Chapter 133 – Chapter 133
In the community, there was a feature called ‘write anonymously’.
It’s literally a feature that you use when you don’t want to reveal your nickname while writing a post or comment, but isn’t that usually the case?
A person hides himself when something is troubling him or when he doesn’t want to take responsibility for his actions.
Why are you saying this? It’s because Eunsam is using that ‘anonymous writing’ like crazy right now.
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-Sexy elk: It’s a really fucking novel haha
└ (Anonymous): -minutes-
└ Elk lovers: ? What is it
└ (Anonymous): -minutes-
└ Elk lover: Why am I a bun?
└ (Anonymous): -minutes-
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Do you know of two ways to offend people?
One is to keep talking, and the other is to repeat the same words over and over again.
Eun-sam ran like that whenever he was being criticized for his novel, and continued to leave comments like ‘-bun-‘, angering those who were swearing.
-Minute-
Buntangchung, a word that demeans people who criticize and criticize novels.
In fact, whether those people were buntangchung or not, wouldn’t it be natural to get angry when you hear something like that?
The community started getting more lively with Eun-sam’s intervention, and I ended up getting my account banned for bringing a controversial novel.
… Fortunately, it was a month van.
Eun-sam was in the middle of a keyboard battle like that, and it was only after 12:00 at night that he lay down on the bed.
Do-gyun watched him all the time and felt his stomach turn, only then was he able to close his eyes comfortably.
The thought of who the fight was for didn’t leave my head… Still, Do-kyun, who came up with the thought, ‘Since Eun-sam looks happy, maybe that’s all right’, relaxed his body to fall asleep before his mind becomes more exhausted.
I was just about to start falling asleep.
“I’m gay.”
Eunsam opened her mouth.
Do-gyun looked at Eun-sam with impoverished eyes. Eunsam was staring at the ceiling with twinkling eyes.
“Yes?”
“Is this real?”
What does it mean? Do-gyun, who recalled that thought, belatedly realized that what Eun-sam was talking about was the current situation where the [Legend of the Seven Jujis] Was broken, and gave an answer with a smile on his face.
“Then is it a dream?”
“Really…”
Rustle.
The blanket was shaking.
Eun-sam, who had been lying flat and looking at the ceiling, turned to face him.
“It’s not a dream…”
It was a slightly hoarse, booming voice.
In response, Do-kyun recalled the thought, ‘If only I had done that tone, it would have been a really touching situation.’ Then he finally accepted Eun-sam’s words with a smile on his lips.
“Congratulation. Yes 8 years… No, you must have been writing before then, so your whole life has been rewarded.”
It was a word he said with a smile on his face.
Eun-sam giggled at him again, and finally spoke after looking at Do-gyun’s face for a while.
“… Thank you.”
“Star.”
“I’m not just talking reviews, I’m gay.”
Do-gyun’s eyes turned to Eun-sam again.
It was a face with a faint smile that felt a little calm.
Do-gyun recalled that the expression Eun-sam was making now didn’t really suit her.
Isn’t it? What else could be so awkward when a human who used to spit out strange sounds with a sinister and sullen face made such an expression.
Do-gyun, who felt his stomach twist at that thought, turned his gaze toward the ceiling, and Eun-sam giggled and continued talking softly.
“Our Galju, our liking, and our armband. I just want to thank the other gays for helping me, Iggy.”
“… You know that saying that will blow away all your emotions, right?”
“The truth won’t work somehow.”
“A horn.”
Food. A laugh escaped Dokyun’s mouth. Do-gyun laughed and Eun-sam also laughed.
“I know that.”
“What else?”
“We always stood still.”
After saying that, Eun-sam took a moment to catch his breath, then let out the words.
“Galju wasn’t in that state. It was like a ticking time bomb that explodes with the slightest mishandling, so we gave up on many things and lived.”
An unexpected story popped up.
The story of how Eun-ah and other personalities have lived for the past time.
When Do-gyun, who was curious about him, looked at Eun-sam, Eun-sam giggled at the figure and continued.
“Eun Ge-gi always had to be alone in the house, Eun Byeol-gai had such a personality that she couldn’t go out and meet people, and Armband had to work without a break. Well, like… Don’t you know?”
To some extent, it was something I expected. However, when I heard it from my own mouth, it was a story that made me sick again.
“Gay came and we could change the win.”
It was a compliment to me.
After saying that, Eun-sam stared at Do-gyun for a while before continuing.
“Thank you.”
Do-gyun felt his stomach tickle at the words he heard and felt his body twist for some reason, before finally being able to give a tick-tick answer.
“I’m too sentimental today.”
“… Did you?”
Eun-sam made a sly tone at Do-gyun’s words, then laid his body in an upright position again and closed his eyes.
“Certainly, I was a little sentimental today.”
“Go to sleep.”
“Good night, Iggy.”
“Yeah, you too.”
Eun-sam stopped talking, and Do-gyun fell into a late sleep.
*
The next morning, it was Eun-byeol who greeted Do-gyun.
“Hello baby?”
When Do-gyun found Eun-byeol making coffee in the kitchen, he tilted his head and asked a question.
“Is it Eunbyul’s turn?”
“No? Did it just come out?”
An answer that seems to be insignificant. At that, Do-gyun’s mouth opened wide.
“No, can I?”
“What’s not going to happen?”
Eunbyeol shrugged his shoulders and said that, then pushed the coffee that had been brewing the day before before to Dokyun.
“Do you want a drink?”
“Ah yes.”
“Come and sit down. Because I made breakfast.”
Do-gyun accepted the coffee Eun-byeol handed him and alternated between coffee and the table, only to find toast on the table and sigh deeply before going to the table.
