Chapter 117 – #26_A Cozy Daily Life (2)
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After finishing her performance, Amelia put her violin back in its case and changed her clothes.
She took off the heavy, ornate dress with lots of lace and changed into a light nightgown.
She used to wear pajamas maybe once a week, or once a month at most, but thanks to Siwoo, she now wore them quite often.
Amelia went to the wide bed where Siwoo was already waiting.
She laid her head on one of the two pillows that were there as if it were natural.
Siwoo, who had already fallen half asleep, opened his eyes at the rustling sound of the bed.
“I’m sorry, did I wake you?”
“No, I was just closing my eyes while waiting for you, Amelia.”
After gently stroking Siwoo’s hair, she turned and lay down, facing him.
Even in the dim room after sunset, they could see each other’s eyes clearly.
Now, it wasn’t awkward to be so close to him.
Rather, she felt a sense of comfort.
“Amelia, there’s something I want to ask you.”
“Yes, go ahead.”
“When I first woke up, I remember you apologizing to me.”
That’s right.
She was happy that Siwoo had regained consciousness.
The relief that she wouldn’t lose him again.
Yet, she was also filled with guilt that she still had an inescapable sin, so she held him and cried.
“Yes.”
“What was the… wrong thing you did to me?”
Siwoo’s eyes were looking directly at Amelia.
It wasn’t a gaze of reproach, asking about her sins.
It was a look of pure curiosity, as if he was genuinely wondering.
There was also a mix of warm affection and trust in them.
“The Amelia I’ve experienced is a very good person… and also, a kind person.”
She would sing lullabies with him because he was afraid of sleeping alone.
She would bring him snacks while he was studying hard and teach him things he didn’t know.
She was such a good person who would go for walks and picnics with him so he wouldn’t be bored.
That was all Siwoo remembered.
Amelia felt like her heart was dropping.
It was as if a sore spot she never wanted to be touched, or at least wanted to postpone, had suddenly been poked.
“Ah, of course, I said I was okay back then… so I’m not asking this now to take back that forgiveness. I’m just curious.”
“I know. I know.”
Just like the adult Siwoo, the young Siwoo was a good child.
He was diligent, sincere, and had a kind heart.
Compared to Amelia, who used to cause trouble all the time when she was young, he was an angel.
That’s why she couldn’t tell him.
If she told him now, he would forgive her.
He had no memory of being directly oppressed by Amelia.
This forgiveness might even act as a buffer when his memories returned later.
But that wasn’t what Amelia wanted.
No matter how scared and afraid she was, she wanted to pay the just price.
“Later.”
“……”
“I’ll tell you when a little more time has passed.”
“Yes, Amelia.”
Siwoo nodded obediently without arguing or questioning.
He believed that if Amelia said so, there must be a good reason.
Even Siwoo’s submissive attitude tormented Amelia.
“Good night. Thank you for taking care of me today.”
Siwoo politely greeted her and turned to get ready to sleep.
“Siwoo.”
Then Amelia stopped Siwoo.
Siwoo glanced at Amelia, as if he had been subtly waiting for it.
There was a ritual that the two of them had been going through every night before falling asleep for the past few days.
“Aren’t we doing it today?”
Siwoo never said it first, but Amelia always allowed it.
She was somehow happy to see him acting spoiled.
“Are you okay, Amelia?”
“I told you before, it’s okay if you want to do it, Siwoo.”
“But it’s kind of embarrassing…”
Amelia subtly moved her arm so it would be easier for him to touch her chest.
Originally, Amelia had allowed him to touch her chest, like her teacher used to do, because he wanted to, but now it was something she would feel sad about if they didn’t do it before bed.
It wasn’t just because she felt like she was doing something he wanted.
The feeling of offering him a part of her body that should be kept secret and precious, even through her clothes, somehow made her lower abdomen tingle.
Moreover, after his hands had massaged her chest a few times, Amelia would also feel sleepy.
It was like getting a very comfortable massage.
If she could endure a little embarrassment, it was a win-win situation.
“…Excuse me.”
Siwoo swallowed hard and reached out his arm towards Amelia’s chest.
The nightgown Amelia wore was basically a sleeveless dress with a neckline that revealed her cleavage.
Moreover, because she was lying on her side, the volume that was particularly emphasized boasted the best texture even when touched through the clothes.
“Hmm…”
A low hum escaped Amelia’s lips, and Siwoo was engrossed in feeling the texture of her chest with his hands.
He knew it was a strange act.
He had learned that men shouldn’t touch a woman’s body carelessly, and especially the chest, which was where milk was given to babies and was an important part.
In fact, Siwoo didn’t really understand why Amelia was so willingly allowing this act.
He was just doing it because it felt good, because he kept feeling the urge to do it.
The reason he had been looking forward to sleeping with Amelia for the past few days was also for this moment.
“Ha…”
Amelia’s tightly closed eyelashes fluttered.
She pretended to be nonchalant and sighed every time Siwoo’s hand distorted her chest.
Siwoo had sensed the atmosphere mixed in that sigh.
It was very similar to the breath that Odette had exhaled into his ear while rubbing her bare chest against his back when they went to the bathhouse with the twins before.
That suggestive breath that had made Siwoo’s lower body harden.
Of course, it was much smaller and not noticeable on the surface if you weren’t paying attention.
