Chapter 82 – Chapter 82
Eun-seol opened her mouth as she saw Do-gyun kneeling next to the hospital bed where I was lying.
“…So, would you like to go with me?”
“Yep…”
Do-gyun rolled his eyes and answered briefly.
It stings.
The eyes looking down at me were stinging like the scorching sun.
He lowered his head at the lack of an excuse to say to him, and the reprimanding words came from above his head once more.
“Are you living without thinking?”
“Sorry…”
Actually, I just threw it. Dizzy in his head from his mother’s nagging, he involuntarily spits out his words.
No matter how you look at it, it’s definitely my fault. Do-kyun just bowed his head instead of apologizing.
Waiting for the silence to continue, Eun-seol let out a deep sigh before opening her mouth again.
“…For now, go and do what you think. I still have a month and a half left.”
When Do-kyun raised her head in response to her answer, he saw her narrowing her brow and looking back at the book.
Did you pass it roughly? She thinks so, and she sneaks a glance.
“Don’t look at me because I’m angry.”
A swearing sound is heard.
Do-gyun flinched and trembled, turned his gaze away from the cold air transmitted from her words, and gave a short answer.
“Yep.”
It seems to have passed well for now.
*
Morning a few days later.
Do-kyun groped on his bed in a daze. Squeak. The sound of his hand brushing the blanket continued for a long time, and only then did he realize that he was alone on the bed and spit out a short sound.
“Ah.”
I was in the hospital.
When she opens her eyes, she unconsciously moves her hand to find her. The time we spent together with her is only about a month, but suddenly, it feels natural that she is by my side, and when she is not by my side, I start to feel her emptiness.
You need to get your mind right. Thinking so, she ran her hand over her face, hoping for a moment to lose her energy from the emptiness that hadn’t been swept away.
“Okay…”
I hit her head and jumped up, and then the mind that had awakened in a daze followed suit.
When I checked my smartphone, the clock indicated 8:00 AM. Maybe I lived a very upright life for a while, even though I didn’t set the alarm, my eyes open at this time.
Let him laugh again for a while.
‘I can eat, wash, and leave.’
After thinking about it, Do-gyun headed to the kitchen, stuffed a few pieces of bread he bought the day before into his mouth, and took a shower to wash away all the sleepiness that he had not been able to get rid of until the day before yesterday.
After that, after taking a shower, brushing his hair and drying his hair, he went into the dressing room, got dressed, and finished preparing to go out, Do-gyun looked at the firmly closed door opposite as he exited the room.
Her workroom.
This is the only place in the house I haven’t been to. With that thought in mind, I approached her and turned the doorknob.
Rattle-.
Again, the door was locked.
Her secret that I don’t know will be here. It’s just speculation, but there are plenty of grounds for that. Eun-ah doesn’t like me paying attention to this place. Eun-seol does not allow her to enter this place. If you go to Eunsam or Eunji, you dismiss this place as a space that does not exist at all.
It’s not that I’m curious. It was clear that there would be an important clue as it was a space I had not yet been allowed to enter, but there was no way to enter.
Continuing such thoughts, Do-kyun secretly laughed at the thought I had in mind and shivered with a sense of shame.
‘…What’s not right.’
In fact, there are many ways to get in. You can break the doorknob. You can call someone You just need to find out where she hid her keys. She did, but she couldn’t because she was afraid to look inside herself after all.
I wonder if what’s inside is the truth that I can’t handle. Realizing that fact, I want to kneel down. So I was deceiving myself.
He is afraid that in the end he will realize that he cannot save her. He becomes afraid that he will realize that he is not the kind of person she can be with.
In fact, I didn’t even know what was there, and the anxiety that followed the delusion that came up was refusing to check it.
Kwak-.
Fist clenched. My stomach was rumbling. Thud. Thud. My heart beat got stronger.
“Whoa…”
Realizing his condition, Do-gyun took a deep breath and calmed his stomach. There was no need to go inside right away. She still had to stay in the hospital for another month, so she had plenty of time to prepare her mind.
Just a little bit, a little more time. You’ll be able to enter after you’ve captured her heart.
After thinking about her, Do-gyun let go of the handle she had been holding until then and slowly turned around and left the house.
As I passed through the front door, the cool January air passed through my body. My body shuddered slightly from the cold surrounding my skin, and as I exhaled, the hot breath that exploded inside made contact with the cold air, creating white breath.
Do-gyun, who felt that all the muddy stream of emotions that had not yet been washed away was washed away, took a long breath again and looked at his breath passing by in a corner of his field of vision.
‘I want a cigarette.’
For a little over a month, I had been unintentionally quitting smoking.
Every time I thought of a cigarette and took her luck, she cried and said she didn’t like the smell of cigarettes. Even now, she’s been living alone, she’s been quitting smoking.
Then, when she smelled her cigarettes, she said that my smell would go away, and that I liked my body scent, and recalled her hugging me again, and her laughter broke out.
As I step toward the garage, I remember the moment when I held his hand and walked. I watched the sunrise from a bench in the corner, and fed carp in the pond in the corner of the garden.
When she saw her koi for the first time, how surprised she was, not even thinking that she would be raising her koi in a garden pond. As she looked at her with startled eyes, she smiled and tossed her food. It came to mind.
‘Come to think of it…’
Was the last time you fed him last week? I felt like I needed to feed her one more time after her visit.
