Chapter 20 – Episode 19 – Please!
Eyes open with a feeling of lightness in the body. It is as refreshing as if you were wearing tight clothes and then took them off. When I opened her eyes, Lisbeth, who I had been thinking about until right before I opened her eyes after realizing my own desire, was looking at me with a slightly weeping expression on her face. Looking at that face, she seems to be excited about her somehow.
In a corner of her head, it feels like the fog that has been haunting me for the past day has lifted. Eunjin Ha. The trauma in my life, but when I looked back on the memories engraved with that trauma and became aware of my true desire, my anger, sadness, and painful feelings toward her disappeared to a surprising extent.
No, on the contrary, I am even feeling grateful now. Now the fact that she is my ex-girlfriend doesn’t even bother me that much. Remembering the way she fawned over her man while wearing her leash, and her desire to make her Lisbeth play the same thing, the only emotion remaining in her memory is her desire. I don’t think there will be anything to think of her in the future. Already, I feel her face blur.
“Sema! You’re awake!”
“How are you feeling, Sema?”
A limp Als approached from behind Lisbeth, clutching her right arm. It seems that Erebos didn’t block properly when he blocked his hind legs… Then what about Erebos?
“I’m okay. How stunned have I been? Erevo… No, what about that cat-like guy with two faces?”
“About 10 minutes… That monster…”
Ars’ expression twisted and he looked at the place where the magic circle was. The magic circle and the dimension door that appeared above it have already disappeared. Seeing that Erebos isn’t there, it looks like Ars and I attacked and disappeared.
“So… What about Lisbeth? Are you hurt anywhere?”
“I’m fine… Sorry. Because I’m blank…”
Lisbeth, somewhat downcast, bows her head beside me. When I see her face, a strange feeling rises again. But this feeling is not embarrassing. What kind of emotion this feeling is, because her clear head understands well.
“At times like this, I say thank you. I’m glad you weren’t hurt.”
“Uh, yes… Thank you…”
After figuring out my physical condition and situation, we talked about what to do next. The best thing would be to get out of the dungeon right away, inform the adventurers waiting at the entrance of the dungeon, withdraw, regroup, and find Erebus.
However, Als’ physical condition seems to be bad for that. His face is dripping with sweat, and his arms and legs look so injured that he can hardly control himself. It would take half a day to leave the dungeon right away, even if it were to go back by the shortest route. In the meantime, even if the ride comfort is good, it will be difficult to move on my shaking back.
Hearing from Als that since he was a hero, he wouldn’t get sick while he was resting, as long as it wasn’t for life-and-death injuries, so he decided to get out of the boss room, take a break in a large space nearby, and then go back.
I figured out what the abnormality of the dungeon was, and the fact that there were no monsters on the way was also verified. There will be no danger on the way, and thereafter. It’s close and I can move, so I didn’t bother riding on my back and moved to a nearby room.
“…”
As we move, I see Lisbeth’s back as she looks at Ars anxiously in front of me. No, to be precise, since I opened my eyes, my eyes had been looking only at Lisbeth. Because while I was passing out, I knew what I wanted. It’s none of my business that Als got hurt.
Arrived in a large room near the boss room, made a place like when camping, and after that Ars lay down and fell asleep. Als’ expression, which seemed to be distressed, relaxed as if he had become a little more comfortable after falling asleep. If it had been me before I was knocked out from an unknown attack by Erebos, I would have been more worried when I saw Ars like this. But now it’s different. That condition of Als, I even felt rather grateful now.
After checking Als’ sleeping face, I approached Lisbeth, who was staring at Als, and spoke to her.
“Lizbeth. There’s something I want to talk to you two about for a second. Is that okay?”
“Yes? Uh, it’s okay… Why?”
“It’s a bit different here, but on the other side…”
After I said that, I walked to the next room on the other side, and Lisbeth followed me with an expression asking what was going on.
Lisbeth. The first woman I met after coming to this world. The lover of Ars, who became a hero and said to be a childhood friend since childhood. And, the best bitch my desire wants.
I am aware of my distorted desire, but this desire is a desire that cannot be freely expressed. A twisted desire that can never be understood by others. Even I feel anxiety and fear about this desire. For me, who has lived a life of acting wearing the mask of an excellent and exemplary man all my life, it is difficult to suddenly take off that mask.
However, having realized my true desire, I have no intention of denying it. Isn’t this desire simply, controlled and solved? Desire is the way to destroy people when they cling to it excessively. All you have to do is control and satisfy your desires.
Then, how can I control my perverted sexual desire and desire? It is to set the number without trying to satisfy anyone’s desire. If he touches any woman who has a lover, that would be just a madman devoured by lust. But, what if it’s just one person, or two at most? If you covet only one, only one female, and steal that female from another male, you’ll feel sorry for the male, but it’s not a big deal. Even from those around you, it would just look like one side lost in a competition between males over one woman.
