Chapter 181 – Chapter 181
Park Yuri barely stopped crying.
She used to cry very sadly, but after she cried, her attitude towards me changed quite a bit.
It was as if he was showing me the same attitude he had toward the president.
The monster in the eye must have been quite a nuisance, right?
That’s a good thing from my point of view.
Because of that, I was able to easily hear what I was curious about.
After waiting for her to settle down, she asked what the hell had happened to her.
“I don’t know why, but I don’t remember when I was young. Sometimes when I try to think of it, I get a bad headache.”
Her attitude towards me has become gentle, but she is still hard-spoken.
By the way, when are you going to start talking about enemies?
“Hey, I don’t have time right now. Can’t you just summarize the important parts? What the hell happened to you and the president…”
“The earliest memory I can remember is right here. Probably as a child. At least six years from now… Maybe even longer. I was crying all the time and people in doctor’s coats forced me to bed like that as I struggled. Laid on it.”
“It’s as if you were a test subject.”
Park Yu-ri quietly nodded her head.
“I don’t know what kind of experiment it was. But one day I woke up and lost sight in one eye. That’s probably when I lost it. Someone kept saying congratulations in my ear from time to time. But I knew that. Is a lie to deceive me.”
“Didn’t you think of running away? Weren’t you a Transcendentalist then?”
Park Yu-ri nodded her head once more.
“Yeah. Maybe it’s a memory from when I was younger.”
Park Yu-ri was the test subject?
It was a bit shocking.
She was the one who reigned as Korea’s strongest transcendentalist.
The existence that everyone respected as a hero was actually the subject of a human experiment?
Even if it was at least six years ago, at that time, she was still a minor.
No, maybe my thoughts are complacent.
Couldn’t it be that ethics and human rights could not be talked about in a situation where the gate was an uncommon situation, in a situation where the survival of mankind was at stake?
Then why was it her?
Perhaps it showed a fairly high number in the magic test, or something unusual.
What are the memories lost for?
It’s probably not because of the instinct to protect oneself from a psychological shock.
Seeing that the memory of losing an eye still remains…
Was it intentionally deleted?
In my head, I have all kinds of thoughts about the stars.
It’s frustrating and crazy.
As much as it would be nice to be able to get in and out of her head.
“Does anything else come to mind? What kind of experiment were you subjected to? Were there any people who were tested together? A child of the same age, an adult, or even a monster.”
“That… I can’t remember. Ah… I think I’ve seen goblins…”
“A goblin?”
“It’s not clear. It’s like there’s a thick fog in my memory… Ugh…”
Park Yu-ri suddenly vomited, so he couldn’t dig further.
A little time passed.
The real Park Yuri.
Lee Dong-geul is approaching Park Yu-ri’s side and giving her a recovery skill.
I replayed the question.
She knows she’s struggling but she has to listen right now.
“Have you calmed down a bit? Back to the scene you remember. So what happened to the monster eyeball?”
“I don’t know how long it’s been since I lost my eyes, but they acted as if that was what they intended to do in the first place. I was forced to bed again, and I had to close my eyes. Come to think of it, maybe I was anesthetized. The next thing I remember is the excruciating pain… And something started to live in one of my eyes.”
“Is that all? You said a little while ago that the monster disappeared while removing the blindfold.”
“Yeah… That’s when a monster began to live in my eyes.
“How did you know it was a monster? Haven’t you ever faced a monster in a mirror?”
“That was strictly forbidden. They said if you put on an eyepatch the monster would stay calm. And…”
“And?”
“I don’t remember exactly because there are parts of it, but once.
Have you ever taken off an eyepatch and the monster has been activated?
And yet, you’re still alive.
What happened at that time is highly predictable.
First of all, Gilgamesh’s eyes did not occupy Yuri Park’s body.
Wouldn’t even try
Now that he is alive and sane right in front of my eyes, it is clear that he did not use unity.
Then there are two remaining possibilities.
One is the assumption that the amount of mana charged in Gilgamesh’s eyeballs was large.
It was a case of forcibly injecting that magical power into Park Yu-ri and manipulating her body.
If that happened, there would have been tremendous damage to the research center and the surrounding cities.
Having personally experienced it in a dungeon, I know better than anyone else.
It was an attack that was completely impossible to guard even with an auto shield full of energy.
Of course, she was caught off guard, but I couldn’t stop her with most of her transcendents, as I lost one of her arms just as she was.
Besides, at least 5-6 years ago.
At that time, there was no known transcendentalist in Korea.
So, how could you stop it?
A master of Jaya?
It just occurred to me that there might be an unknown powerhouse who plucked Gilgamesh’s eyeballs and brought them to my laboratory.
However, this is just an assumption.
How the hell did the government get these monster eyes?
If this absurd assumption is correct, then perhaps that person has abilities similar to mine?