As I walked with those thoughts in my mind, I arrived at the garage before I knew it. When I opened the garage with a familiar movement and went inside, I saw a row of foreign cars owned by Ko Eun-sam.
After looking at him for a while, Do-gyun suddenly felt a sense of emotion. It seems like it was just yesterday that I was driving while shaking, but now I am driving with the feeling that I will be able to do it, so I did not feel the slightest bit of fear when I saw them.
Do-gyun, who had been looking at the car all along and thinking about it, moved forward and approached the car. He has a job to go out every day, and the only hobby he had was to go out for a drive in a different car every day.
Opening the SUV door in the second compartment on the left of the garage, Do-gyun pushed himself into the driver’s seat and started the car to call Eun-seol.
A ringing sound followed for a while, and then she answered the phone.
-Why.
Blunt speech. Realizing that she had been asleep right before, Do-gyun manipulated her navigation system and opened her mouth.
“I’m leaving now, do you have anything to buy?”
-Coffee.
“The one you always ate?”
-Yes. That and some bread.
“All right. See you then.”
Pop-.
When I finished talking, the phone hung up.
Eun-seol, who practiced keeping things simple more than anyone else, used to hang up like a knife when she finished her business.
‘Cafe first.’
Before going to the hospital, I had to stop at a cafe and buy a coffee.
He’ll just buy you a mint choco latte, a taste he still doesn’t quite understand, but he’ll do the occasional errand.
Right after, Do-gyun, who confirmed that the destination had popped up on the navigation system, fastened his seat belt and loosened the side, and started driving.
*
Do-gyun, who arrived at the hospital after finishing all his responsibilities, exited the elevator, bowed his head slightly to the first nurses he encountered, and walked down the aisle.
After a certain distance, you can hear the nurses whispering behind you. Words whispering and staring warmly.
There was a time when she asked Eun-seol for advice, wondering if that was her fault, but she shrank to the fullest and dismissed her anxiety by saying that to herself, who asked for counseling.
-It’s a VIP room. It’s pretty good gossip when there’s a young woman in the hospital and there’s a guy who doesn’t miss a day. How many stories can be as enjoyable as someone else’s personal history?
When she heard that, she was convinced at once. Could it be another world? She recalled that she felt unfamiliar.
After that, she stopped paying attention to the whispers. Just like the saying that humans are animals of adaptation, it would be correct to say that the words you hear go beyond a day or two and become a weekly unit.
I thought about the past and walked all the way down the hallway, and before I knew it, I arrived at the front of the hospital room.
Immediately after, when Do-gyun knocked on the door and said to enter, a small noise arose from inside.
After a moment of questioning her, when she opened the door and entered, Do-kyun saw her lying on her bed reading her book and greeted her as he moved toward her bed.
“I am here.”
“Yes.”
As usual, he gave me an answer without looking at me. However, Do-kyun felt a different, inexplicable sense of incongruity from the answer.
As he looked around the room, he noticed an unorganized blanket and an awkward posture. A stooped posture leaned to one side.
Weird. Something is strange.
Do-gyun, who had been observing her narrowly at the thought of her, handed her the coffee she was holding in her hand and opened her mouth.
“Here, I bought what you ordered.”
“Leave it there.”
I felt a sense of incongruity once again in the answer that was being delivered.
When I buy coffee, Eun-seol stops what she is doing and takes the coffee I bought. Not once, I’ve never had a specification like that.
Still feeling nauseous.
As she said, Do-gyun placed her coffee beside her bed and looked at her again.
‘Head.’
Not tied She always wears a raised ponytail with the back of her hair pulled together. It was meaningless to wonder if she hadn’t been able to tie her up after waking up. When she is not sleeping or washing up, she always wears her hair tied up.
Plus, her eyes were still on the book.
Whenever she reads a book, she is the one who reads while moving her eyes busily. There was no such thing as a blank gaze.
Decisively.
‘Smartphone.’
Her smartphone, which she rarely looked at on a shelf, peeked out from under her hip.
All clues have been collected.
First of all, she is not Go Eun-seol. Eunah? If her body isn’t fully healed, there’s no way she’ll come out. Go Eun-chae? She can’t be so calm It’s not even silver. The kid doesn’t have the patience to act like that.
‘Then.’
A dangerous smile appeared on Do-gyun’s lips after he finished his judgment. The corners of her eyes twitched slightly, and the whites around her pupils began to turn bloody and red.
Chin.
Do-gyun, who put down his portion of coffee on the shelf he had been holding until the day before, went next to the hospital bed.
Seeing that she flinched and trembled as he lifted her gaze, Do-gyun reached out his hand and held her by the collar, opening her mouth.
“Go Eun-sam.”
Flinch.
Her body trembled again, and then her eyes fluttered violently.
“What is it?”
The smile on Do-gyun’s lips deepens when she reveals her true nature, unable to hide her embarrassment.
“Nice to meet?”
The gesture of flinching again. The fingertips that tremble little by little.
“Leave it, you bastard…!”
A cold sweat dripping from his face and his eyes rolling.
Sure It is Ko Eun-sam.
A pleasant thrill that goes up your spine. My shoulders shake at the laughter that bursts out of me. As her laughter deepened, and the excitement in her body increased, her reaction came from her.
“Hiccup…”
A hiccup that comes out suddenly.
To him, Do-gyun.
“Caught this year.”
Saying that, he pressed his face against her.
The long-lasting hatred has finally found a place to unleash its restrictions.