So, Als. I will make Lisbeth my woman. The first woman I met in another world, and your lover. If she wants to resent her, blame your eunuch-like sexual desire for leaving such a female woman so far. This female will be mine in the future.
“…Lizbeth.”
“Yes? Why?”
Lisbeth asked with a nervous expression, whether she sensed something out of place in my expression.
“Actually, I have a request…”
“Ask?”
Yes. This is a request I, who have come to know my own desire, to you, who will become a female.
“Uh… Lisbeth. Didn’t you say thanks to me earlier?”
“Uh? Yes. It did”
Lisbeth feels a little embarrassed and wonders what’s going on. Lisbeth, such a surprise, came out of my mouth.
“Then, please take care of my sexual desire in the future.”
“…Under?”
Lisbeth’s face looked as if she didn’t understand what the hell she was just hearing. Then, after a while, her Lisbeth’s face turns red, and she yells at me.
“Me, me, me, you crazy pervert monster!!! What are you talking about now!!?”
“Shhh. I’ll listen to Als. Lower your voice.”
Then Lisbeth winces and, with her voice lowered, she shouts at me.
“Profit!! Hey hey! Do you know what you just said!? Treatment of sexual desire!? Did something go wrong when you passed out earlier!?”
“Um… Maybe so? Isn’t that a bad request though?”
“What kind of a bad request is such a crazy request!”
Lisbeth talking to me, trembling with her bright red face. Even her face looks cute now.
“No, that’s right, during your night shift for the past two days, you’ve been exposing and touching my cock, right? Aren’t you interested?”
“…!?!?”
For a moment, Lisbeth is startled, and a look of bewilderment appears on her face. She seemed ashamed and embarrassed that I, who seemed to be sleeping, knew her own embarrassing behavior.
“Actually, I didn’t want to say it because I thought it would be embarrassing to say this. While I passed out, I felt something about my body. My libido seems to be out of the ordinary. I’ve always had trouble with this horse cock coming out against my will every day, but I think I’ll always have to feel that discomfort if I don’t release it in time.”
“…”
Lisbeth listens silently, with her head down, her bright red face on.
“Now that I wake up and realize that, I don’t think I will ever be able to put up with this. But it’s not like I can go to a brothel with this body. The only person I can ask for is you. Seeing you sneaking out and touching my horse at night like that, it seems like you’re interested too…”
“Profit…! I’m like…!”
Lisbeth denies it with her blushing face. Don’t lie to me, you pervert. Because she knows everything because of the status window.
“If I knew you were that interested, I don’t think you would have bothered to buy me clothes when you were extorting money from me, but that doesn’t matter. I also did something wrong, and the clothes themselves suit Lisbeth well and are pretty. But when I passed out while protecting you earlier, I realized the state of my body, so I don’t think I can stand it in the future. If you’re grateful for saving me, I’d love to help you…”
“…”
Lisbeth glares at me with her bright red face and even a few tears in her eyes. I can’t deny any of them. It is true that she was interested in my horse, that she protected herself, and that she was grateful for it.
“Geez…! This pervert monster…! Why is it me!? I also have Als…!”
“I have no one to ask but you, so I hardly know anyone, do I? And…”
She said, looking at Lisbeth’s embarrassed face.
“I want you, Lisbeth, not someone else.”
“…”
Lisbeth is speechless, and she glares at me.
“I won’t keep asking. Only until I get the humanization skill. I won’t tell Als, I’ll keep it a secret, and I won’t threaten or do anything about it. I’m not asking you to have sex because my body is like this, I just need to use my hands, mouth, feet, or whatever to take care of it… Can’t I?”
“…”
Lisbeth lowered her fresh red head, and she was silent for a moment. And after a while, she looked up and she said to me.
“…Until I get the humanization skill.. In the meantime or after that, if other people or Als find out, I’ll really kill them. I’ll just use my hands, so if you ask for more, I’ll bake it on the spot.”
“Okay okay. Thanks Lisbeth.”
“Never, never speak to anyone else.”
“Don’t speak. Don’t worry, I won’t even tease you. I also understand well what you are asking a woman for.”
Lisbeth said, her blushing face still intact, she looked weak.
“Haa… Seriously, how did I come across such a pervert monster…”
“Fate, fate. So it looks like you’ve accepted it…”
I pulled the cloth over my body, turned my supple head, and walked with my mouth, exposing my horse’s cock.
“Oh…! What, what…!”
“I wish I could take care of it right now.”
Lisbeth. Slowly, I will make you my female.