In addition, what if he saw through the ability of Gilgamesh’s eyeball and threw it into the government’s laboratory for experimentation?
Then it really hurts…
It may be more troublesome than that bastard.
How strong he must have become over the years since then, and to think that he is plotting something by hiding without showing any signs… Ah, I get chills just thinking about it.
On the contrary, there is a high probability of living quietly enjoying your life and hiding your power…
Oh, let’s stop thinking.
It seems that the delusion has gone too far since the appearance of that bastard.
Let’s focus on the situation right in front of us.
Another possibility is that there is no or very little mana in Gilgamesh’s eyes.
At that time, if Yu-ri Park had been a mana expresser before her awakening, her monster tentacles would have barely had the magic to pull out of her.
Of course, they would have needed other prey, and they would have been carrying straws all over the place.
Even in this case, the nearby researchers probably wouldn’t have survived.
By the way, who else solved this situation and how?
After all, is there a master of jaeya?
“Don’t you remember the person who stopped the monster and put the blindfold back on you? Wait. Could he be the president!?”
“That’s not it. The president has nothing to do with this. When I came to my senses, it was just that the blindfold was put on again. I don’t even remember who put it on again. It’s just that the monster in my eye ran rampant, and several I know roughly that people were hurt. The reason I don’t remember the details might be because of the monster…”
Come to think of it, Yuri Park didn’t seem to remember even the memories she had with me in the dungeon not too long ago.
The only thing that came to mind was that I had forcibly removed her blindfold.
I don’t remember cutting off my arm, or even pulling out her eyeballs.
I’m feeling unfair for nothing.
“Is that the answer? Then how did you meet the president?”
“… There’s something I didn’t say before, but after the monster ran rampant, my body was in a state of awakening before I knew it.”
“Suddenly?”
“I don’t know what the reason was, but that’s how it happened. And the memories from then on remain quite clear. Training… And training… Repeated daily routines continued. It was painful enough to make me want to run away. It was an absolute taboo to remove the eyepatch even when washing, of course. Even if it wasn’t an order, I didn’t have the slightest desire to remove the eyepatch myself…”
Park Yu-ri, who frowned a little, shook her head and she spoke again.
“A fear that is hard to explain in words… I don’t remember, but there was a tremendous fear that I couldn’t understand. You should never take off your eyepatch…”
“You haven’t taken off your eyepatch since then?”
“As far as I remember, yes.”
“But are you really happy that the monster is gone?”
“…It’s a form of fear you’ll never feel unless you experience it yourself.”
“Okay… That’s all I get. But when will the president show up? If you’ve started military training, there’s no reason someone would come here. If they want to meet you, shouldn’t they go to the military base?”
“That’s not true. Even during military training, I visited here at least once a week. No, it was mandatory… Anyway, the suspicious experiments continued after that. Of course, I didn’t gouge out my eyes again… But I was afraid. It was the same thing. Sometimes I really wanted to die. I wonder what I was trying to do to my body, but just coming here made me depressed.”
“At that time, you were already awakened, right? Wasn’t it enough to reject it using force?”
“I couldn’t do that. Of course, it was after I got stronger physically, but it must have been because of a psychological problem… And above all, it was almost impossible not to move according to the orders from above. At that time, I was… That kind of person. “
I still feel like that person…
By the way, at that time Park Yu-ri would have been before he turned 20.
Was the government going to take a little girl and build a human killing machine?
What the heck, I really am.
“It was a time when I was repeating those hellish days. About 5 years ago from now. That person came to me.”
Finally, the president comes out.
But it seemed like I didn’t have to listen anymore.
Because I think I know what happened.
But isn’t this bitch cheating?
Wasn’t the mere fact that her president was able to come here that he was involved in all of her experiments on her?
At least, it sounds like you were aware of everything…
“He was different. He was the only one who treated me as a person…”
“It’s okay. You don’t have to say anything. Keep it as a memory to yourself. Those memories.”
As expected.
It’s been explained quite a long time, but the point is that the person who brought me out of this repetitive hell was the president.
I don’t intend to throw a cold word here and shake her mind while the happiness circuit is running.
And, above all, wanting to get her president back in order to use her properly… Is in my favor.
“I understand the situation. Then, I will return your magic.”
“Really? Thank you… Killing that monster wasn’t enough…”
“Killing? Not killing. The monster is still alive.”
“What? What do you mean by that?”
I took off the glove on my left hand.
Then, he spread his palm and showed it to Yuri Park.
It was a very short time.
“Killing was impossible with my abilities. Gw… Bo, I’ll show you this far…”
I hurriedly put the glove back on, acting as if the monster in my palm was rampaging.
Park Yu-ri, shivering in shock as if she had seen something she hadn’t seen, and Lee Dong-geul’s frowning, worried expression came into view clearly.
I’m sorry.
I didn’t mean to fool you…