But if you concentrated your senses on your palm and massaged her chest, you could feel that the jelly-like thing in the center of her chest had become a little harder.
Naturally, the protrusion in the middle of the chest was the nipple.
“Hmm…”
What would it be like behind that thin fabric?
Would her nipples be standing up like the twins’ had?
What would her chest look like after taking off her clothes?
Siwoo’s curiosity grew stronger with Amelia’s breath, which brushed against the back of his hand.
His lower body was already swollen, and Siwoo soon felt a sense of guilt.
He didn’t know what had happened in the past, but for the current Siwoo, Amelia was a kind mentor.
The fact that he was having such terrible fantasies and curiosity about her felt somehow sinful.
But even that guilt couldn’t overcome the momentary impulse.
Siwoo felt the guilt and reason that had been controlling his impulse breaking apart.
He slightly twisted the nipple, which Amelia had clearly told him not to touch, with his fingertip as if it were an accident.
“Haa…”
Amelia’s elegant eyebrows furrowed.
A hotter sigh, along with a sweet fragrance, wafted out.
Siwoo stopped moving and held his breath, watching her reaction.
He hunched his shoulders, worried that she might open her eyes and scold him, but Amelia just lay there quietly as if nothing had happened.
Siwoo felt his heart pounding.
He felt that his intense instinct could no longer be controlled.
He knew he was doing something wrong, but he couldn’t stop.
“Uhm… hmm…”
Siwoo began to move in earnest.
He shook off the guilt that was pulling at his wrist and gave in to the sudden impulse.
While stroking and kneading the underside of her chest like dough, he lightly touched the suggestive protrusion that had begun to show its shape even through her clothes with the tip of his index finger.
Every time he did, Amelia’s body would twitch as if she were hiccuping.
A hot sigh, along with a suggestive nasal sound, was a bonus.
On their first night, Amelia had been surprised and stopped Siwoo even when he had only slightly twisted it, but now she didn’t say anything even when he was doing this.
She was just breathing a little more roughly, and she was forcefully keeping her eyelids closed.
And that seemed like a kind of tacit consent to Siwoo.
Could it be that Amelia also wanted this? He was given a kind of absolution.
Siwoo swallowed hard again and this time began to touch Amelia’s nipples in earnest.
“Huu… hu… hu…”
Every time he twisted them with his fingertips, Amelia’s straight eyebrows would also furrow.
Her body would intermittently tremble, then stop, then tremble again.
Right now, Amelia was not the somewhat scary but kind and calm teacher.
She was just a toy that moved her body this way and that with Siwoo’s fingertip.
A strange sense of conquest rose above the veil of sin.
But that didn’t last long either.
After about 30 minutes of listening to Amelia’s panting and kneading her soft chest, sleepiness began to creep in.
Siwoo’s hands, which had been full of enthusiasm, also lost their strength, and he fell asleep while still holding Amelia’s chest.
“Haa…”
When Siwoo’s hand movements stopped and she heard his soft breathing, Amelia slowly opened her eyes.
Amelia’s eyes were wet with a sensual moisture, like leaves that had been touched by the morning dew.
“Ah…”
When Siwoo, who had been massaging her chest as usual, suddenly moved his hand to a more sensitive area.
Amelia didn’t stop him.
She was a little confused.
Why was that?
It was a shameless act.
It was also an act that she would not have allowed normally.
Was it because her thoughts were slow due to her preoccupation?
Because he wanted to do it?
Was her sense of debt to him distorted in a way that she would fulfill any of his requests?
Or was she just pretending not to, while having the intention to allow it from the beginning?
Amelia belatedly felt her face burning.
It wasn’t just because she had shamelessly allowed him to caress her chest.
She had clearly felt pleasure from his touch.
A blissful pleasure that made her feel like her chest and even her uterus were tingling.
A tickling sensation she had never felt before in her life, along with a dizzying sensation, washed over Amelia.
The reason she had initially condoned his actions was unclear, but the reason she had continued to accept his touch and kept her eyes closed was one.
Amelia had also agreed to his actions.
She couldn’t bear the shame of that fact.
“Ah…!”
Amelia, who was about to quietly tear at her pillow in unbearable embarrassment, felt a wetness between her legs as she tossed and turned.
Feeling puzzled, Amelia slipped her hand between her nightgown.
Her panties were so wet that she could feel the moisture from the outside.
Amelia, with wide eyes, put her hand inside her panties.
It was incredibly wet.
It was almost like dozens of slugs had passed by.
Amelia pulled out her hand with trembling eyes and looked at it.
A sticky liquid that stretched thickly between her fingers.
Its identity was the liquid secreted from the vagina for lubrication when a woman felt sexual arousal.
Vaginal fluid.
“……”
Amelia forgot her self-reproach and was overcome with self-loathing.
Even though she had sexual knowledge, Amelia, who had never masturbated or anything, was seeing so much vaginal fluid coming out of her body for the first time.
And it was just because he had massaged her nipples a little, and it wasn’t even the adult Siwoo, but the little Siwoo…
Amelia bit her lip tightly and quietly got out of bed so as not to wake Siwoo.
It was to change her panties.
“Ugh…”
Amelia lay back in bed, but she tossed and turned all night in a strange state of sexual frustration.
