she got a glimpse of her mind.

“Aren’t I pretty?”

“It may sound a little strange, but I think I’m pretty myself.”

These were words that showed sympathy.

The occasional accompanying action added some confidence to that guess.

How did you come to know about this?

Of course it was because of her.

Thinking about it made me realize once again that she was greatly influenced.

“Looking at it like this, you’re more handsome than I thought…”

Words that could have been drowned out by the loud noises of the bar, but they were words that came to my ears.

Took a seat

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Eurelia is in fact not that she had feelings for him from the start.

At first, she was just curious about what kind of person the protagonist of the rumor was.

Even if you think about it yourself, the first time he saw her after returning to school, her behavior was really stupid.

The idea was to simply talk, but it was rejected.

The reason is the existence of her lover.

I had already heard it through rumors, but hearing it from the mouth of the person concerned was another strange feeling.

The only time I saw him again after that was at his hospital visit.

It was an unexpected fact, but her advisor and Edward Weiss’ advisor were the same.

The professor asked me to go somewhere with him when he had free time, so I followed him and found him lying in the hospital room.

What happened?

However, no matter how much he likes to chat, he puts both the patient and the professor in front of him.

He wasn’t blind enough to tell a story.

So the relationship of the day ended there.

A bit of time passed and she found herself eating her meal with him.

She decided to ask everything she wanted to ask.

Studies, gossip, etc.

Certainly, it seemed that the head of the department was not doing it for nothing.

Seeing that she said things she hadn’t thought of, she really respected her even though she was a student.

She also asked about the years gap.

However, she ended up saying that she took a break for a while, perhaps because she didn’t want to talk about it.

Was it because she enjoyed talking to him? She stopped and she asked about his love history.

She heard a lot of rumors.

I wonder if she is that person and senior.

Then I could see his expression.

His expression was something indescribable.

It was like a forced smile in front of others.

I had to apologize.

Perhaps that expression is the expression from parting.

There was no further conversation.

The relationship of the day ended there.

She blamed herself

Like an idiot, why did you say that there?

He was a pretty nice guy, but I wonder if I can’t see him anymore.

Wait a minute, I didn’t know that at all.

She was the one who thought there would be no extenuating circumstances.

She had no idea why she was looking for extenuating circumstances here, but she was.

Fortunately, she wasn’t wrong.

He didn’t say he was upset or disappointed by it.

Our relationship with him continued even after that.

From a certain moment, whenever I met him, a part of his chest tickled.

Having never been in a relationship before, she had no idea what this feeling was.

So I asked my friends.

I am in such and such a situation, and I feel such and such.

Her friends looked at her and laughed at her.

Finally, she wonders if spring will come to Eurelia too.

She didn’t even know what spring came meant, but she soon found out what it meant.

Her face turned red.

I was in denial at first. It’s not like that.

Her friends encouraged her to do well.

It seemed like they were just teasing me, so I thought they were useless friends.

The next time she met him she could feel her own heart beating weakly but quickly.

It was too late for her to deny that she had heard those words.

I didn’t know what it was, but I knew that it was the first time I felt it.

After that, her mind wasn’t really complicated.

Just a little change in behavior.

She started dressing up a little more and getting her hands on the action a little more.

Sadly he didn’t notice it.

In fact, he had no obligation to know that.

Is that why, the first day I had a drink with him, he was drunk and talking crap.

How hard she struggled that day to hold on to her own mind to make a sudden leap.

When I remembered that she had said that she herself was pretty, I wanted to hide in her mouse hole.

She kicked off the blanket and rolled around on the bed.

After a while, she seemed tired, so she lay down on the bed and began to think about her thoughts.

Would this person be okay?

It wouldn’t hurt to meet her once.

If it doesn’t seem like it, we’ll break up, and if it works out well…

He still has about half a year left to graduate, but he wondered if he could wait and settle himself first.

She thought of her graduation day as the day of the decisive battle.

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Seria was in a state of anger following that day.

The target was Edward Weiss.

Her heart, which was like a flower following the sun, was not able to do so today

It must have been because of the answer that didn’t come back.

She said that it was she who stopped him from saying his last words that day, completely oblivious and unable to understand why she was troubled.

Sooner or later, it was almost a year since I had seen it.

If her answer had been no coming back, she would have thought she just hadn’t gotten her heart yet.

Lately, seeing him flirting with a woman somewhere made her even more annoyed.

He would understand if he was unattractive.

It wasn’t like that, but she was about to crack her patience at the answer that didn’t come back.

Her dark feelings, which she had covered up, raised her head and began to ask her if her turn had come, but not yet.

But she couldn’t rule it out.

If he makes a wrong choice, shouldn’t he, who loves him, correct it?

The reason I didn’t do that yet was because I still had a heart to believe in him.

It was a decision I made because I wanted to remain as good as possible for him.

It was she who was gradually cracking that judgment.

What if he makes the wrong decision?

Shouldn’t we bring him in and make him see only himself?

If he’s with you all day long and makes love all day long, won’t he know he’s wrong too?

She had no heart to accept going to another ‘woman’ without seeing the love that such a pretty and devoted person could give.

In this way, she would be no different from that bitch, but wouldn’t it be important to be with him for now?

It was a bad idea indeed in the eyes of others in her, but it was not for her.

If you’re in love, why is it bad to stop that person from going the wrong way?

She was the one who sooner or later felt the need to tidy up her surroundings.

All emotions were mixed and now the distinction between good and evil was blurred, but she decided to accept it.

Doesn’t she mean that she loves him just as much?

She was the one he prayed for to make the right choice.

Please, I hope you don’t have a hard time because you don’t make the wrong choice.