Did I fall asleep too late? I don’t think I even heard Eunbyeol wake up and prepare breakfast.
Do-gyun picked up the toast, took a bite of it, and opened his mouth as Eun-byeol sat across from him and started eating.
“Say sorry to Eun-ah later.”
“I already wrote it down in my notebook.”
A clever answer.
When Do-gyun made a ‘grunt’ sound, Eun-byeol smiled and continued.
“Why? Do you want me to disappear?”
Do-gyun’s body trembled at the words he heard.
Do-gyun trembled, then glared at Eun-byul with a firm daylight and spat out an answer.
“… Don’t talk like that.”
It was a tone tinged with anger.
Do-gyun was furious at those words.
I didn’t want to hear Eunbyeol talking about herself as if she wasn’t a big deal, as if she didn’t care if she disappeared, even as a joke.
Even if the day comes when she breaks up, even if the day comes when she becomes part of her eunuch. To Do-kyun, Eun-byeol was Eun-byeol.
In her final days to come, Do-gyun wanted her to consider herself a happy person.
When Do-kyun glared at Eun-byeol with that thought, Eun-byeol seemed a little taken aback and stammered at her words.
“Yes?”
“It’s no fun. If that self-torture becomes a habit, your self-esteem will drop. Don’t say that, even as a joke.”
I was upset with myself again for no reason, so the words continued for a long time.
Eunbyul, who had been listening to him, closed her mouth and looked at Dokyun, then covered her mouth with his hand and spat out an answer.
“Oh, I just almost got my heart fluttering.”
Flinch.
Do-gyun’s body trembled.
Do-gyun raised his eyes at the words he heard and looked at Eun-byeol, then crouched down after confirming that Eun-byeol was looking at me with a smile on his face.
“… Anyway, yes.”
“Oh~.”
Eunbyeol tilted her upper body toward Dokyun and continued talking in a playful tone.
“Are you cool?”
Do-gyun’s head sank even deeper at the words he heard. His face grew hot for no reason.
Did I overdo it a little because I was crying without realizing it? Do-gyun, feeling embarrassed for no reason at Eun-byeol’s reaction, avoided her gaze and glared at the toast.
“Eat some rice.”
“Really, my heart trembles because of you.”
It was a word full of laughter, plus a lot of playfulness.
Suddenly, PTSD came.
Somehow this situation was familiar.
No, I’m used to that word.
In high school, the day I went on a school trip, I heard the words I heard while helping the girl in the class next to me.
She was seen wandering her way alone at a distance, so I took her to her meeting point, and the girl said, ‘Thank you for your help,’ and ‘You were pretty cool.’
She thought it was true, and she had asked for her number while going on her happy circuit alone, and the girl had left her seat in embarrassment, and she had spread the story all over the place.
In Do-gyun’s head, painful moments of cooking continued.
The moment when the nickname ‘Sweet Gyun’ was created.
The moment she saw the girl she met in the hallway talking to her friend next to her.
The moment when she went to karaoke with her friend and was teased for being a ‘sweet swordsman who sings’.
His heart tightened and his breath choked.
Do-kyun drew in his breath and glared at Eun-byeol, holding his heart.
‘There’s no way!’
It will never be a joke for in-laws again.
When Do-gyun recalled that thought and her eyes brightened, Eun-byeol looked at her face and slightly turned her head and continued.
“Your eyes are so hot…”
Pooh.
Laughter was mixed in his voice.
Do-gyun’s body trembled as a matter of course.
*
After finishing the meal and taking a shower, Do-gyun sat on the sofa and looked at Eun-byeol, who was swiping her smartphone, and said to her.
“So what are you doing today?”
It was a question he asked because he hadn’t heard the reason why he had come out yet.
If he came out of nowhere, there must be a reason, but Eunbyul didn’t mention anything about him.
When Do-gyun sat next to Eun-byeol and looked at Eun-byeol, Eun-byeol glanced at Do-gyun and gave the answer with a grin.
“Because there is a game today.”
Startle.
Do-gyun felt his whole body tremble at the answer he heard and continued with a trembling voice.
“Is that so…”
The gaze goes back and forth between the floor and Eunbyeol.
‘No way…’
Are you going to the baseball field again? While thinking about such a thought, Eunbyeol, who saw Do-gyun, burst into laughter and put an end to Do-gyun’s anxiety.
“Today, I will only watch the broadcast on my phone. I’ll go right in after the game. Today is a very important game.”
“Ah…”
Important match.
At those words, a sense of uneasiness began to rise.
When Do-gyun looked at Eun-byeol with trembling eyes, Eun-byeol approached Do-gyun with eyes full of expectations, showed her her smartphone, and continued.
What popped up on the screen was the score of the latte match up to yesterday.
“You see this? I kept losing until this point… If we win all the remaining games from today, we will go to the postseason.”
Do-gyun’s eyes turned to Eun-byeol at the words that followed.
The eyes were shining brightly.
‘… No.’
It was glowing with madness.
Silver veins were bulging in Eunbyeol’s eyes.
Eunbyeol said that while staring at the screen, looking at Dokyun with a somewhat dangerous face.
“Every game from today is an important game.”
“Is that so?”
“Baby, can you win?”
Do-gyun could not keep his mouth shut.
I didn’t have the confidence to answer that face, saying winning first place in the lottery would be easier than winning the rest of the game.
Therefore.
“Yeah, that’s right…”
That said, I lied.
Eunbyeol nodded her head with a very satisfied face at Dokyun’s words and took her smartphone away.
“Today will be the prelude to the great reversal…”
It was a dreamy voice.
Do-gyun looked at the scene and remembered those words.
It is said that dreams are dreams because they cannot come true.
